Black Lotus - Chap 100
WARNING!
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Suicide attempt is talked about in this chapter, if it’s a topic too sensitive for some of you, please don’t read it.
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“This is a gift from Yansheng,” said with a smile Shen Luoan stepping forward to Gu Yansheng, ” a congratulation on taking first place in the piano competition.”
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Wen Niannan’s body stiffened after hearing him as if he had heard some big joke, his face turned pale.
“For you? It was just like that…It’s like giving someone else’s gift to another one.”
The only thought in Yansheng’s mind was that Wen Niannan was insane, what he said was inexplicable for him to understand, If he gave a necklace to anyone, what did Wen Niannan have to do with that?
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“Wen Niannan, are you crazy? What the hell are you talking about?”
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Wen Niannan slowly moved his gaze away from the musical pendant necklace to look at the two opposite people, he shouted frantically: “Yes! I’m crazy! Driven crazy by you! You all wish I was crazy to give Shen Luosn my place! I’m not even as good as a dog in your eyes!”
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Gu Yansheng’s face turned dark as soon as he heard him, he was about to open his mouth to reproach; but frowning, he suddenly saw the blood under Wen Niannan’s feet.
“Your foot is bleeding, your leg is so badly injured, first go to the hospital with Uncle Xu, wait for them to treat the wound before talking that nonsense, that way you won’t get my floor dirty!”
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“Sir, sir, let’s go to the hospital soon, your injury is so serious,” said anxiously Uncle Xu, looking at Wen Niannan’s badly wounded leg, “you really need to go to the hospital for treatment, sir, I beg you…”
Uncle Xu stood very close to Wen Niannan, seeing Wen Niannan’s dry hair sticking together with the blood, presumably, there also have a serious head injury, he panicked, wanting Wen Niannan to go to the hospital to bandage the wound.
Wen Niannan looked at the dried blood on his clothes and the blurred feet, with bitterness and despair in his eyes, he raised his eyes to look at Gu Yansheng in front of him.
“Gu Yansheng…do you really think I’m so bad-natured? The indifference over the past three years ignoring the humiliation and abuse one after another, if it weren’t for the love I had for you, how could I hold back in a without saying nothing for so many years?”
Wen Niannan looked down at the ring in his hand, he slowly took off the ring, throwing it over, the ring fell on the ground with a tinkling sound.
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“Gu Yansheng, that was your attitude towards our marriage, it was false from the beginning, a false marriage just like that ring.”
Gu Yansheng looked at the ring on the ground, frowning, he wondered: “False? What’s false? What are you crazy?”
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Wen Niannan felt extreme irony to see him still pretending to be stupid since he didn’t want to give him that custom love ring, why did he want to make a fool to lie to him…
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Looking at Gu Yansheng’s rolled-up sleeves, the watch on his wrist was stood out.
It was his wedding anniversary gift, it was designed by him with a lot of thought, it had hand-engraved lettering on the back, it was a gift he had filled with love.
After three years of marriage, whether birthday or anniversary, Gu Yansheng never gave him a gift, now even the only wedding ring given to him…was false…
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Wen Niannan’s forehead was full of pain, sweating cold, there was a strong feeling of vertigo on his head, making him a little unsteady.
Wen Niannan tried hard to keep himself straight, with a trembling voice, he said: “Gu Yansheng, I’ve returned the ring to you, would you give back the watch I gave you…”
Gu Yansheng was taken aback, glancing at the watch on his wrist, he said with a violent expression: “Okay, I’ll give it back!”
Suddenly took off the watch in his hand, throwing it to the ground, the wristband of the watch broke, and the pointer stopped at that exact moment…
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Wen Niannan’s eyelashes trembled a little while looking at the watch mercilessly thrown to the ground, he said in a trance: “…broken…both are broken…”
The broken watch seemed to be the last straw to crush the camel.
The musical note necklace was given away…the phone was hung up…
He had been disappeared for three days, while his husband was at home with his lover drinking and celebrating…
All those years…all those years… all the injuries, all the sufferings all the pains, seemed to be spreading suddenly.
The string that had been stretched between the two finally broke…
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Wen Niannan raised his hand, touching the scar on his forehead, he eased: “Gu Yansheng…you are a cold-blooded animal with no feelings and no heart…”
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“All those years, like a dog, I have been waiting for you since early every day at home, careful to please you for fear of making you angry, just to maintain this hard-won marriage, but what has been returned to me? What?”
Wen Niannan clenched his palms with red eyes, quivering: “Just your fists and feet! Your betrayal!”
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“Pouring red wine on my head at the wedding just to embarrass in front of all the people, but because of those unfair prices brought me into the hospital, locking me in the basement, ridiculing me at the banquet, when I was lying in that hospital bed because of the hemorrhage, you were here celebrating your birthday with Shen Luoan, enjoying the wishes of others…”
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“You know how to hurt me to get the most painful feeling, stabbing me with every knife you had, every time the wound wasn’t healed yet, you scratched them again, until it’s broken with the flesh and blood blurred until it can’t be recovered… ”
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Wen Niannan broke down, covering his eyes, not wanting to let the tears stay, sobbing: “Gu Yansheng…I am a human being…not a beast, I also get hurt, I also cry, I also feel bad…you never thought about it, have you never thought about my feelings? Pushing me every time again and again into the abyss, using the most ruthless words over and over to crush that broken heart…”
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Gu Yansheng saw that tear slipping from Wen Niannan’s covered eyes, a sharp pang in his heart, his head low and his lips tight without saying anything.
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“…Gu Yansheng…let’s divorce…”
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Gu Yansheng froze when he heard what he said, and suddenly raised his head, his eyes were full of disbelief: “You…what did you say?…divorce? Do you dare to mention divorce with me!”
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He couldn’t believe that words what Wen Niannan just said…
Wen Niannan suddenly showed a childlike smile, but the blood on his face made that smile look unusually rough.
“Don’t you want to divorce? I agree, I’m letting you free.”
“Don’t you want your freedom? Don’t you want to marry Shen Luoan? Don’t you think that I am hypocritical that’s why you hate me? I agreed, I’m losing, I’m quitting, I can’t beat you in this game…but you, Gu Yansheng…you simply don’t have a heart…”
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Suddenly, Gu Yansheng picked up the wine glass on the table, smashing it at Wen Niannan’s feet, he roared with a gloomy face: “You fucking say divorce? Who gave you that right, do you think I will believe your nonsense? What kind of trick is that!”
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Wen Niannan looked at the shards of glass at his feet, turning his head, he said to Uncle Xu behind him: “Uncle Xu, can you help me take the file bag from the second drawer of the closet in my room?”
Uncle Xu, stared at him surprised, nodding hastily, he said: “Yes… Sir…”
There was great pain in Wen Niannan’s right leg because the injury had become more serious after walking for so long, but he was still stubbornly unwilling o show weakness in front of Gu Yansheng, the cold sweating on his forehead was also increasing…
Uncle Xu walked downstairs, holding the file bag in his hand tightly, showing a heavy expression.
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“Sir…this document is…”
Wen Niannan stared straight at Gu Yansheng, saying: “Give that file bag to him.”
Uncle Xu sighed, handing the file to Gu Yansheng, who opened the file without any doubt, taking out a bunch of white papers, he froze after seeing what was written on it.
The bag contained a divorce agreement and a transfer of shares, and…all were signed.
“You…you already”
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He had already prepared them a long time ago, Gu Yansheng saw the determined expression of Wen Niannan, mixing emotions flashing in his eyes.
Wen Niannan laughed at himself, full of self-deprecation: “Gu Yansheng, isn’t that what you wanted to do the most from the past three years? I let you go and you let me go…sign it…”
Gu Yansheng frowned, looking at the divorce agreement in his hand, without responding for a long time.
“I won’t sign!”
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Bang…
The door was slammed open, Lu Yun and Zhou Yuanfeng walked in, both panicked.
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Wen Niannan wasn’t surprised when he saw Lu Yun, turning his head to look at Uncle Xu.
Uncle Xu lowered his head with guilt: “I’m sorry…sir…I call them…”
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Zhou Yuanfeng was alleviated when Uncle Xu called saying that Wen Niannan was finally back, Lu Yun and he quickly rushed home from the company.
But when he heard that Wen Niannan came back covered in blood, he knew something beyond his control would happen that night…
Lu Yun covered her mouth in horror when she saw Wen Niannan’s body covered in blood: “Niannian you…why are you bleeding so much? Where have you been these days? Why are you hurt so badly…”
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Lu Yun raised her hand, trying to touch Wen Niannan’s sore and sweaty forehead, it was so hot, definitely, Wen Niannan had a fever…
“Nian Nian, does it hurt? You can’t stand with such a bad leg injury, mom will take you to the hospital to find the best doctor to treat you, all right, let’s go to the hospital…”
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Wen Niannan avoided Lu Yun’s stretched hand, saying without expression: “…I don’t want to go to the hospital…I want to divorce.”
“Nian Nian, you aren’t totally awake now, you are talking nonsense, are you feverish? Don’t talk about it, mommy will take you to the hospital, okay?”
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Wen Niannan broke free and backing away a few steps, saying with a trembling voice: “I don’t want to go to the hospital, I’m not crazy, I’m very awake, I said I’m going to divorce!”
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Lu Yun’s expression suddenly changed, she harshly said: “You aren’t allowed to do that! Divorce isn’t allowed! If you dare to divorce, I will withdraw the funding for the Wen family, ruining your father’s company!”
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Wen Niannan smiled bitterly, looking at Lu Yun: “You only do it for your sake, there is nothing for me here, you keep telling me that you love me, but you have never considered my feelings, all of your family is the same, I hate you… ”
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Suddenly a bright light flashed in Wen Niannan’s hand, Niannan didn’t know how the knife got in his hand, but out of the blue, he pressed it against his neck, looking pale at the people in front of him.
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“…I want a divorce.”
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Lu Yun’s eyes flickered slightly, revealing complex feelings: “Nian Nian, put the knife down!”
When Gu Yansheng saw the sharp knife against the snow-white neck, he suddenly wanted to help, rushing to grab the knife, the strange feeling in his chest became more obvious.
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“Wen Niannan! Put down the knife!”
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Crazy Week: Day 2
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