Get Married - Chap 65
Chapter 65 Married to Xin Rong, But Didn’t Take Good Care of Her
This way of breaking up hurts others a thousand and hurts himself eight hundred, and Xin Rong himself suffers.
He took a quick walk on the street, and when he returned to school, he seemed to look normal, and he went to participate in the group activities as usual that night.
Even Louis didn’t realize the great emotional changes he had experienced in the past half a day, and once joked with him, “Mr. Shao won’t come to the library to wait for you tonight?”
Xin Rong smiled, lowered her head and flipped through the files, but didn’t answer.
——Probably won’t come again.
When he thought of this, his heart felt an uncontrollable pain.
The next afternoon, Xin Rong received an email from Shao Chengyun’s assistant. The content was brief but polite. He Xun obviously didn’t know that his boss and Xin Rong had broken up, and he only said that Shao Chengyun’s flight back to China tonight was due to Xin Rong’s help in the middle, and he was very grateful to him.
After Xin Rong read the email, she sat staring at the computer screen for a while, and when she got up again, somehow, she couldn’t go on the road, and her foot tripped on the metal chair leg.
The impact was severe, Xin Rong hissed and hopped around the dormitory twice with one foot, and was still a little staggering when he walked out of the room.
Considering Xin Rong’s age, he can handle things.
He had put his heart and soul into a relationship that had been entangled for such a long time. Seeing that it was almost on the verge of reunion, he was abruptly cut off by himself.
Shao Chengyun humbled himself like that, leaving it to Xin Rong to decide in the heavy rain, begging Xin Rong not to break up under the high fever, every word he said was full of nostalgia for Xin Rong.
A person who was so high and high back then was almost on his knees before Xin Rong.
Xin Rong still cruelly wants the other party to give him another year. Can’t contact, no commitment, each can form a new love, which is more cruel than breaking up directly.
Xin Rong does not regret the decision she made. He really can’t get back together with the other party with an inextricable knot in his heart.
Shao Chengyun’s strength has been around for a long time, the last time they separated was so ugly, if they don’t try to this extent, even if they look back, it may just be a repeat of the past.
But this time was different after all, when Shao Chengyun was showing his weakness the most, Xin Rong pricked him. So much so that after coming out of the hotel, as long as Xin Rong thought of what Shao Chengyun said during his illness, he felt a dull pain of difficulty breathing, the kind of pain connected to the flesh and blood.
He is no better than Shao Chengyun.
Another day passed after Shao Chengyun returned to China, and it was unknown if Xin Rong caught a cold while kissing him, and also started to cough and have a headache.
That night, Xin Rong developed a high fever, and in the middle of the night when the fever became unconscious, she turned over to find water and fell off the bed.
This fall shattered all her self-esteem and stubbornness, and Xin Rong lay on the ground for a long time, unable to get up. Finally curled up into a ball, raised his hands and groped to grab the quilt off the bed and cover his head.
Not wanting her classmates and roommates to hear the sound, Xin Rong hid herself in the quilt and sobbed softly.
It’s not crying, it’s not collapse, I can’t tell what the reaction is, it’s just unbearable pain, feeling like I’ve been torn into countless pieces.
A year is not long, nor is it short. But Shao Chengyun is such a beautiful person, there are many admirers around him waiting to fill the vacancy.
The freedom that Xin Rong wanted was too expensive. Maybe a year later, no one will miss him at all, no one will look for him, and he may not be able to see Shao Chengyun again in his life.
Xin Rong was ill for two or three days. When Louis called him, he heard that his voice was not right, and wanted to take care of him. Xin Rong didn’t even let him in the dormitory door.
It wasn’t until the end of the weekend that Xin Rong’s illness was basically cured. He lost a lot of weight, but when he went back to class, he still looked calm and composed. No one could see what he had experienced in the past few days.
His Facebook account is no longer updated.
In the past, the status was posted once a week, and it was for Shao Chengyun. Now that they are broken, Xin Rong will no longer leave false thoughts for each other.
He’s not the kind of person who will retreat to advance and use some twists and turns. No matter how difficult it was, I gritted my teeth and endured it.
Shao Chengyun took the e-ticket and didn’t even say goodbye to Xin Rong when he left England.
The Shao family’s second young master had never suffered such humiliation in love, and even thought about letting Xin Rong live and die in a foreign country.
After returning to China, Shao Chengyun went out to socialize a few times while he was jet-lagged, and some business partners who wanted to curry favor with him sent others to him. They called “Mr. Shao” every mouthful, not to mention how sweet it was. For the wine, the service is extremely attentive.
Shao Chengyun coped with it on the surface, but in the end he pushed them all calmly.
Even if the work schedule is full, and there is one communication after another, no matter how busy he is, it is useless, Shao Chengyun always has a figure in his heart. During the hectic break, he couldn’t resist looking through Xin Rong’s Facebook account.
The past updates are still there, and one has not been deleted. New but no more.
Among the friends who used to like Xin Rong’s posts, there was a very eye-catching name, which was Louis.
After Xin Rong didn’t update her news for a month, Shao Chengyun clicked on Luis’s Facebook page, and found Xin Rong in the group photos that Luis posted every few days.
From those photos alone, it is not clear whether Xin Rong has accepted Louis’ pursuit.
The two were not very close, and the expression on Xin Rong’s face was relatively indifferent. Even though all the young people in the photo were smiling, Xin Rong still felt a sense of alienation from the people around him.
Shao Chengyun didn’t read a few, closed his Facebook page, and leaned back into the leather chair.
Maybe Xin Rong was right. After seeing these photos, Shao Chengyun’s first reaction was to get him back. No matter what method you use, as long as you come back and put it in front of you, you will feel at ease when you look at it every day.
Of course Shao Chengyun didn’t do that in the end.
On the plane back to China, he vaguely remembered that Xin Rong seemed to have kissed him on his own initiative on the day he had a high fever.
This memory was not real. Shao Chengyun was so burned that he was in a daze, and his mood was at its lowest point. Shao Chengyun couldn’t tell whether Xin Rong took the initiative to kiss him or not.
But there is a very real scene in which Xin Rong cried during the kiss, crying while kissing. When Shao Chengyun thought of it belatedly, the tip of his tongue seemed to taste that bitter taste.
Regardless of whether the kiss was real or not, Shao Chengyun did not disturb Xin Rong’s life anymore.
Xin Rong wants to see the outside world, so let’s see.
Shao Chengyun has never waited for anyone emotionally since he was so old, this time he made an exception for Xin Rong.
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A few months later, one day before the death day of Xin Rong’s mother, Shao Chengyun drove to the cemetery in the south of Pingzhou by himself.
He brought a bouquet of plain white chrysanthemums and walked up a section of winding stone steps. When he was approaching the tombstone of Xin Mu, he saw a somewhat familiar figure squatting and cleaning the tombstone.
The other party had just finished wiping the side of the stele, and when he turned his head and saw Shao Chengyun standing on the steps beside him, he was also taken aback, “Mr. Shao…?”
Shao Chengyun did not expect to meet Meng Donglin here.
The two men stood in front of Xin Rong’s mother’s monument, neither saying anything.
Shao Chengyun put down the bouquet, stood for a while in front of the picture of the handsome mother, and finally bowed. Meng Donglin came half an hour earlier than him, and he had already done everything he needed to do.
Meng Donglin put back the iron barrel where the paper money had been burnt, and left the cemetery with Shao Chengyun.
When they arrived at the parking lot, neither of them was in a hurry to get in the car. They stood in a shaded corner and smoked a cigarette.
Shao Chengyun smoked one handed over by Meng Donglin. He himself did not have the habit of bringing cigarettes with him, so he thanked him when he returned the lighter.
Meng Donglin didn’t take the initiative to talk about Xin Rong this time, probably because he knew something, and he didn’t poke Shao Chengyun’s pain, but just sighed, “I didn’t expect Shao to come here.”
Shao Chengyun was silent for a moment, and then said, “Xin Rong once told me on the cruise ship that his mother’s last wish was for him to choose his marriage partner carefully, and let me hold my hand high.”
——But Shao Chengyun didn’t do that at the time.
”…I came here today to apologize to my aunt. I married Xin Rong, but I didn’t take good care of her.”
After Shao Chengyun finished speaking, he lowered his eyes and smoked. He held the cigarette holder with his thumb and forefinger, and he looked very dignified smoking. In the seemingly calm narration, there is an imperceptible nostalgia and tenderness.
After hearing this, Meng Donglin was silent for a while, and then said, “Mr. Shao has a heart.”
This sentence is from the heart. After such a long time, Meng Donglin had to admit that Xin Rong was right. Shao Chengyun put his heart into him.
The two of them were not familiar with each other, and their conversations were inconsistent. Every time you talk, there will be a pause in the middle.
Later Shao Chengyun suddenly said, “What was Xin Rong like when she was a child?”
Meng Donglin raised his eyebrows, laughed, and said, “That’s something to talk about. Xin Rong was a top performer when she was young, and she’s different from us children in the compound who don’t want to make progress and make trouble all day long.”
After a pause, the smile on Meng Donglin’s face faded a bit, and his voice sank a bit, and he said again, “Xin Rong saved me, does Mr. Shao know?”
Shao Chengyun shook his head after hearing this. Xin Rong didn’t mention much about herself to him, and this is what Shao Chengyun regretted after they separated. He used to spend so much time together, but didn’t know Xin Rong a little better.
”My dad used to like to drink, and when he got drunk, he beat people when he came home. The beating was so hard that neither my mother nor I could escape.” Meng Donglin flicked a cigarette between his fingers, and said slowly, “I’m about to graduate from university. That year he broke my mother’s head, and I gave him red eyes, took a kitchen knife out of the kitchen, and chopped him off.”
”At that time, the neighbors around me were all terrified, and no one dared to come up to dissuade me. It was Xin Rong who rushed out and dragged me back, and was accidentally injured by me.”
”I don’t know why Xin Rong was so calm at the time. My dad chased me home. Xin Rong locked me in the kitchen and went up to confront my dad on purpose. When the police came, they saw my dad pin him to the ground and beat him. .”
——Like what Xin Rong would do, Shao Chengyun thought to himself. Being able to do this for a friend, no wonder Meng Donglin couldn’t let him go.
”It’s not the same thing if my father beat me and my mother, and he beat Xin Rong.” Meng Donglin said, shaking his head and smiling, “Domestic violence is always left alone, but Xin Rong was The top students in the whole school are among the top students in the district every time. My dad beat up a promising senior high school student, and later sentenced him to intentional injury and locked him up. My mother and I were finally relieved.”
After Meng Donglin finished speaking, the cigarette was also burned out.
He chatted with Shao Chengyun for a few more words, and then got into the car.
Meng Donglin’s off-road vehicle drove out first.
Shao Chengyun sat alone in the car for a while, slowly digesting the story Meng Donglin told, and pictured the appearance of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy in his heart.
The longer we were apart, the more Shao Chengyun seemed to love him.
The bubbles floating on the surface gradually disappeared, leaving behind the feelings of still water flowing deep.
Hearing about Xin Rong’s past from other people made Shao Chengyun somewhat emotional. If he could cross the distance of time and space, he would really like to hug that boy from back then.
Meeting Meng Donglin in front of Xin Rong’s mother’s tomb was like a kind of blessing in the dark. The two who hadn’t been in touch for a long time got a little news about each other.
That night, Meng Donglin sent a message to Xin Rong, mentioning that he saw Shao Chengyun in the cemetery.
Maybe because of the time difference, Xin Rong replied after a few hours: Thank you Brother Dong, I see.
The text is short, Meng Donglin may not be able to imagine how excited Xin Rong was when he heard the news.
For a one-year appointment, the first few months are the hardest. Xin Rong also lived in anxiety for more than a hundred days.
Knowing that Shao Chengyun appeared in such a place where he remembered his relatives, the meaning was too unusual for Yu Xinrong. He suddenly became much more at ease, and the remaining half a year didn’t seem to be so difficult.
Shao Chengyun would occasionally get news about Xin Rong from a school director who had some personal acquaintances, such as his academic achievement of perfect grades, or his getting a good internship opportunity.
Xin Rong continued to work hard as always, and Shao Chengyun watched him from afar. Watching him fight against the world, and waiting for the day when he shakes hands with himself.
Until the afternoon of a working day after the New Year, the school manager changed his habit of sending emails and suddenly called Shao Chengyun overseas. At that time, Shao Chengyun was holding a quarterly meeting with the company’s top management.
He Xun handed over his private mobile phone number and whispered something in his ear. After hearing this, Shao Chengyun’s expression changed, he stood up, and said to the astonished crowd, “Go ahead.”
Then he took the phone and quickly walked out of the meeting room.
He Xun followed closely behind him and stopped a manager who was about to meet him.
Shao Chengyun walked aside and listened to the news relayed by the school director with a cold expression.
Just half an hour ago, there was a terrorist attack on the hotel where Xin Rong practiced. The hotel restaurant was blown up and a fire broke out. Xin Rong’s name was on the casualty list.
