Drunk In Love (Years of Intoxication) - Chap 65
The two stared at each other for a few seconds.
Song Juhan’s dark eyes are like a bottomless pool of water, and the densely staggered eyelashes are like an angry net, binding something from the depths of his soul, making people breathless.
Why the eyelids blinked, and bowed his head unconsciously.
Song Juhan supported his chin, and wiped the tomato juice in his forehead with a large hand, like blood.
Why don’t you go over your face, Song Juhan wiped it from cheek to hair, and then to his neck. At last, his eyes became red, and he couldn’t help holding the reason into his arms. “Sorry.”
He was too much, so sorry for this person, that he had tons of apologies, and he didn’t know where to start.
Why did he gently push him away and whispered, “If they photograph Susu’s face …”
“They dare not post, including your photos.” Song Juhan quickly said.
“Brother Han, get in the car, let’s leave here first.” Komatsu stepped into the driver’s seat from the back seat and looked nervously, lest the reporters would follow.
Song Juhan got in the car, and after closing the door, the car was quiet as if he could hear each other’s heartbeat.
Why look at the time: “I have to take Susu to Shencheng.”
Song Juhan whispered softly: “I will arrange you to go tomorrow, avoid it today.”
Why nodded tiredly.
Song Juhan touched Su Su’s head and said softly, “Su Su, sorry, are you scared?”
Susu stared at her eyes and shook her head: “I’m not afraid of them.”
Komatsu said, “The fans are really neurotic. There are children who are throwing things, what the hell.”
Song Juhan was so upset that he couldn’t lift his head. He kept peeking at why, but he didn’t want to look at him, and kept his head down to scrub Susu’s hair.
Song Juhan opened his mouth several times, and finally swallowed it.
Silent all the way.
Xiaoxun went to a nearby hotel and led them into the suite. He said, “I’m going to buy clothes for you, brother. You can take a shower first.”
Why? “Susu, you take a bath.”
Susu glanced at the two of them, and entered the bathroom with a grudge.
There were only two people left in the room, so why looked in the mirror at his own embarrassment, he had not recovered from the panic surrounded by hundreds of people, and had no strength to be angry.
“… Why.” Song Juhan screamed carefully.
Why did you unbutton it, took off the wet sticky shirt, and threw it into the trash can, he turned his back to Song Juhan and said, “When you were doing that at a concert, did you not expect this to happen? ”
Song Juhan looked at He Guangguang-naked back and thin waist, tight throat, he swallowed, and then sank, “I thought, but if I do n’t do that, my dad will use more vicious By means of dealing with you, I will cut off the road once and make him unable to remedy, then he will die. ”
Why turn around and look at him: “Are things between your father and son need to involve others.”
Song Juhan was speechless.
Why did he pull out his mobile phone from his pocket and sent a text message to Sun Qing, saying that something was delayed, and he will return tomorrow. He knew his mother would see the news sooner or later, and it would be a while to hide.
“That song … is it good?” Song Juhan whispered.
Why is he stunned, his back can be seen clearly stiff. He paused: “I forgot.”
“you are lying.”
Why didn’t he even dare to turn around? He was afraid to see Song Juhan’s eyes. Those eyes, across a distance of more than ten kilometers, across the TV screen and thousands of people, conveyed the strongest affection.
Song Juhan walked over, holding his arms firmly behind his back, his cheeks clinging to his neck: “That song, every sentence I want to say to you, if you say you ca n’t believe me, I will back Behind the scenes, so that there will not be so many people around me, I will write songs quietly at home, as long as you stay with me, I will only sing to you. ”
Why is the heart shaking, and Song Juhan’s voice is so sweet that his bones are numb.
He really couldn’t imagine how Song Juhan would do that. Song Juhan is a person who is careless about everything except music, but he gave up the stage for himself.
Until then, why did he believe that Song Juhan really liked him. A miracle he had been praying for during the humble, sore seven years, has now really appeared.
He couldn’t help but be shocked.
However, he used to think that he would weep at the moment he saw the miracle, but what was emerging in his heart was only indescribable sadness and irony.
After he saw all the badness and all the injuries of Song Juhan, can they go back? He had been tortured with anger and tiredness. Before he changed it, he couldn’t believe that one day when he faced Song Juhan, he could not feel joy, only anger, helplessness and pain.
They have run out so far, can they go back?
Behind the scenes, Song Juhan is still Song Juhan who has wealth, beauty and status. What does he want, or come with a wave of his hand, can this guarantee that he will not have two minds? Does this guarantee that he will no longer be confused?
Who will guarantee him a lifetime.
Why is he scared now? He is afraid that he will be stunned by Song Juhan again. If he repeats the mistakes, one day he may fall harder and heavier than he is now, and he will probably not get up. After all, Song Juhan gave him too many things that he didn’t dare to demand. After having these things, can he afford to lose?
Song Juhan hugged his apparently stiff body tightly and said dumbly, “You say something, say something.”
Why are your eyes empty? “You are always so willful, regardless of the consequences, because you are not afraid of anything, but I …”
“Who says I’m not afraid!” Song Juhan said anxiously, “I’m afraid you don’t want me.”
Why did he break away from his embrace, finally summoning the courage to look directly at him: “That song, it sounds good.”
Song Juhan was happy.
“But I’m not the reason why you can move a song.”
Song Juhan’s expression collapsed almost instantly.
“I used to have such a reason. Seven years ago, you sang a song to me that day. I was so touched that you bleed my blood. I was so distressed that I didn’t say anything.” With a smile, “I’m as fascinated as you are drunk, and it’s seven years to get drunk.”
“But I woke up with alcohol and found that you were not so good, at least not worth me being so cheap and so stupid, to take myself in for a lifetime.” Why the eyes are quiet like water, but under the still water, there is a surging undercurrent. “After I woke up, I saw you, me, and us more clearly. I made a clear decision from you. I think this is the best for me. As for you, I used to think about you before, but now I want to think about myself only. You sing that song to me, I was a little touched, but that’s it, I won’t take your decision to leave the stage or anything after that. Be responsible for.”
“I didn’t …” Song Juhan was trembling with breath, his voice choked, “I didn’t make you take any responsibility, I chose it myself, I chose you, whether you forgive me or not, I don’t regret it, If you feel like you ca n’t believe me for a year and a half, I will always be there for you, and I will accompany you for a lifetime. I have only loved you, one is enough, and one has made me want to die. Why, I just I want to tell you, I am willing to do anything for you, I can give up the stage for you, I can turn my face for you and my dad, I can come out for you, I tell the world that the person I love is you, can’t you Believe that I will be single-minded for you! ”
Why do you feel a little difficult to breathe? Song Juhan’s words seemed to cry like blood, and he bowed his head as he was overwhelmed. He knew he was shaken. From the moment he resolved to leave Song Juhan, no matter how much Song Juhan did, good or bad Yes, he never wavered, but at this moment, he knew he was shaken.
Has Song Juhan changed? Could he change? Isn’t Song Juhan who said that he wouldn’t hurt him, force him, and treat him well, but blocked him in the hotel and humiliated him and threatened him with his mother? !!
Song Juhan is a bastard. He knew seven years ago. Will such a person change?
How could he be shaken for such a person? !!
He pushed Song Juhan away: “Enough, let me stay for a while.”
“Why …”
“Get out!” He shouted uncontrollably.
Song Juhan’s eyes filled with pain, but in the end he said nothing and left the room silently.
Why do I feel my legs soft, and slowly sat on the bed, my heart was chaotic.
After a while, Susu finished washing, and he couldn’t wait to shut himself in the bathroom, flushing the unpleasant and embarrassing smell on his body.
These are also given by Song Juhan.
Song Juhan said he loved him, but often brought him pain, embarrassment and shame.
After coming out of the bath, Komatsu had already brought his clothes. Why put on clean clothes and retracted into the quilt. I felt that the pores on his body had finally stretched out. He finally relieved himself from the nightmare at the airport just because of him. The entanglement with Song Juhan involved Su Su, which made him particularly angry.
Susu seemed to be able to read what he was thinking and looked at him without blinking: “Brother, I’m fine, I’m not afraid.”
Why did she touch her head: “You are so powerful, much stronger than when I was a kid.”
“really?”
“Really.”
Su Su said angrily: “Those people are so disgusting, they will be revenge sooner or later.”
“Don’t think about those people, they are not worth remembering.” Why touch her head, “Sleep, sleep, I will take you home tomorrow.”
Susu closed her eyes obediently, so why looked at her young face and looked at it, her sight lost her focus, and Song Juhan’s face appeared again in front of her eyes
