Divorced Actor Picking Up Garbage - Chap 199
Duan Shaoheng immediately turned back and closed the door, then said sullenly: “What are you doing here, Master, he doesn’t want to see you.”
Jing Shaoci’s big hand hanging by his side trembled, and the painful feeling gushed out from the bottom of his heart like blood, and he couldn’t stop it.
In the past, when facing Duan Shaoheng, he could put on a cold, arrogant and disdainful attitude without any scruples, and even refused to give him a straight look, because he knew in his heart how much Yan Zixiu loved him.
Not only that, but Yan Zixiu still owes him, as long as he doesn’t say forgiveness, Yan Zixiu will never be able to look at others more.
But now he is standing in front of his love rival, not to mention fighting back, he is not even qualified to push the other party through the door.
In fact, without asking the previous question, Duan Shaoheng can also see the reason from Jing Shaoci.
“Mr. Jing, the hero in TV dramas usually repents after knowing the truth. Even if the other half has dragged their luggage to the airport, they will stop because of the hero’s sentence ‘I was wrong’. It’s better to rehabilitate the old ones.”
As Duan Shaoheng talked, his tone gradually became mocking, “It’s a pity that this is reality. With Master’s character, I won’t stage any bloody reunion with you.”
He laughed, but there was no warmth in his eyes, “If the mirror is broken, it is broken, even if it is rounded, there will be cracks, not to mention that you have trampled on the dignity of a celestial master.”
In fact, Yan Zixiu didn’t mention a word about the matter between the two of them, but based on Jing Shaoci’s previous attitude, he can make a good guess.
Although the door of the room was closed by Duan Shaoheng, Yan Zixiu had already reached the state of Liutong, so he could hear every word very clearly.
He got up and walked to the door, opened the door and looked at the slightly startled Duan Shaoheng and said, “Shaoheng, go back to your own room first.”
Just hearing him call others so affectionately, Jing Shaoci’s heart suddenly felt a tear.
“Master, I…”
“go back.”
Although Yan Zixiu’s tone was not harsh, Duan Shaoheng knew that there was no room for negotiation.
He glanced at Yan Zixiu, then lowered his eyes and said, “Okay, then I’ll go back.”
After Duan Shaoheng left, Yan Zixiu turned sideways to give way to the doorway as if he were treating a guest he just knew, “Please come in.”
Jing Shaoci didn’t even know how he walked into the living room, he just felt that the room was very cold, so cold that he even felt a little scared.
“Mr. Jing, would you like some tea?”
Jing Shaoci sat on the sofa, he looked at Yan Zixiu who was so calm, the anxiety and panic in his heart were like wildly growing weeds, making him want to scratch his chest.
“Yan, Yan…”
He squeezed out these two words with great difficulty, but before he could say the following words, Yan Zixiu stood up and said, “Then drink white tea, it can clear away heat and moisten the lungs, calm the liver and benefit the blood.”
The moment he took a step, Jing Shaoci used his last strength to get up and shouted: “Yanyan, I, I have recalled all the memories.”
Jing Shaoci’s tall figure has long since lost its original straightness, and his cheeks have also visibly thinned. He looks as if he has just been released from death row.
His words caused the indifference in Yan Zixiu’s eyes to disappear for a moment, but he returned to his original appearance in an instant.
“Since the master insists on breaking the curse for you, then I, as an apprentice, have nothing to say.”
The reason why he didn’t let Master go to Jing Shaoci was actually because he didn’t want to see him like this.
So what if I think about it, it’s just that one more person just adds to the sadness.
Jing Shaoci looked at Yan Zixiu’s indifferent eyes, and staggered towards him.
“I know, what I say and do will not help.” His voice was so trembling that he couldn’t even hear it, “but I beg you, please…”
“Jing Shaoci, if you come to ask for peace, I don’t think there is any need for it.”
Yan Zixiu’s tone was terrifyingly indifferent, “I did owe you what I owed you in my previous life, but I paid it back with my life. We don’t owe each other in this life. Those pasts will be treated as a misunderstanding, and let it go.”
Jing Shaoci listened to his words, and a strange trembling began to paralyze his whole body.
Maybe it was because his mind went blank for a moment, or maybe he was really crazy, but he actually hugged Yan Zixiu and begged in a choked voice: “Yan Yan, don’t forget it… Please… don’t forget it …”
Listening to his heart-wrenching words, Yan Zixiu didn’t push away, but he didn’t embrace him either.
He just said with a numb expression: “Jing Shaoci, God has given us a chance for two lives, but we still can’t be together, have you thought about the reason?”
Yan Zixiu tightly clenched his fingers from an angle that Jing Shaoci could not see, and then asked himself and answered, “Because we are not compatible.”
“No, Yan Yan, I… I was wrong… Really I was wrong…”
The other party’s words were like a sharp knife pierced in his heart and kept stirring. The heart-piercing feeling made Jing Shaoci scream, but he found that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn’t even yell. come out.
He could only helplessly tighten his arms, trying to use this method to get closer to Yan Zixiu.
“I know I’m too selfish, I just feel too painful, so I dare not believe you.”
Jing Shaoci was completely incoherent, and the pain flowed from his heart to his limbs, almost making him lose the strength to hug Yan Zixiu.
“I’m such a coward, I thought it would make me feel better if I hated you…”
At this time, Yan Zixiu broke away from his arm, stood up and looked at him.
“Whether you believe it or not, I don’t blame you, let alone hate you.”
No matter what time it is, Jing Shaoci will always be in his heart the little prince who rode on a horse and rescued him.
The sky is noble, unattainable, even if he touches the corner of his clothes, it is a kind of defilement.
Thinking of this, Yan Zixiu suddenly lowered his eyes and smiled.
It turns out that the inferiority complex in my heart will really follow me like a shadow, like maggots attached to my bones, and it will never be annihilated.
He slowed down for a moment, and when he took a deep breath and was about to speak, he raised his eyes and met Jing Shaoci’s gray eyes.
“Yanyan, I know why God made us do it all over again.”
Yan Zixiu turned his head away, “You don’t need to talk, I don’t want to hear it.”
But Jing Shaoci acted as if he didn’t hear it, and murmured with red eyes: “Because I held your hand and said that one life is not enough, and I want to love you forever and ever.”
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Just as Yin Qinghe opened his eyes, Xie Chence immediately leaned over.
“Xiaohe, how do you feel?”
Yin Qinghe’s face was still a little pale, he didn’t answer the other party’s words, but asked: “Where is Jing Shaoci?”
Xie Chence sighed sadly, and said, “He’s gone to find Xiao Wu.”
Yin Qinghe closed his eyes dejectedly, and tried to sit up with his arms propped up.
Seeing this, Xie Chence immediately supported his back and hugged him, then put the pillow behind Yin Qinghe.
“Xiaohe, do you want to eat something?”
Yin Qinghe shook his head weakly, his eyes full of sadness.
Xie Chence knew that he must have seen something in Jing Shaoci’s dream to have this reaction, so he asked slowly: “In the last life, Xiaojing…how did he die?”
Yin Qinghe’s nose suddenly felt sore, and even his Adam’s apple trembled.
After a long while, he suppressed his emotions and said three words: “It’s suffocating.”
This result was completely beyond Xie Chence’s expectations. He frowned vigorously, and asked repeatedly as if confirming, “Did he die from suffocation?”
Yin Qinghe nodded, and following his movement, a tear rolled down his eye socket.
“Jing Shaoci lived for another three years after knowing the truth in his previous life. He arranged everything for the court, and then went to the underground palace where Xiao Wu was buried.”
Yin Qinghe’s voice could no longer suppress the choking, “When the third child finished his ritual with his soul, Jing Shaoci lay down in the coffin, and finally ordered someone to seal the coffin.”
He looked at Xie Chence with tears streaming down his face, and said, “He is, he was buried alive for Xiao Wu.”
Xie Chence hugged him into his arms, and Yin Qinghe leaned against his shoulder sobbing and said: “Before he died, he was still holding Xiao Wu’s hand… He said he would… love Xiao Wu… life after life…”
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Here, Yan Zixiu felt ridiculous when he heard this sentence.
Why do mortals come from life to life, just to deepen the deception of love words.
So, he took out a copper coin, looked at Jing Shaoci and said, “Since you think it is God’s will, then we will throw the copper coin.”
“If the four characters Haiyan and Heqing face up, it proves that God has sympathized with me in this life and gave you and me another chance. If the embroidery pattern faces up, then no matter how you and I meet, in the end we will never have a chance. ”
Tossing copper coins is such a trivial skill that the master has passed down the trick since he was a child, and he has long been familiar with it by heart.
Let alone one time, even if you toss a thousand times, Jing Shaoci will never even think about seeing Haiyan Heqing once.
Yan Zixiu stretched out his palm towards Jing Shaoci as a sign, “It’s a decision, and I will never regret it.”
Jing Shaoci glanced at the copper coin first, then raised his eyes to look into his eyes, “Yanyan, if Haiyanhe Qing Dynasty wins, will you really give me a chance?”
Yan Zixiu’s eyes were full of indifference, and he said, “Whoever speaks out of my mouth, I will never break my promise.”
Jing Shaoci looked at him for a long time as if nostalgic, and then said: “Can I throw the copper coins?”
Yan Zixiu handed him the copper coin very simply, and said in a cold tone, “Then you will throw it.”
In fact, it is better to let the other party throw it, and so on, it is impossible to deny the result.
After Jing Shaoci curled up his right index finger, he put the copper coin on top, and then put his thumb under it.
He looked at Yan Zixiu again, and said in a low and hoarse voice, “I threw it away.”
Yan Zixiu raised his hand as a gesture of comfort, but he put his left hand behind his back and squeezed out a formula.
When the thumbs flicked up the copper coins, the two looked up into the air at the same time.
Before landing, Yan Zixiu knew that the embroidery pattern must be the top.
The copper coins fell from the sky, fell to the ground and began to spin.
Just as the rotation was getting slower and slower, Jing Shaoci said quickly, “It’s Haiyan Heqing”, and then squatted down and put the copper coins into his mouth and swallowed them.
