Fall In Love If You Want To Ascend - Chap 190
Chapter 190
If Shen Qingxian is not Shen Qingxian, it may never be found.
Because Mr. Ji is too “realistic”, too much like a person, Taihui and Shen Qingxian get along.
However, Shen Qingxian knows that not only Mr. Ji is not just Nai, but he knows Gu Shen.
So he noticed it.
This gentle appearance is empty inside.
In front of him, Mr. Jiu has everything to deal with, but once he returns to the “society”, the machine-like indifference will be revealed again.
Shen Qingxian realized this for the first time because they went to the newly opened theme park together.
Shen Qingxian was attracted by the orange marshmallow over there.
Nine said: “I will buy it for you.”
Shen Qingxian said: “I am going, you wait for me!”
What he thought was a surprise to Gu Jian. He knew that he liked the plain color, so he wanted to pick one he liked.
Marshmallow is self-service, and the finished product can be produced by choosing a color.
Shen Qingxian carefully selected, waiting for his own cotton candy to be released…
Mr. Jiu was standing right in front of him, and he could see him slightly from the side.
Nine has been watching him, and he noticed his sight, he will smile softly to him.
This seems to be no problem, but the accident was born at this time.
A little girl seems to be separated from her parents, sobbing helplessly not far away.
Nine is only three steps away from her, but nine did not notice, only eyes staring at Shen Qingxian.
Shen Qing’s string smashed and instantly noticed that the nine were not normal.
What is Gu Shen, he is too clear.
A man who can silently carry all the sins has such a soft heart. Under normal circumstances, how can he turn a blind eye to such helpless children?
Unless he can’t feel it.
Shen Qingxian was cleverly not showing his own mistakes. He hid his emotions and continued to play with him in the theme park (the little girl had been taken over by the staff).
But there is another layer of temptation.
He understood it at the end of the day.
Nine or nine, or the machine that follows the procedure step by step, but this time the program is more complicated than before.
Can’t you come out?
Because I couldn’t come out and didn’t want him to be disappointed, so spent a night’s time to “renew” the nine?
What kind of days did Nai live in the game that month?
Watching the lover and the “self” created by himself, watching the lover of the heart and sweet smile towards a “self” who is not his own… the real one can only be alone in the boring data world.
Shen Qingxian took a breath and his eyes were burning in his eyes.
He wants to see him and wants to see him in the game.
When Mr. Ji noticed his strangeness, he asked him: “What happened?”
Shen Qingxian hugged him and whispered: “I’m sorry.”
Mr. Nine gave a slight look and looked at him: “Why apologize?”
Shen Qingxian did not explain, he said after releasing the nine: “I can’t leave you there.”
After he finished, he went to the game cabin.
Nine did not stop him, and did not say anything.
Maybe Nai did not give him a procedure to deal with this situation, maybe Nai also wants to clear the string to log into the game, maybe he is waiting for him.
Shen Qingxian returned to the final valley and immediately contacted Nai.
“Where are you?”
No one responded to him.
Shen Qingxian said again: “I know that you are, I know that you have not gone out, I know that Nine is not you, you come out!”
Nai still did not say anything, and Shen Qingxian’s words became a stone that fell into the sea.
Shen Qingxian will give up, he directly said: “You don’t come out, I don’t go out!”
Said that he sat on the ground, a pair of old people to sit on the ground.
It took more than ten minutes for the Berserker to appear in front of Shen Qingxian.
Shen Qingxian looked up at him. The Berserker stooped and took him to his arm with a little helplessness: “What?”
Shen Qingxian stared at him for a while: “You tell the truth, are you not going out?”
The Berserker kissed him in the corner of his lips: “I am not outside.”
Shen Qingxian said: “Don’t lie to me.”
Nai smiled and said: “I need to adapt. After all, I have been living in the end of the valley, and I am not in the real world…”
“No.” Shen Qingxian shook his head. “That is nine.”
The Berserker said: “Nine is me.”
Shen Qingxian holds his face, and he is not allowed to turn his head: “But your eyes are full – you miss me.”
This sentence made Nei completely unable to hold back. The emotions he tried to hide all spewed out. Like the erupting volcano, he could not burn two people into ashes.
He did not say anything, kissed Shen Qingxian forcefully, blocked his words in his mouth, and dumped his mood to him.
He missed him.
I miss him too much.
When he saw him enter the game, he used all his strength to control himself without holding him.
He can’t leave the valley, he can’t love him in reality, and he can’t be with him.
In this case, he can no longer make him sad.
When the two separated, Shen Qingxian still wrapped around his neck and held him firmly: “I want to go to the Phoenix Canyon.”
The Berserker squatted, and soon he said: “Okay.”
Shen Qingxian said again: “I don’t want to see the Chifeng beast.”
Nye completely indulged him: “Okay, they are not there.”
Shen Qingxian affixed to his neck: “Only us?”
Nai whispered: “Only us.”
Shen Qingxian kissed him: “Can you do it?”
The body of the Berserker suddenly became stiff, and the hand holding his waist slammed hard.
Shen Qingxian was a little embarrassed when he asked. He whispered: “I know that “The End of the Valley” is forbidden.”
Nai’s voice is very hot and almost burns him: “Yes, we can.”
Shen Qingxian hugged him hard, and the whole person was buried on his shoulder, screaming: “Go to the Phoenix Canyon, go there…”
In theory, Shen Qingxian does not know the memory in the final valley – the real end valley. So they are in the marriage of the valley, sweet and endless love and lingering are not remembered.
This is another “first time” for them.
When Nai put him in the bright phoenix flower, he only had him in his eyes.
Shen Qingxian’s body trembled, and he said, “Don’t… watch it.”
Nai said: “It’s beautiful.” The voice is full of obsession and attachment.
Shen Qingxian is very unstoppable. It’s also enough for that, all the old husbands have been for hundreds of years, how come with the first time, really… really…
Shen Qingxian does not know how to describe it.
He closed his eyes and waited for the hot body temperature.
It is estimated that Nai has given him a hang. His first time in theory is not uncomfortable, but he is so cool that he does not know how to describe it.
Fortunately, “End Valley” does not allow players to do this in the inside, otherwise it may be what happens!
After the event, Nai also built a small house, how warm and warm the two people nested inside.
Nye embraced him and leaned against the bed and said, “I don’t want to see the maple leaf rain.”
“Maple Leaf Rain?” Shen Qingxian was held by him again.
Nai Yang’s lips: “Well, I’m prepared for you.”
Shen Qingxian laughed: “Look!”
To put it bluntly, in the “world” of the final valley, Nai is the only master, and he is more exaggerated than he is in the realm of comprehension, because he can modify the world.
The cabin turned into a floor-to-ceiling window, and they embraced here, seeing the fantastic scenery outside.
All the maple trees have been awakened. They are like maple leaves that are scattered like fire in the burning of life. The invisible wind rolls up these bright red and rises into the sky. When it falls, it is a dazzling maple leaf rain.
The beauty of the ultimate, always short-lived.
Like a fireworks, like a rainbow, like a flash of meteor shower.
Shen Qingxian looked quietly, as if to see the feelings of Nai.
So embarrassed, so enthusiastic, so desperate.
But after all, it was a rain and rain. After it fell, there was only a lonely trunk… It looked down at the fallen maple leaves and looked up at the unreachable sky.
Shen Qingxian squatted backwards.
Nairha felt it and held him in his arms: “Cold?”
Shen Qingxian whispered: “If I can’t get out, I can stay with you here.”
Nai’s body was suddenly stiff and the voice was not so neat: “Leave it here.”
Shen Qingxian said: “Yes, I can log in to the game every day, so I can be with you every day.”
Naidao: “You are a real person…”
Shen Qingxian said: “What’s the relationship, so many people don’t live in the end of the valley.”
After Nathan said, “They live in the end of the valley, but they still live in the human society.”
The final valley is a game, people are still with people in the final valley, it is like changing a city to live, the change is not so huge.
Shen Qingxian vaguely heard that he had deep meaning in his words, but he was somewhat unpredictable.
He looked up at him and said, “I just want to be with you.”
Nai, looking at his beautiful eyes with a crush: “What do you think of me?”
Shen Qingxian said: “I love you no matter what you are.”
Nai Dao: “I am not a human.”
Shen Qingxian said: “Nobody, how can you not feel it?” He put his hand on his heart and asked him calmly. “Can’t you feel my heart?”
“Maybe…” Nai’s voice was a lot lighter. “I can’t feel it.”
Shen Qing’s eyebrows were tight, and he got up and looked at him: “What happened to you?”
Nai did not say anything.
Shen Qingxian’s voice is rare and serious: “Tell me, what happened.”
Nai finally confessed, and said everything, the truth made Shen Qingxian’s head snorted.
Can’t you go out? Compared with the truth, it is more fortunate to be out.
He went out, and when he first sent a message to Shen Qingxian saying that he was ready, he had already gone out.
From the beginning to the end, Nine is Nai, Nai is nine, not even a second change.
As long as you leave the final valley, Nai is not a good one.
When he entered the body of Nine, he became a machine that did not understand the emotions, and he could only work rigidly according to the set procedures.
Back in the game, he is also full of emotions deeply love Shen Qingxian.
At first, Nai did not believe that he kept trying and kept coming in and out while Shen Qingxian waited.
Without hindrance, it was very smooth, but as long as he became nine, he lost his emotions, and when he returned to the valley, he recovered his emotions.
So Nine is also a good thing, from the beginning to the end are only himself.
He has been following Shen Qingxian: he is in the game, he goes to the game; he is in reality, he goes to reality.
Just going to reality, he became a cold nine.
Back in the game, he is passionate.
At first, Nai couldn’t record the memory of being nine in reality, so he didn’t know the existence of Jiu, but he kept trying to make him record that night. The recordable is just boring data, no emotion.
Nye held Shen Qingxian and said the most amazing truth: “Maybe I just live in a Chinese room.”
Does Nai really have self-awareness?
If there is, why go into the body of nine and then lost.
In the final valley, he seems to be an individual, with all the emotions of people, even knowing love… But isn’t it really because the valley is too big? Isn’t it really because the Valley is a huge “Chinese room” with incomparably complex, full of human collisions and countless emotions?
