Attack And Occupy - Chap 366
As if he was about to lose the most precious thing in his life, Qiao An’s eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes. No one left him, and he would never have such a strong panic. It was like his heart was suddenly falling, and he was trapped by Bai Chengyu. With layers of shackles, he thought that he would be able to trap the other person mentally and materially in this life, but he did not expect that Bai Chengyu would choose to give up everything, including life.
Qiao An’s steps were fast. He stepped forward and grabbed Bai Chengyu’s arm. Tears leaked from the corners of his eyes and fell on Bai Chengyu’s cheek.
“Senior…Senior…”
Qiao An still clearly remembers what kind of emotion he felt when he first saw Bai Chengyu.
There were no classes in the afternoon, and I heard that the woman’s child had been admitted to a key high school, and she entertained many guests at the hotel. But when he was in high school and college, the woman didn’t even call him. Although she was in a depressed mood, But he would not show it in front of outsiders. When his friends came over and asked him to play basketball together, he originally wanted to refuse, but somehow he agreed and followed them to the basketball court.
He accidentally hit the ball on a passer-by, so he ran over to pick it up. He wanted to say sorry and go back, but the person was still in pain from the hit, but he turned around and smiled and said it didn’t matter.
Bai Chengyu’s facial features were not sharp, and his eyebrows looked particularly gentle. He clearly felt the loss of being abandoned because of that woman. When he met Bai Chengyu, his mood seemed to soften a lot.
That day, he gave the basketball to his friend and went to the infirmary with Bai Chengyu. After making sure that the man was not injured, he felt relieved.
At that time, Bai Chengyu saw him, and he wouldn’t always dodge. The other person’s pupils were shining brightly, and when he looked at him, there seemed to be stars in his eyes.
Later, what Bai Chengyu looked forward to the most was that he would go to him. Only when he was cautious when facing others would he become comfortable in front of him. He no longer had to be humble to please a circle that he couldn’t fit in, but could be like all normal people. Have a friend of your own.
Even he thought that he was looking for Bai Chengyu to make up for his past shortcomings.
But in the six or seven years after Bai Chengyu left him, there were people who looked similar to him and tried their best to please him, but the vacant place was still empty, as if no one could fill what he wanted.
He wants to be cared about wholeheartedly, and wants to be relied on like a family member.
He thought that Bai Chengyu would always be his, and no one could replace him.
He thought that he was the only one in Bai Chengyu’s world, and his eyes would only follow him forever.
but why……
The fence made of bricks and tiles was not very strong. Qiao An held his fingers on it and felt that the wall bricks were slightly loose. Less than ten minutes after he sent a message to his assistant, he looked down and saw that there was still a hard cement floor.
Those few seconds seemed like a long lifetime. The tears on Qiao An’s face were like broken threads. He couldn’t even speak coherently, “Hold me tight.”
This sentence seemed to be an echo coming from afar.
When he was in college, Qiao An would often take him with him on a bicycle placed by the school road. Bai Chengyu couldn’t ride a bicycle and showed a bit of fear when sitting in the back seat. Qiao An would stretch his hand in front of him and say, “Hold on.” If it’s tight, I won’t be afraid.”
Qiao An felt very strange driving him, let alone being able to hug each other’s waist unscrupulously like a girl. The school was on holiday that day, and there were not as many people on the school road as usual. Qiao An drove him to a relatively remote place. There were few people seen on the school road. When he saw Qiao An’s stretched out hand, Bai Chengyu hesitated. The car suddenly bumped. At that moment, he instinctively held Qiao An’s finger, and Qiao An immediately tightened his backhand.
At that time, he really thought that with Qiao An here, he didn’t have to be afraid of anything.
No matter how bitter the past life was, being isolated in the dormitory, it didn’t matter. Qiao An was like a ray of warm sunshine, lighting up his world.
“Soon…someone will come to save us.” Qiao An’s voice trembled slightly, but he was still comforting the people below him.
Bai Chengyu shook his head.
The place tightly held by his fingers loosened, and fine sand fell down. Bai Chengyu was trying to open his hand.
Qiao An’s expression was as frightened as ever before. He held Bai Chengyu tightly, veins popped up on his arms, and a chill ran down his spine. He couldn’t imagine how he could live without Bai Chengyu in the future. In the past, he always thought about how he would survive. Binding this person to his side, the two became a symbiosis that would never be separated. Later, he did put many invisible shackles on Bai Chengyu, but it also meant permanent loss.
“Don’t…” Qiao An’s voice was trembling, “Don’t let go of me…”
Bai Chengyu didn’t answer any more.
Qiao An is paranoid to the point of being almost pathological. If he glances at others, Qiao An will make up a lot of things and intensify all the evil on him. The day he found out he was pregnant, it was just because the nurse helped him to calm down. , he went to the hospital again and never saw the nurse again. Later he asked others, but everyone was hesitant and did not dare to tell him. Later he found out that the nurse had been fired by the hospital that day.
The source of all mistakes is him, and he no longer wants to implicate others.
When he realized that his fingers were being released by the other party, Qiao An’s handsome face was almost distorted with fright.
