Get Married - Chap 52
 Xin Rong’s first reaction was that he felt a pang in his heart because of Shao Chengyun’s “I was wrong”.
  Then he thought again, didn’t such a thing happen a few months ago.
  At that time, Xin Rong wanted not to get himself so deep, trying to keep a distance from Shao Chengyun.
  As a result, that night the man came back from a social gathering and drank, hugged him and said to him, “Don’t do this again, baby.” It was such a low profile, and it easily softened Xin Rong’s heart.
  But when Xin Rong gave him his trust and affection again, all he received in the end was a proposal to be adopted, and he lost his personal freedom for more than two months.
  All the lessons learned are there.
  People can’t be so stupid, and they can’t keep repeating the same mistakes.
  Xin Rong suppressed the sadness in her heart, looked at Shao Chengyun as calmly as possible, and said, “Boss Shao, there is no need to apologize. You did nothing wrong.” Shao Chengyun came here on purpose to admit his mistakes to
  Xin Rong. He was the one who reflected on last night. After that, I feel that I have done something that is not human. But Xin Rong told him, “You are right”, because he couldn’t afford it and didn’t want it anymore.
  This is his consistent attitude towards Shao Chengyun recently. Peaceful, avoid arguments, don’t talk about feelings, just be that cold.
  Regardless of whether there is unrequited love or not, Xin Rong is a self-aware person.
  The gap between him and Shao Chengyun is too big, the reality is like a gap before him, and he is not allowed to have other thoughts.
  When Shao Chengyun heard him say that he was right, he choked first, then smiled helplessly, and said, “What do you mean, you don’t even want to give me the chance to pursue?” Xin Rong still felt uncomfortable, Shao Chengyun was so
  depressed It looked quite unexpected to him. Even if it was really because of herself, Xin Rong would not feel the pleasure of getting revenge, but just feel a little distressed.
  He also smiled, a shallow smile that didn’t reach his eyes, and then said, “Mr. Shao, I’m also giving up those flowers. The few times you came to Haoli to look for me, I thought I made my attitude clear.” After a pause, he continued, “We are not the same kind of people. You have much more choices than me, and you can also find someone with better qualifications than me. You don’t have to waste time on me.” Xin Rong said
  , In fact, Shao Chengyun was fundamentally rejected. He didn’t say whether he could do it emotionally, but brought up the difference in status first, which in fact meant that he didn’t give Shao Chengyun a chance.
  In the past, Shao Chengyun would have appreciated his calmness, and even felt that there was a contrasting beauty. A young boy, without any arrogance, he always speaks with a sense of proportion, and everyone doesn’t like it.
  But now, he seems to understand Xin Rong’s persistent sobriety.
  Yes, there is a big difference between them, and Shao Chengyun’s sense of superiority is even greater. I never thought about getting to know Xin Rong well.
  Xin Rong could see his game mentality and obvious negligence from the very beginning.
  Until now, Shao Chengyun had bowed his head on his own initiative, wanting to save him, but Xin Rong didn’t make things difficult for him at all. Also told him not to waste time, they are not the same kind of people, there is no need.
  The more Shao Chengyun thought about it, the more he felt that he was an asshole.
  Such a good person doesn’t know how to cherish, and now he is standing in front of him, but he can’t even reach out to hug him.
  He still stood where he was, and didn’t dare to touch Xin Rong this time. An apology must look like an apology, and you can no longer be as rascal as before.
  Shao Chengyun nodded and said, “Okay, I know what you mean.”
  He looked at Xin Rong, his eyes seemed to be dyed with a soft light. It is rare for a man like Shao Chengyun who is usually strong and decisive to show tenderness occasionally. Xin Rong was also taken aback suddenly.
  ”Look at my performance, okay.” Shao Chengyun said again, “If I perform well, give me another chance. If not…”
  When Shao Chengyun said this, he seemed to get a little nervous, and rubbed his face, “If it’s not good, then I’ll think of a way.” The two of them talked to the end that day, and it was Xin Rong who left first. When he left, he didn’t give Shao Chengyun any promises.
  Xin Rong didn’t know what to say, he really didn’t dare to trust this man easily anymore. He was also afraid that once he handed over his heart, he would come back full of holes.
  Shao Chengyun said to behave well, Xin Rong couldn’t help but think of this sentence on the subway home, and told himself in his heart, just listen to it and don’t take it too seriously.
  Shao Chengyun was so busy, it didn’t take much effort to send flowers and make dinner appointments, and writing a few cards by hand was probably quite rare, so he couldn’t be expected to do anything else.
  Two or three days later, there was no movement from Shao Chengyun’s side, and the bouquets that Haoli had been sending for Xin Rong to sign for acceptance also stopped. Instead, Xin Rong felt relieved, thinking that the last refusal might have had an effect, and the matter was over.
  Unexpectedly, on Friday evening, he met Shao Chengyun again in front of the staff parking lot.
  The man should have come directly from the company this time. He was wearing a formal suit and a windbreaker. He was tall and handsome. He didn’t match the remote environment at the side entrance of the hotel at all.
  He didn’t bring his driver and assistant with him, so he sat alone by the flower bed, and when he saw Xin Rong coming out of the office building, he immediately stood up.
  Xin Rong couldn’t believe it, she didn’t understand why he chose such a place to wait for her. The behavior of sitting on the flower table is too inconsistent with Shao Chengyun’s status, and he didn’t ask him when he got off work beforehand. What if you didn’t go this way? Isn’t it all a waste of time.
  Shao Chengyun came to Xin Rong, holding a pretty glass water glass in his hand, and said to him, “I asked Aunt Hui to make some water to moisten her throat.” Xin Rong was stunned for a moment, then shook his head with a smile
  , Said, “Mr. Shao, don’t do this, this is not like what you do.”
  Shao Chengyun also smiled and said, “It’s okay, it’s like doing it a few more times.” Then he handed the cup to Xin Rong, unscrewed the lid of the cup when he handed it over, and said, “Call your name, don’t be Mr. Shao. Boss Shao’s, it’s not my subordinate, so it’s time to listen.” Xin Rong looked at the cup that had been handed to him, so he had to take it, and took two sips because Shao Chengyun had already unscrewed the lid.
  Foods such as mangosteen and candied dates are soaked in warm water, which is very moist to drink. Xin Rong is doing this job now, dealing with employees and customers non-stop every day, and talking non-stop, and her throat feels uncomfortable every time she gets off work.
  When Shao Chengyun waited for him to drink water, bowed his head and fell silent, he took out a poster from his coat pocket and said to him, “If you don’t hurry, let me discuss with you about Tangtang’s birthday, okay?”
  Shao Chengyun has been living in the villa for the past few days, sleeping alone in the master bedroom, looking at the things that Xin Rong left behind, he feels that everything is right and wrong, and it is really uncomfortable.
  He even went out of his way to chat with Aunt Hui and Xiao Wei, asking them what they knew about Xin Rong’s living habits and food tastes.
  It was obvious that she was his pillow person, who had slept in his arms for a whole year, but when Shao Chengyun heard Aunt Hui say that Xin Rong had a stomachache, he couldn’t believe it, why didn’t he know?
  Aunt Hui is just a servant, so she can’t say anything wrong with her young master, so she can only answer matter-of-factly, “There’s always been, sometimes when you’ve been waiting for dinner for a long time, he’ll ask me for a bowl of soup first.” Come on, or my stomach can’t bear it.”
  Shao Chengyun stopped talking after listening.
  Xin Rong waited too long for him to eat, and sometimes he didn’t even call Xin Rong to say that he had eaten outside before returning, and made people wait. Although it was not intentional, and most of them were just busy and forgot, but the kind of careless treatment is also obvious.
  The memories of these details are enough to poke my heart, like a small needle slowly piercing the apex of my heart, the soreness is buried deep, and I can’t relieve it for several days. Even if it was said through someone else’s mouth, Shao Chengyun took some time to digest it.
  Xin Rong is very resistant to getting back together now, and Shao Chengyun knows that he has to use a gentle and gradual method to recover, and can no longer pursue with force. It just so happened that Tangtang’s birthday was approaching. Shao Chengyun did some homework beforehand, found a very popular children’s playground in the city, and arranged a full-day birthday event for Tangtang, and wanted her to hold a party there.
  Shao Chengyun is very good at persuading people, he will not directly ask you if it is okay, but will give you a few choices, these choices are irrelevant, basically let you follow his way of thinking.
  Xin Rong heard him talk about the activities in the playground, and then said in a low voice, “You know I don’t like you using children as chips, right?
  ” The most direct sentence.
  Shao Chengyun’s reaction was also calm, as if he expected Xin Rong to say this, he nodded and said I knew, and then said, “You may not believe it, but I really miss Tangtang, I feel uncomfortable without holding her when I go home every day It is a good thing for Xin
  Rong to speak out those negative emotions.
  Shao Chengyun knew that he had threatened Xin Rong with his child, and he couldn’t get around it. He had done a messy job, and he had to admit it.
  He really has feelings for Tangtang. After not seeing the little girl for two months, Shao Chengyun thought about Xin Rong, and also thought about the child. Another day he drove to the kindergarten by himself, waiting far away across the street to see Tangtang.
  At that time, there were many parents picking up and dropping off their children. Tangtang was held by the pick-up people, and was buried in the crowd in a blink of an eye. Shao Chengyun only looked at her for less than half a minute, the feeling of being so close but not being able to meet her is indescribable.
  Shao Chengyun took the poster and a few pages of introductions to the event, and briefly explained the content of the birthday party. He didn’t mean to force Xin Rong to accept it, so he said that you should think about it when you go back. Anyway, I have booked the venue. Even if there is no party, just bring the children It’s okay to play for half a day.
  Xin Rong listened to Shao Chengyun’s words, looked down at the playground introduction, and unconsciously pursed her lips. His side face looked distressed and fragile, and he seemed to be two completely different people from the boy who had been trying to have a rational conversation with Shao Chengyun. Shao Chengyun couldn’t hold it back for a while, sighed, raised his hand and rubbed his head lightly, and said, “I won’t go that day, so I won’t disturb you.” In the end,
  Xin Rong accepted the birthday event, after all, he was alone, There is really no way to give Tangtang such a good opportunity to invite classmates to the party.
  It is also necessary for children to socialize. Because of her original family, Tangtang is rather timid and shy. She has been in school for more than half a year and has not made any friends.
  Xin Rong is usually busy with work and spends little time with her, so she feels in her heart that she owes her. I also want to give her a birthday surprise so that she can interact with her classmates more.
  On the day of the party, Tangtang wore a beautiful little dress and was dressed up like a little princess by Xin Rong. Almost half of the students in the class came, and the atmosphere was very lively.
  Because there are a lot of large toys in the venue, and there are staff members singing and dancing with them, the children had a lot of fun. Later, while eating the cake, a little boy smeared cream on Tangtang’s face as a prank, and was counterattacked by two other little girls.
  Xin Rong stood aside, chatting with the other parents, watching Tangtang laughing so happily among the children, he always had a faint smile on his face.
  The last activity was that the staff in the playground dressed up as large cartoon dolls, came out to sing birthday songs to the little birthday star, and took a group photo with the children.
  In addition to Mickey and Minnie and Peppa Pig, there is also a Winnie the Pooh who is very dedicated and holds Tangtang’s hand throughout the process. When everyone took a group photo together, the scene was a bit chaotic. While protecting Tangtang, he held Xin Rong and asked him to stand with Tangtang.
  At first, Xin Rong had fun with a group of children. Winnie the Pooh has always been his favorite cartoon character. After this bear appeared, Xin Rong’s happiness seemed to double, and he smiled very brightly.
  Later, for some unknown reason, Xin Rong suddenly had a flash of inspiration. Just as the four cartoon dolls were about to leave the stage, he turned his head and stared at the big bear that seemed to be too tall for a long time. For a moment, Xin Rong couldn’t believe the almost absurd reasoning in his head.
  He hesitated in the arena for a moment, then entrusted Tangtang to a familiar parent to take care of him, and he still chased him out. First, he looked around outside the staff lounge, but he didn’t see Winnie the Pooh. He followed the signs to the backyard of the playground.
  There was no one in the courtyard, except for some costumes and props.
  The bear had removed its hood and was sitting on a bench drinking water.
  Probably because it was too hot. After drinking the water, he put his elbows on his knees and sat down for a while.
  Xin Rong stood by the passage halfway across the yard, staring at him steadily.
  ——It’s too stupid, how could you do such a stupid thing.
  Xin Rong frowned, smiled, and then her eyes began to turn red.