Drunk In Love (Years of Intoxication) - Chap 73
After Song Juhan fell asleep, why did he gently walk into the bathroom, facing his sink. A pale, bewildered face with dry tears in the corners of his eyes was reflected in the mirror.
That face gradually overlapped with his younger self. He seemed to be able to see his past confusion and uneasiness through the mirror. For seven years, he thought he had gone a long, long distance, and finally found that he was only surrounded. A person draws a circle.
It’s ironic that he is a man who can’t even say a word of love, but is trapped in love all his life.
He even felt like he had died once.
He washed his face, tried to adjust his mood, and then went out.
Song He and Vanessa are waiting for him downstairs. They are sitting on the two ends of the sofa, and they can touch each other with their arms stretched, but the distance seems very far.
Hair couples, but that’s it.
The weakest and most unsecured thing in the world is emotions. There are thousands of bony roads, and some people are afraid of death and long for it.
Hearing the footsteps, the two looked up at the same time, watching why they went downstairs step by step.
ssa asked softly, “Did he eat?”
Why shook his head: “Asleep, he will eat when he wakes up.”
Ssa breathed a sigh of relief, clasped her hands on her lips, and said a bunch of German prayers.
Song He’s nose agitated, staring coldly at why.
Why sat opposite Song He and looked straight at him calmly: “I’m not coming back this time because you threatened two sentences, but for Song Juhan, you don’t have to stare at me. If it wasn’t for you to lie to him that I would not return to Singapore He won’t make it like this. How old is your son’s psychological age?
Song Juhan’s exquisite treatment of outsiders and his unreasonable treatment of his own people are the two extremes of the watershed in his character. Song Juhan has always been like a precocious child, looks mature, and has not grown up well, always likes to be outside After doing the show, I earn enough face, and then I leave the bad nature to the closest ones.
Song He narrowed his eyes: “Dare you teach me?”
Why sneer: “I have no obligation to educate you.” In the face of vanessa, it is more inconvenient to say, “From now on, I try not to appear in front of you, and you try not to appear in front of me, I will never forgive you for taking advantage of what I do. We are invisible and everyone is comfortable. ”
Song He looked sullen, and said something ssa drank, “Song He, we just discussed it.”
Song He gritted his teeth, stood up, straightened his tie, and pointed at the reason: “I have such a son in the Song family, so please do it for yourself.” He finished and fell away.
Ssa sighed: “Why are you talking?”
Why are you silent for a while and say as flatly as possible: “Vanessa, I decided to try again with him.”
There was a hint of surprise and joy in ssa’s eyes: “Really, really?” Immediately, worry appeared on her face again, “You only tortured yourself like this …”
Why nodded and shook his head: “Not only, I really ca n’t watch him go on like this, especially he is not hurt. But I have also thought a lot during this time, between us, it ’s probably true of evil Something has always been involved. If you want to break it, you can’t break it cleanly. It’s better to toss each other. ”
ssa couldn’t help but smile, Qiu Shui’s eyes blinked, “It’s great, he has learned a lot of lessons, and I believe he will cherish this time.”
Why laugh a bitterly without talking. Will Song Juhan cherish it? Not until the last minute, there will be no answer, just thinking about the short life, even when death is not sure, why bother to think about when a person will change his heart.
Take it if you like it, then do your best and listen to destiny.
ssa gently covered her heart, even with such dramatic movements, she was so graceful, she seemed so happy that she didn’t know what to do: “If you are not busy these days, stay here, okay?”
Why nodded: “You work hard these days.”
ssa smiled: “There is no way, I did not teach him well, I should bear the consequences.”
Why hesitated: “So Songhe …”
“You don’t need to ignore him. I’ll talk to him. In any case, he cares about Juhan.”
Why do you think that Song He really cares about Song Juhan, but the selfishness of the father and son is almost the same.
Why sit on the bed and quietly look at Song Juhan’s face in his sleep. The thin and narrow cheeks were slightly sunken at this time, looking very sloppy. Lying on the bed, the body sinking into the bed, just like a disease Heavy people.
Why do you think Song Juhan will make such a noise again, his heart will not stand it.
Suddenly, Song Juhan’s eyelashes fluttered.
What a surprise, grabbed the book at hand, turned a page casually, stared at the book, but Yu Guang was looking at the bed.
Song Juhan slowly opened his eyes. It took only two seconds from the misty to the sober, and then he shouted instinctively, “Why …”
Why put down the book: “You are awake.”
Song Juhan turned his head to look at him, reached out and grabbed his arm, his eyes lit up: “You are really there.”
“Of course I am,” he said, “are you hungry?”
Song Juhan stared straight at why, with a desire to swallow him into his stomach, he shivered and said, “I thought I dreamed.”
“You’re hungry again, you really want to hallucinate. Eat something.”
Song Juhan nodded.
Why did you get up to get food, Song Juhan didn’t let go: “Don’t leave.”
“I’ll get you food.”
Song Juhan looked at him calmly: “When are you coming back?”
“Ten seconds.” Why point to the table? “On the table.”
Song Juhan tried his best to lift his neck and glanced at the insulation cover on the table before releasing his hand.
Why did you open the insulation cover, and the food was still hot, he brought the tray to the bedside, and raised Song Juhan up, “Hurry and eat something.”
Song Juhan smiled weakly: “You feed me.” He just grabbed it for a moment, exhausting his last strength.
Why stir the porridge with a spoon, scoop up a spoon, and brought it to his mouth.
Song Juhan was so happy that he opened his mouth and ate.
“You haven’t eaten for so many days, you can only drink porridge first, otherwise your stomach will respond.”
Song Juhan doesn’t care what to eat, he now has nothing in his eyes and brain, chewing like a robot.
Why can’t he look a bit unbearable, put down the spoon, and said helplessly: “Can you eat well.”
“Why am I not eating well.” Song Juhan opened his mouth “ah”.
Why did he scoop up a large spoon and stuffed it into his mouth.
After eating a large bowl of porridge, Song Juhan apparently seemed a little more energetic. He held the hand of He Qin and stared at the question for a while, occasionally raising a smile.
“You’re enough, don’t watch, panic.” Why give him the medicine and boiling water, “Take the medicine, and ask the doctor to give you a nutrient solution.”
“Don’t call me, I don’t want to see anyone now.” Song Juhan held his arm, “You can stay with me.”
“Don’t make a noise, you are very weak now, and the injury on your arm needs to be reviewed.”
“I really don’t want to see anyone.” Song Juhan gazed at why, “Would you stay with me?”
“No, you need to see a doctor now.” Why did you pull your hand back and said slightly seriously, “Can you be obedient at this time.”
Song Juhan immediately sat up straight: “Yes, not only this time, but also obedient.”
Why cry and laugh.
He called and called the doctor. The doctor and nurse checked Song Juhan. After the infusion of ssa, he saw that his son had finally come alive. He severely reprimanded him. Despite his weakness, Song Juhan continued to listen with a smile .
Song Juhan was in good physical condition, and within a few days he recovered his spirit and was able to walk and jump. The wound on the head removed the thread, but his arm was still cast, and it was inconvenient to move, but at this time he seemed to be able to stretch his leg, and the leg could follow.
Since that day, Song He has not appeared again. Vanessa has stayed to take care of them. Occasionally, she cooks a few Western dishes in person, but the taste is uneven.
Why read the book, feed the fish, and accompany Song Juhan every day? He seemed to be unable to get along with Song Juhan in a harmonious way. He always felt that there was something between them. Song Juhan also found out that the more he wanted to get closer, the more bland he became, which made him always feel depressed.
In the evening, why did I receive a **** call? His mother said with mixed feelings that Qin Qing had been investigated. The good news was that the bribes of the Li family had been turned out a few years ago. The worry was that the shares in her hands would shrink. . But after being abducted for any reason, she did want to drive a lot. Why did she persuade so many times in the past that it didn’t work. Instead, it was the madness of the Li family’s father and son that made her really understand the weight of money.
Why do they also advise: “This is a good thing, if they have been free, we will always be nervous.”
“Yeah.” Sun Qing sighed. “I figured it out. Nothing compares with our family.” She paused. “You say that, is Song He behind?”
“It’s possible that things could be written a few years ago. Willing to do the work, and having the ability to do so, probably only Songhe.”
Sun Qing said with some emotion, “I didn’t expect to finally take the power of these two fathers and sons, and I don’t know if I should be happy or sad.”
“Anyway, this matter is good for us. Even if the investment company takes advantage of the price, you should sell it.”
“Well, that’s what I think. For the same price, I just sell it to others, and it won’t be cheap for the Lee family.”
“Yes, how are Susu these days?”
“It’s okay. She is more sensible than you think. She doesn’t like the Li family. For so many years, apart from Li Chengxing, which Li family has put her in her eyes. As for her father, I believe she can finally understand.”
“That’s good.” Why are you most worried about Su Su, but some hurts are unavoidable.
When I hung up the phone, I turned back and was shocked. Song Juhan looked at him not far away. He calmed down, “Don’t you take a bath?”
Song Juhan shook the plaster on his hand. “The nurse has something at home. Let’s go first. I can’t wash it by myself.”
Why frown, and politely break through him: “Do you want me to wash you?”
Song Juhan chuckled his lips and coquettishly said, “Will you wash me?”
“Don’t wash it today and it won’t be dirty.” Why turn around and leave.
As soon as Song Juhan stretched his arms, he grabbed his waist, and said his lips against his ears, “But I want you to wash me.”
Why is his body stiff and want to push him away.
Although Song Juhan could only move with his right hand, his strength was too scary. He was as imprisoned as the iron pliers. Some aggrieved and said, “Why are you always hiding from me.”
Why look up at him: “We meet 24 hours a day, why am I hiding from you?”
Song Juhan gazed at him for two seconds, suddenly lowered his head to cover his lips, and sucked hard.
Why did the heart suddenly beat like a drum, and stiffly and passively accepted the kiss, his heart surged, but he couldn’t respond.
The four warm lips slowly separated, and Song Juhan said softly, “You are just hiding from me.”
Why frown: “I’ve taken off and slept with you right away, so I’m not hiding from you?”
Song Juhan loosened his arm and said with some frustration: “I didn’t mean that, but … forget it, I know you have a knot, let’s take it slowly, how long will I be willing to wait for you, wait for you …” Song Juhan stared Why eyes, firm and gentle eyes, “really accept me.”
Why did his eyes flicker and he said nothing in the end.
What is not acceptable, he is not a woman, and **** is not ashamed to him. If it is a wishful thinking, it is even more unlikely that he will be taken advantage. He is just afraid that Song Juhan will know his deep desires. He felt a little shameful.
He never thought he was so addicted, but like most men, he really likes to do–love, and the section of Zhou Heyi is of course beautiful, but he still doesn’t feel enough, this world The person who is most familiar with his body and who can bring him the highest sense of pleasure is right in front of him, leaving aside everything, the lower half of the man is very honest.
But Song Juhan’s injury was not good, he was not so hungry. As for the impediment that he couldn’t overcome, since he has decided to come back with Song Juhan, it should not be a problem, at least it is a problem that he has to solve by himself.
Song Juhan seemed to feel some reason why, and kissed his hair gently: “I have a request, you must promise me.”
“Huh? What?”
“What do you have in mind, what do you want from me, what are you dissatisfied with, what are you happy with, what you want, what you do n’t want, you must, and you must tell me.” Song Juhan said seriously, “how much between us You should be clear in your heart about communication errors. You always like to keep everything in your heart. I do n’t know what I did wrong. If you do something wrong, you will scold me or hit me, as long as you do n’t I’m willing to change, just don’t not tell me, and then accumulate to a certain degree, calculate the ledger with me, I’m really afraid of you. ”
Why do you know that you have this problem? He is so by nature, disdainful to complain, unwilling to argue, and not good at explaining. He thinks that what a man can solve by himself digests it. As a result, many of the things that he endured for a while were buried in the bottom of the heart, deeper and heavier. When the last burst, the power was hard to even imagine. He used a temporary “greatness” to constantly lower his own bottom line. As a result, the bottom line did not lose its toughness, but instead bottomed out and rebounded, hurting himself and hurting others.
Why nodded: “You’re right, we should communicate in a timely manner.”
Song Ju Hansong breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, couldn’t help but kissed his face for two reasons, and then turned back to the original topic: “Then would you help me take a bath, OK? You see, what I think, I will say it honestly. ”
“You’re shameless,” he said coldly.
“I’m just shameless to you.” Song Ju hugged in a cold and cramped manner, and smiled softly.
