Fall In Love If You Want To Ascend - Chap 134
Chapter 134
In order to show that he is young and strong, and his body is strong and strong, Shen Qing’s string is full of strength, and he is not soft. He vows to take the lead to swim to the island and win the game.
He was so excited, and he was very interested in seeing it. On the last day, the two had a good swim.
But this thought is gone after Shen Qingxian took off his clothes.
What kind of swimming, what kind of competition, what to lose and win, can not remember.
In front of him, there is only a beautiful body that is touched by the sun, white, delicate, beautiful lines… so unique.
Shen Qingxian is warming up and urges him: “Come on!”
Gu Jianshen did not know how he had moved his eyes. He didn’t know if he had an active wrist. Just when he was in the water, the cold sea water changed his mind and let him swim forward quickly.
He didn’t want to win, but he didn’t dare to fall behind.
As soon as I thought of the front of Shen Qingxian, when I thought of his body, when I thought of him close at hand, the crazy heat would sweep the whole body, and even the soul would be hot.
He struggled to swim, but he had to fight for the first place. Shen Qingxian was not willing to admit defeat. He chased him very tightly, even surpassed him when he was slightly tired…
When the two went hand in hand, Shen Qingxian looked at him and smiled at him.
The bright sunshine, the wet black hair, the splash of water make everything have a fairy-tale beauty.
I don’t know anything about this moment.
He stared blankly, immersed in the fantasy of nothingness.
He watched him leave, watching him go, but he stopped and the sea went into the nose. He couldn’t remember to struggle.
The consciousness is gradually blurred, and this moment of pain and entanglement is gone. There is only a strange expectation, expecting all the end, and expecting everything to begin.
Shen Qingxian was very happy to swim, and he was very happy to see him behind him.
Thirty years old, even if he is still young in the world, how old?
It’s a childish little boy!
Shen Qingxian thought about it and swam faster until he noticed something different…
Haven’t caught up yet? Is it too far away? It is reasonable to say that you are deeply physique, shouldn’t you be so different from him?
Shen Qingxian turned back, and the quiet sea behind him made his heart cool.
See you deep?
He spread the perception to the maximum and found the drowning teenager.
Shen Qingxian only felt the blood back, and thought about it and swam back, and quickly saved people.
This fool! You can swim in a swim? What are you doing?
Shen Qingxian was angry and distressed, and quickly took people to the shore and did first aid measures.
I never thought that the first kiss of the world is like this…
However, Shen Qingxian couldn’t think too much, just trying to give him artificial respiration, I hope he wakes up soon.
Not long after, the deep-seated consciousness returned, and he felt the softness and sweetness on his lips. When he opened his eyes, he looked at Shen Qingxian.
In an instant, the whole body nerves exploded, and the deepest motion did not move, as if the soul was out of the shell.
Shen Qingxian saw him blinking, relieved, but then fired the road: “If you can’t stop, it’s so important to lose and win!”
Gu Jianshen: “…”
Shen Qingxian tightened his eyebrows, and all of them were distressed: “Don’t make fun of yourself, you scared me.”
After he said that he was holding him hard, through the trembled arm, he saw his fear and fear.
After a long time, I looked deep and coveted, dumb and said: “I’m sorry.”
– Sorry, it makes you sad; Sorry, you care about it is such a heartbreaking person.
Shen Qingxian’s distressed mess, and he is willing to say more, just set him up and guard him.
Because of this small accident, they delayed the return time.
Although there are a bunch of things piled up on the desk, but Shen Qingxian does not care, he carefully took care of the deep, only hope that this drowning did not cause him a shadow.
But the more he cares, the more he is uneasy.
The better he is to him, the deeper he is, the more it is, the pain of being baked on the moral fire frame is really painful.
All he can do is not to look at Shen Qingxian, ignore him, try to alienate him, but physically far away from the desire to increase his spirit, which only aggravates his thoughts when he dreams back at midnight.
Miss, the thoughts of the bones.
It seems that every nerve in the body is screaming at his name.
Closing his eyes is his beautiful body, his smile in the sun, his soft lips…
Can’t think, these can’t be thought of, and they can only look at the big eyes, and they will live in the long night after another.
After returning to X City, Shen Qingxian was busy for a while, which gave me a chance to take a deep breath, but it also made him even more uncomfortable.
Every day in the old house, the only thing that can ease the spirit is at the shooting range.
When the child pops up, when shooting through the bull’s eye, he sees a deep morbidity.
It seems that the bullseye is his dirty heart, and the moment of being hit by bullets, the pain is coming to an end.
He can’t wait to stay here forever, and he dreams of stealing a gun and letting the imagination become a reality, not a temporary relief.
No… He will be sad, sad, and desperate.
How can I make him sad? Gu sees that he would rather endure the night of the fire of hell, and he does not want to see him suffering.
That’s it, at least he is his life in his life, his close relatives, the only one he can’t give up and can’t get close to.
Shen Qingxian was busy for a few days, and finally gotten empty. He called Gu Jianshen: “Is it out at noon?”
Gu Jian said, “I went out with my classmates.”
Shen Qingxian disappointed: “This way.”
Gu Jian listened to his voice and forced himself to calm down: absolutely can’t be soft, what do you eat with him? Increased torture.
Shen Qingxian said again: “Let’s come back early that night, we will eat at home.”
Gu Jianshen said: “You don’t wait for me, we may go to sing.”
Shen Qingxian is even more disappointed: “Is it going to be late?”
Gu Shen Shen said: “Yeah.”
Shen Qingxian had to answer: “Tell me again.” He still has something to do tomorrow, and he has no time to eat with him.
Gu Jian’s hand holding the phone is extremely hard, and the raised knuckles are like his uncontrollable heart, a hopeless pale.
Where is he about? But it is about to get together.
He was also very easy to get along with, and he sent a WeChat in the class group, and he screamed at it. Everyone was very busy and got to the door. It was very late.
Shen Qingxian still went home early, looking at the empty room, could not help but grin.
He left the family and left his “old father” at home!
He was too lazy to eat, and he was watching TV on the sofa.
After watching another episode in one episode, even watching six episodes, one case is over, and his family has not yet returned!
Shen Qingxian look at the clock, it is already nine o’clock, when is it going to be crazy?
He is a little angry, but he has to endure it.
The adolescent little boy, when it is the most unconscious, he wants to be an enlightened father, to give him free space.
Shen Qingxian resisted the urge to make a phone call and continued to wait.
This has actually left him to sleep.
After returning from the island, Shen Qingxian was busy all day and night. He slept for an hour in total, and even Superman should be tired.
So he fell asleep, sleeping on the sofa listening to the sound on the TV, falling asleep.
In order to avoid Shen Qingxian, Gu Jianshen came back very late, but it was so late, and he still saw him.
In the large sofa, the man slept on it.
Scattered black hair, beautiful side, loose pajamas can’t cover the beautiful body, and the straight long legs, as well as the smooth ankles that fall outside…
The desire to see the deep accumulation of a few days finally broke out and became a terrible beast.
He was in a hot, low pressure calling him.
Shen Qingxian slept very deeply, and did not move.
The ghost made the difference, like being tempted, and the deep hand touched his cheek.
It’s even softer than you think, more fascinating than you think, just as the magnets meet iron, the huge gravitational force binds them tightly together, and there is no possibility of separation.
The deep-eyed brain was empty, and he could no longer control the wild beasts in his heart. He bowed his head and shook his lips to the ultimate lips.
I only touched it for a moment, and only then, he was like being burnt to the general, violently got up and strode back to the house.
The door was closed, and he was leaning against the door, slid on the floor, and his hands stunned his hair.
As soon as he left, Shen Qing’s string opened his eyes.
He is asleep, but the days of drinking blood on the tip of his knife for so many years have long made his perceptions to the limit.
When he saw Shen Jin entering the house, he woke up, but he was a little angry and he did not want to see him.
When he called him, he called his name. At that moment, Shen Qing’s heart tickles, and he deliberately did not hear it.
Who knows this guy actually kissed him!
Although I only touched it lightly, it couldn’t be lighter, but it was definitely a kiss!
How… what happened… Shen Qingxian really can’t believe it.
After Shen Qingxian stayed for a while, she got up and went to the study room. He opened the computer screen and saw the deep-eyed head sitting on the door.
This is not a violation of privacy, but because of security factors, monitoring is everywhere, including in the house.
I have never been able to deceive myself by doing such a cross-border thing.
He touched the taboo that shouldn’t be touched at the most, and madly indulged in it, unable to find a little hope of liberation.
When did you start? Is the classmates discussing when they like this one?
Still earlier? He can’t remember…
He didn’t dare to think about it, because thinking about it is like counting down his sins, like exposing his most unbearable side to the public.
Unacceptable, how could he do this? He lives in the beauty he gives, lives under his shelter, lives in a world full of love and joy, why does it breed such a heartbreaking thought?
The insurmountable morality has become a shackle for him. He dare not break free, because only a move is bloody.
Can not control himself, like a fan, like the addiction, he kept thinking about him, thinking about not kissing on the island, thinking about the kiss that was just sneaked.
Thinking about it… He took out his mobile phone.
Looking at his photo taken inside, looking at his smooth back, looking at his beautiful collarbone, looking at his beautiful body…
The huge pleasure exploded in the brain, and I was deeply breathed, and my brain was blank…
After a short period of happiness is an endless abyss.
The stickyness in the hands is like poisonous | snakes tightly wrapped around him, making him empty and desperate.
He finally fell in, and the weightless feeling of stepping on the air made him lose his struggle.
Can’t hide, then escape.
Shen Qingxian is stunned, this guy is only 13 years old! Is it so capable at the age of thirteen!
Shen Qingxian’s mood can’t be described…
He played the role of father with one heart and one mind, and wanted to give a good childhood to the lover who sealed the memory. As a result… the cart before the horse is upside down?
This **** hair is not long, I think… I think…
Shen Qingxian’s old face is reddish, very embarrassed.
However, it also saves trouble. He must be his father, and he still wants to be like him, so he is suffering.
The problem is that there is no adulthood yet! Although the body has been tens of thousands of years, but the meat is still very young!
Shen Qingqian pondered, and felt that he could not pass this hurdle.
Although he can finish his task with his fingers, but… can’t do it, who can’t do it with such a little girl!
Wait, wait a minute…etc. 18 years old!
It’s been a few years anyway, he now knows his mind, and he will be careful in the future, and he will not be provoked.
Although she knows that lovers are suffering, Shen Qingxian is inexplicably in a beautiful mood.
The task is so simple? really not bad.
When you look deep into adulthood, they can love and love for many years!
Shen Qingxian thought well, but unfortunately… the plan could not keep up with the changes.
After thoroughly seeing through my own insights, I finally made a decision. Early in the morning, he said to Shen Qingxian: “I am going to the first middle school.”
Shen Qingxian took the knife and fork hand and asked him: “I remember that the house is boarding?”
I didn’t lift my head and said: “Yes.”
Shen Qingxian asked him: “You… want to live on campus?”
Gu Jianshen returned quickly: “I want to experience the collective life.”
“But…” Shen Qingxian was not happy in the heart. He also knew that the boarding system only came home one day a month. It was really…
Gu Shen Shen said: “I have decided, I hope you can agree.”
Shen Qingxian remembered the last night and suddenly understood.
Was it trying to avoid him?
Shen Qingxian thought about it, and finally agreed, or just stay overnight. In this case, the two are separated.
Gu Jianshen always endures bad health, and he can’t pick it up now, so he still has to live through these years.
I thought that five years is not long, now I calculate… how long!
After graduating from junior high school, Gu Jianshen chose to continue to attend high school in the first middle school.
Shen Qingxian looked at the lovers of the fifteenth and sixty-six, and was afraid that he couldn’t help but make mistakes. He had to let him continue to live on campus.
Wait, wait, finally waited to see the summer of the 18th.
His birthday is in the summer, and it has been more than a month.
Shen Qingxian has been very tormented in the past five years. If he does not know his deep thoughts, he can still treat him as a child. After that, he knows… Well, he can’t help but think about it. After all, he is his own lover. He wants him, why is he willing to let him endure?
I can’t bear it, I can’t do it, so I’m going to suffer.
At the end of the college entrance examination, Gu Jianshen can go to any college to study, but he does not want to stay in the country. He wants to go to another hemisphere, go to the farthest place from him, and go to completely forget his place.
In the first year of junior high school, he had a very difficult life. He left the familiar home and left the missing person. He only exacerbated the pain. He only wanted to double it. He only made despair a rope with barbs. Tightened his body and let him suffer.
Let the feelings fade? forget him? Impossible, going home once a month, it is like walking out of the bottom of the sea: he finally saw the sun, finally breathed the air, and finally suppressed the thoughts of a month.
It can be followed by more desperate pain and more obsessive love.
So he fled and fled back to school to avoid him, but soon he began to miss the meeting at the end of the month.
So recurring, it is like a blunt knife hanging in the chest, and the life is chopping the fragile heart and lungs.
Until the third year, he finally adapted to some, but then graduated from junior high school. That summer is honey for him. He is also poisonous. He can’t tell what he is eating, and he doesn’t understand why he exists.
He really couldn’t stand the craving for him all night and all night. He simply reported to a summer camp and hid outside like a deserter.
When he was in high school, he wanted to go abroad, but he was really reluctant.
He still wants to see him, how to escape, and the thoughts are only increasing. Although the monthly meeting is painful, it is also his only chance to breathe.
So I have tossed for two more years (jumping), and I’m deeply saddened.
I am so sad that I may let go of this relationship.
I have tried my best to alienate myself. I have forgotten my life and have tried to treat him as my loved one, but I can’t.
Everything is in vain. If you don’t see it, you will miss it more. If you don’t get it, you will not be more eager. This sick obsession will not be consumed by separation. Instead, it will be like an evil magic bean. It will grow vigorously without any nutrients. It grows to the point where people are shocked and desperate.
Gu Jianshen admitted that he lost. He knew that Shen Qingxian could not go abroad because of his identity, so he had to go abroad and go to a place where he completely left him.
This is the only thing he can do.
Although Shen Qingxian will be sad, but he can’t help but hurt him to be stronger.
That’s it, this life is destined to be a father and son, then… so.
Gu Jianshen has quietly prepared to go abroad, but Shen Qingxian is still planning his 18th birthday.
