After Pretending To Have Amnesia, My Rival Said I Was His Boyfriend - Chap 64

　After delivering the lunch to the room, Ji Canghai waited in the living room for two hours, then re-entered the room, intending to clean up the dishes.

　The door opened, and the room was silent. Leftovers were placed on wooden trays at the door, and Ji Canghai could see them as soon as he pushed the door.

　Seeing that Ling Yunfan did not go on a hunger strike, Ji Canghai heaved a sigh of relief.

　”Ji Canghai.” Ling Yunfan who was sitting by the bed suddenly called out.

　Seeing Ling Yunfan taking the initiative to talk to him, Ji Canghai was both surprised and delighted: “Yunfan?”

　Ling Yunfan raised his left hand, and the chains and handcuffs rattled, he asked: “You said that you tied me up because you like me and don’t want me to leave you, right?”

　Ji Canghai didn’t answer this question directly. He said, “Yunfan, can you go abroad with me? You just need to nod, and I will immediately uncuff you and take you away. I will make it up to you, and I will treat you well.” Yes, I’ll give you whatever you want…”

　Ling Yunfan was indifferent and decisive: “Ji Canghai, I want to leave you, I will never agree to go abroad with you even if I die, the relationship between us is over.”

　Ji Canghai: “…”

　Ling Yunfan: “Are you going to lock me up like this?”

　Ji Canghai: “Have a good rest.”

　He picked up the wooden tray with leftover tableware on the floor, turned and left the room.

　At the moment when Ji Cangguan opened the gate, he heard Ling Yunfan ask: “Ji Canghai, if I get sick, will you uncuff the handcuffs and send me to the hospital?”

　Ji Canghai didn’t answer, and took advantage of the opportunity to close the door.

　But what Ji Canghai didn’t expect was that it was the last sentence Ling Yunfan said to him in that room.

　From that day on, Ling Yunfan’s state became strange.

　He didn’t say a word as if he was dumb. He either lay on the bed to rest, or sat in a corner in a daze. Although he would eat obediently every day, he vomited more than he ate.

　The frequency of his stomach pains began to increase, and the dosage of his medicine began to increase.

　He was visibly thinning.

　On this day, Ji Canghai did not leave immediately after delivering food to Ling Yunfan. Instead, he sat on the edge of the bed and touched Ling Yunfan’s head, who was curled up on the bed because of stomach pain: “Yunfan, does your stomach hurt? Use a towel to rub it for you.”

　Ling Yunfan did not respond.

　Ji Canghai then brought a hot towel, picked up Ling Yunfan and helped him rub his stomach.

　What Ji Canghai didn’t expect was that Ling Yunfan didn’t resist.

　He was wrapped in Ji Canghai’s arms, with his eyes closed, so quiet that he didn’t seem to be awake.

　Ling Yunfan like this is obviously the cute appearance Ji Canghai hoped for, but Ji Canghai felt flustered for a while.

　Ji Canghai talked to Ling Yunfan, trying to get an answer.

　He talked a lot, including his youthful memories and his longing for the two of them to go abroad.

　But Ling Yunfan didn’t give him any reaction from the beginning to the end.

　Only then did Ji Canghai realize that what is more terrifying than anger is ignorance and indifference.

　He thought of being at home when he was young, and his mother was like this too, she was so cold that she didn’t seem to be a living thing, she turned a blind eye to his existence, and only occasionally showed pain and despair when she was drunk.

　After that day, Ji Canghai removed the iron plates from the windows of the room.

　On a clear day, the warm sunlight shone into the room again, making the room that had been shrouded in darkness for a long time brighter.

　Ji Canghai thought Ling Yunfan would be happy.

　but none.

　Ling Yunfan turned his back to the window, pulled up the thin quilt to cover his head, as if he felt that it was hot and scorching because he hadn’t seen the sun for a long time.

　In the next few days, Ji Canghai tried to provoke Ling Yunfan.

　He pinned him on the bed, kissed him, rubbed him.

　But Ling Yunfan didn’t respond to such an exaggerated thing, he was like a puppet toy with broken strings, letting Ji Canghai play with it.

　And Ji Canghai found to his astonishment that Ling Yunfan was so thin that he could feel the bones in his hand to the touch.

　”Yunfan.”

　Ji Canghai called Ling Yunfan’s name many times.

　But Ling Yunfan closed his eyes and turned a deaf ear.

　At night, Ji Canghai had a nightmare while sleeping in the living room.

　Ji Canghai has been having nightmares recently, so this is not an unbearable thing in the first place.

　He was lying on the sofa, his limbs were as heavy as a heavy boulder, and he saw his mother wearing a plain white suspender dress, standing beside the sofa and looking at him, her long black hair hanging down, covering her delicate and small face Mostly.

　She was not as bloody and torn as in the previous nightmare, but the fragile and pale appearance in Ji Canghai’s memory.

　Mother said, “You did the same thing as your father.”

　Ji Canghai couldn’t make a sound, so he answered her in his heart, I know.

　The mother said again: “You did something wrong, very wrong.”

　Ji Canghai thought wearily, I know.

　Mother didn’t speak again.

　At this moment, in the silent and dark living room, there was a slight creaking sound of the door opening.

　Ji Canghai was shocked to see the door of Ling Yunfan’s room opened.

　Ling Yunfan’s eyes were dull, his limbs were stiff and he walked out of the room slowly, as if he was about to leave.

　Ji Canghai tried his best to get up, but he couldn’t move.

　But Ling Yunfan did not leave, but walked towards Ji Canghai.

　When Ling Yunfan approached, Ji Canghai saw that his wrists and legs were tied with iron chains, and those iron chains were deeply embedded in the rotting flesh of his wound, and there were even bones visible in some places, which looked extremely painful.

　Ling Yunfan walked towards him, every step brought the sound of iron chains colliding.

　”I hate you.” Ling Yunfan yelled and cried, and after shedding two tears, his eyes began to bleed, “Ji Canghai, you made me like this, I hate you, you killed me!”

　Ji Canghai woke up from the nightmare, sat up suddenly, and the thin quilt that was covering him slipped to the ground.

　His whole body was drenched in cold sweat, as if he had been fished out of the water, but he didn’t bother to wipe off the cold sweat at all, and rushed to the room where Ling Yunfan was, and opened the door.

　In the quiet room, the cold moonlight poured in through the windows that were dismantled beyond recognition, allowing people to see the scene in the room clearly.

　On the bed, Ling Yunfan was covered with a quilt up to his chin, curled up into a ball as if afraid of the cold, breathing very lightly.

　Ji Canghai walked slowly to the bed, looked down and saw Ling Yunfan sleeping peacefully, completely different from his hideous appearance in his nightmare.

　Ji Canghai felt that his beating heart, which was running rampant, gradually calmed down.

　Ji Canghai didn’t leave, he looked at Ling Yunfan fixedly, thinking of the past.

　Just three weeks ago, when he was tormented by nightmares in the middle of the night, Ling Yunfan would immediately wake him up, save him from the nightmares, then hug him tenderly, rub his hair, pat his back, Said to him: “Okay, it’s all right, don’t be afraid.”

　But three weeks later, Ling Yunfan stopped talking to him, stopped giving him eyes, and ignored his existence.

　At this moment, Ling Yunfan was clearly in front of his eyes, within reach.

　But Ji Canghai felt that Ling Yunfan was just a phantom of his own fantasy, and would disappear in the next second.

　Ji Canghai closed his eyes and began to think about where he should start to change so that his relationship with Ling Yunfan would not turn into such a bad situation.

　Then Ji Canghai realized that he couldn’t think of an answer.

　Ling Yunfan is his miracle, but he is Ling Yunfan’s thorn.

　He could only use despicable means to force his way into Ling Yunfan’s life.

　Thinking of this, Ji Canghai felt his heart was pierced by withered claws, and it hurt like it was being torn open.

　Ji Canghai climbed onto the bed lightly, and lay on his side beside Ling Yunfan, wanting to stay by Ling Yunfan’s side for a while, although he tried his best not to make any movement, but Ling Yunfan still slowly opened his eyes, the light from his eyes Chaotic to clear.

　After seeing Ji Canghai lying beside him, Ling Yunfan didn’t move.

　Perhaps it was because Ling Yunfan had no strength left.

　”Brother Fan.” Ji Canghai called Ling Yunfan softly, opened his mouth, tears filled his black eyes, he was also exhausted, like a puppy who is more afraid of being abandoned than being tortured, running away by himself after being kicked out of the cage Going back, bowed his head humblely, sobbing in a low voice, “Brother Fan, can you talk to me, scold me and beat me, I know I did something wrong, but I don’t know what to do, no one told me what to do. to stay by your side.”

　Ji Canghai: “There are always many people around you, but there is no place for me. There is no space at all. I can’t squeeze in. It was the same in high school. You would only give me alms for a moment when you provoked you. look.”

　Ji Canghai: “Brother Fan, I had another nightmare just now, and now I feel my chest is stuffy and painful, it really hurts.”

　Ling Yunfan looked at him quietly and listened quietly.

　Just when Ji Canghai thought that Ling Yunfan would continue to ignore him, Ling Yunfan stretched out his hand towards him.

　Ling Yunfan pulled Ji Canghai into his arms and hugged him, put his chin on his forehead, and patted his back comfortingly.

　Ji Canghai’s muscles were tense and stiff like a rock for a moment, and it took him a long time to relax slowly.

　”I like you.” Ji Canghai hugged Ling Yunfan back and said these words to Ling Yunfan over and over again until he was exhausted and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

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　Waking up the next day, the first thing Ji Canghai felt was the peace of mind of clinging to someone else’s arms.

　He was ecstatic to find that Ling Yunfan hugged him and slept all night without pushing him away.

　Ji Canghai wrapped his arms around Ling Yunfan’s waist, and rubbed his forehead against Ling Yunfan’s neck. If he wanted to get closer to him, it would be best if there was no gap at all.

　At this moment, Ji Canghai discovered that Ling Yunfan’s condition was not right.

　Ling Yunfan was hot all over, his lips were pale, his cheeks were sweatless, and his breathing was heavy and short, as if he couldn’t breathe.

　Ji Canghai quickly let go of Ling Yunfan, and anxiously touched his forehead: “Yunfan? What’s wrong with you?”

　But Ji Canghai yelled several times in a row, but Ling Yunfan didn’t open his eyes, he was in a coma with fuzzy consciousness.

　Ji Canghai’s first reaction was to take Ling Yunfan to the hospital.

　However, when Ji Canghai picked up Ling Yunfan, the sound of iron chains clanking and the feeling of being pulled brought Ji Canghai back to his senses.

　Ji Canghai put Ling Yunfan back on the bed, his ears were buzzing, his blood was pouring down, and his whole body was cold.

　If Ling Yunfan is taken to the hospital, it will make things worse. When Ling Yunfan finds someone to ask for help, he will definitely not be able to keep him.

　You should be able to buy some antipyretics.

　Ling Yunfan must have just a common cold and fever.

　We can’t let Ling Yunfan leave, we have to keep him, and want to stay by his side.

　Thoughts flashed through Ji Canghai’s head one by one.

　Ji Canghai suddenly gritted his teeth, raised his hand and slapped himself.

　The slap was extremely loud, and the pain quickly spread across his cheeks. Ji Canghai took out the key from his pocket, unlocked Ling Yunfan’s handcuffs, and picked him up again.

　”Yunfan, hold on.” He kissed Ling Yunfan’s forehead with red eyes, “I’ll take you to the hospital right away.”