Fall In Love If You Want To Ascend - Chap 72
Chapter 72
Before, it was still under covert house arrest. Now, when you look deep, it is directly trapping Shen Qingxian in the deep palace.
Shen Qingxian was also not grievanced. In fact, this day is no different from his previous one.
Sleeping to wake up naturally, writing and writing, if you are in a good mood, you can go to the sun in the yard…not only delicious, but also an emperor to serve, think carefully, his softness is also unique under the sun. I enjoyed it.
Of course, Shen Qingxian can’t enjoy it, he is unhappy, he is getting thinner, and his body is slowly getting better.
However, the 4th and 5th daylight scenes couldn’t stand it, and he said, “If you want to eat something, tell them to do it.”
Shen Qingxian did not say anything. When he saw him, he went to bed and turned to face him.
This is always the case.
When he saw that he couldn’t come back, he could still get out of bed and write and write. When he came back, he would lie back on the bed, without saying a word, without saying anything, doing nothing.
Gu Jianshen is regretful, but it is already here, and he can only live and suffer.
After all, Shen Qingxian didn’t want to live long before. He hung his life and refused to leave. Now he has revealed his scars and made him sad. Naturally, he will not return.
Shen Qingxian couldn’t eat and drink, and was bored all day long. When a cold breeze came, he became ill.
When Gu sees back, he hears the coughing sound in the house, and suddenly his heart is like a knife. He stepped forward and carefully put people in his arms: “Come and drink some water.”
He handed the cup to the front of Shen Qingxian, but Shen Qingxian fell.
The water is not hot, but it is also warm. It falls apart and only makes them feel embarrassed.
After seeing it, he said: “I will change clothes for you.”
Shen Qingxian wants to push him away. It seems that he has no strength and he has to play with him.
He only wore a thin coat, so he was so wet that he opened the belt for him, as if he had opened a mysterious treasure box and saw a fine white body.
Gu sees deep.
Shen Qingxian trembled very lightly.
A little bit of water stains on the body, like the most delicate petals of the morning, with the rain dew as one, hooked people want to pick.
Gu Jianshen did not touch him for a long time. When he saw this scene, his head was hot, and when he returned to God, he had already kissed him.
He is obsessed with this body, obsessed with this person, obsessed with everything about him.
The more you want to get, the more you can’t get it; the more you don’t get it, the more you want it.
This cycle, only the greed of his heart is infinitely magnified, and eventually swallowed the heart.
I thought that I would be satisfied if I stayed with him, but in fact he couldn’t keep it…
He held him, like holding the softest gold sand, watching him leave his fingers, but his heart hurt but nothing.
When I think of it, my deep feelings are desperate, and the dark emotions that can’t be turned on make him sensible.
He wants him, wants this person, even if it is just this body, he wants to…
He kissed him, wrapped him in a dense kiss like countless times before, as if he belonged to him.
Shen Qingxian did not move… let him caress like this.
When I saw the deep feelings of heat, I looked up and saw the eyes of Shen Qingxian.
He looked at the golden bed, and the heart didn’t know where it was.
It was like a basin of cold water pouring down, and Gu Jian stopped.
Shen Qingxian looked at him, and his face was expressionless: “You are free to go, but I am only one of your bans.”
The understatement was poked on the heart of Gu Shen, who thought he would not hurt any more, but found that there was always more pain waiting for him…
Looking at the coveted, he was carefully dressed.
Shen Qingxian didn’t look at him from beginning to end, just let him hold it, but he lived like a dead man.
Gu Jian couldn’t help but hold on to him, but the tighter he was, the more he couldn’t find a way to fill it.
Because Shen Qingxian was in good health a while ago, Zhu Zilin left for himself, but now it takes some time to find him again.
The body that can clear the strings is weakened at a speed that is visible to the naked eye.
Gu Jianshen began to keep guarding him, and all things came by himself, not the hands of others.
Shen Qingxian woke up from a coma and saw him tighten his eyebrows.
Gu Jianshen did not know what he was thinking, or said that he did not want to see him, or did not see the person he wanted to see.
In short… Gu sees that he can’t give him happiness, and he can still be regarded as the shadow of others. Now he is not willing to give him this.
Looking down, he asked him, “Is it better?”
Shen Qingxian finally spoke to him: “Isn’t you going to the DPRK?”
Gu Jianshen has not gone to the DPRK for two days. He said: “You are in poor health, I can’t worry.”
Hearing that he was doing this, Shen Qingxian coughed fiercely, as if he wanted to cough up the heart, liver and lungs.
Gu Jian was deeply distressed, but he could only carefully pat his back, hoping that he would be comfortable…
Shen Qing’s face is full of morbid blush, but his eyes are angry and even disappointed: “You… why don’t you go to the DPRK? If you are the owner of the people, how can you delay the political affairs!”
Gu Jian did not say anything.
After Shen Qingxian said this, he began to gasp. The blood on his face faded because of coughing, and it was paper-like pale. His voice was disappointing: “How can you do this… How can you do this…”
Gu see deep whispered: “You can rest assured that this Jiangshan I will be good for him, you just need to feel at ease and recover quickly.”
Hearing this sentence, Shen Qingxian closed his eyes and his thin lips moved, but in the end it was a sigh.
He pushed him away and shrank it to the innermost side of the bed, wrapped tightly around the quilt, as if he didn’t want to see him again.
Gu sees him quietly and quietly for a while, and finally can’t stand it. The pain and unwillingness of the past few days have erupted. He embraced him and hugged him tightly in his arms. He said in a low voice. “Why can’t it be me…” He is already dead, why can’t you look at me?
Shen Qingxian’s body trembled fiercely, and then he began to struggle hard, desperately resisting him regardless of his physical illness.
Gu Jian’s deep heart was stirred into a ball, but he only dared to whisper him: “Don’t be angry, I won’t say it, I don’t say anything… I… let go of you.”
He let go of his hand, and Shen Qing’s string calmed down. He still used his back to face him, and his increasingly thin body was already thin.
Gu Jian deep heartache can not be added, but there is no way.
He thought that Shen Qingxian would not care about him, but he heard his voice: full of fatigue and helplessness, as well as deep disappointment. He said: “I didn’t expect you to be like this…”
Gu Jian did not understand the meaning of his sentence.
Shen Qingxian opened her mouth again and seemed to have some crying: “I didn’t think we would become like this.”
To understand this sentence, it is all remorse to see the surging in the deep chest…
He sat next to him and said in a voice that was almost pleading: “I am wrong, my brother, I am wrong… You forgive me, I will not mention him again, will we go back to the past?” I don’t mind if you treat me as someone, I…”
Shen Qingxian was so angry that he turned and used his last strength to drink him: “Go back to the past? How come back! Wei Shen, you… you don’t know what I am… you don’t know anything…you How can I do this to me…” He said hard, a big drop of tears rolled from the corner of his eye.
This tears undoubtedly burned to the depths of Gu Jian, he was helpless, panicked, and desperate.
Yeah…he doesn’t understand, their feelings, he doesn’t understand, and he doesn’t mix in.
Nowadays, he has no chance to give him a shadow.
Shen Qingxian really didn’t want him, and he was not willing to let him stay with him.
The two fell into a long silence.
The body of Shen Qingxian is getting worse and worse. Gu Jianshen finally waited for Zhu Zilin. He personally went out to meet him and took him directly to the dormitory.
When Zhu Zilin saw the appearance of Shen Qingxian, he suddenly changed his face.
Gu Jianshen’s heart stunned, but still had hope: “Zhu Dafu, please show the teacher to the country, he is this body…”
Zhu Zilin sighed: “Your Majesty, you are going to kill him!”
In a word, Gu Jian was deeply frozen. He sighed for a long while and said: “Where is it so important in his heart?”
Zhu Zilin sighed again!
He said: “Looking down and waiting outside, the grass people will go to the national division for treatment!”
As soon as he entered the room, he first gave Shen Qingxian a look. Shen Qingxian was completely relaxed.
Zhu Zilin is very worried: “You… how can you ruin your body!”
Shen Qingxian is powerless and powerful: “Zhu Dafu has to work hard.”
Zhu Zilin said: “What is this for you? Is he not at your side? You…”
Shen Qingxian shook his head and said: “This is a delusion, now it is a realization.”
Zhu Zilin said: “Why are you aware of this, you are so clear…”
Shen Qingxian said: “That’s it, I really have no attachment to this world.”
Zhu Zilin said: “Then you are against him…”
“He doesn’t need me anymore.” Shen Qingxian’s voice is very close to sadness and pain. “He never looked at me… and talked about what he likes. Why should I struggle with it? Just like this, I left him too. Being able to move faster, I always dragged him down, we shouldn’t have it…” He said that he coughed up sharply.
Zhu Zilin said: “I have to say it, I will give you a needle first.”
Gu Jianshen was outside, he could hear clearly, but he could not understand.
Who is he in the string of Shen Qing’s string… Gu Jianshen can’t tell.
He is full of words, “I really have no attachment to this world”…
He has no attachment to all of this.
Looking at the place where you stand in the deep, like standing on an isolated island with only one person, the sea is everywhere, endless and dark.
After a while, I didn’t know how long it was. When Zhu Zilin came out, he saw the deep-eyedness of standing outside.
He continued to sigh and said with a model: “Your Majesty, please move.”
Seeing deep back to God, he went to the front hall behind him.
Zhu Zilin said: “The grass people apply the needle, but they can only suspend the disease, but they cannot cure it.”
Looking at the front with deep gaze, don’t say a word.
Zhu Zilin said again: “He is a heart disease, his majesty…”
Gu Shen Shen said: “I can’t understand his heart disease.”
Zhu Zilin said: “The grass people should not rumor, but carefully squatting, it seems that the sire of the country and the teachers and students have a gap?”
Gu Jian shook his head and did not want to tell the things of the Emperor.
Zhu Zilin advised him: “Your Majesty, the heart of the National Teacher is on you, I want you to be a healthy teacher, you still need…”
Looking at the pendulum: “There is Dr. Lao Zhu, and I will go see him again.”
Shen Qingxian has a knot, but this knot can’t solve him. The person who can solve it has long since gone, so this has become a dead knot.
Although Zhu Zilin came back, the body of Shen Qingxian still did not improve, and it was still in the mood.
Gu Jianshen did not stay with him day and night, Shen Qingxian was so bad that he no longer resisted him. Instead, he always relied on him. He would wake up and cough when he saw him for a while.
Gu Jianshen did not dare to think deeply, he could only look at him carefully, hoping that he would be more comfortable.
When Shen Qingxian was sober, he was very angry when he saw him. He said that he was faint and ridiculous, and he ignored the people. He said that he had to teach him to teach the saints all the dogs!
Where is the pain of the emperor? But he was not annoyed when he was deeper. He only hoped that he would be better. If he could get better, he would do whatever he wanted.
For a few days, Zhu Zilin’s diagnosis was so bad that the situation of Shen Qingxian was even worse.
Seeing Shen Gang together, Shen Qingxian grabbed his clothes.
Gu Shen whispered: “I am going to get you medicine.”
Shen Qingxian shook his head, and a pair of dark scorpions stared at him.
Seeing deep heart and softness, he yelled at him: “I will be back soon.”
Who knows that Shen Qingxian actually spoke, and said with great difficulty: “You don’t want me, are you?”
Looking at the big heart, he didn’t know who he was talking about.
Shen Qingxian looked at him, his dry lips were open, and he said in a painful voice: “Wei Shen… Why should I do this to me? I… I…” He said that he started coughing again, like he wants to heartburn. The lungs cough up in general…
Gu Jianshen gave him a slap in the face, and he was distressed and upset. He didn’t dare to provoke him any more. He only hoped that he wouldn’t be uncomfortable… He didn’t ask for anything, he just hoped he could get better.
Shen Qingxian’s acting was quite good. Anyway, how could he explain that he would not believe in it, so he would wait to be beaten by “facts”.
It is useless to deal with people who are obsessed with obscurity, and let him “suddenly realize”.
When he was deeply asleep, Shen Qingxian was quite distressed, and he felt why he would push himself to this.
It is clear that a sincere and careless care is in front of him, but he wants to think three, and he must push it away.
Pushed away and desperately eager for such a care.
There is a word that is well described, riding a donkey to find a cockroach, saying that is a big fool.
After the timing was right, Zhu Zilin secretly came to him: “You want to make him regret for life.”
Shen Qingxian yelled at him: “What are you doing?”
Zhu Zilin said: “Well… you are very good at this, but the outcome can actually be changed.”
Shen Qingxian sneered, he did not want to change, it is necessary to return to Wanxiu Mountain so smoothly!
It was another day, and he saw that he was asleep to deal with some things. When he left, Shen Qingxian woke up.
Zhu Zilin has been arranged properly. After a riot, Wenfei is in front of him.
“Adult!” He flustered. “The subordinates are not good at doing things. Although they find the whereabouts of the milkmaid, they are gone!”
“Is it gone?” Shen Qingxian got up, followed by a sharp cough.
Wenfei was on the ground and trembled: “The next step is to go down the house. It seems that the situation in the house seems to have been taken away suddenly. It should be no longer.”
Shen Qing’s pale face is more like frost like snow: “Who… who knows… no one can know…”
Wen Fei bowed his head and did not dare to speak.
Shen Qingxian got out of bed and said in a vain manner: “Take me back to the house, I…” If he didn’t finish it, he would have a soft foot and would fall.
Far from hearing the movement, Gu Shen has already rushed back. He stepped forward and held Shen Qingxian.
Gu Jian tightened his eyebrows: “What is going on?”
The smell of sweat was like the rain, but the atmosphere did not dare to say a word.
Shen Qing’s string is a terrible body. Under this urgency, it’s even more ruthless. It seems to be only a last breath.
“You…you go out…” He said to him.
Where can I go out? He warmly said: “What happened? Don’t worry, tell me, I…”
Shen Qingxian screamed at him: “Wei Shen, give me out!”
Gu sees deep.
Shen Qingxian stood up and stood up, but unfortunately he really couldn’t do it. This had exhausted his last strength. He couldn’t wait to see the deep movement, Shen Qingxian’s body was soft and completely fainted.
Gu Jian slammed his heart and hugged him all.
Shen Qing’s strings are white and scary. Fortunately, there is a uniform atmosphere. Seeing the deep breath, he carefully placed him on the bed.
He covered the quilt for Shen Qingxian and turned to look at the man who was kneeling below.
Gu Jian deepened his eyes: “When the police are right, you can also privately hold the harem!”
Wen Fei quickly gimmicked: “Please sue for forgiveness! The vassal is really a hundred thousand rush, you must seek to see the National Teacher.”
Gu Jianshen asked: “What is it, say!”
Wenfei’s head clung to the ground, and the tension reached the extreme, but he did not dare to speak.
Seeing deep anger and attacking the heart, he turned him over.
Wen Fei quickly climbed up and was honest.
Gu Shen Shen said: “If the national teacher is aggravated by you, I want you to die!”
This touched Wen Fei. He could ignore his own life, but he could not live up to the mind of the national teacher.
He hesitated again and again, and finally said: “The matter has been swearing to the national teacher, and never divulged. But it has been here… and… can only say and squat!”
Next, Gu Shen heard something that was never thought of and ridiculous.
Wen Fei said…
He is not a child, but Sun has a child!
When Sun used the means to get a dragon bed, she was unstable after she was pregnant. She was anxious to stay in the palace and tried her best to keep the children. But when she was about to produce, she was too optimistic about the doctors. The stillbirth… just fear that Junwei would not dare to elaborate.
Sun’s wife asked her to go to the children who were producing at the same time and wanted to steal the column.
Because the Emperor was very cold to her, she was in the outermost part of the temple, so this thing really let her do it silently.
She gave birth to a stillbirth, and the milkmaid took a newborn baby boy to replace the dead baby.
And this baby boy is today’s Gu Jianshen.
Gu Jianshen listened to the whole, Wen Fei said: “If you don’t believe, you can go and check it carefully!”
After seeing it for a long time, he returned to God. He looked at Wen Fei: “This matter… When did the national teacher know this?”
Wen Feidao: “I knew it four years ago…”
Four years ago… he actually knew it four years ago…
Wen Fei said again: “Sun’s work was not very good. After you stepped on the throne, the milkmaid came from time to time to marry Sun’s… After the national teacher knew it, he always tried to destroy the traces of the old days… But the milkmaid was going out in the palace. The old man is very cautious. The national teacher has always let his subordinates look for it. When he came to find it, he found that she was taken away.”
Seeing that the deep ochre suddenly became deeper: “Wei Yuan.” Only the cousin who has been low-key is able to do this.
Wen Fei did not dare to answer the words, only squatting on the ground.
Gu sees a deep look at Wen Fei, and suddenly asks: “Do you remember the appearance of the emperor?”
Wen Fei is an old minister. Naturally, he knows: “The emperor’s eyebrows are wide, the face is thick and the lips are thick, and the end is the majestic domineering.”
Gu Jianshen’s mind can’t remember the appearance of the emperor.
It was not that he was too young at the time, but the Emperor did not want to see him.
He lived to nine years old and only heard the voice of the emperor, but he never saw him.
So Sun’s words, he will be fully convinced.
Because he believes that he is the only blood of the Emperor, both father and son, it looks like it should be.
Can never imagine… actually…
Gu Jianshen retired Wen Fei, immediately found the dark guard, and carefully told him.
In just one day, he got the exact news.
The early medical records of Sun’s doctors did show that her fetus was extremely unstable and it was difficult to give birth.
And the milk girl is really in Weiyuan, Wei Yuan has been controlled, he can now see the woman who knows everything.
But… what does it matter if you see it or not?
He is not the first emperor, but what is it like? Since it is not like, where is it coming from… Where is the shadow?
He thought that Sun would die and left his last good thoughts.
But she is not his mother at all, she is afraid of being resentful to him, and where is the goodwill?
Such a thing… Qin Qing, who knew these four years ago, could completely pull him off the throne.
But he didn’t…he…
Gu Jianshen had a cold sweat on his back, and he hurried into the house, and his heart was filled with real fear.
What did he do…
What did he do to him…
