Apex Predator - Chap 70
“I apologize to you.”
Shen Dai was stunned for a moment. He really did not expect that the first sentence Qu Moyu would say would be an apology. He had already shaken off his whole body’s defense mechanism. or any harm done.
“When I was in Lancheng, I said some radical words and did some radical actions. That was not my intention, but I was so mad at the time.” Qu Moyu looked at Shen Dai with sincere eyes.
Shen Dai thought for a while and nodded his head. He would not let down his guard just because of an apology. What Qu Moyu did to him could not be wiped away with a single “I’m sorry”, but he tried not to irritate this person. .
“I checked later. Bai Xiangwan usually lives in the company’s dormitory. Although you live in his house, you don’t have his daily necessities at home. I should have found out at that time…” Qu Moyu was very annoyed at his then Stupid, it’s just that when he smelled another alpha’s pheromone in Shen Dai’s room, all his emotion management training was in vain and he lost control.
Shen Dai also heaved a sigh of relief, at least Qu Moyu would not make things difficult for Bai Xiangwan anymore, Bai Xiangwan had already helped him too much, so he shouldn’t be dragged down by him anymore.
“As for Qiuqiu using his pheromone as a substitute for pheromone, this point needs to be corrected slowly. Don’t worry, I have already consulted the doctor. His functional system is still developing, and it is not difficult to correct it.” Even if Shen Dai and There is no real relationship between Bai Xiangwan. An alpha helping an omega in this way may not have a pure purpose. Besides, how could he bear his son treating other alphas as his father?
Shen Dai frowned lightly: “There is no need to correct anything. The doctor said that when a child is two or three years old, he will naturally get rid of his over-reliance on pheromones.
” Pheromones? I am his alpha father, and my pheromones are the best for him.” “Your pheromones
will only scare him and make him cry.”.
Qu Moyu’s face changed slightly: “I scared him that time, it was my fault, but we are connected by blood, even if my pheromones were not involved in the gestation process, as long as we get along more, he will definitely I will remember.”
Shen Dai said in a low voice: “It’s not necessary.” ”
…What is ‘not necessary’.”
Shen Dai looked at Qu Moyu calmly: “Qiuqiu is used to Senior Brother Bai’s pheromones, and has been Just use it, there is no need to correct anything and increase his anxiety. This child is just my child, his surname is Shen, you don’t need to get along with him.” Qu Moyu stared into Shen Dai’s eyes and said in a deep voice:
” Adai, did I not understand enough, I miss you very much, I want you to take our children and come back to me, I will definitely give you the best life, Qiuqiu should also have his true alpha Father.”
Shen Dai’s heart was suffocated, at the beginning Qu Moyu wished that he and Qiuqiu could get rid of this trouble as soon as possible, now what is the reason for this? He couldn’t guess Qu Moyu’s real purpose, but it was absolutely impossible because of feelings, this person has no feelings. He was silent for a while, and asked, “Mr. Qu, what exactly do you want to do?”
Qu Moyu took a deep breath, and suddenly grabbed Shen Dai’s hand, preventing him from taking it back: “I like you.”
Shen Dai It froze for a while, with mixed feelings in my heart, accompanied by clear pain. He had imagined countless times before that this person would say he liked him, and he did get it. There were two times in total. The first time, Qu Moyu completely denied the existence value of this emotion, and the second time, Qu Moyu tried to use it A flower decorates the barren grass in his heart. So much so that he felt that it was a kind of blasphemy to say the word “like” from this person’s mouth. Anger rose up as if boiling in his chest, he suppressed and said: “You don’t know what ‘like’ is at all.”
Shen Dai’s cold gaze made Qu Moyu extremely uncomfortable: “I have never treated anyone like you Similarly, I have never wanted someone so much, there is not only one definition of ‘like’, does it count if someone says something empty, and it doesn’t count if I am willing to take care of you for the rest of my life.”
Shen Dai’s chest heaved violently. He thought he would never have the chance to say some things in his life, not to mention, what’s the point of complaining about the wound to the executioner, but the executioner wanted to expose his wound to the sun , He gritted his teeth and said: “I can’t define others, but you are absolutely unworthy of saying these two words. I explain again and again that I didn’t plot against you. You don’t believe it, and you don’t care. You force me to wash off the mark and kill the child. When I was pregnant with Qiuqiu, I used pheromone to suppress me…”
“Adai!” Qu Moyu interrupted Shen Dai loudly, his face was full of gloom, and his pupils flickered guiltily, “…I’m sorry, I I shouldn’t have treated you that way.” The more he longed for Shen Dai, the more he dared not recall all the things that happened a year ago, and he dared not face his hurt to Shen Dai directly. He has always weighed the pros and cons since he was a child, and he has almost never made a wrong decision. All the choices he made at the beginning were based on the current situation. He never considered right or wrong in his heart, he only considered himself. At that time, he felt that Shen Dai was just a highly replaceable lover, even if it was the one he loved the most, he would never be able to affect his interests for a little personal affection, he never thought that the mark would have such a great staying power, he didn’t think that He can’t let go of Shen Dai no matter what, the apology and reconciliation now are the biggest compromise in his life that he lowered his self-esteem.
Shen Dai clenched his fists tightly, twitching lightly with every breath.
“Later, I saw Qu Chengchen.” Qu Moyu said awkwardly, “He personally admitted that he designed me during the susceptible period, I know I misunderstood you, you and Qiuqiu are both innocent, let me bear the burden Take care of your responsibilities, okay.”
Shen Dai once wanted a clean slate very much, but now he got it so lightly, he was in the same mood as when Qu Moyu was too lazy to listen to his explanation – it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter anymore. It really doesn’t matter anymore, he no longer needs Qu Moyu’s approval, because he no longer needs Qu Moyu, he looked at Qu Moyu with eyes that seemed to be covered with a layer of gray fog, and asked: “If you I knew it from the beginning, so would the result be different?”
Qu Moyu was startled, and Shen Dai took advantage of his blankness, and finally pulled back his painfully clenched hand.
“I’m still a low-quality omega that doesn’t deserve your mark. I’m from a poor family, with low pheromone levels, and I can’t give birth to an S-level alpha heir.” Shen Dai seemed to tear open the wound that never really healed, ” You still want to marry and have children with the person who matches you, and you will still divorce me, let me wash off the marks and abort the children, won’t you.”
Qu Moyu looked at the empty palm, where there was still the rest belonging to Shen Dai . Wen, but Shen Dai refused to let him touch him again, he opened his mouth, wanting to defend himself, he could lie without changing his face, anywhere, to anyone, but Shen Dai’s eyes that seemed to see through everything Under the intense gaze, he couldn’t say anything, Shen Dai was right, he felt ashamed under such gaze.
Qu Moyu lowered his head, adjusted his breath slowly, and restrained the irritability of being repeatedly rejected and the embarrassment of being poked into the center. He warned himself that he would never use his emotions to solve problems with his head and get what he wanted. When he raised his head again, his eyes became clear again, and he said softly: “Adai, we are two different people, with completely different backgrounds, experiences, education, and cognition, but I like you, and you like me too.” I, we have children, we have to find a way to coexist with each other before we can go on, are you right?”
Shen Dai looked at Qu Moyu coldly, he had already guessed what Qu Moyu was going to say.
“My background determines that my marriage will not be the result of love, but the integration of resources for interests. My fiancée is also very aware of this. He can give me what I really need in marriage.” Qu Moyu Staring at Shen Dai, “We don’t need a marriage or a sign, but I promise to give you and Qiuqiu a future far beyond your imagination. Why are you so obsessed with your status?” This time, Shen Dai looked at
Qu Mo Yu lasted for a long time, as long as more than ten seconds, as if he was repeatedly confirming that they were really in the same time and space, but they could be so far away. His heart hurt like being pierced, but he smiled: “Mr. Qu, you You are right, different people have different ways of living, you can pursue what you want, no one will dare to stop you, and I will pursue what I want.” “What exactly do you want?”
Qu Mo Yu felt that his patience was rapidly wearing down.
Shen Dai said seriously: “I don’t want your money, your status, your appearance, anything you give me, I don’t want you.” He spoke slowly, as if he was afraid of Qu Mo Yu missed a single word, but couldn’t comprehend his determination 100%.
Qu Moyu’s complexion turned pale in an instant. He had never been rejected and rejected so repeatedly in his life, even if he let go of his heart hanging above the nine heavens and bowed his head to a mere omega for peace, he was the biggest in this life. Such a compromise, in exchange for such contempt! He stared at Shen Dai, gritted his teeth and said: “Why are you so stubborn, so ignorant, you can sell yourself to a stranger for 10 million, why do you put love first now? How do you want me not to suspect that you are raising the price?” ?”
Shen Dai seems to have become numb to these poisonous words, he is not surprised by Qu Moyu’s change of face, he is well aware of the arrogance of this top alpha, pretending to be low profile is just a strategy on the negotiating table If he still believed it, it meant that he hadn’t been taught enough. He stood up and said, “Mr. Qu, if you really feel a little guilty and sympathetic towards me and Qiuqiu, please don’t bother us again.”
Qu Mo Yu followed Shen Dai’s back with a dark gaze, until the person in his sight walked into the room and closed a door against him.