Divorced Actor Picking Up Garbage - Chap 187
No matter for Yan Zixiu or Jing Shaoci, these words are filled with endless sadness and bitterness.
Jing Shaoci closed his eyes in pain, unable to maintain the calmness and indifference he pretended.
He felt as if there was a big hole in his heart, which he couldn’t fill no matter how hard he tried.
He said to break up, and he said to never see each other again.
But since then, he has never felt better than Yan Zixiu.
In the past two years, Yan Zixiu has firmly established himself in the top-tier position in the entertainment circle, and he can see advertising endorsements everywhere he goes.
Every time he saw each other in this way, he felt that his internal organs were leaking out and rotted all over the place, and even if he looked at him more, he felt like he was being mutilated.
But he couldn’t help but want to see it.
Obviously the two of them have nothing to do with each other anymore, but Jing Shaoci is still worried that Yan Zixiu will be wronged and bullied, knowing that it will not happen, he is still afraid that the other party will be dirty by this circle.
He even watched paparazzi photos of Reuters, where Yan Zixiu sat alone during the breaks on the set, such a person who should have been shining brightly, but he didn’t even have a breath of life.
It was obviously the best time, but his eyes were full of the dead air of the setting sun, Yan Zixiu didn’t even struggle, just indulged in the lingering pain.
Jing Shaoci can’t tell which is the real appearance of the other party, whether it is the highly respected national teacher in the previous life, or the little Taoist priest who is cold on the surface but extremely soft on the inside in this life.
Every appearance of Yan Zixiu was like a slice, torturing him repeatedly, making him not know which one to believe.
When he opened his eyes again, Jing Shaoci’s eyes were a little red.
He silently wanted to pull Yan Zixiu up, but the other party still persistently hugged his leg.
“Wait for peaches.”
Jing Shaoci’s slender fingers trembled, then he turned and walked out of the bedroom.
After a while, he came back with a peach in his hand.
When Taozi really fell into Yan Zixiu’s arms from above, he was not at all joyful or joyful.
Holding the peach tightly in his hand, he buried his face in the gap between his legs and his chest.
After some time, he said, “I know, no matter whether this peach falls or not, Jing Shaoci will never love me again.”
Yan Zixiu’s voice was hoarse and distressed, he could no longer suppress the pain, sobbing: “I was wrong…”
He never regretted revenge, let alone playing chess with the country.
But he also knew that from the moment he made up his mind, his sky would never be bright.
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Although he was very drunk the night before, Yan Zixiu woke up automatically the next morning because of his biological clock.
There were bursts of cracking pain in his head, and after he sat up, this pain was added with dizziness.
Only then did Yan Zixiu realize that there was definitely something wrong with the two cups of ‘tea’ Xie Qinglan gave him.
But the other party is an elder, and today is the day of Gu Shiyi and Li Fengzhi’s big wedding, so it is absolutely impossible for him to go to Xingshi to inquire about the crime.
Yan Zixiu endured the discomfort and sat cross-legged in meditation, but not long after, his whole body trembled, and a trace of blood suddenly spilled from the corner of his lips.
The memories of last night surged up like a backlash, and when he thought of what he said and did to Jing Shaoci, he couldn’t restrain his emotions from surging.
Yan Zixiu’s slender fingers clasped his palm tightly, desperately suppressing the urge to find someone.
Although the memory became blurred after Jing Shaoci took him back to the room, but I think I also know what the other party’s attitude will be.
Jing Shaoci already hated him extremely, and with the entanglement last night, the other party must be full of contempt.
To explain the reason now is just asking for humiliation.
Yan Zixiu closed his eyes hopelessly, a tear quickly slid down the bridge of his nose and fell on his chest.
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Yan Zixiu had just changed into his best man’s suit when the doorbell rang.
As soon as he opened the door, Xie Guanxin saw his pale face.
“Xiuxiu, why do you look so pale, do you feel uncomfortable in your stomach?”
Yan Zixiu recalled the act of forcibly seeing Xiaobao last night, bowed his head and said, “Mom, I’m sorry for disturbing you and father’s rest last night.”
Xie Guanxin held his hand and said, “Let’s not talk about that, there is a special doctor on board, I’ll take you to see if it’s okay.”
“No, it’s just that I haven’t had a good rest after the hangover. Just eat something.”
Xie Guanxin couldn’t resist him, so she had to call the switchboard and ask the restaurant to bring up a stomach-warming soup.
After watching Yan Zixiu finish his breakfast, Xie Guanxin looked at him apologetically and said, “You know my aunt’s character, she…”
“Mom, you don’t have to explain, I understand everything.”
Seeing that his expression didn’t look like he was talking irony, Xie Guanxin secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
The wedding arrangement officially started at twelve o’clock. In order to marry Li Fengzhi as soon as possible, Gu Shiyi arranged a very grand scene, but the wedding ceremony was kept very simple.
Yan Zixiu arrived at Li Fengzhi’s room at 10:30, and the other party had already finished styling.
Li Fengzhi was already good-looking, but today he looked even more handsome.
Yan Zixiu patted him on the shoulder with a smile, and said, “It’s really handsome.”
Li Fengzhi was a little embarrassed by his praise, and his ears turned red immediately.
It didn’t take long before I heard the sound of dense footsteps outside the door.
For this wedding, Li Fengzhi did not inform any of his relatives, and his friends only invited a few classmates who were well-connected in the university, and most of the others were colleagues of Xingyi.
There are more relatives on the Gu family’s side, at least 200 people came, and it was very lively.
Li Fengzhi only invited Yan Zixiu as one best man, and Gu Shi also had two, one was Jing Shaoci, and the other was Chi Sheng who had played with him since childhood.
“Daughter-in-law!” After three knocks on the door, Gu Shiyi’s high-pitched voice sounded outside, “I’m here to marry you.”
Li Fengzhi waited in the bedroom according to the arrangement of the wedding planning, only Yan Zixiu stood in front of the door.
Blocking the door is a traditional link in Huaguo weddings, and the groom has to use his ability to coax the relatives and friends of the other half to open the door.
Yan Zixiu’s request was also very simple, just two words: “Red envelope.”
Gu Shiyi simply stuffed five cards in from under the crack of the door, each of which was worth [-] yuan.
“Brother Yan, I’m getting married today, you hold your hands high.” Gu Shiyi begged for mercy in advance.
Yan Zixiu was unmoved, but said in a cold voice: “Not enough.”
Gu Shiyi stuffed a few more, this time it was 20.
The planner told Yan Zixiu in advance that the more red envelopes, the more the groom valued the groom, so after Gu Shiyi emptied all the prepared red envelope cards, Yan Zixiu still did not open the door.
At this time, Gu Jianfeng went out, stuffed a 500 million card, and said, “Xiaoyan, we will be a family from now on, and Xiaoyi will definitely treat Fengzhi well.”
Hearing the elder speak, Yan Zixiu opened the door.
After entering, Gu Shiyi immediately ran to the bedroom with a bouquet of flowers, and then knelt down in front of Li Fengzhi.
He didn’t call his daughter-in-law this time, but said solemnly: “Fengzhi, I’m here to marry you.”
Li Fengzhi took the bouquet from his hand, smiled and held his hand.
Seeing this, the master of ceremonies said from the side: “Now we just need to find the groom’s tie, and we can set off.”
The tie was made by Yan Zi. Gu Shiyi and his friends scoured the room for more than ten minutes, but they couldn’t even find a trace of the tie.
“Brother Yan…” Gu Shiyi looked at Yan Zixiu pitifully.
The master of ceremonies immediately said: “The red envelope for opening the door has already been given, if you want the best man to let go, it depends on the groom’s ability!”
After hearing this, Gu Shiyi said with a desperate look: “Brother Yan, tell me what you want me to do!”
Yan Zixiu looked at him indifferently, and said, “Wrestle your wrists, I will tell you where you are if you win.”
Gu Shiyi choked directly, “I, shall I break up with you?”
“Otherwise?” Yan Zixiu asked back.
Gu Shi also looked at Li Fengzhi wanting to cry but without tears, but Li Fengzhi just smiled and didn’t intend to intercede for him at all.
Yan Zixiu and Gu Shiyi sat at the table prepared in advance like this. The moment they clasped their hands, Gu Shiyi felt pain in the bones of his hands.
The master of ceremonies walked over to be the referee, dropped his right hand and said, “Get ready, start—”
In the presence of relatives and friends, Yan Zixiu was saving face for Gu Shiyi, and he pressed down the other’s wrist five seconds later.
“The groom failed, change the best man now!” the master of ceremonies announced cheerfully.
No one dared to praise Jing Shaoci, so only Chi Sheng was on top.
“Brother Yan, if you offended me before, please bear with me.”
Yan Zixiu raised the corner of his lower lip noncommittally, but did not speak.
There is no doubt that Chi Sheng lost.
But when Yan Zixiu pressed the back of the opponent’s hand, he reacted belatedly.
If Chi Sheng loses, then the next person who wants to wrestle with him will only be Jing Shaoci.
Yan Zixiu stood up abruptly, looked at Gu Shiyi and said, “No more, I’ll hand over the tie…”
“That won’t work.”
Li Fengzhi, who hadn’t spoken all this time, suddenly said: “For such an important matter, there must be a winner.”
Gu Shiyi also reacted immediately, pretending to be expecting and saying goodbye to Jing Shao: “Brother Jing, my happiness depends on you.”
The former lovers just sat down face to face.
Two very beautiful hands clasped together, but neither of them exerted much force.
As soon as the master of ceremonies announced the start, Yan Zixiu consciously surrendered his wrist to the right, but unexpectedly, as soon as he made a move, Jing Shaoci held his hand tightly.
Yan Zixiu subconsciously raised his eyes to look at the other party, but unexpectedly bumped into Jing Shaoci’s perfect black eyes.
His heart tightened, and he withdrew his gaze as if avoiding it.
The two people seemed to be in a state of anxiety, and their clasped hands remained motionless.
Yan Zixiu didn’t understand what Jing Shaoci meant, he should be tired of touching him, but why did he stop him from admitting defeat?
He felt a rare anxiety in his heart, and after a second thought, he decided to take the initiative to attack.
Feeling that he started to exert strength, Jing Shaoci’s wrist also began to exert strength.
Just after Yan Zixiu pressed a little arc to the left, Jing Shaoci turned back.
Seeing the other party’s relaxed look, Yan Zixiu was inexplicably ignited to be competitive, and began to shake his wrists seriously.
After a long period of stalemate, he finally lost.
Seeing Yan Zixiu’s unbelievable look at him, Jing Shaoci suppressed the corner of his lips.
Next, Yan Zixiu took out the hidden tie as agreed, and handed it to Gu Shiyi.
Just after everyone’s attention returned to the newlyweds, Jing Shaoci secretly turned his sore wrist.
At 11:30, all guests are seated on time.
Li Fengzhi’s parents were not present, and finally entered the arena with Gu Jianfeng’s arm draped over them.
Gu Shiyi, who was standing not far away, was both nervous and excited, and even the hand hanging by his side trembled.
After Gu Jianfeng handed Li Fengzhi’s hand to Gu Shiyi, he said very seriously, “Son, treat my daughter-in-law well.”
Gu Shi also nodded vigorously, as if he was really reassuring his father-in-law.
After the previous link was completed, the two began to say their wedding vows face to face.
“Fengzhi, I’ve really thought about marrying you for a long, long time.” Gu Shiyi’s eyes were red, and he choked up just after saying this.
“I originally wanted to tell you a long paragraph, I wanted to tell you clearly how important you are to me, but I found it really difficult to say how much I love you, so in the end I wanted to say yes You say, thank you for staying by my side, I really love you.”
In the second half of the sentence, Gu Shiyi stumbled and even cried for several words without clear words.
But no one laughed at the scene, and they were all moved by the emotion between the two.
Li Fengzhi also shed tears a long time ago, he looked at Gu Shiyi and said, “I know that every concession you make is to give me enough sense of security, because of you, I know for the first time that going home is a Incomparably warm words, thank you for being my husband, Gu Shiyi, I love you.”
After the words fell, the two embraced tightly, and the guests at the scene applauded with emotion.
Yan Zixiu watched from the side of the stage, thinking about the two of them from the beginning to the present, and showed a gratified smile.
The applause hadn’t stopped yet, but Chi Sheng suddenly covered his stomach, his whole face wrinkled together in discomfort.
“Brother Jing, help me get the ring box, I’ll…”
He couldn’t wait to finish speaking, so he impatiently handed the ring box to Jing Shaoci, and then bent over and ran away quickly.
“Okay, now the two grooms are invited to exchange rings—”
Chi Sheng hadn’t come back yet, and the wedding couldn’t be delayed, so Jing Shaoci had no choice but to take the stage instead of him.
He and Yan Zixiu walked to the left and right behind Gu Shiyi and Li Fengzhi at the same time.
Gu Shiyi first picked up the ring and put it on Li Fengzhi’s ring finger, and then changed it to Li Fengzhi.
Yan Zixiu and Jing Shaoci stood facing each other, neither of them looked at each other.
But when Gu Shiyi was kissing Li Fengzhi, Jing Shaoci’s eyes fell on Yan Zixiu.
More than two years ago, he also thought about their wedding countless times.
At that time, he felt that no matter how powerful he was, he was not worthy of Yan Zixiu.
Because his little Taoist priest is so good, so good.
It was also the first time that Jing Shaoci knew the feeling of inferiority. He was afraid that if he was a little bad, he would not be worthy of Yan Zixiu.
He never forgot those days and nights when he imagined the rest of their lives, but for him now, he couldn’t even think about it.
Once, he and Yan Zixiu also had a future, but both of them gave up.
And these fragmentary pasts have also become wounds that have been repeatedly torn open.
Yan Zixiu didn’t look at Jing Shaoci, but he knew that Jing Shaoci was looking at him.
Because the one you love can see clearly even with peripheral vision.
