Continued Love - Chap 71

Chap 71
Personality Obliteration

Even if Cheng Jin is ignorant, he knows that the concept of “amnesia” and “second personality” are completely different. “Amnesia” is only a temporary loss of memory, and “second personality”, biologically speaking, can be called “another person”, sharing one body.

Moss saw his reaction, and he knew that he was irritated. He was about to speak to comfort him. He just happened to see his subordinates walking in, so he quickly stood up and smiled: “Lu Tao, you should explain something to Xiao Cheng. I’ll go first.”

Lu Tao gave him a military salute and waited for Moss to leave before turning his eyes on his partner’s face.

Cheng Jin happened to look at him.

The attachment in his eyes had all faded away, turning into emotions such as panic, and disbelief. After hearing the truth, Cheng Jin still had that one percent hope in his heart that was broken. As what he told his elder brother before, he felt that after his husband recovers from his amnesia, he might like him and treat him good. But the fact that they are the same person, he thinks that even if the husband does not have amnesia, he must have feelings for him. After he recovers, he might be able to fight for it.

He was still half hesitant about leaving.

The sweetness of getting along gave him an idea that this is just an illusion, making him feel they can get along harmoniously even after these few months, and now, he fully understands that this is impossible.

The reason why Lu Tao, who has amnesia, loves and spoils him, is only because the other party is not Lu Tao.

An uncomfortable feeling of tearing his heart hit, Cheng Jin couldn’t help but grabbed the part of his heart with his hands. No matter how tight it was, the pain was still spreading, making his face pale stand up. Cheng Jin’s lips trembled twice, and finally couldn’t help but opened his mouth, “You… are the real…”

“I don’t have the memory of our time together.” Lu Tao suddenly said, his voice was as cold and indifferent as before, and there was no expression on his face. It was almost impossible to recall that this face had a brilliant smile. “So about his behavior, you don’t have to tell me all the time.”

When the familiar feeling came back, Cheng Jin no longer doubted. He slowly retracted his gaze, feeling a little empty in his heart. After a long time, he whispered: “I won’t…”

Lu Tao said: “Go back.”

Cheng Jin supported the table next to him to support his body. When he walked behind Lu Tao, the illusion-like pain in his heart had disappeared. He was a little weak. He didn’t know if it was caused by the previous fear or the truth behind, so he walked very slowly. Although Lu Tao did not look back, he slowed down and kept walking three meters ahead of him.

It was noon, and the military headquarters was the tightest place on the empire planet. Cheng Jin felt scared when he first entered, but now he didn’t seem to have any emotions in his heart. He only knew to follow Lu Tao and move forward in despair. They walked to the parking lot, where Ferry was already waiting, and the spacecraft belonging to the admiral had also opened the hatch. Cheng Jin thought it was Ferry who sent him back again, but he didn’t care about it, but he didn’t expect Lu Tao to go up first. On the contrary, Cheng Jin was taken aback for a while, then raised his foot and walked up. A step was not stable, and he stumbled and almost fell. He was about to hit the ground when someone grabbed him, one arm steadily grabbed his waist and then lifted him.

The familiar smell carries a warm breath, Cheng Jin’s stiff heart dissolves a little, subconsciously wanting to smile and raise his head, but when he meets the other’s indifferent expression, the corners of his mouth that are about to rise become stiff, and he doesn’t wait for the other person to let go. , On the contrary, he took the initiative to step back two steps, stepped back from the other’s embrace, then quickly lowered his head, and said softly, “Thank you.”

Lu Tao curled his open fingers, his eyes fell on his pale cheeks, and said, “Look at the road well.” His tone was serious.

“Okay…” Cheng Jin sat in the seat, and the man sat beside him. Although they were in two positions side by side, their body was not close at all, like a stranger. The two people used to be like this. Lu Tao always indifferently refused his approach. No matter what method he used, it would be useless to act like a coquettish force. Then he would be wronged, but he didn’t dare to annoy him, so he had to rely on Lu Tao’s temper.

But now, he didn’t feel wronged anymore.

Once you have tasted the sweetness, you can’t stand the indifference, but once he found out that it’s not the real person who gave him sweetness, Cheng Jin doesn’t know what to do.

He only know that he wanted to see the sweet Lu Tao now.

The spacecraft started, but Ferri did not follow. Because of the automatic driving, no one went to the front cabin. Cheng Jin leaned against the window and looked at the scenery outside. Lu Tao seemed to be using the light screen to check what was being processed. When the spacecraft landed in the courtyard of his home, Lu Tao turned off the light screen and walked out of the spacecraft first. After standing on the ground, he seemed to hesitate for a while before turning around and reaching out to Cheng Jin, who was bowing his head.

Lu Tao had never done anything like helping his partner. He felt that he didn’t need it at all. After all, he didn’t want to see his partner more in their first five years of marriage.

Every time he sees him, He will only get disappointed.

It was not until two years ago that he saw Cheng Jin’s change, the kind of change he wanted, so he also tried to ease the relationship with each other and show each other a little more care, but because of his character, he still has tasks. The relationship is too onerous, he can not show too much.

Reaching out this time was a big breakthrough for him.

If it had been in the past, Lu Tao could have imagined how surprised and pleasant his partner would be when he saw his behavior. There would probably be a circle of active ripples in his eyes to express his joy, and then he would probably take the opportunity to find ways to tell him more. Get closer.

But now, he was ignored.

Cheng Jin didn’t deliberately ignored him. He was just now in a mess. The “truth” had hit him so hard that he could hardly receive any information from the outside world. He thought, don’t fall, don’t make a fool of yourself in front of Lu Tao.

So he walked very slowly with his head down, and one hand firmly held the support bar. After standing on the ground, he didn’t realize that Lu Tao had tried to support him. Cheng Jin walked two steps to the door of his house, when he suddenly thought of something, he raised his head and looked at Lu Tao again.

When he met his gaze, the admiral’s heart suddenly hurt.

Cheng Jin’s eyes were not right, there was no light in his eyes.

Cheng Jin’s eyes are very beautiful. In fact, his whole face is very beautiful, white and tender, with excellent facial features, very smart and beautiful, and his eyes are especially good-looking. Lu Tao actually likes to look at his eyes, especially when he looks at him, those eyes are always full of light, which can make people feel that he is loved.

But now, that beam of light disappeared and became dull, as if looking at a stranger.

Cheng Jin paused before saying, “Thank you for sending me back.” After he finished speaking, he continued walking inside without waiting for a response.

The real Lu Tao wouldn’t like to stay in this home. He could see that he was reluctant every time he came back. Now he certainly doesn’t want to live here, right?

Cheng Jin thought this way, but when he took a few steps, he heard the footsteps following behind him. He was puzzled, but he didn’t look back, but went straight into the house.

The little robot was standing at the entrance to greet him. Its enthusiasm for Lu Tao was always higher than Cheng Jin’s. When Cheng Jin took off his coat, he heard Lu Tao say hello to the little robot, “Hello, Cheng Cheng.”

“Oh, welcome my dear master is no home.”

Cheng Jin paused for a moment, hung up his coat quickly and naturally, and then walked towards the bedroom.

Very tired, want to lie down for a while.

But the footsteps behind him followed, and when he was about to enter the bedroom, Lu Tao said, “Cheng Jin, let’s talk.”

Cheng Jin stopped and looked back at the other person, “Okay, where are we gonna talk?”

Lu Tao was silent for a moment, and said, “The bedroom.”

Cheng Jin accepted his rare approach, opened the door and entered the bedroom. His bedroom was very large. Even the blackout curtains were not opened in the morning, the room appeared very dark, and the light in a certain place stood out. Lu Tao couldn’t help looking over and suddenly saw familiar objects.

Cheng Jin didn’t have the mind to pay attention to his expression. He instinctively sat on the bed and covered it with a quilt. Seeing Lu Tao still standing, he said in embarrassment: “You… sit down.” He gently pulled the quilt. He smelled the familiar scent on it, and his heart gradually calmed down, but the eye sockets were a little sour.

Lu Tao found ChengJin and sat down on the sofa. Cheng Jin couldn’t help but said, “When will he… be back?”

No name was given, but he knew who he was talking about.

There was a subtle jealousy in Lu Tao, but his tone was not fierce, as if he was just explaining the fact, “I am your partner.”

Cheng Jin was still quietly sniffing the smell of Lu Tao remaining on the quilt, and he heard the words: “I don’t understand. At first it was about amnesia. Why did it become two personalities now…”

Lu Tao said, “Didn’t you accept it well? You can distinguish us now, right?”

Cheng Jin was stunned. He felt that his words were a bit like accusations. He even felt like he is a little jealous, but he quickly denied this speculation.

He is so stupid, what he guessed must be wrong. The real Lu Tao didn’t love him, why would he be jealous?

“Obviously, there are still two months…why is it so soon?”

Hearing the loss in his tone, Lu Tao’s jealousy could hardly be suppressed. He coldly said: “Because I have chosen to obliterate the derived personality.” He spread his hands, as if to explain, “In this situation, It’s not good for each of us, and all mankind is about to face a big shock. I must fully recover before then.”

Cheng Jin stared at him in surprise, and lost his voice: “Erase?”

Lu Tao said: “Yes, the operation will be performed in ten days.”