Drunk In Love (Years of Intoxication) - Chap 72
Gu Qingpei frowned and looked at why: “A problem? Song Juhan?”
Why the throat rolled and said calmly, “What’s wrong?”
The man glanced at Gu Qingpei, apparently reluctant to say, “Go back and know.”
“I’m on vacation.” He pursed his lips, “Don’t bother me if there’s nothing important, yes, you Song should also wish me to go as far as possible.”
The man’s face sank: “Mr. He, Song always asks you to return home immediately, if you don’t cooperate …”
“I don’t cooperate, do you want to tie me back?” Why pressed down the uneasy in his heart, and said with a stern vigor, “Song He let me go, let me go back, what is he Something, if he asks me now, let him, personally, call me. “Why pushed him away and pulled Gu Qingpei into the hotel.
Back in the room, why was it a bit unsupportable, and shivered, “Give me my phone.”
Gu Qingpei put his hands in his pockets and looked at him leisurely: “You were so aggressive and handsome.”
Why smile a bitterly: “General Manager Gu, give me your phone.”
Gu Qingpei took out his mobile phone from his pocket and threw it to him: “What else does Song Juhan do?”
“He’s injured.” Why did his hand tremble a little and pressed the power button firmly.
“Injured?” Gu Qingpei said strangely. “How was the injury, was it serious?”
“No light.” Why stared at the screen of the phone, but waited for a long time, nothing.
In the past few days when he shut down, there was no news from Song Juhan.
This made him feel extremely uneasy, because it did not conform to Song Juhan’s usual style. He gritted his teeth and called back Song Juhan’s phone, but the phone was turned off.
Is it … Is Song Juhan’s injury really worse? Otherwise, why would Song He want him to return to China and sent an assistant to come to him?
Why did you pat the forehead hard, the expression was a bit distorted.
Gu Qingpei looked at him worriedly, but could only be silent.
Why is it anxious and annoyed, holding on to the mobile phone and striding out, passing Gu Qingpei’s side, throwing out a sentence “I’ll go out”.
What kind of anger and earning face did he have with an assistant just now, why didn’t he ask things clearly, no matter how Song He wasn’t a thing, he wouldn’t make fun of his son!
He had just walked to the lobby, and the cell phone rang. He was nervous and looked at it. It was a strange number. He hurried to it. The other end of the phone was silent for two seconds, and the sound of Song He came. Tired: “Why do you appear in front of me today, or you won’t have a good day in the future!”
Why not bother to ignore his threat: “What happened to Song Juhan.”
“You come back and see for yourself!” Song He gritted his teeth, “I can’t wait to kill you!”
Why do you want to ask anything? Song He has already hung up the phone. As soon as he looks up, the assistant is standing not far from him and staring at him.
Why take a deep breath and lowered my head.
Gu Qingpei chased out, “Why, what’s wrong?”
Why turn around and look at him: “General Manager Gu, I’m going back to China now, sorry, so hasty.”
Gu Qingpei had clearly guessed: “Go, you can come at any time when you are busy.”
“Thank you for the half-month’s hospitality.” Why is your head so confused that it’s about to explode.
“You’re welcome.” Gu Qingpei whispered in his ear with a smile, “If you really like it, go back and take him down, for fear.”
What are you afraid of?
Why are three words echoing in my head.
He has always been afraid. He used to be afraid of Song Juhan being crooked. Later he was afraid that Song Juhan would rise up. Now he is afraid that Song Juhan will change his heart one day. The humble, self-sufficient feelings of those seven years made him have no confidence in himself or Song Juhan Trust, he was afraid of too many things, but emotionally, he couldn’t be brave.
Gu Qingpei patted his back vigorously: “Go back.”
Why went back to the room to pack up simple luggage, followed the assistant to the airport, and the assistant took him to the plane. It turned out that the person was the manager responsible for the announcement in the Singapore company. It was indeed Song He’s assistant.
Back in Beijing, the sky was still bright. When he got off the plane, Song He’s people picked him up and took him straight to the villa in Xiangshan.
Why on the road can’t help but ask the driver, what happened to Song Juhan, but the driver did not know, his heart sank all the way.
When it arrived, it was already dark, and this area was all holiday villas, and no one would live there. So in that villa area, the only one that was lit was bound to be Song Juhan.
He recalled the weekend he and Song Juhan spent here last summer. It was a rare sweet and cheerful weekend. Song Juhan was occasionally gentle, just like charging, enough to support him to keep himself in the cold night. .
That time seems to have passed a long, long time.
He took the luggage from the driver and walked in.
Before his hand touched the door, the door was opened from the inside. Ssa’s beautiful but sloppy face appeared in his sight. Before he could say a word, ssa hugged him and choked, “You finally came back.”
“What’s wrong?” Vanessa’s eyes were red, and she was in a bad condition at first sight. Why did her body start to tremble, what happened to Song Juhan? He was already afraid to know the truth.
ssa pulled him in: “Would you like to see Juhan? He … he has refused treatment, refused to eat, and refused to sleep for many days.”
Why was there a buzz in my head? It took me a long time to let go of my luggage and hurried upstairs.
What is Song Juhan doing? !! What else does he want to do!
He pushed open the door of Song Juhan’s room. Song Juhan was sitting by the bed, turned his head to look out the window, heard the sound, and didn’t turn his head back, but said calmly, “I saw you by the window.”
The sound was low and weak, without the lazy magnetism of the past, but rather low and dumb as if scratching sandpaper.
Why sternly: “What are you doing blindly ?! Do you want your arms to be useless!”
“It’s not broken, nervous.” Song Juhan raised his chin, tilted his neck backwards, and fluttered his hair in a mess.
Why clearly saw his raised collarbone and thin cheeks, Song Juhan lost a lot of weight.
“Do you still want to play musical instruments? Are you doing rehabilitation? What’s the matter if you don’t eat or sleep.”
Song Juhan chuckled, turned his face and looked at why, his eyes were red: “Why do you pretend to care about me so much, do you care?”
“What the **** are you doing!” Why look at the food on the table that has cooled down, “eat the food.”
“It’s my mother, please come back to see me. You, this person, are very tolerant of others, but hate me the most.” Song Juhan chuckled and smiled, as if he had no strength, violently Taking a breath, holding five fingers against the quilt, the back of the hand was violently cramped.
Why do you think Song Juhan is so abnormal? Is it because I haven’t returned information for a few days?
Why did you take a bowl of porridge and went to Song Juhan and said sternly, “Hurry up and eat for me!”
Song Juhan raised his head, his eyes were blue and dark, and he didn’t rest normally when he saw it. The whole person was sickly pale, and said slowly, “Not hungry.”
Why did he pinch his chin: “Song Juhan, what’s wrong with you!”
Song Juhan overturned the bowl in his hand, and panted hard: “Let’s go, lest I entangle you, and you’re scared to run abroad.” He said, whispering again When I got up, there was a cry in the laughter, “Did I make you so annoying, you want to hide from me all over the world? It’s my willingness to save you, my **** didn’t want to take this to beat you, I dare not reluctantly You’re a little bit, why … why I just want to stay with you, you can’t stand it? ”
Why did you see Song Juhan’s tears start to fall down, and it felt like a heartache. His mind was blank, and he felt like he was doing something very bad, only to make this person so sad, but what did he do? Why, after so many years, Song Juhan almost shattered his heart, but now he was wronged?
Song Juhan pushed him away fiercely, laughing and crying: “Let ’s go, why, go, if I have strength, I might tie you up again, so I ca n’t eat, as long as I have strength, I will Make a mess, go, where you can’t see you, can’t touch you, and can’t bother you, as long as you’re happy, don’t **** come back and care about me. ”
Why did he hold back his tears, his clenched fist wanted to look like Song Juhan’s face, but he felt that Song Juhan was so weak that he was blown by the wind, and finally the fist changed into a slap: “You **** think you Isn’t it a mess, don’t you think you’re going to hit me now! ”
Song Juhan shook his head, his face as if ashes: “I’m giving you what you’ve always wanted, you see, I’m not pestering you right now. You should expect me to starve to death, so no one will pester you again. ”
“Put your mother’s fart! I’m just going abroad for a vacation. Are you going to die or live!”
“Holiday?” Song Ju smiled coldly, “Do you think I don’t know if you’re looking for Gu Qingpei, you even want to work abroad to hide from me?”
“Who said that I was going to work abroad? Who?” There was a person flashing in his head, “Song He? Did Song He say it ?!”
Song Ju looked at him chillingly: “You … are you really going on vacation?”
“Of course I’m going on vacation!”
“Then why don’t you return my message, why did you shut down ?!” Song Juhan didn’t dare to recall that he was waiting for even a word of response while watching the phone every day, but he finally lost his mood. Just when he was injured, why was he a little gentler to him, so that when he saw a glimmer of hope, why did he use indifference and avoidance to give him the heaviest and heaviest blow, which broke him apart.
“I’m willing!” Why shouted, “I’m confused, I want to be quiet for a few days, are you stupid, can you believe what Song He said!”
“You don’t come to see me at all, you don’t get a message, and you shut down when you go out …” Song Juhan’s expression was a little bit stern, with a crack in his heart, “What do you make me think, you don’t just hide me.”
Why did he close his eyes, he didn’t dare to look at Song Juhan’s eyes again, and he rubbed his forehead anxiously: “I … I just have a brain disorder. I just went on vacation and didn’t plan to work there.”
Song Juhan was silent for a while: “It was my mother who made you say that, and my dad finally told me that you are not going to work, you are just going on vacation, you are lying to me.”
“What did I lie to you? Only Song Juhan lied to me in this life, and I didn’t lie to you.” Why waved his fist in anger, “Not rare!”
Song Juhan stared straight at him, his lips shaking, “Will you … stay in Beijing?”
“Maybe, maybe she will go to Shencheng.” Why Shen said, “But I will not hide from you anymore.”
Song Juhan was silent for a moment, chuckled, and leaned back in his chair, chuckling: “You are just on vacation, just on vacation.” He wiped off the liquid in the corner of his eye, but rubbed more and more, and finally wept.
Why can’t stand it? He rubbed Song Juhan’s soft curly hair and said softly, “Enough, don’t cry, don’t lose it.”
Song Juhan slowly hugged his waist, the iron wall that was usually strong, and it was so soft at this moment, but he still tried his best to hold it, just like holding a life-saving straw, and said dumbly, “I am very Scared, really … scared. ”
Why took a deep breath, and my eyes were still narrow. Why didn’t he find out before that Song Juhan was so capable?
“Don’t leave me, why don’t you leave me.” Song Juhan’s voice was heartbreaking. “I seem to be enchanted … I miss you all the time, don’t leave me …”
Why do you feel that something in your body shatters in response to the sound of dust and mud, and melts into the earth? It is probably that he blocked his own cage.
Take it if you like it, fear something.
Such a simple truth, he dare not look straight.
He was so afraid of things that he would rather choose to take precautions against each other and isolate all hope, rather than give himself a slight chance. He endured the pain of breaking his liver and heart, and struck the little budding hope with his own hands, just because he was afraid of the fear of suffering, and he would not be able to bear it again.
But what’s the big deal? In this life, a man is overwhelming, but it is just a death. He used to be willing to exchange everything for Song Juhan’s likes. Now Song Juhan likes him. Why didn’t he dare to take everything and gamble.
If he wins, he wins. If he loses, he loses … If he loses, he loses. Still, that ’s the word, it ’s just death. Song Juhan once said that he could not afford to play. At that time he was not convinced. Now he is not convinced. He can afford to play, and he gave up his life. He intends to accompany Song Juhan to play and play the biggest one. The chips are pushed in at once, into all the happiness and joy of his life, into his life.
So why listen to his own roar from the back of the soul, the exhausted roar came to the lips, but it was just an indifferent sentence: “OK, I won’t leave.”
Even the five words that were so understated have overdrawn the strength of the whole body, and penetrated Song Juhan’s heart in an instant.
Song Ju coldly looked up: “What are you talking about?”
Why do you look down at him with a complicated look? “I won’t leave.”
Song Juhan’s eyes widened.
For a long time, he has done everything, and ca n’t change the promise, even if it is to lie to him, as to why he said, never lie to him, because the promise is worth more than ten million dollars. Once established, never Objection.
“You said … you said you would not leave me.” Song Juhan tightened his waist, “you said that he would not leave me.”
Why nodded gently.
Song Juhan stood up fiercely, and did not know where the strength came from. He clenched his shoulders tightly: “What does this mean? Why do you say it clearly?”
Why is his body turned over the river, but his face is as quiet as a lake: “That’s what you think. The reason why I go on vacation is to give myself a quiet environment and think hard. Now that I have finished thinking, I will give you Answered. ”
Song Juhan was trembling even with his breathing. He smiled and panicked: “Why am I hallucinating?”
“No.” Why forced myself to remain calm, “I give you a chance, we start again, we re-know each other, re-contact, and then maybe we can re-establish the relationship. Song Juhan, let me see you this time A little sincerity, let me see what kind of person you are, and see if you are worthy of my trust. ”
Song Juhan was so ecstatic that he hugged it for a moment, and was so overwhelmed: “Why, why, why!”
After speaking these words, why did I feel the stagnation in the chest cavity disappeared. During the half-month in Singapore, everything about Song Juhan that tortured him repeatedly and entangled him has made him stale and sleepless all night. The time spent with Song Juhan for more than a year seems to be longer than the past twenty-nine years. He turned away the thick fog and opened the blossoming knots. Finally, the one who loved Song Juhan appeared in front of him. The heart, the heart that was wrapped in his wounds of hurt, inferiority, resentment, and rationality, hidden in the deepest part of the soul, still faint but persistent in the most difficult day and night.
He didn’t know how much energy there was to love a person. When he thought he had consumed all of it, he found that it might be an endless stream of water. When it was nourished, it was like the torrential sea, when it was suffering. Trickle, but never dried up, the strongest desire for life, never dried up.
Song Juhan was mad as he held his arms and refused to give up, and finally fell asleep in his arms because of severe physical overdraft.
Why look at the tears on Song Juhan’s face, revealing a bitter smile.
To love someone is to rob.
