Lop-Eared Guard - Chap 90
Chapter 90 Fanwai 2 Looking for what you didn’t say but wanted
The cold wind in the northern night scraped the bare/exposed skin, and got into the bone crevice, stinging like being bitten.
Lu Shangjin was only wrapped in a thin shirt, and wandered around the corner next to the Union Building for a long time, with his hands in his trouser pockets, tightly clutching the old wedding ring. That day, despite the obstruction of the engineering team, he rummaged through the ruins for a whole day, and pulled out the ring from the broken steel bars. After squatting on the beach, scrubbing it clean, he kept it solemnly in his pocket close to his heart.
As soon as he recovered to A3, he only had one thought in his mind, that he wanted to return to Yan Yi immediately. Even if she was punched and kicked, she just wanted to hug him immediately, hold him tightly and never let go, kiss him and love him with a stern face.
Blood stains mixed with tense cold sweat soaked through the fabric of the back, he was so embarrassing, he should go back and clean himself up first, at least cover up the wounds all over his body, but he really wanted to see him.
He stole a security uniform and ID card, and wanted to quietly see how Yan Yi was doing now.
There was no one in the Omega’s lounge, and the only open drawer contained two rows of medicine bottles.
Footsteps sounded in the lounge. Lu Shangjin wanted to ask him directly with a medicine bottle, but saw a Merlin alpha following Yan Yi, and heard Yan Yi call him Mu Lan.
The alpha looked at Yan Yi with focused and considerate eyes, but in fact Lu Shangjin couldn’t notice it, he only saw Yan Yi wearing his coat.
In this season, it was indeed cold at night, and he searched all over his body but couldn’t find a warm thing for omega to wear on his body.
He stared closely at Yan Yi’s eyes from a distance, as long as there was even a little bit of reluctance in those eyes, he would immediately rush forward to grab Yan Yi into his arms, and use A3 to suppress the pheromone to forcefully expel all the alphas around him .
Lu Shangjin looked forward to it, but Ke Yanyi remained indifferent from beginning to end, neither pandering nor resisting, talking to Alpha with a flat voice as usual, taking a bunch of pills he didn’t recognize.
At that time, his mind was blank, he would just stare blankly at Yan Yi from a distance, thinking inexplicably that maybe he would let Lu Yan call that alpha father.
Lu Shangjin watched Yan Yi fall asleep on that alpha’s lap in the corner, and his body, which had just been warmed by the air conditioner, shivered again. The clenched palms were unconsciously released, and the wedding ring fell into the pocket.
He stood in the dark all the time, and when Yan Yi woke up and left, he hurried to the medicine drawer and looked anxiously, inputting the names of these medicines that he had never seen before into the search box one by one, and the medicines that he could find had the same effect. The – antidepressant.
The whole heart suddenly felt as heavy as a lead weight.
He went to check Yan Yi’s daily work, and found out from the slight clues that Yan Yi would lead a team to wipe out terrorist/terrorist/organizations.
Lu Shangjin’s anger and resentment were all poured out on the leader of the A3 red-tailed buzzard, who came to the door to provoke him, and punched the red-tailed hawk’s seven ribs to the bone. Hearing the alpha’s stern roar, he couldn’t feel the pain in his heart. defuse.
Later, he couldn’t help blocking Mu Lan at the door, but he couldn’t move him, after all, maybe he was the one Yan Yi tacitly agreed to be by his side.
From that day on, he lost the courage to face it, and only dared to approach their lives in the dark.
When Yan Yi was not around, he sat on a tree branch in the courtyard, looked through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looked at little Lu Yan who was wearing diapers and building blocks inside. Occasionally, he can be distracted, and always wants to reach out and touch his little ears, and hug his obedient little rabbit from the air.
Lu Yan saw him, crawled over to hold the glass, opened his mouth and gnawed out a piece of saliva on the glass seriously. Ever since a child was added to the family, the floor-to-ceiling windows were locked, for fear that the child would crawl out of danger.
Lu Shangjin flipped up to the balcony and sat on the ground, his rough fingertips met the little rabbit’s white and tender little fingers through the glass, and taught him to call him Dad.
“Alpha father is only me, remember? Don’t call him the wrong person.”
The little rabbit blinked his big eyes and looked at him in confusion, then opened his mouth curiously, showing a row of small teeth, and giggled.
“What are you laughing at, call me Dad.”
The little rabbit was so amused by the guy outside the window that he gnawed on the glass even more vigorously, his soft face like glutinous rice balls squeezed into a flat lump on the glass window.
“dad.”
He had only learned to speak not long ago, and he was muttering about his father, and he didn’t know what to tell his silly father.
After thinking about it for a long time, Lu Shangjin kissed the little rabbit’s forehead through the glass, and replied in a low voice, Dad loves you too.
Lu Shangjin turned over, bumped her head against the corner of the bed, sat up covering her head, subconsciously hugged the omega beside her, and then woke up from the dream, remembering that she was kicked and fell asleep on the ground last night.
Looking back carefully while sleepy, the scene of yesterday was vivid in his mind, Yan Yi tore off his hood with staring eyes, and asked him through gritted teeth, “Do you still know how to come back?”.
Yan Yi curled up on his side on the bed, and when he fell asleep, his hands were still hooked on the fence of Lu Yan’s small bed. Last night, I lost my temper a lot with the help of alcohol, and finally managed to coax me to sleep.
Lu Yan woke up, his long eyelashes still twitched, and saw his father’s hand stretched out in the crib, so he crawled over to eat with his little tail pouted, revealing two small teeth like glutinous rice.
Lu Shangjin didn’t stop him, but frowned worriedly. The two-year-old baby should have passed the lip stage where he is used to putting everything in his mouth to taste, but Lu Yan still hasn’t left.
He bowed down and picked up the little rabbit and put it on his forearm, and Lu Yan hugged his neck softly. The clingy little rabbit seems a little uneasy, likes to be hugged, and keeps touching the glands on the back of Lu Shangjin’s neck, wanting to pick it up and put it in his mouth.
He suddenly understood, carried Lu Yan to the balcony, gently closed the glass door, and slowly released the soothing pheromone to him.
The little rabbit’s ears were turned up, and Lu Yan lay quietly in Lu Shangjin’s arms, his soft nails gently grasping Alpha’s skirt, and he no longer put his little hand in his mouth to relieve his anxiety.
Lu Shangjin knew that Yan Yi must do his best to love the baby, but in any case, it could not make up for the half of alpha’s love and protection, not to mention that Yan Yi’s mental state was really not good, and the soothing pheromone released to Lu Yan every time No matter how high the dose is, it will eventually be mixed with vague anxiety.
“Baby, I promise you that Dad will stay with you well in the future.” He stretched out his finger and met Lu Yan’s delicate little finger.
“Yeah!” Lu Yan smiled shyly, showing his small teeth, and grabbed Lu Shangjin’s hand to ask his father to touch his little ears.
It’s so sweet that Lu Lu Jin’s heart will melt to the point where it can be squeezed into shape, and I’m afraid it will hurt the little angel in my arms. The little angel’s glands are only a little bit big, but they can already smell the pheromones and honey. His sweetness, as sweet as his words, made him look like a stupid bear holding a big honey pot.
Lu Yan opened his big round eyes and asked Lu Shangjin, “Dad likes Qiuqiu, or does he still like Dad?”
Lu Shangjin smiled helplessly and teased him that he liked Tuqiuqiu.
Lu Yan pouted aggrievedly, covered Lu Shangjin’s mouth, and carefully told him not to let his father hear him, and not to say that he liked Qiuqiu more in front of his father.
The baby’s innocence and sensibility made Lu Shangjin feel even more uncomfortable. Even such a young child is pampering Yan Yi. He must have worked hard in the past two years.
Omega turned over on the bed in the bedroom, sat up rubbing her wrinkled rabbit ears, saw that Lu Yan’s cot was empty, and suddenly buzzed in her head, and looked up to see Alpha on the balcony, hugging Lu Yan and pacing slowly , talking and laughing with the baby.
He was stunned for a while, and the picture that had been replayed thousands of times in his mind actually appeared not far away, what to say and what to do at this moment, he tried hard to recall the words he had rehearsed, but found that he had forgotten all of them.
Seeing Yan Yi woke up, Lu Shangjin came out with the baby in his arms, and stopped a few steps away from Yan Yi.
Yan Yi subconsciously got up to pick him up, and just half a step away from the bed, Lu Shangjin grabbed his waist and hooked him over, clinging to Alpha’s chest, feeling the warmth and beating with his cheeks.
