Get Married - Chap 26
Xin Rong’s tone of describing the whole thing was relatively calm, without much emotion.
It has been three years since the incident, and the humiliation and powerlessness at the time were no longer so stinging and hurtful, and he has also largely accepted the changes in his life caused by this incident.
Shao Chengyun was silent for a moment after hearing this, and he already had a plan in mind. If he doesn’t know about this matter, forget it, if he knows, there is absolutely no way to let it go. But he didn’t say anything, he just rubbed Xin Rong’s back and comforted him, “This kind of thing won’t happen again in the future, we can discuss whether we can go back to school or not.”
From being harassed by the vice president three years ago until this moment, Xin Rong has been digesting the impact of this incident alone. He also once suspected that he made a wrong decision and interrupted his studies, but no one could discuss it with him.
This was the first time he told others the real reason for dropping out of school. Even when Meng Donglin asked about it in the past, he only gave some ambiguous answers.
“Did I be too impulsive at the beginning…” He asked Shao Chengyun, listening to his voice in the late night room seemed a little confused, “Isn’t the matter itself to the point where you have to drop out of school?”
Shao Chengyun put his arms around Xin Rong, patted him on the back, and said calmly, “Regret is the most boring thing, no matter whether it was impulsive or not, you didn’t get depressed because of it, you quickly found a job, and you did it well. Other people’s 21-year-olds don’t necessarily have your experience, these are what you gain from that incident.”
“You’re young, which means even impulsiveness is a necessary part of growing up. Stop blaming yourself in the future.”
The man’s voice is steady, and he speaks at a leisurely pace. He doesn’t say much, but every sentence is very real.
What he gave Xin Rong was not the kind of flirty comfort, he didn’t perfuse him casually, and he didn’t follow Xin Rong’s thinking of trying to judge right from wrong. Instead, affirm his efforts and tell him that he doesn’t have to look back, there is a better scenery ahead.
Xin Rong lay quietly beside Shao Chengyun, but her heart was beating faster and faster, listening to every word and sentence the man said. When Shao Chengyun said to him, “Don’t blame yourself anymore”, he slowly closed his eyes. eyes, took a deep breath.
This might be the so-called sense of security, Xin Rong thought. There are some things hidden in Shao Chengyun’s body, which sometimes make Xin Rong feel uncertain, and feel a little afraid of him. But in some private interactions, especially tonight, Xin Rong felt his unique tenderness and insight.
Xin Rong knew that she was really tempted. If there were only vague traces when he admitted that he liked him before, then after this night, his feelings for Shao Chengyun can already be described, and it is a heavy weight in his heart.
He had no love experience before, he didn’t know what it was like to like someone, and he didn’t have a suitable reference standard. Now I am suddenly attracted by Shao Chengyun, listening to him say a word, looking at his eyes, I can feel myself falling down bit by bit, and only then do I know that it is like this when I like someone.
It seemed that the feelings that had been suppressed throughout adolescence had found an outlet in this man. Her gaze followed him involuntarily, her heartbeat fluctuated with him, she was willing to show her heart to him, she was willing to do childish things with him, and she was also willing to listen to some serious words from him.
Although it didn’t take long for the two of them to talk in bed, it was very useful for Xin Rong. Shao Chengyun’s words hit the point, which made the boy feel relieved and let go, no longer carrying those unsolvable ideological burdens.
The past mentioned by Xin Rong also caused some secret changes in Shao Chengyun’s attitude towards him.
In the next few days, the negotiation progress between Shaw Brothers and the German company gradually slowed down. Shao Chengyun and his team spend most of their time at the Bremen shipyard, and there are still some cabin design details that need to be discussed, which must be drafted in the terms one by one. This is a very grueling process, and both parties are fighting for their own. Maximize the benefits.
In fact, sometimes it is too late to finish work, Shao Chengyun can find a local hotel in Bremen, but he still insists on asking the driver to drive him back to Hamburg. It takes nearly three hours to drive back and forth, and he is the one who delays rest time. Even his assistant, He Xun, persuaded him that there was no need for it, and it would not be a big deal to let Xin Rong stay alone in the hotel for a day or two.
Shao Chengyun and him didn’t bother to talk about it, a group of elders in the team couldn’t talk to anyone about it. Going back to see Xin Rong and hugging his little friend to sleep seemed to be the real decompression.
Xin Rong usually didn’t stay up that late, and when Shao Chengyun returned to the hotel, he was mostly asleep.
Shao Chengyun would not intentionally wake him up now, but Xin Rong didn’t know why his sleep was lighter than before. No matter how small the sound of Shao Chengyun’s return was, he would wake up immediately if he opened and closed the door twice.
After Shao Chengyun entered the house, he took off his coat and tie, went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and then went into the bedroom to look at Xin Rong.
Xin Rong has always felt that he is not the kind of rash and rash personality, but now he has put all his heart into it, and he is in a state where he can’t help himself. No matter what he did during the day, he was thinking about Shao Chengyun, so he was looking forward to seeing him when he came back at night.
Shao Chengyun was still washing his hands and face in the bathroom, when he heard Xin Rong come out of the bedroom with his slippers on. Xin Rong was still a little confused when he came together, and didn’t say anything, just leaned against the door frame and looked at Shao Chengyun, watching him take off his watch, apply hand sanitizer, and then run water to wash away the foam on his hands.
Xin Rong handed Shao Chengyun a towel to wipe his hands.
The man took it and wiped his hands, then put the used towel on the shelf, put his hand around the back of Xin Rong’s head, and took him to the bedroom, saying to him, “Why do you wake up so easily? I try not to wake up so easily. Made a sound.”
Xin Rong followed him into the bedroom and whispered, “Maybe I slept too much during the day.”
What he said made him feel guilty, how could Shao Chengyun not see it through.
——The longing that has been accumulated all day is written in Xin Rong’s eyes.
Shao Chengyun smiled and didn’t say anything. There is never a shortage of admirers around him. For him, this kind of liking or admiration is too rare and common, and he has long been used to it.
But Xin Rong was different from those people. Shao Chengyun couldn’t deny that it took him a little effort to pry open the shell that Xin Rong used to protect himself, and let him slowly reveal the softest part of his heart.
Now that Xin Rong’s affection for him has fully grown, Shao Chengyun can see it clearly. He won’t disturb the children for the time being, and doesn’t want to scare him back again.
Xin Rong sat down by the bed, watched Shao Chengyun standing beside the closet changing his shirt, and asked, “May I go fill the bathtub with some water?”
Shao Chengyun put the shirt into the laundry bag provided by the hotel’s cleaning service, took out a bathrobe and put it on, and said, “No, I’ll just take a shower.”
After speaking, he walked back to Xin Rong’s side, just in time to see two travel brochures on the bedside table, the covers of which were printed with content related to Disneyland.
This is the kind of tourist guide that the front desk of the hotel can pick up at will. When Xin Rong had nothing to do today, she happened to take two copies and read them to pass the time.
With a thought in his mind, Shao Chengyun asked him, “Do you want to go to Disney?”
The only Disney theme park in Europe is built in France, and it is not impossible to fly directly from Germany for more than an hour.
If Shao Chengyun wants to pet Xin Rong, or wants to add one last bargaining chip to their heart-pounding journey, using all those romantic moves that Xin Rong didn’t think about and didn’t dare to think about, then it’s not impossible to change the itinerary for this reason. of.