Black Lotus - Chap 159
Chapter 159: I’m Stupid…I Will Make You Hurt
Gu Yansheng stared at Wen Niannan in the second and sixth grade of high school written in the somewhat worn diary, and suddenly thought of something when he saw the letters GYS and WNN.
“GYSWNN is… Gu Yansheng and Wen Niannan”
the diary in his hand seemed to attract him to open it, but the diary could not be opened without a password.
Gu Yansheng tried a few passwords. Wen Niannan’s birthday and Wen’s mother’s birthday were still wrong.
Gu Yansheng looked down at the white coat in his hand and then at the diary, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes.
He tried the password… the password lock was unlocked…
“It turned out to be… this password…” The
password is Gu Yansheng’s birthday…
Gu Yansheng took a deep breath and slowly opened the diary, and found that the date of the diary was actually written in M9. At that time, Wen Niannan was only fourteen or five years old…The
first article was written by Wen’s mother, but when he turned to the second…The third…Gu Yansheng ‘s hand holding the diary suddenly froze, his eyes full of disbelief.
July 6, M9
“Today I went to see my mother and brought her favorite lily flower. Every time I missed her, I would play the piano left by my mother, as if she was still with me, father and he It’s been a long time since I had a meal with me, no one spoke with me, but now I can write things in the diary after I buy it. ”
M9年July 16
,” said the father to take me to the party, but I do not want to go, I’m afraid to see those kids, but I was happy to let his father agreed, it seems to be very homely banquet, a very powerful very powerful Company, I hope there will be cakes I like at the banquet. ”
M9年July 18
,” I’m so happy today to a party, I met an angel, as if he was a white dress in light, he saved those children were deliberately shut me up, he’s the best I’ve seen long I see the best person to play the piano. It turns out that he is Gu Yansheng, the heir of the Gu Group. His name is so nice. I really want to be friends with him. 』
July 27, M9
“Today I followed my father to the banquet, and I saw him again, he was still surrounded by everyone, still the most dazzling existence, but I didn’t dare to talk to him and sit aside Looking at him is already very happy, I hope I can dare to talk to him one day. ”
M9, August 15,
“Today I saw Gu Yansheng again at the banquet. This time he talked to me. He handed me a handkerchief to wipe the water stains on my body. The handkerchief was
embroidered with his name . Hello. Happy, smirked for a long time, as if he had seen him, he was really gentle and his voice was so good. ”
M9, August 28,
“When school is over, I will run from school to Gu Yansheng ‘s school to watch him secretly. His school is far away. He was taken away by the housekeeper when I arrived. I saw him today. He walked back instead of riding in the car. I followed him secretly and looked at him. He seemed to have spotted me. I was a little afraid to follow him. It was not very polite. I just saw him today. Very happy, come back tomorrow. ”
September 6, M9…
“I saw him again today. I am so happy. He is wearing a blue jacket today…”
September 11, M9
“It rained today. He didn’t hold an umbrella. He secretly put his umbrella in the place where he was waiting for the driver. I got a fever when I went home in the rain…”
September 18, 9…
“He was wearing a white tassel coat today , but he still chose to go back by himself. It’s called Zhou Yuanfeng’s house…”
—Until June M10…The diaries are all about Gu Yansheng, and the lines are full of ignorant youth’s secret love.
Gu Yansheng’s hands were shaking when he flipped through a diary. He didn’t expect Wen Niannan to know him before high school.
It was mentioned in the diary that he had given a handkerchief. Gu Yansheng remembered that he had given a handkerchief to a child.
At that time, the man played a tune on the piano in the corner of the banquet. He heard it. He liked the sound of the piano very much. He thought this child was very talented.
He went to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette. He saw people who were angry with the water-stained clothes beside the sink. He felt very childish and cute, so he gave him a handkerchief.
But he didn’t expect that the person was Wen Niannan…
and the person who followed him all the time… In
high school, he often felt that someone was staring at him, until one time when he went to Zhou Yuanfeng’s house and didn’t take the car, the person followed and he watched When the evasive boy followed, he did not go to expose.
The boy kept showing up near his school for the next few months, but every time he wore a hat or lowered his head, he couldn’t see his face clearly.
Several times, out of curiosity, Gu Yansheng deliberately hid in a corner to watch his reaction. He couldn’t help but smile when he saw the boy panicked and no one was found.
Later, he began to walk to Zhou Yuanfeng’s house deliberately not to take the car, and every time he could see the boy following, but he didn’t want to talk to him, and then every time he turned his head to see if he was following him.
Once the boy did not follow him for two days after the rain, Gu Yansheng had been looking behind him frequently at that time.
“Master, what are you looking for?” the butler asked suspiciously.
Gu Yansheng looked at the empty behind, a flash of disappointment flashed in his eyes: “Nothing, I want to walk back, you don’t have to follow me.”
Two days later the boy finally appeared again, Gu Yansheng’s mouth with a smile that he didn’t notice. Zhou Yuanfeng asked if he had made friends, but Gu Yansheng did not speak.
But after the kidnapping happened later… he was in the hospital for several months of injuries, and when he came back, he found that the boy was missing… never saw the boy behind him again.
It turns out… the two days of disappearance were rain and sickness… The boy following him was Wen Niannan…
After the kidnapping, Wen Niannan spent half a year in the hospital with his injuries… How could he still appear behind him after he was discharged from the hospital and follow him…
Gu Yansheng clasped his diary tightly, and said in a choked voice: “How stupid are you… Because others have
kept memorizing a bit of kindness to you for so long, fools, they will be easily deceived… I’m not gentle at all… It will hurt you…” Gently open the diary and continue reading, but when I see the date When Gu Yansheng’s breathing was stagnant, his face instantly turned pale.
June of M10… is when the kidnapping happened…
June 2, M10
“I found out that I like Gu Yansheng , but I dare not say anything. I don’t even dare to tell him how to tell him. I’m afraid he thinks I am a lunatic and hate me, but I really like him. I have been dreaming of him recently. He is smiling so well. He is smiling at me with his head tilted. I am so happy. ”
Gu Yan Sheng’s hand gently stroked the TV drama neat and beautiful handwriting, eyes full of bitterness.
June 4, M10…the day before the kidnapping
“I want to muster up the courage to confess to him, but I am scared… He doesn’t know me at all now, I want to take the initiative to talk to him when I follow him tomorrow, let him know Let me be a friend first. I told my father that I want to go to Gu Yansheng’s high school. He is about to go to high school. I want to skip one grade and go to high school. My father agreed. I can go to the same school with him after summer vacation. Can’t sleep happily. “The
diary is gone… Gu Yansheng turned over a dozen pages and there was nothing… blank…
Gu Yansheng’s eyes were instantly red, and she fell to the ground and stared at the blank one…
“So you are going to take the initiative to speak to me that day. …It turns out that we could know each other and be friends at the time. I’ve been waiting for you to come and talk to me, but I didn’t expect to wait…”
On the day of the kidnapping, my mother asked the butler to drive him to the company. When it broke, he asked him to take a taxi. He just walked to the alley and wanted to take a taxi across the road but was kidnapped…
Gu Yansheng refused to admit defeat and continued to turn, page by page, and finally saw the beautiful and neat font after dozens of pages.
M10, December 11,
“I came back from the hospital… I survived… But this is not what I wanted. It is more painful to live than to die. The pain in my body and the pain in my heart…was awakened by nightmares every day… I think I’m going crazy…”
“Dr. Li said that my mental condition has recovered very well, but it is not suitable to go back to school. I rejected him and I must go to school. I promised him to go to the hospital every day, he agreed, and I can go back. ”
M11, January 14,
“I went to see my mother today and knelt in front of her tombstone for a long time. I lost her necklace. I lost the most cherished necklace she had been wearing during her lifetime. She It must be sad, sorry…Mom. ”
On February 20
,” I saw a man with Gu Yan Sheng around, he was six months ago transferred to the new, he called Shen Luoan, he said he was Gu Yan Sheng savior, Gu Yan Sheng spoil him for his meticulous, the students say He is a nice person, but he is not. ”
M11, March 16,
“My music was stolen by him. Gu Yansheng said that I framed him, no matter what I said, he didn’t believe it. This was Shen Luoan’s purpose. He warned me not to worry about Gu Yansheng, otherwise it would cost me He did it. He used my post-traumatic sequelae to be afraid of the dark and fear of contact, so that everyone isolates me and hates me. ”
M11, May 16,
“I met a person who likes to play the piano. He lives like a sun, and he is as warm as my favorite sunflower.” ”
M17年June 6
,” like his 8 years … finally I married him … really nice ring, I will not wear a lifetime will never come off, his father said the marriage will be very difficult, but I will try Protect it. 』
This is the last diary…
Gu Yansheng saw a few words fainted. It was tears… The
tears fell on the handwriting and the words fainted… It was shed by Wen Niannan while writing… But
there are traces of tears falling on the handwriting… But this is not like many years. The traces of the front…like it didn’t take long to drip.
There is a long hair in the gap in the diary… Wen Niannan used to have short hair, and the long hair was only left before the divorce to cover the scar…
Gu Yansheng suddenly thought of something and froze, and his red eyes instantly filled with distress and pain. , Tears fell down her chin to the diary…
“Niannian…Did you also read this diary before the divorce?”
The tears on this…were shed by Wen Niannan before the divorce…
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