Misplaced Relationship - Chapter 68
Chapter 68
Attitude
I didn’t wear a condom during anal sex, so the semen went too deep inside, which made it difficult to clean up. Yan Wen was going to help, but Li Li said nervously:
“I can do it myself.” After saying that, he went into the bathroom and locked the door without even giving Yan Wen time to react.
He’s in a bit of an abnormal state.
Yan Wen noticed it, but he had no intention of getting to the bottom of it.
Li Li in the bathroom breathed a sigh of relief.
She didn’t let the man touch her front, because she would feel a little guilty, but it was difficult because she knew in her heart how much Yan Wen liked her deformity.
The kind of love that can’t help but lick with tongue during the process. Today, I can skillfully guide the other person to use only the back, but it may not be so smooth in the future.
And not only Yan Wen, but even Li Li himself, has become accustomed to indulgence in pleasure, so much so that now he feels a sense of dissatisfaction in his body.
The next invitation was not long in between, but it was not that Yan Wen sent the message in advance, but that he saw the other party waiting on the roadside after get off work at the private restaurant.
Figure.
He was tall and slender, wearing a white shirt with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows to reveal his watch. He was leaning against the side of a business car. Just standing there, he could
Attracted a lot of attention.
Li Li’s heartbeat started to speed up when he saw him, and even his fingertips felt numb. He had been trying to avoid meeting him during this period, but once
When they met, the attraction became extremely strong. I had clearly thought about what excuses I would find to keep my distance from the other person in this situation, but now
At this time, he couldn’t help but walk over step by step, and couldn’t even hide the surprise in his eyes, “Why are you waiting for me?”
Like the reaction of a girl in love when she sees her boyfriend waiting for her.
Yan Wen said: “I was working overtime late and just happened to pass by.”
He was about to pick up Li Li, but Li Li turned around first, opened the passenger door and got in, and even fastened his seat belt with a “click”, without giving any attention.
Yan Wen took the opportunity to get intimate with Li Li. Li Li was obviously still a little nervous, his eyes darted around, and he deliberately fiddled with his bangs, as if he was afraid of being
It’s like seeing an acquaintance.
He had never reacted like this before.
Yan Wen did not ask him, but said: “Tell Aji that you will not be returning to the dormitory tonight.”
“Ah…but I have classes tomorrow morning at 8 o’clock.” Li Li was quite friendly and discussed with him, “How about letting me go back tonight?”
After jumping for joy, Li Li calmed down again. His mother’s words and her collapsed appearance kept spinning in his mind, and he still couldn’t face it all calmly.
He didn’t think that if he stayed overnight, Yan Wen would refrain from touching him in front.
Yan Wen didn’t start the car, but flicked his fingers on the steering wheel and tilted his head to look at him: “Let me take you home now? What would I be like?
machine?”
“Help me, I didn’t think so. I just really have a class tomorrow morning. You know my schedule.” Li Li acted very calmly. He sent a
There is indeed a class tomorrow morning on the schedule, but it is not important to him and he can choose whether to attend it or not. If it were last semester, he would not have added such a class to his schedule.
In the course schedule, he added a lot of classes in order to reduce contact with each other.
He was afraid that the more he interacted with this man, the harder it would be for him to return to the “normal” that his mother talked about.
Even though he wasn’t “normal” to begin with.
Li Li came to hold his hand, scratched his palm with her fingertips twice, and said in an ambiguous tone, “There is still time, I can give you a quick meal.”
meal’.”
Yan Wen was so angry that he almost laughed.
Li Li also felt that his words and actions were not appropriate, just like he was cheating people out of money, but he still shamelessly whispered: “You should drive the car to a more remote place.
not good?”
The road here was not very busy, so Yan Wen easily found a quiet spot with almost no one on the sidewalk, so he was not afraid of being seen.
Disturb. He didn’t even fasten his seat belt during the short journey. After parking the car, he continued to stare at Li Li, with a mocking tone, “What kind of ‘fast
meal’?”
“I’ll help you out with my mouth.”
Li Li unbuckled his seat belt and leaned over the man to unbuckle his belt. Before his fingers could even reach the buckle, they were grabbed. He raised his head and his eyes fell on
Yan Wen saw the slightly cold temperature in the other person’s eyes, his heart contracted, and his whole body stiffened.
Yan Wen said: “Your attitude is really disgusting.”
Yan Wen hadn’t spoken to him in this tone for a long time.
I don’t know when this man’s attitude softened, sometimes even making Li Li feel spoiled. He lied to his mother
There were many lies, but he was right about one thing. Yan Wen was indeed a good person, without any quirks, and she indulged him. Sometimes the two of them were more like a relationship of keeping someone instead of a relationship of keeping someone.
In love, although Li Li knew clearly that Yan Wen’s future plan was to marry a woman and have children, no matter how well he treated her, the two of them would never be together.
Individuals will never have a common future.
So he never fantasized about it and completely accepted the reality that the day would come when the two of them would separate.
But now, even though he clearly knew his position, he still felt hurt.
Even if he was the one who started it.
Yan Wen let go of his hand and withdrew his gaze from his face. His attitude became completely cold. “If you don’t want to do it, you can just reject me. I
You are allowed to do this. But don’t try to give me a perfunctory attitude. I don’t like being given a perfunctory attitude. He fastened his seat belt and started the car again. “Buckle up your seat belt.
Since you don’t feel like doing that today, I’ll take you back.”
Li Li felt as if he had been slapped in the face. He slowly sat up straight and obediently fastened his seat belt.
The car was speeding on the road, but the speed was still within the safe speed limit. Even when it encountered a red light, Yan Wen stopped and waited according to traffic regulations, without any violation.
However, the two of them did not speak during the whole journey. The enthusiasm they had when they met dropped to the freezing point in a short time, and it was not broken even when they separated.
He should have said something, but Li Li couldn’t open his mouth. He didn’t dare to look at Yan Wen, for fear of seeing the indifference in his eyes again, and even more afraid of hearing something from him.
These words are hard for me to bear right now.
For example, if you sell yourself, you should be sincere.
But fortunately, Yan Wen did not ridicule him. He just drove away without saying a word after he got out of the car. The speed at which the rear of the car moved seemed to be neat and tidy, without any hesitation.
A bit of a feeling of reluctance.
Li Li stood there staring at the direction the rear of the car left for a long time until his cell phone rang.
It’s Zhao Qiu again.
It was not a video call but a phone call. The ringing lasted for a long time before Li Li answered the call. Then he heard his mother’s cautious voice on the other end of the line: “Li Li,
Have you rested?”
Knowing what she really wanted to find out, Li Li could handle it well under normal circumstances, but after such an unpleasant experience with Yan Wen, Li Li was filled with
I just felt tired, “Not yet, I just arrived at the school gate.”
Zhao Qiu’s voice became even softer. “Why is it so late? Is it…” She dragged out the words but her suspicion was obvious.
An impulse came over me, and I couldn’t help but say, “You must be working part-time to stay up late. You must be sleeping with a man. Mom, are you relieved?”
His tone was bad and too aggressive. He couldn’t stop after saying this. As his chest rose and fell violently, more hurtful words came out: “You have already
I’m over 40, why can’t I accept reality? It’s only natural for him to pay me to sleep with him. It’s my legitimate right to sleep with him whenever he wants. As long as I pay him,
As long as Yi has no deadline, I have the obligation to accompany him every day, you…” The impulsive words stopped abruptly, and Li Li woke up because he heard his mother’s low sobbing.
Why would he say such things to his mother?
Why do you have such an attitude?
Everything was his own choice. He was the one who lied, he was the one who felt guilty, and he was the one who angered Yan Wen. Why did he take his anger out on his mother?
Feelings of regret kept pouring over him, and just as Li Li was about to apologize, the other party had already hung up the phone.
Looking at the call records, Li Li felt depressed. He could guess that his mother must be crying and blaming herself. He should call her back to apologize and comfort her.
But at this moment, an unprecedented fatigue came over him, preventing him from making any more calls.
Walking back to the dormitory seemed to have exhausted all his strength. The atmosphere in the dormitory was no different from before. Some studied and some played games.
After coming in, they greeted each other and went about their own business.
Li Li disguised herself again, as if she had not experienced anything bad at all, put her bag away, started to collect clothes and went to take a shower.
Li Li stood there for a while before the door opened. A half-naked Yan Ji stood in front of him. It was obvious that he had just taken a shower inside. His hair was still wet and dripping with water.
When he arrived at Lili, his eyes were bright and his tone was a little excited, “It’s so late, I thought you wouldn’t come back tonight.”
Li Li looked at his face that was similar to Yan Wen’s, and the indifference in the other’s eyes flashed through her mind. She immediately looked away and said, “No appointment.”
His tone was gloomy, and his attitude was completely different from usual. Yan Ji was a little confused, and frowned and asked: “You look listless, did something happen?”
“It’s okay, I’m just tired.” Li Li really felt tired, as if there was a stone blocking his chest. Taking a cold shower did not make him feel better. But he
I still insisted on washing both of their clothes by hand. After hanging them up and returning to my seat, I found new messages on my phone.
It turned out to be bank card information.
Yan Wen transferred one hundred thousand yuan to his card.
Li Li was stunned for a moment, his eyes widened, and he looked at the message in disbelief. After reading it several times, he was sure that he had not seen it wrong.
It’s complicated. I don’t know how to deal with it yet, and then I receive a new message on my phone.
It’s a banquet.
——I apologize for my attitude just now. I’m sorry.
Just a few words made Li Li fall into the edge of shock. Then he could clearly feel the stone blocking his chest disappearing bit by bit, and the feeling of dejection and exhaustion
His sense of wakefulness was also fading, and the fire in his heart was ignited, which finally made him stand up and walk out.
Yan Ji had been observing his movements and almost couldn’t help but look at his phone screen, but he was still a step too late. Seeing him walk out, he hurriedly asked
“You’re going out so late?”
Li Li turned around and gave him a bright smile, saying cheerfully, “Yes, I have an appointment.”
Yan Ji stared at his change in astonishment, and then realized that he had a sour feeling, but Li Li had already gone far away, no matter who he was running to, he had no way to
stop.
