Black Lotus - Chap 51
Wen Niannan contacted Dr. Li the night before and the next day he was driving to the hospital once more. Dr. Li was waiting for him at the door.
“How is Niannan feeling recently? You can tell me anything.”
Dr. Li with great care looked at Wen Niannan who was sitting on the opposite sofa. Looking much better than the day before. It seemed that staying at home was preferable than staying at the hospital, and being around that person was also a great psychological help.
Wen Niannan kept his head down, not speaking. After a long moment, he said: “I…insomnia seems to have become serious, that I can’t think about sleeping. Although I know that the comments on the internet can interfere with my emotions, and I also know that I shouldn’t read them, but I can’t control it…”
“You don’t have to pay attention to other people opinions, people on the internet don’t know anything, they just meddle in other people’s business, they’ll obviously put their attention on you.”
“He didn’t delete the video mainly because he wanted to use public opinion to get rid of me. What should I do? I feel I won’t able to hold on any longer.”
Wen Niannan’s eyes kept twinkling with tears, the tears falling on the cold floor every time he talked about Gu Yansheng.
The body of the person on the sofa began to tremble violently again. Doctor Li quickly got up pouring a glass of water for him, he looked at the person in front of him with concern.
In the beginning, when he was at the doors to get married, Wen Niannan came to him very often, always with a warm and happy smile, and when they talked about Gu yansheng, he would always talk about him all shyly.
But gradually, he didn’t know when that started, but the smile on his face became less and less existent, and his condition became more and more unstable.
“Niannan, you have to listen to your heart. What is against your heart will only make you feel more miserable, you need to make good choices. Why do keep telling yourself that you’re inferior? If you don’t want to give up, then let him see that you aren’t what others say you are.”
Raising his face full of tears, Wen Niannan looked at Dr. Li with amazement.
Uncle Xu and his mother said the same thing to him, as long as he remained by his side, he would slowly become aware that he’s good.
But if he kept going on escaping, that would only push Gu Yansheng away farther and farther, then he would be no better than Shen Luoan. He didn’t want to lose or to give up on the man he had loved for so many years.
Even if the road was too harsh, Wen Niannan would try, he had nothing to lose, only Gu Yansheng…
Suddenly the phone rang, and Wen Niannan took out the phone seeing the caller ID in disbelief, he held the phone a little bit tighter than before. It was Gu Yansheng…
When Dr. Li saw him take out his cellphone and stared at it without answering, he asked: “What’s wrong? Who’s calling you?”
“It’s… It’s Yansheng.”
Although Gu Yansheng’s number was always saved in his phone, Gu Yansheng never called him, not even once. The sudden call frightened Wen Niannan, he wiped the tears on his face, carefully pressing the button.
“Hello, Yansheng.”
As soon as he answered, Gu Yansheng’s angry voice was the first thing he heard.
“Wen Niannan! Where did you go? Get your fucking ass here immediately I want you to see what you have done! I really underestimated you, I didn’t know that you still had that ability.”
“What? I… don’t understand what are you talking about.” Wen Niannan was a little lost when he heard the roar coming from the other end of the phone. He didn’t know what he had done wrong.
“Get back here immediately! I won’t say it twice!” With that, he hung up the phone.
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