After Pretending To Have Amnesia, My Rival Said I Was His Boyfriend - Chap 108

After Ling Yunfan was brought home by Ji Canghai, he soon fell into a chaotic desire together with him, the two desperately kissed passionately until death.

Until the morning of the third day, Ling Yunfan woke up from the muddy dream.

Everywhere in his body ached, and there was still an unspeakable lingering heat in the indescribable places. Ling Yunfan turned his head to look, and saw Ji Canghai sleeping next to him, and wrapped his arms tightly around his waist as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

Ji Canghai, who had no nightmares, slept peacefully, with soft black hair caressing his forehead, and his clean and clean facial features made people unable to help but look at him, and his half-naked upper body was also horrible, with mottled kiss marks and scratches on his back. The scar is still bright red even after midnight.

Ling Yunfan looked at him, and couldn’t help curling the corners of his mouth.

At this moment, Ji Canghai slowly opened his eyes, taking in Ling Yunfan’s smiling face at a glance.

Ji Canghai leaned over and gently kissed Ling Yunfan’s forehead and eyes: “How are you?”

Ling Yunfan let him kiss, and replied: “It’s okay, the susceptibility period has passed.”

“Really, let’s have a good rest at home today.” Ji Canghai said.

But Ling Yunfan shook his head: “I’m going out this afternoon.”

Ji Canghai was taken aback: “What? You have to go to work? But your susceptibility period has just passed…”

Ling Yunfan: “I’m not going to work.”

Ji Canghai suppressed the impatience in his tone, and asked in a calm tone: “Then where do you want to go when you go out?”

Ling Yunfan lowered his eyes, and said in a soft voice, “Today is the memorial day for my parents, I’m going to visit them.”

Ji Canghai’s expression froze on his face, he opened his mouth slightly, but couldn’t make any sound.

On the contrary, Ling Yunfan was calmer than him, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he said to Ji Canghai, “Can you accompany me?”

Ji Canghai nodded quickly.

Ji Canghai didn’t dare to lie down leisurely anymore, got up and put on his clothes, went out to buy paper money and incense candles, and when Ling Yunfan got up from bed at noon to eat lunch, Ji Canghai had already prepared all the necessary things one by one.

Ling Yunfan looked at the big bag full of things, and said with emotion: “Ji Canghai, you deserve it.”

Ji Canghai lost his usual composure, and was as nervous as an intern who just entered the society on his first day of work: “Look at what is missing, and I will make up for it.”

“No more, that’s enough.” Ling Yunfan stretched out his hand to hook Ji Canghai’s neck, and kissed him very hard.

Ji Canghai asked, “Which cemetery are uncles and aunts buried in?”

Ling Yunfan said the address of the cemetery, but when Ji Canghai heard it, his expression changed slightly, and his eyes flickered unnaturally.

Ling Yunfan: “What’s wrong?”

“It’s nothing.” Ji Canghai shook his head and said nothing

At 2:30 in the afternoon, Ji Canghai drove Ling Yunfan to the cemetery.

Because it is not a special holiday and it is a working day, the cemetery is empty and there are almost no people in sight.

Ji Canghai accompanied Ling Yunfan to find the cemetery where his parents were buried. There were two blue and gray tombstones in the small space less than two square meters, with a photo of Ling’s father and mother embedded on it. In the photo, the two were holding hands, Look straight ahead gently.

“Mom and Dad, I’m here.” Ling Yunfan smiled and said softly to the tombstone, then he stretched out his hand and pulled Ji Canghai to the tombstone, “Come on, let me show you, he is my lover, and I want to bring him no matter what. He came to see you.”

Ji Canghai’s body was as stiff as a stone, and he bowed towards the tombstone at a loss.

“Hahaha, Mr. Ji, are you too nervous?” Ling Yunfan patted Ji Canghai’s shoulder to let him relax, “It’s okay, my mother has seen you, she liked you very much when you were young, now you She must also like it very much, since she likes you, then my dad must also like you. ”

“En.” Ji Canghai nodded.

Ling Yunfan: “Okay, I’m going to bring a bucket of water to clean this place, you wait for me here.”

Ji Canghai hurriedly said, “I’ll go.”

Ling Yunfan waved his hands again and again: “No, it’s your first time here, you must not know where to get water, I’ll just go.” Ling Yunfan turned and left.

Ji Canghai looked at the photo on the tombstone quietly, and after a long while squatted down in front of the tombstone, he said sincerely, “Uncle and auntie, thank you for bringing Yunfan to the world. No difference, thank you very much.”

Ten minutes later, Ling Yunfan brought a bucket full of clean water, and the two of them wiped the front and back of the tombstone carefully with clean towels, and burned paper money in front of the tombstone, and did not leave until dusk at sunset.

When walking towards the gate of the cemetery, Ling Yunfan suddenly said, “My parents called me an hour before the accident…”

Ling Yunfan’s voice was extremely soft, and the breeze blew by, easily blowing his fragile words to pieces.

Ji Canghai turned his head to look at him, listening intently.

Ling Yunfan continued: “It was ten o’clock at night, and I was playing games in the dormitory. I answered the phone call very perfunctorily. My mother told me to eat more vegetables in the cold weather, but I didn’t listen to it at all. Here, casually answer her, um, I see…”

Ling Yunfan said, his eyes gradually turned red, and his voice choked up: “After their accident, I have always regretted it, regretted not listening to the phone call carefully, regretted not telling my mother that I love her at that time, and I often think, if I talk to her more After she talks on the phone for a while, her time to go out will be delayed, and there will be no car accident…”

“Yunfan.” Ji Canghai whispered worriedly, reaching out to caress Ling Yunfan’s back.

Ling Yunfan rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, took two deep breaths and continued: “After their accident, I once felt that I would be in grief and pain for the rest of my life. I couldn’t find anything to divert my attention. I would be swallowed up by grief every night. , I felt lonely and hopeless…but at this moment, you appeared.”

“Although you brought me home with calculations and purposes, but at that time, I did not suffer so much because of you.”

“Later, I also asked myself why I could forgive you.”

“Because…” Ling Yunfan said while looking at Ji Canghai. He looked at those dark eyes shining like stars, and the corner of his mouth evoked a warm smile like a warm spring breeze in March, “Because every time you look at my Sometimes, I will feel the mountains and rivers pouring towards me, and everything in the world is rushing towards me, and I can feel my heavy weight in the world because of you.”

Ji Canghai and Ling Yunfan looked at each other, their hearts trembling.

He suddenly felt that with Ling Yunfan’s company, he would be able to deal with the pain calmly.

So Ji Canghai said: “Yunfan, I have something to tell you.”

“Huh? What’s the matter?” Ling Yunfan was puzzled.

Ji Canghai: “My mother… was actually buried in this cemetery.”

“Ah?! What?” Ling Yunfan was shocked.

Ji Canghai narrowed his eyes: “Because of fear and guilt, I haven’t visited her once in these years, so I… don’t know where she is buried.”

Ling Yunfan stretched out his hand and held Ji Canghai’s hand tightly to comfort him, Ling Yunfan asked: “Then do you want to see her today?”

Ji Canghai was silent for a moment, then nodded.

Ling Yunfan: “The cemetery administrator must know where Auntie is buried. Let’s go and ask.”

The two found the cemetery administrator who was on duty that day in the management center. After Ji Canghai provided his mother’s name, the cemetery administrator checked on the computer.

The administrator looked at the computer screen with a look of surprise and joy, and then asked Ji Canghai, “Who are you to the deceased?”

Ji Canghai: “I am her son.”

“Great.” The administrator stood up, “Wait for me here.”

Ji Canghai and Ling Yunfan looked at each other, both at a loss.

After a while, the administrator took out a letter and a small box from the warehouse and handed them to Ji Canghai.

The letter looked eight or nine years old, and the old yellowed envelope was full of the smell of mothballs.

“What is this?” Ji Canghai wondered.

Administrator: “The relics of the deceased, when she was sent to the funeral home, she carried these things on her body. We wanted to give these things to the entourage, but the entourage said that they were only the entrusted persons in charge, and did not It’s not her family members, we can only keep these things and give them to her family after her family members come to find her.”

“Great.” The administrator took a long breath, “The storage period for these things is coming soon, and they will be cleaned up in a few days. Fortunately, you are here. By the way, I will tell you where she is. .”

Ji Canghai and Ling Yunfan thanked the administrator and left the management center.

The two sat on the snow-white bench at the entrance of the management center. Ji Canghai opened the box first, and saw that the mobile phone and some jewelry that had long been unable to be turned on were contained in the box.

Ji Canghai closed the box and opened the envelope.

Due to the passage of time, the letter in the envelope has become extremely fragile, but fortunately, it is well preserved and the writing on it is still clear.

Ji Canghai carefully unfolded the letter and began to read it.

The handwriting on the letter was beautiful and fresh, Ji’s mother wrote: Xiao Hai, when you read this letter, I should have passed away.

I’m sorry, I have never fulfilled my mother’s responsibilities all these years.

Looking back on the past, I seem to be loathing and hating all the time. I hate my cowardly self, and I hate myself who vented my resentment towards him on you.

But when I was about to leave this world, I found that I missed you very much.

Sorry, please forgive my incompetence.

There is another sentence, maybe you don’t care about it, and you don’t think it’s important.

But I still want to tell you.

I love you and hope you will be happy.

–

“It’s very important…” Ji Canghai held the letter, leaned over and lowered his head, and wept bitterly, “This sentence is very important to me, mother…”

–

–

Two days later, as soon as Ling Yunfan arrived at the studio, Tang Yun sent his warm greetings: “Hey, Xiao Ling is back, how is your body? Are you all right? As long as you are all right, come, come, come, here are seven or eight BUG, all for you, don’t be polite.”

Ling Yunfan howled miserably: “Brother Yun, you should be polite to me.”

In short, it’s a good time to ask for leave, and the crematorium afterwards.

Ling Yunfan worked tirelessly until six o’clock, and when he turned off the computer, he was breathless.

At this moment, Ling Yunfan’s cell phone rang.

It was Ji Canghai who sent the message: What time do you leave work today?

Ling Yunfan replied: At ten o’clock, you can wait for me at Zongheng Group to get off work together.

Ji Canghai: Good.

Ling Yunfan put away his mobile phone and rushed out of the studio.

Tang Yun: “Hey, where are you going?”

Ling Yunfan: “Brother Yun, I have a big job to do today! I’ll talk about overtime work later!” After speaking, he ran away without a trace.

At this time, in the office, Ji Canghai called the jewelry design team he invited, and the team leader told him respectfully: “Mr. Ji, the ring will be ready in two days.”

“Okay.” Ji Canghai nodded.

At 9:50, Ling Yunfan hurried back to the building where Nian Rong’s studio was located, panting, and walked to the parking lot while tidying up his appearance. Unexpectedly, he bumped into Wei Xiao head-on.

Ling Yunfan: “…”

What kind of evil fate is this? !

Wei Xiao froze for a moment, then reached out and grabbed Ling Yunfan’s arm, and said gratefully: “Senior, thank you for not telling what happened a few days ago, otherwise the studio will definitely fire me.”

Before Ling Yunfan could answer, someone stretched out his hand from the side and pulled Ling Yunfan’s arm out of Wei Xiao’s hand.

It was Ji Canghai.

Seeing Ji Canghai, Wei Xiao took two steps back in fear.

Ling Yunfan was also taken aback, worried that Ji Canghai would go crazy like last time and release pheromones to suppress Wei Xiao.

But Ji Canghai didn’t, he answered Wei Xiao for Ling Yunfan: “You’re welcome.” Then he pulled Ling Yunfan away quickly.

Ling Yunfan didn’t react until he sat in the passenger seat, huh? Ji Canghai was neither angry nor mad?

Ji Canghai saw what Ling Yunfan was thinking at a glance, he kissed Ling Yunfan, and then said: “Don’t worry, I won’t do those things that embarrass you again.”

“Oh?” Ling Yunfan was surprised, “Can you deal with me talking to Omega calmly?”

Ji Canghai said: “Impossible, to be honest, I wanted to break his hand just now.”

Ling Yunfan: “Hiss!”

“Don’t worry, I won’t do that.” Ji Canghai said calmly, “Not now, nor in the future.”

Ling Yunfan: “Really?”

“Really.” Ji Canghai looked at Ling Yunfan, his eyes were calm and calm, and he said, “Although I am twisted, selfish, and dark, I no longer hate myself like this, and I no longer feel uneasy. Because I found out that you love me even when I’m so bad.”

Ling Yunfan hummed twice but did not respond, and leaned over to kiss Ji Canghai.

–

After the two returned home, Ling Yunfan’s expression was inexplicably unnatural. He covered his lips and coughed, and then said to Ji Canghai, “I have to go to the bathroom first, urgently, can you help me find the things I put in the closet earlier?” A light blue coat?”

Ji Canghai didn’t ask why he was still looking for a coat when he got home, and nodded, “Okay.”

He walked towards the room covered with soft quilts, the curtains of the room were wide open, the stars were shining outside the clear window, and the night was like splashed ink, Ji Canghai grabbed the handle of the closet and opened it casually and easily.

Then, a whole closet of roses burst into the depths of Ji Canghai’s black eyes, bright red like fire, tender yellow like sun, broken blue like ice, pure white like snow, colorful and colorful everywhere.

Ji Canghai stayed where he was, when he suddenly heard footsteps behind him.

He suddenly turned his head to look, and saw that Ling Yunfan had changed into a formal attire at some point, and was still holding a red velvet ring box in his hand.

Ji Canghai put his hand on his forehead helplessly, and murmured weakly: “…I’ve been preparing for half a month…”

Ling Yunfan laughed heartily: “I know you are preparing, and I deliberately rushed to be the first.”

Ji Canghai: “…how did you know?”

Ling Yunfan: “Because some time ago, you always secretly measured the size of my fingers while I was sleeping. I already found out.”

Ji Canghai: “…”

Ling Yunfan opened the ring box in his hand and solemnly knelt down on one knee. His smile was wanton and bright, and he poked Ji Canghai’s heart brightly: “Actually, not only do I know that you are secretly preparing to propose, but I also know that you have always cared about us not being able to marry you.” It’s okay to mark each other, but it doesn’t matter, this ring can also become a unique brand between you and me.”

“Ji Canghai, I love you, and loving you is not out of my instinct, but out of my reason.”

“Ji Canghai, are you willing to let me be your family?”

Ji Canghai’s answer was self-evident.

He rushed over and hugged Ling Yunfan tightly into his arms, embracing the only miracle in his life.

Although life is bitter, you can finally see rotten seeds sprouting, hoarse voices singing, cracked land full of flowers.

From then on, there will be no more thorns for the rest of my life, and all will be joy.

——–over———-