Attack And Occupy - Chap 339
Qiao An seemed to be talking about an insignificant matter, and told him this.
It is clear that he has a stable job that can meet his living expenses and still have some savings, but now it will be very difficult for him to find another job. As long as any workplace knows about his flaws, they will not hire him.
And Qiao An seemed very satisfied with what he did, because he had nowhere to escape, and he could only live by relying on himself for the rest of his life.
Bai Chengyu wanted to leave before, but now he seemed to be numb. Qiao An wanted him to return to a normal person, but he wanted to close his consciousness.
Without perception, there will be no suffering.
This is not exactly what Qiao An wanted at the beginning.
He originally didn’t want to hate Qiao An, but if he could start over, he would rather never meet Qiao An, continue to be bullied, or live a useless life.
Meeting Qiao An gave him longing for a better life, but shattered all his longings.
He just wanted to be an ordinary person, one of the many living beings. After graduating from college, he would find a suitable job and have a reciprocal relationship. Since he did not have a home, he had to save enough for a down payment after working frugally. Just bought a small house of my own.
The house was sold by Qiao An, and there were no traces of his life in it.
Qiao An didn’t treat him as a normal person. His hair was longer, so Qiao An bought him some women’s pajamas and long skirts to wear every day. The clothes that belonged to him in the wardrobe changed. It became a female model.
Qiao An always wanted him to get pregnant because she knew his love for children.
The accumulation of many shackles made him even more reticent.
Today’s dinner was delivered by Qiao An’s assistant. It consisted of three meats and three vegetables, as well as a cup of white and thick fish soup. Qiao An filled a bowl of fish soup and placed it in front of him. Bai Chengyu smelled the fishy smell, and it surged from his throat. Feeling sick.
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He also felt this kind of nausea before, no matter how much food Qiao An fed him, he would vomit it all up, but this time Bai Chengyu was stunned.
He raised his head slightly and glanced in Qiao An’s direction.
For the first time in so many days, he saw a slack look on Qiao An’s face, as if… he was finally able to completely bind him. Compared with him, Qiao An
An was delighted. The other party brought him a glass of warm water and handed him a tissue.
“Is it better?” Qiao An asked him.
Bai Chengyu lowered his eyelids and seemed to have forgotten where he was for a moment. He was wearing a set of women’s silk pajamas. It was very warm in the house, and even if the material of the clothes was light, he would not feel cold.
Because of the bad experiences in his childhood, Bai Chengyu placed his good hopes on his children. He had thought a long time ago that if he had children, he would definitely give them a complete family, and he would no longer have to be like him. Since he was a child, he has envied other people’s complete families. His children will have the toys and snacks that other children have.
As if to make up for what he had lost, he tried his best to give the best of everything to the past.
When he was in college, he would never hide anything from Qiao An, and would tell him everything he thought, so Qiao An understood him very well, even if it cut off his escape route, he would not be treated like a normal person. To be accepted by the society like that, but even more ruthless methods have to be used to bind his spirit.
Let him become completely unlike himself, and he can no longer have more thoughts that deviate from the present.
If he and Qiao An had a child, how could he bear to leave and let the child grow up in a single-parent family? Even if Qiao An found someone else in the future, he would always worry that others were not good enough to the child.
Although the heating in the room was fully turned on, the man’s thin body was still trembling slightly. His already sick cheeks seemed to have lost their color, and his thin lips opened and closed silently. Compared with the previous feeling of vomiting, now His whole body has been swept by fear.
Seeing that he didn’t move, Qiao An thoughtfully moistened the tissue, gently wiped his lips clean, and said, “Eat something first, we have to go to the hospital later.”
“…” There seemed to be only panic left on Bai Chengyu’s face, he raised his terrified eyes to look at Qiao An, then moved his body back two steps, with a small mouth
Sonar said, “I won’t go…I don’t want to go…”
He didn’t speak for a long time, which made his voice sound hoarse.
He and Qiao An have been living together for more than half a year, but it seems that he has experienced his entire life. Bai Chengyu’s chin has become sharp and thin, his handsome features are matched with a face the size of a palm, and his hair is long and hanging down, which is really a bit… Difficult to identify gender.
He was obviously very scared. He stretched out his hand to push Qiao An away, but the other party held it in his palm. “Isn’t this great? By then, we will be a family of three with children at home. You won’t be bored either.”
Bai Chengyu shook his head, his dark eyes seemed to be filled with transparent tears.
Qiao An said again, “When the time comes, I’ll change your account for you, and you will be able to marry me.”