Attack And Occupy - Chap 65
Bai Chengyu stepped forward, Cen Li was so abnormally calm, he still remembered the last time he told Cen Li that he was pregnant, the other party’s face was full of disbelief.
“Don’t push yourself too hard. If you have any psychological depression, you can also tell me.”
Cen Li tilted his head, looking at the layer of fog that had accumulated outside the window, “…Doctor Bai, I won’t be overwhelmed, it’s not worth it for someone like him.”
”…um’〇,,
“I just… don’t want to have anything to do with him.”
“Every time I think about it, it makes me feel sick. People often say that blood relationship is the closest, but I don’t want to keep him. Am I too bad?” Cen Li chuckled, “I used to think that , I am not a bad person, when I saw those children, I wanted to go over and talk to them, and I also thought that I would have children, but I didn’t expect…that it would come in this way.”
“Cen Li…” Obviously in the hospital, he had seen many farewell scenes, but now Bai Chengyu couldn’t say a suitable word to comfort Cen Li.
“I’m a man, even if a man can get pregnant, I don’t want it to be me at all.”
Cen Li’s voice became hoarse, “I’m already in my junior year. If I had been earlier, I would have been able to go to the company for an internship next summer. Although the salary won’t be very high, that
I also earned it by my own ability… I don’t need expensive watches, and I don’t need a nice house… I just want to live my own life well…
I don’t want to become someone else’s accessory…”
“…I know.” Bai Chengyu whispered.
“But others don’t know.” Cen Li’s voice became more choked up, “They will only think that I am a person who sells his self-esteem for money, and I have no bottom line. I am obviously a man, but I rely on clinging to another man to survive. ”
“…” Bai Chengyu was silent.
Cen Li’s eye sockets were slightly red. He had endured too much suffering in his heart. This time, it was like the last straw that bent his back, making his spine no longer straight.
“Cen Li, why don’t you sit down for a while?” Bai Chengyu asked.
“…No… Thank you for listening to me.” Cen Li said softly.
Bai Chengyu didn’t know how to reply, Cen Li had already left.
Compared with the last time I came back to the hospital, this time the sky was gloomy, the sun was completely covered by dark clouds, the wind and snow blew on my face like knives, Cen Li’s fingers turned red from the cold, but he forgot to put them in his pockets .
He didn’t take a taxi back to school immediately, and sat alone at the bus stop closest to the hospital.
This place is not enough to resist the cold, Cen Li raised his head a little, and saw the snowflakes falling from the sky, as white as a crystal, clean and pure. The phone vibrated, and Cen Li was in a daze for a while before slowly taking it out.
“I heard from Xiao Chen that you came to school, why didn’t you see anyone in the classroom?” Han Chen asked.
“…” Cen Li did not speak.
Han Chen heard the sound of howling wind coming from the other end of the phone. He should be outside. He turned his head and glanced out the window, and said, “Cen Li, where are you?”
“Don’t make trouble with your body, if there is any difficulty, we will solve it together.
“Cen Li?? If you don’t speak anymore, I will look for you everywhere. There are missing person notices posted everywhere, and I should find you somewhere.” Han Chen’s voice carried some undeniable majesty. , as if Cen Li did not reply, he would really do so.
Cen Li opened his lips and said in a low voice, “I’m in the hospital.”
“The hospital we met before?” Han Chen asked.
“Um.”
“Wait for me to come over,” Han Chen said.
The other end of the phone hung up, Cen Li’s fingers were cold, he really didn’t know where to go now.
If it is going back to school, it will only take two days. After the final exam, Ning Xiuyuan will lock him in the room and force him to eat those so-called nutritional supplements. In a few months, his flat stomach will be gone. It will bulge a little and become more and more prominent.
By that time, he didn’t dare to go out.
For others, life in their twenties has just begun, and everything is novel and fresh, but when it comes to him, it seems to have reached the end. He is more like an old man in his twenties, and he no longer has the young people’s sense of life in his eyes. that love.
When Han Chen saw him, there were a few snowflakes on his hair.
Han Chen took out a warm hand warmer from his bosom, put it in his hand, and said, “It’s still hot. If you get sick, your mother will worry about you.”
“…” Hearing his mother, Cen Li held the warm thing in his hands, “Professor Han, you shouldn’t have come here.”
“Everyone is here, and you still drive me away?” Han Chen said, “Come back with me, it’s too cold outside.”
“I don’t want to go back to school now.” Cen Li said in a low voice, there was Ning Xiuyuan in school, and he really didn’t want to get too close to this person.
“Go back to my house. It happens that I don’t have class in the afternoon. If you miss any of the school’s courses, I will explain it to you alone. Is this small stove okay?”
“…” Cen Li lowered his eyelashes.
Han Chen took off his coat and draped it over Cen Li’s shoulders. His warm fingers touched Cen Li’s face, feeling the heat coming over him, Cen Li turned his hand a little to the side.