Apex Predator - Chap 127
This kiss made Shen Dai dizzy, his mind was in turmoil, his whole body was shrouded in an atmosphere of lust, every breath was full of the smell belonging to Qu Moyu.
It belongs to Qu Moyu, that kind of woody, cold and astringent fragrance. It’s like being alone in a forest of trees. The trunks of the climbing clouds and the lush canopy form a blue net that stretches across the sky. It’s hard for sunlight to pass through the shade of the forest leaves. The big trees absorb the nutrients of the soil, and only the dwarf flowers and moss can survive. It’s cloudy and cold here, look up, the vast woods are the master of the world, and I am so small, even the oxygen that I live on is released from the sacred tree, so what pours into my heart is this deep and solemn Bitter fragrance…
His body and soul were ruled by this smell at this moment. He knelt on the ground, worshiped this ancient, silent life, listened to the voice of revelation from the sky, and asked him to sacrifice himself willingly.
Suddenly, a piercing ringing pierced into the eardrums, Shen Dai suddenly opened his eyes, and his brain also caught a trace of sobriety in the chaos.
Ebony pheromones!
Shen Dai and Qu Moyu met their eyes, and both of them froze.
Qu Moyu grabbed his phone and pressed the mute button, with a gritted expression, as if he wanted to eat the phone.
Shen Dai pushed Qu Moyu away, and he sat up in embarrassment, only to find that his buttons were half unbuttoned, two streams of pheromones from alpha and omega in the air seemed to be lingering, in this cold office But it was full of ambiguous atmosphere, forming a great contrast.
“You, you can release pheromones.” Shen Dai suddenly became angry, “You lied to me!” ”
No!” Qu Moyu immediately argued, “It’s just because your pheromones stimulated my glands. I released it unconsciously, during this time I have been doing rehabilitation every day, only this time I succeeded.”
Shen Dai stared at Qu Moyu suspiciously.
“It’s true, I really regained the feeling I used to have just now.” Qu Moyu smiled and said excitedly, “Adai, what the doctor said is true, only you can help me, I just kissed you You, smelling your pheromone, will have the biggest reaction in this period.”
Shen Dai cursed Qu Moyu in his heart, if it wasn’t for the phone ringing to wake him up just now, Qu Moyu wouldn’t know What to do, it should be said, there is anything that Qu Moyu can’t do. He rubbed his butt back, distanced himself from Qu Moyu, and quickly fastened his buttons: “I’m back to the research institute.”
Qu Moyu grabbed Shen Dai’s wrist: “Don’t go, it’s been hard. I’ve made some progress, Adai, don’t you want to help me?”
Shen Dai narrowed his eyes slightly: “Tell me the truth, are you bluffing me? I’m not that easy to deceive.” ”
No, this is the first time I’ve been injured. The pheromone was successfully released once.” Qu Moyu said very seriously, he also moved over, and lowered his head, “Adai, would you like to see my injury?”
Shen Dai was stunned, looking Wearing the medical tape on the back of Qu Moyu’s neck, which is a circle larger than ordinary pheromone stickers.
Qu Moyu slowly tilted his head on Shen Dai’s shoulder, and rubbed his neck: “Just for you to see.”
Shen Dai was moved by this beast-like behavior, and his heart softened instantly. After he stopped, he hesitated for a moment, and tore off the piece of adhesive tape. A scar crossed the gland obliquely. It had just shed its scab, and the newly grown pink tender flesh had traces of sutures. This scar required six stitches. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the scar. I don’t know if it was an illusion. The new flesh seemed to be warmer, and his fingertips were slightly hot. He asked softly, “Does it hurt?” “This sentence
, I want to ask you too, but I dare not.” Qu Moyu hugged Shen Dai’s waist.
Shen Dai was silent.
“Every time I think about that night, when I was getting engaged and you were on the operating table in the hospital, you must be very scared, hurt, and hate me…” Qu Moyu folded his arms and hugged the skinny girl tightly. waist, trembled, “I can understand why you don’t forgive me, even I can’t forgive myself.”
“I really can’t forgive you for this matter.” Shen Dai whispered, “The most unforgivable thing is that you used pheromone suppression on me to force me to kill Qiuqiu.” “I’m sorry.” Qu Moyu
murmured , filled with shame and remorse.
Shen Dai sighed softly: “But… Qiuqiu grows up day by day, he will lead us to the future, and I can’t keep myself in the past.” “Is there me in the
best future you can imagine.” Qu Moyu raised his head and stared intently at Shen Dai.
Shen Dai also looked at Qu Moyu, looking straight into the deep and affectionate crystal, he finally dared to look directly at the love contained in it, and at the same time, he also dared to look directly into his own heart. It’s not that he can’t leave Qu Moyu. In fact, he has prepared countless times to never see this person again in his life. He has convinced himself over and over again for countless nights that pain is an indispensable part of life, but, but he also has countless times. I thought about it again and again, if Qu Moyu could love him, even if he was treated so cruelly, he still couldn’t let go of the obsession in his heart, which made him even more ashamed, angry and desperate, so he could only choose to put his whole heart Buried with memories. However, emotion is a seed. Even if it is crushed under a huge boulder, it will find a gap to break through the ground and germinate. He can’t deceive himself, and he can’t turn a blind eye.
He can only nod.
Qu Moyu’s breathing became short, and he grabbed Shen Dai’s shoulder excitedly: “This is the best news I’ve heard in a year. Adai, I will show you a real and best news.” Future.”
Shen Dai took a long breath: “Then you do it first, don’t do some… private things in the company.” ”
Okay, listen to you.” Qu Moyu said happily, “I will listen to you whatever you ask of me Yes.”
Shen Dai was silent for a few seconds: “I don’t want you to mark me.”
Qu Moyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that a bucket of cold water had been poured on him, and he frowned deeply: “Why.” ”
I don’t want to Experience the feeling of losing yourself, and don’t want to…” Shen Dai shook his head, he didn’t want to take any more risks.
Qu Moyu lowered his head slowly, and the indescribable dull pain began to come from his heart again, he suddenly smiled wryly, and he didn’t know whether to tell Shen Dai, or he said to himself: “I didn’t expect this day to come. “Before meeting Shen Dai, he used to firmly practice the principle of “never give a mark in this life”, which is also the biggest insistence of most top alphas, but now, he wants to mark the omega he loves, The other party didn’t want it, and rejected him once, again, and again.
“Listen to me.” Shen Dai said slowly, “Maybe you think that an alpha marking an omega is the ultimate goal and the highest form of a relationship. However, the mark can be washed off and the relationship can be terminated. For me To say that the mark is a promise that I am willing to hand over to the person I love naturally after we connect with each other, rather than being forced to bind through a physical connection, is putting the cart before the horse.” There was a trace of surprise in Qu Moyu’s eyes
. A shock to his cognition.
“So, I hope that as two mature and independent people, you have your corrections, and I have my growth, and we try to repair ourselves, try to rebuild trust and relationship, instead of trying to solve it once and for all by marking All contradictions.”
Qu Moyu’s emotions slowly settled down, and Shen Dai had a magical ability to soothe the frizz in his mind, which he had in the past
. He touched Shen Dai’s cheek and smiled softly: “I understand. All along, what you want to express is the same thing as what my mother told me. Love is more important than marks.” Shen Dai nodded: “So
… …”
“So I will wait until you are willing to believe in me, willing to be marked by me, and willing to be my omega.” Qu Moyu leaned over and kissed Shen Dai on the forehead, “My wife.”