Drunk In Love (Years of Intoxication) - Chap 63
Why went upstairs and found that the door was not closed. When he entered the house, Susu was about to get off the balcony. .
“Susu.” He cried out.
Susu shook her hands and was planted directly from above.
Why hurriedly ran over and hugged her: “What are you doing, climb the balcony …” He reacted to what Susu was doing.
Su Su rubbed her elbows and knees, which were so painful, that she usually took advantage of the opportunity to coquettishly. At this time, she was afraid to complain because of a weak heart.
Why did she blame her for a glance: “What do you look like, a girl’s family needs a little lady.”
Susu said “Oh”, ran away, ran to the bedroom door, suddenly turned around again, and whispered, “Brother, you promised me to watch live TV, right?”
Why nodded reluctantly.
The negotiation between Sun Qing and the Li family was not smooth. She suspected that the telephone communication was too inefficient, and she planned to go back to Shencheng. Why would she go along with her, but she refused.
Why can’t I understand: “You just tossed just after you were discharged from the hospital. I’ll be with you so I can take care of you.”
Sun Qing fiddled with a wig in the mirror: “No, there is my place, there are people to take care of, you just have to look at Su Su here.”
“The last time you quarreled with Li Chengxing, and you were angry when you went back. I have something to talk about. I’d better talk about it.”
Sun Qing turned his head and looked at him with a slight smile: “They are prejudiced against you, you go, things will only get worse. Recently Li Chengxing came with me soft, I will not bring Su Su back and let him use Su Su I ’ve played a tender card, but I ca n’t take you back to stimulate them, so I ’ll go on my own. If you can do it or not, do whatever you want to do. ”
Why shook his head: “Mom, you are so stubborn.”
“You still say me.” Sun Qing patted his back, “I hope I can bring you good news.”
After Sun Qing left, why would she talk to her on the phone every day, but she could feel that she didn’t want to mention the progress of the negotiations, and always avoided the importance and made the matter more worrying.
In a blink of an eye, the hot summer vacation was about to end, and Song Juhan’s concert was held one day in the late summer.
Susu bought a lot of snacks and was more excited than the Chinese New Year. Why do you really want his mother at home at this time so that he doesn’t have to make a red face and turn off the TV, but he has promised Susu.
“Have you finished your sketching assignment?”
Susu said loudly: “It’s finished.”
“You must sleep after ten o’clock.”
“The concert ended at half past nine.” Susu jumped a few times on the sofa, staring intently at the TV, excitedly like a bird.
Some pictures before the concert are playing on TV. At the scene, there was a rush of traffic. As there were too many cars and people in front of the stadium, many traffic policemen were driving the traffic.
In the last half of the year, Song Juhan has mostly performed in order to restore his image. He hasn’t released a new song or made any big moves, but this concert will debut three new songs. return. And the media that had been ridiculed and satired in the past when he was in trouble again.
Why ask: “You should not be too noisy, it will affect your neighbors.”
“I see!” Susu saw him leaving, “brother, don’t you watch?”
“I want to read.” Why brought the bedroom door.
He leaned on the bedside, took out the recently purchased science book of astrophysics, and tried to read a few lines, but found that he could not see it at all.
He heard the sound from the TV outside and knew that the concert had begun. Susu was shouting cheerfully.
It didn’t take long for the music to sound. Although he couldn’t hear anything clearly, the tune was very familiar. It was a song he had heard repeatedly before. That song had been ranked first in the Chinese music chart for six weeks.
Song Juhan was right. He got all the awards he should get, and almost all the goals he had to achieve.
With his age, he has already obtained everything that others have spent his entire life pursuing. No wonder he is so proud.
Why did I take out the earphones and put them in my ears, but the external sound still noisily penetrated into the tympanic membrane, making him unable to calm down at all, he simply opened the phone to play a song, but when he picked up the phone, he held it, he Thinking of it, the songs on his phone were all Song Juhan’s. He was a little irritable searching for an English album from the Internet and playing it.
The world is finally quiet.
The book became more and more boring, and the words were hard and boring. He was abnormally annoyed, and his mind was chaotic. As if it was a crumbling world outside, he blocked everything with headphones, but it just blocked it. It means nothing happened.
He understood why he could face Song Juhan indifferently, but couldn’t be calm because Song Juhan sang. He always had an obsession with Song Juhan’s songs. That afternoon, seven years ago, a seed deeply implanted in his heart could never be removed. Because at any time, he could not forget the beauty of that afternoon.
He sighed, put down the book, leaned on the bedside, staring blankly at the white wall, his thoughts gradually became chaotic, and his eyelids became heavier. Finally, he crouched on the bed and accidentally fell asleep.
I don’t know how long, a loud noise awakened him from his sleep, he opened his eyes sharply, and the whole man bounced, and saw Susu rushing in with a look of panic, shouting: “Brother, come on ! ”
Why is it a little angry: “What’s your ghost name, I didn’t say …”
Susu flew up and dragged his arm: “Brother, come on!”
“What are you doing?”
Susu didn’t know where the strength came from, so she dragged him off the bed and dragged it to the living room.
Why did he just want to reprimand her? On the large-size TV in the living room, Song Juhan’s flawless face hit his eyes without warning, and he suddenly became cyanotic.
Song Juhan was lying on his face with fine sweat, and his skin was extraordinarily smooth. He looked tired, but his breathing was calm. He said, “Please listen to the last song,” Love Ho Gu. ”
Susu shook her arm desperately and said excitedly, “He said that there was a song that was not in the plan, and it was for someone! It was you, brother, he was going to give it to you!”
Why is it completely stupid.
Is Song Juhan crazy? So obvious … homophony, the media and fans can explode right away. No, it was his own passion. This song may not have been written for him.
But he immediately remembered what Song Juhan said when he last met.
Everyone in the Song Juhan team went down. He was sitting on a high chair, with his long legs touching the ground, holding a guitar in his arms, and Li Mai in front of him. The cool lighting effects are all gone. Only a round white light hits him. On the large and dark stage, he looks lonely and small, as if he is the only one left in the world.
The whole stadium was quiet.
Why did Su Su also calm down, not even daring to breathe.
Song Juhan fiddled with the guitar and opened his mouth behind his ears. The lazy and sexual voice was as intact as before, but it was filled with an undeniable sadness.
Love Ho Gu
They say love makes it hard to move
They say the drama is too deep
I’ve heard a lot about love
I sing too many songs full of love
And i never know what love is
Countless souls in pain
There are thousands of affectionate places
I used to sniff at those urges
I thought they were just talking
And i still don’t understand what love is
Love **** gu
When i miss the expectation in your eyes
Missing the sadness and joy of your world
I miss love
Missed myself
Love **** gu
When I splurge on your ability to love
Always thought you would not leave
I miss love
Miss you
Love **** gu
Can linger like honey
Can be bloodthirsty like a halberd
You said wrong to pay affectionately to stay cold
I heard that Chunhua fell out of thought and became sick
I ca n’t turn it into words and sentences
Love can’t cut a trace of love
Maybe i still don’t understand what love is
When you first met, your eyes were like stars
How many nights have I remembered in my dreams
If time goes backwards
Qianfan has done everything he can
Maybe i can understand what is love
Love **** gu
When i miss the expectation in your eyes
Missing the sadness and joy of your world
I miss love
Missed myself
Love **** gu
When I splurge on your ability to love
Always thought you would not leave
I miss love
Miss you
Love **** gu
Can linger like honey
Can be bloodthirsty like a halberd
I love **** gu
I already know what love is
But where are you
It was a sad and heartbreaking song, different from Song Juhan’s previous style, but it sang the depth of affection that he could not reach before.
At the end of the song, the stadium was still quiet.
Song Juhan smiled lightly, adjusted the microphone, and said softly, “Is it good?”
Only the sparse sound of screaming sounds good, and most people are still in shock, because anyone who has followed Song Juhan’s big news will have infinite reverie on the song’s title.
Song Juhan lowered his head, remained silent for a few seconds, then raised his head, and his eyes shot firmly: “I am in love with someone.”
The audience was uproar.
“This song was written to him. Although he was not on the scene, I know someone will always tell him.”
Why stood rigidly, eyes fixed on TV.
“This year has been the biggest change in my life. I have experienced many things, good, bad, most of them are bad.” He smiled as he said.
Laughter came from the audience.
“The worst thing is that I have lost a very loved person, and I have not been awake until now.” Song Juhan leaned the guitar by the chair, and the person stood up. “I have done many wrong things, stupid things, thinking I think I’m a bastard, but I can’t change the past, but at least I can change the future. ”
Susu looked up at He’s why, and quietly held He’s hand with his little hand.
“I took a long break this year. Since I debuted, I haven’t had such a long free time, which allowed me to settle down and think. I sang songs for many years, for various purposes, for money, for prizes, For the sake of competition and for the public good, I sing too many purposes, so that I forget. At first, I sang, but I wanted to sing, I wanted others to listen, but I have n’t found it for a long time, I want to sing The desire to listen to others-look. ”
“Fortunately, I have found that person now. Every song of mine, I want him to listen to, and I want to share with him, as long as I can convey my song to the right person, 10,000 people, and one person. , What ’s the difference. ”
Song Juhan ignored the commotion in the audience, as if indulged in his own world, his eyes blanked but gentle: “In my life, there are three things that are most important, parents, music, and him, but I only let him down, only It hurts him. I feel that I should also taste the taste of love, but like he has, so … “He took a deep breath.” This concert today is my farewell concert. . ”
The audience was silent for half a second, and then, a scream of madness was set off, so as to break through the sky.
Song Juhan was silent for a while, waiting for the tide to pass before continuing: “From today on, I will say goodbye to the stage I love and turn to the background, I will only sing to him until he is willing to listen and until he is willing to forgive me .I’m sorry for you, but I have given too much time to the music and to you, and now I want to give it to him only, I hope everyone will understand my decision. ”
Crying and begging sounds came from the stadium, and the scene was chaotic.
Susu took a sip of air-conditioning and her eyes became red: “Brother …”
Why do you feel like you have been punched in the chest and your whole body is numb?
Song Juhan … What are you doing? What is he saying?
He no longer sings? !!
Even Song Juhan, who is arrogant like Song Juhan, seems to have nothing in his eyes, but everyone knows that what he regards as life is music.
He loves the stage, and loves everyone to be crazy for his singing. He can sleep and eat for writing songs, and sleeplessly for rehearsals. Such a person should turn to the background? !!
Why the phone rang, he recovered from the shock, but his thoughts could not be removed from the TV. The lens enlarged Song Juhan’s face, Song Juhan looked at the camera, and his deep eyes were melancholy and affectionate. Why do you think he is looking at himself, even if they are separated by more than ten kilometers.
Song Juhan stared at the camera for a moment, then bowed deeply to the audience, dropped a scream of a wolf, and left without hesitation.
Why is the cell phone still ringing? Susu took it for a look, sucked her nose and said, “Brother, Zhuang Jieyu, do you want to answer?”
Why turned around and rushed back to the room, and slammed the door.
Mad, all crazy, Song Juhan is crazy.
Song Juhan is to come out in front of people all over the country, and then immediately announced his withdrawal from the song industry. He did not dare to imagine how exciting the news will be tomorrow. He always knew that Song Juhan was a bold man, but he did not expect that he could make such a disregard Consequences.
Kill yourself in the future, say goodbye to your favorite stage, just for … he?
Such a huge crazy “fruit”, he did not want to do that “cause” at all!
Why think of what Song Juhan said, “I should also taste the taste of love, but not like he has tasted it.”
This is the purpose of Song Juhan? He thinks that this two people can be equal?
This selfish, savage bastard.
Susu knocked on the door anxiously outside, “Brother, brother are you okay?”
Why did he wipe his face hard and gradually calmed down. When he opened the door, he had returned to normal appearance. He took Su Su’s mobile phone: “I’m fine, it’s almost ten o’clock, you should sleep. ”
Su Su stayed like a wooden chicken, motionless.
“Eh? Go to bed.”
“Brother you … are you unresponsive? Brother Han confessed to you on TV.”
“Don’t talk nonsense, he just …”
“I’m just a kid, I’m not stupid!” Susu shouted, “He just confessed to you. The song is” Love Ho Gu “, the homophony is …”
“Okay.” Why she held her head down, she said, “That’s his business, it has nothing to do with us, now you go to sleep.”
“How can it be irrelevant!” Susu was crying anxiously.
Why frowned: “Go to sleep, don’t you listen to your brother?”
Susu opened his hand and turned away angrily.
Why turned and leaned against the wall, exhaling a long breath, the whole person was still trembling.
Love Ho Gu?
Asshole, Hu Lai …
