After Pretending To Have Amnesia, My Rival Said I Was His Boyfriend - Chap 74
　Ling Yunfan called Ji Canghai with a feeling of anxiety.
　But no matter whether it was Ji Canghai’s mobile phone number or the mobile phone number he called a few days ago, they couldn’t get through.
　Ling Yunfan put away his mobile phone with complicated emotions, and sat in the living room for a while, seeing the sky outside the house getting dark, he stood up and left.
　The residential area becomes very lively in the evening. Adults are walking or chatting together, and children are chasing each other, playing and playing. The scene in front of Ling Yunfan feels nostalgic for a long time, and he can’t help slowing down.
　He remembered that there was a park nearby that he used to play in when he was young, thinking that he hadn’t been here for a long time, and he missed it, so he walked in that direction unconsciously.
　Unexpectedly, Ling Yunfan had just walked halfway, when suddenly a dark wind blew up, the sky was covered with dark clouds, covering the stars and the moon.
　Ling Yunfan looked up and thought: Is it going to rain.
　As soon as the thought came out, there were bean-sized raindrops pattering on his face.
　All of a sudden, pedestrians panicked, those with umbrellas hurriedly turned over their bags to get umbrellas, while those without umbrellas ran away.
　Ling Yunfan didn’t bring an umbrella, and was thinking about where to go to take shelter from the rain. An old lady in a grocery store by the roadside waved to him and shouted enthusiastically, “My child, come here to shelter from the rain!”
　Ling Yunfan hurried over.
　The inside of the grocery store is not big, the awning is open at the door, and there are a few plastic chairs for passers-by to rest their feet. In addition to Ling Yunfan, there are two other aunts sheltering from the rain.
　The old lady kindly brought Ling Yunfan a few pieces of paper to wipe her wet hair and clothes.
　Ling Yunfan was grateful and thanked repeatedly.
　In just a short while, the rain outside has already started to fall heavily, and everything in the world is shrouded in a pattering rain curtain, and the water accumulated on the side of the street merges into a small river to the drain. Looking at it like this, the rain will not stop for a while. .
　The two aunts next to each other got bored and started chatting. The parents had short stories, from children to the elderly, from the uncle’s second aunt to the cousin’s uncle.
　While chatting, one aunt patted another aunt’s arm: “Hey, you said that strange person, is he still standing there today?”
　Another aunt: “No way, it’s raining, it’s so heavy!”
　Auntie: “Looking at the well-dressed people, I’m so nervous, I don’t know where it came from.”
　Another aunt: “That’s right, I haven’t seen it before. It seems to have started last week. Every night, I stand at the flower bed. It’s scary. Everyone walks around there.”
　Auntie: “Didn’t you say you have to call the security guards to catch up?”
　Another aunt: “Call! The security guards are also chasing people away! It’s useless, and they will come back the next night!”
　When the two aunts were chatting, Ling Yunfan was sitting by the side looking at the ripples in the puddles on the ground in a daze. Said: “Auntie, what do you think that person looks like?”
　Auntie: “What? Just two eyes, one nose and one mouth!”
　Another aunt: “I took a look at it from a distance. In fact, the young man is quite handsome, but unfortunately he is a lunatic, tsk tsk.”
　Ling Yunfan had vaguely realized something at this time, but he couldn’t believe that person would do this, so he asked again: “Auntie, where is the flower bed you are talking about?”
　Auntie: “On the left side of the entrance of my community, the flower bed is actually quite hidden. It’s okay to hide a child behind, but not an adult.”
　Ling Yunfan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly stood up and rushed into the rain.
　The aunts were taken aback by his actions: “Hey, you child, you are not afraid of getting drenched in such heavy rain. No matter where you are in a hurry, you should take an umbrella with you!”
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　The aunts didn’t tell Ling Yunfan which neighborhood they lived in, but Ling Yunfan ran all the way without stopping or hesitating.
　Because when he was young, he had passed by that community countless times, passing by the flower beds at the entrance of the community.
　It was also because of passing by countless times that he noticed the thin and gloomy boy who was always hiding in the shadow of the flower bed.
　When Ling Yunfan came to the flower bed, to the place where his young eyes lingered countless times, Ling Yunfan saw a person.
　The torrential rain was pouring, and the man stood alone behind the flower bed, looking up at the sky blankly, the rain was so heavy that it soaked his clothes and wet his hair, and the coldness of the rain poured into his body, making him feel like A man about to die by drowning.
　”Ji Canghai!” Ling Yunfan called him.
　He trembled suddenly, turned his head to look over, and looked at Ling Yunfan through the heavy rain.
　I want to believe, I want to believe that rotten seeds can germinate, I want to believe that my hoarse voice can sing, I want to believe that cracked land can bloom.
　If you want to believe it, he can still grasp the miracle.
　”Yunfan…”
　The downpour drove away all the passers-by, leaving no spectators in this reunion. Ling Yunfan looked at Ji Canghai, watched the rain condense and dripped from the corner of his eyes, and watched him stumble and take a step towards himself.
　Then, under the blinding gray-blue rain, Ji Canghai fell to the ground in a daze.
　Ling Yunfan was startled, his mind went blank for an instant, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had rushed over, knelt down and took Ji Canghai into his arms.
　Ji Canghai’s breathing was extremely shallow, his consciousness was unconscious, he was so thin that the dimples could be seen in his cheeks, and his whole body was as hot as a pot of freshly boiled water.
　Ling Yunfan hurriedly carried Ji Canghai to the eaves where there was no rain, then took out the mobile phone that was wet but not affected by the rain, and called the ambulance.
　Not long after, an ambulance with flashing blue and red lights arrived in time and pulled the two into the hospital.
　The doctor said that Ji Canghai was weak and overworked, and he was caught in the rain with a cold and a fever, which probably caused acute pneumonia.
　Doctor: “Little young man, you are so ignorant that you actually abuse your body like this.”
　After hearing what the doctor said, Ling Yunfan felt terrified.
　He couldn’t help thinking: If he hadn’t been there today and heard the aunts chatting, wouldn’t Ji Canghai have passed out in the rain and wouldn’t have been discovered in time?
　After that, what will happen to Ji Canghai?
　Ling Yunfan didn’t dare to think too much.
　But now, because Ling Yunfan sent Ji Canghai to the hospital for treatment in time, after taking antibiotics, Ji Canghai’s physical condition gradually stabilized and he was out of danger.
　Then, the next day, in the sunny afternoon, Ji Canghai slowly opened his eyes.
　”Finally willing to wake up?”
　The familiar voice caught Ji Canghai’s ears, he turned his head quickly, and saw Ling Yunfan sitting on the folding chair beside the hospital bed with his arms folded.
　Because he kept watch all night, Ling Yunfan’s eyes were slightly blue, but although he looked tired, his eyes were as bright as stars.
　”Yunfan…” Ji Canghai called his name softly, his voice was as hoarse as scratching rough gravel with a wooden board.
　Ling Yunfan didn’t respond.
　Because the patient in the next bed had just been discharged from the hospital, when the door was closed and the two of them had nothing to say, the ward would fall into silence where you could hear needles falling.
　The monitor made a slight beeping sound, making the solemn silence in the ward less depressing.
　Ji Canghai was waiting for Ling Yunfan to speak, while Ling Yunfan was thinking.
　The incarceration is only three months away, and the hurt and pain are not so easily forgotten and forgiven.
　Ling Yunfan still remembered the shock and disbelief he felt after knowing Ji Canghai’s true face.
　People who get along day and night suddenly become strange and terrifying, which is something that no one can accept.
　So at this moment, Ling Yunfan thought: Maybe he should get to know Ji Canghai again.
　Ling Yunfan considered his words, looked at Ji Canghai, and asked, “Why did you do those things to me?”
　Ling Yunfan didn’t say what it was, but it didn’t matter, because for Ji Canghai, everything he did to Ling Yunfan, the starting point and the desired result were the same from beginning to end.
　”Because I like you.” Ji Canghai replied without thinking, “I want to stay by your side.”
　Ling Yunfan: “You don’t want to stay by my side, you obviously want to trap me by your side.”
　Ji Canghai asked cautiously, “Is there any difference between these two?”
　Ling Yunfan: “…”
　Ling Yunfan paused, because he found that Ji Canghai who asked this question was not ironic or talking back, but genuinely puzzled.
　No one has ever told Ji Canghai how to get the like and love, Ji Canghai can only use his own means to snatch it away.
　After owning them, Ji Canghai didn’t know how to keep them.
　He regards love and liking as miracles that come, but miracles will suddenly appear and disappear suddenly, so Ji Canghai always believes that the liking and love he has will disappear easily.
　This kind of Ji Canghai can only be trapped in worrying about gains and losses, anxious and restless all day long, unable to extricate himself, he is too afraid of losing, so even if Ling Yunfan is by his side, it is difficult for him to feel joy, he only thinks about how to deeply hide the love he got stand up.
　Because of his weakness, Ji Canghai’s voice was very soft, he said: “Yunfan, I’m sorry, I also know that I have done a lot of things to hurt you, but I often don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to keep you, Or stay with you.”
　”If I weave a web full of lies but sweet, will you be willing to be bound by me?”
　”I used to be able to give you a lot, but I couldn’t keep you. Now I have nothing, so I can’t keep you.
　”Then dismantle my body and put it in a box piece by piece. Would you be willing to accept me who is so quiet and non-threatening?”
　”Please accept it, bury the box where your shadow is, and come to see me every day.”
　”Wherever you go, take me with you.”
　”Can you not abandon me, ignore me, forget me? Can you?”
　Ji Canghai babbled a lot, most of the words were vague and illogical, just the indistinct nonsense of a fragile feverish person.
　But Ling Yunfan listened carefully.
　When Ji Canghai’s consciousness gradually became blurred and his voice was so hoarse that he couldn’t speak any words, Ling Yunfan stretched out his hand, gently covered Ji Canghai’s eyes, and said, “Stop talking, go to sleep, and get well first. ”
　The dazzling light was blocked, and Ji Canghai’s eyelids clearly felt the warmth of Ling Yunfan’s palm.
　Ji Canghai thought to himself: If he can keep this trace of temperature in front of his eyes, it doesn’t matter if he is blind.
