Get Married - Chap 29
The man looked calm, and his eyes fell on the road outside the car. He didn’t make Xin Rong uneasy for too long, and calmly explained the reason, “There’s nothing we can’t say, she’s already engaged, and we broke up peacefully at the beginning…”
A car behind is changing lanes frequently and is about to overtake it. Shao Chengyun had no intention of running alongside him, so he switched to the next lane with the turn signal on.
“Luo Weiqi is a person with a strong sense of family, and has always wanted to find a suitable partner as soon as possible. But I didn’t want to get married so early, and I couldn’t promise her. In the end, we all felt that there was no need to continue, so we Ended the relationship before I graduated.”
Shao Chengyun was right to the point. It is true that I have loved, and I have encountered problems that cannot be solved, so I can’t blame anyone.
If it must be blamed, it is Shao Chengyun himself who is more responsible for hurting a lover who once wanted to spend time with him hand in hand. So from then on, Shao Chengyun will not easily confirm a relationship with anyone. He was not a sensual person at first, and in the next few years he was mostly celibate, and occasionally had a few short-term relationships, all of which were based on the mutual agreement of both parties to get what they needed.
Xin Rong’s first reaction after hearing this answer was surprise. I used to go to the point of breaking up with such an excellent lover because I didn’t want to get married, why would I agree to marry myself now?
Then his heart sank suddenly, and he realized that Shao Chengyun didn’t treat this as an ordinary marriage at all.
For Shao Chengyun, this is just an agreement, a one-year relationship between Party A and Party B, and it is also an expedient measure to satisfy the elders. It’s just that Xin Rong is too easy to take the bait, and also too wishful thinking, always thinking that they have a little sincerity beyond the agreement.
Luo Weiqi must have seen it on the spot, so she said those words to Xin Rong. He reminded him overtly and secretly, telling him not to get distracted with Shao Chengyun, and he couldn’t afford to leave, so he withdrew as soon as he had to.
That’s the experience of those who have been there. Luo Weiqi got out in time, so it doesn’t matter whether she was hurt or not, now it’s calm.
Unfortunately for Xin Rong, it was too late.
The boy looked down at the little bear in his hand, his eyes were a little dazed, his heart was in a mess, and he subconsciously reached out to press the button to open the window on the car door.
As a result, as soon as the car window dropped a small slit, Shao Chengyun stopped him from the main console.
The man closed the car window back and pressed the button to lock the window, so that Xin Rong would not be able to fiddle with it. He frowned and said, “It’s such a cold day and you’re on the highway, why don’t you think it’s not cold enough?”
Shao Chengyun’s voice was extremely calm, every time Xin Rong spoke, he felt that his ears couldn’t stand the voice. If you listen too much, you will lose your sanity, and people will also become confused.
Now he can’t blow the cold wind and cool himself down, so he can only sit stuffy, and he doesn’t want Shao Chengyun to think that he became like this after hearing the reason for breaking up, so he has nothing to say, “The heater in the car is too hot .”
After speaking, he pursed his lips. Every time he speaks insincerely, he will have this habitual little action.
Shao Chengyun tuned the hot air almost according to Xin Rong’s body sensation. After listening to it, he only gave Xin Rong a slight glance, and without saying anything, he raised his hand and lowered the wind force from 3 bars to 1 bar.
Xin Rong stopped talking now and sat silently for a while. It lasted about seven or eight minutes, until I felt calm, and then I whispered, “It’s a pity.”
This is the reason for the breakup mentioned by Shao Chengyun.
Although the words came suddenly, Shao Chengyun also understood what he was referring to. What Xin Rong said was not a scene, but a sincere regret. Luo Weiqi had empathized with Xin Rong in the Disney restaurant just now, and now it was Xin Rong’s turn to empathize with Luo Weiqi.
A pair of good lovers separated for such a reason. Xin Rong couldn’t figure it out.
When Shao Chengyun said that he didn’t want to get married but would rather break up, he looked so calm. Xin Rong didn’t understand even more.
He was already fighting a psychological battle, and the battle was intense. There were two voices in his head alternately persuading him not to go any further. The front may be a fire pit that never returns.
Now there is a ready-made, seemingly perfect but failed case in front of you. Xin Rong thought about it hard, but finally realized sadly that this engagement has only just begun, and she has nowhere to go. I have to face this man every day, but there are still many things I like about him. Any psychological struggle is useless.
Perhaps Shao Chengyun just casually wove a dream for Xin Rong. There is the sense of security of a mature man, the sense of belonging of a complete family, the taste of love that Xin Rong has never tasted, and the intimacy, passion, unspeakable but turbulent lust that penetrates into every pore, every thought comes. Xin Rong couldn’t resist.
Shao Chengyun’s response to this was very simple, he reached out and squeezed Xin Rong’s jaw. His hands were a little strong, pinching Xin Rong to turn his face away, and the unrestrained emotions in his eyes were forced to be handed over to Shao Chengyun.
“If it was done back then, what’s the matter with you now?” The man half-smiled, his eyes swept over Xin Rong’s face, and then turned to look at the road conditions.
Xin Rong smiled helplessly, and said nothing.
In the second half of the journey, he sat quietly, sometimes raising his eyes to look at Shao Chengyun’s side face, his eyes were a bit complicated, and he pretended to have some emotions that he couldn’t explain clearly.
As for Shao Chengyun, he didn’t bother to come with him to those falsehoods, and he also knew that what Luo Weiqi said had already caught Xin Rong’s heart.
This child looks quite calm on the surface, but in his heart he likes to ponder things. Shao Chengyun didn’t have the patience to talk to him slowly, and he didn’t like the way he was separated from himself because of other people’s few words.
When he arrived at the hotel entrance, Shao Chengyun threw the car directly to the valet, and then went to the front desk to check in. After entering the room, he said that he was thirsty, so he asked Xin Rong to take out a box of ice cubes from the small refrigerator, and poured them out again. hard liquor. As a result, Shao Chengyun didn’t take a sip himself, and most of the half glass of whiskey in his hand was fed to Xin Rong.
What happened next seemed to be a matter of course.
The lust stimulated by three-point drunkenness brings a false stamina, encouraging people to do things that they know they shouldn’t do.
Xin Rong was actually reluctant at this time, but Shao Chengyun’s attitude tonight was very polarized, with gentleness mixed with roughness. Once Xin Rong resisted, he would kiss him to coax him into submission, but he did it relentlessly, to the extent that he really wanted to squeeze people dry.
In the end, Xin Rong covered her face with her arms, preventing the man from seeing the expression on her face, and also clenched her lower lip tightly, refusing to make a sound, as if she was engaging in some kind of silent resistance.
Shao Chengyun grabbed his hair and pressed him into the pillow, and put a finger into his mouth to prevent him from moaning, just to make him so tired that he couldn’t think about anything anymore, so that he wouldn’t have to think about it on his own Those weird thoughts.
After the incident, Xin Rong shook violently and was pulled out of the pillow by the man. The pillow on which he had just buried his face was wet, and it was all physiological tears.
Shao Chengyun rubbed the back of his neck and called him “baby” in a calm voice with a little panting.
Shao Chengyun himself grasped the measure, he was a bit fierce during the process, and no one was definitely injured. Xin Rong didn’t know why she was particularly sensitive tonight, maybe because of her emotions. Looking at the boy in his hand, Shao Chengyun couldn’t help feeling distressed.
Xin Rong didn’t respond to him, with her head hanging down, her hair covering her eyes, and a fragile and stubborn whiteness remained on her face after the red tide subsided.
He knew that tonight he would always try to ask Shao Chengyun about his past, and then think about it silently, undoubtedly stepping on the point that Shao Chengyun was most uncomfortable with. Everything that happens after entering a hotel room feels like some kind of punishment.
During the worst toss, Xin Rong carried the burden and refused to show weakness. Shao Chengyun didn’t have the heart to beat him up so hard, so he leaned over to kiss him several times, kissed his lips and his Adam’s apple, and said to him in a hoarse voice. , “Ask yourself what you want most in your heart, don’t always compete with me…”
Xin Rong was in a daze at this moment, but still remembered this sentence.
He remembered Shao Chengyun’s dark eyes when he said this, seemed to have a rare trace of irritability, it seemed that Xin Rong’s thought of retreating here also tore away a little bit of Shao Chengyun’s usual relaxed and indifferent surface.
Shao Chengyun put his arm around him, brushed away the broken hair on his forehead with the other, stroked his frowning brows with his palm, called “baby” again, and asked him, “Do you understand what I told you?”
What can Xin Rong say, understand? Don’t understand? He is not such a dull person, Shao Chengyun likes his quickness, and he has been using this kind of sensitivity to feel this man.
Shao Chengyun occasionally showed a little concern for him, which he couldn’t ignore. But this kind of involuntary plunder made him frustrated and injured frequently. Finally, Xin Rong sat on the messy bed and nodded her head as an answer. The date of appointment is still there, even if someone who has been there shows up to explain it, it’s useless, and Xin Rong has to go on her own for the rest of the year.
He also wanted to hear Shao Chengyun say “like” once, not love, just like it. I also want to be clean, and have an equal opportunity for dialogue when I don’t have such traces.
But he was too tired to think of more. Shao Chengyun is a brilliant emotional player, he knows what bargaining chips he has, and when to use which method is the easiest to solve the problem. Xin Rong has been tossed all night, her mind has gone numb, she really doesn’t need to think about anything, and the rest can only sleep. When I wake up the next morning, maybe my emotions will dissipate, and I won’t be so twisted like tonight.
That night, Xin Rong slept deeply without dreams, and felt nothing except the warm embrace from the man beside him.
The next day, he boarded the plane with his limp body. The seats in the business class were spacious enough. Shao Chengyun had some work to do, and Xin Rong spent most of his sleep time. During the time when the flight attendant came to deliver the meal, Xin Rong wiped his face with a hot towel to wake him up, Shao Chengyun covered his eyes and said, “Don’t wipe your eyes, I’m afraid they won’t be clean.”
A few simple words made Xin Rong’s heart ache, and he didn’t dare to think about it further.
When the plane landed, everyone in the cabin was checking news on their mobile phones, and Xin Rong was no exception. After he clicked on WeChat, he was surprised to receive messages from two college classmates whom he hadn’t contacted for a long time.
Xin Rong left after studying for only one semester. A few classmates who had a good relationship with him occasionally greeted each other a few words, but the communication was not frequent. The headline of the forwarded message was very eye-catching, it read “Deputy Dean of School of Hotel Management, University of Foreign Studies Suspended for Investigation”.
Xin Rong was stunned for a moment, his mind began to buzz, and he couldn’t hear clearly what was being said on the airport radio.
——This was all arranged by Shao Chengyun. Xin Rong understood immediately.
He turned to look at the man sitting next to him. Shao Chengyun was answering the phone, his voice was relatively low, and his expression was still calm and calm. Xin Rong looked at him without looking away, Shao Chengyun quickly sensed it, and raised his hand to rub Xin Rong’s head.
Later, they carried their luggage and walked on the way to the airport pick-up gate. Shao Chengyun still kept calling the whole time. Until seeing his assistant He Xun waiting beside a commercial vehicle from a distance, Shao Chengyun’s call finally ended, and there was a short gap.
He told Xin Rong, “I’ll take you home first, and take a good rest for a few days to beat the jet lag.”
Xin Rong knew that this man was going to be busy again, so if he didn’t tell him at this time, he probably wouldn’t have a chance later.
“Shao Chengyun.” He called his name, and there was a youthful transparency in his voice, “I don’t want to stay at home anymore, can you let me find a job? I can work part time and study part time.”