Misplaced Relationship - Chapter 92
Chapter 92
Why did you choose him instead of me? Chapter number: 6958773
The coincidences were so close that even though the result made Yan Ji doubt his life, he had to admit that this possibility was very high.
It is so complicated that we cannot simply say it is uncomfortable or difficult to accept, but more of a lack of certainty.
How is that possible?
What was the initial opportunity for the two people to date?
Yan Ji almost didn’t sleep all night, thinking about what happened during this period. He was sure that Li Li and “that person” were dealing with money first.
Because at first Li Li denied being in a relationship, but later she gradually admitted it.
If Li Li needed money, why did he ask his elder brother for help? And how did his elder brother agree?
Zhao Qiu left early because he had to go to work, so he thought Yan Ji was still sleeping and didn’t disturb him. Yan Ji heard her open and close the door, and soon after, another
The door opened again.
Li Li is back.
His nerves suddenly tensed up. The soundproofing in the room was not very good. Yan Ji could hear Li Li changing shoes, putting away the key, and then the footsteps approaching step by step.
A moment later, the door of the room was opened.
“Aji, are you up yet? It’s time for breakfast.” Li Li had just finished speaking when he saw Yan Ji sitting by the bed. The bed was not messy, the quilt was just lifted up, and the other
One side was even flat. Yan Ji’s sunny and handsome face had dark circles under his eyes, and he looked a little listless. Li Li noticed something was wrong.
He immediately softened his voice, “What’s wrong? Did you not sleep well?”
Yan Ji originally wanted to hide it, but after seeing Li Li, the urge to know the truth surged out and he could not bear it at all.
He stared at his friend, his voice a little hoarse when he spoke, “I called you last night.”
Li Li’s heart skipped a beat when he thought of the message his mother sent him last night.
Yan Ji said: “But it was busy, then I called my brother and it was also busy.”
Li Li’s lips slowly tightened. He couldn’t say he was at a loss, but he was certainly a little nervous.
Yan Ji smiled weakly, with a hint of pain in his eyes, “What a coincidence, so coincidental that I even suspected that you two were talking on the phone.”
There was still a little hope in his eyes, and he stared at Li Li as if expecting him to say no. But Li Li did not respond immediately.
Instead of answering, she pulled a chair and sat in front of him, then said, “Aji, I’m sorry for hiding it from you for so long. The person I’m dating is indeed your brother.”
Even though he knew that his guess was almost 90% correct, when he heard the answer, Yan Ji’s pupils widened and his whole body looked
He froze like a statue, and after a long while he cursed “Fuck” in a low voice, and then asked in a somewhat collapsed manner: “When did this happen?
Why did you get involved with my brother? Why is my brother a homosexual? You guys are having fun doing those secret things without telling me, right? Li Li, do you know
Don’t you know that I kind of like you?”
He asked all the questions at once, not even hiding the fact that he had a crush on someone, leaving Li Li at a loss as to how to respond.
Yan Ji didn’t get an answer and instantly became angry, “Speak!”
Li Li felt guilty, “Which question do you want me to answer first?”
“Answer together. I’m telling you, Li Li, at this point, don’t try to hide anything from me. I have to know everything!” He was tall,
Even though the two people were sitting in the same position, his size and aura at the moment gave off a sense of superiority, almost like he was interrogating a prisoner.
Li Li thought for a moment and said, “I once worked part-time in an underground bar and was drugged. Your brother happened to be drinking there at the time, so I asked him for help.
And then… that was it.”
Yan Ji didn’t think for a moment, “So what?”
Li Li closed his eyes and gritted his teeth and said, “Sleep!”
The two words startled Yan Ji, and his momentum dropped a lot. His face quickly turned pale and red. After a long while, he said in disbelief: “I
How could I do that? Just sleep like that?” He quickly became terrified again, “Between the two of you, was he the one sleeping with you or was you sleeping with him?”
Li Li was so angry that she laughed, “Your brother is not a monk and he is not impotent, why can’t he do it? I am number 0, so of course he sleeps with me.”
After all, they are good friends and close friends. Boys are not so tactful when talking to each other. They have low bottom lines with each other, so they don’t need to be so careful with their words.
Yan Ji showed a surprised expression again, “I thought homosexuals all slept with each other, but it turns out there are such divisions.”
Li Li almost rolled his eyes. “Don’t you still think you liked me? Are you still worried that you are gay? It turns out that you don’t even check such a basic thing.
one time?”
Yan Ji sensed something was wrong and almost got angry. “So you already knew that I liked you? Did my brother tell you?”
Li Li began to feel guilty again, “I heard it with my own ears.”
Yan Ji stared at him with eyes wide open.
“When you were chatting with your brother, I hid in the bathroom.” Li Li felt guilty and embarrassed. “At first I didn’t understand who you were talking about, but later I figured it out.
Clearly.”
“Me! Shit!”
Yan Ji felt like he was experiencing a social demise and almost fainted from anger.
Li Li sincerely comforted her, “But I don’t think you really like me. You just have a possessive desire for your friend. You may have had desires for me,
But if you really want to have sex with someone of the same sex, you can’t do it, right? ”
Yan Ji had no way to deny this. He had indeed had desires for Li Li and even used his dirty underwear to rub against him, but the scenes he imagined in his mind were
It was never true homosexual intercourse, but only pornographic images of the upper body. For this reason, he never really made any move on Li Li.
pursuit action.
Yan Ji’s face turned pale and green, and he finally said stiffly: “Continue to tell me about what happened between you and my brother! Do you usually date in his villa?
You also raised that dog, so why is it so close to you?”
Li Li admitted: “Yes.”
Yan Ji was a little jealous again, “He even prepared a snack cabinet for you! When I was a kid, he always controlled me and wouldn’t let me eat snacks!”
Li Li looked at him with an innocent face.
Yan Ji quickly looked angry and said, “The most outrageous thing is, why did you hide it from me?” He suddenly realized, “Does my mother know about it?
Because the last time I took you back, her eyes looked a little strange, and Aunt Qin, did she know about it too?”
Li Li nodded, “Yes, they both know.”
“Then why did you hide it from me? Are you the only one in the world who doesn’t know?”
“Don’t get excited.” Li Li sighed softly, feeling quite guilty, “I just don’t know how to tell you. Actually, I didn’t mean to hide it from you.
We had no plans to come out for the time being.”
“What is coming out?”
“It means making your sexual orientation and relationship public. I originally wanted to tell your family after graduation, but on grandma’s birthday, that night
Wen came out of my room and was caught by grandma, so she knew it first…” Li Li observed Yan Ji’s expression while speaking, and found that he was obviously stimulated.
It got bigger, and I suddenly felt nervous.
Yan Ji almost became a puppet, his eyes could not move, and after a long while he said in a lost voice: “That night you also… That day my brother slept with me
Yes! ”
Li Li touched his nose and said softly, “He came over after you fell asleep…”
Although I knew that they had done many things behind my back, I didn’t expect there would be so many.
Keeping in the dark and still worrying about the gains and losses of his feelings, he felt that everything was like a dream.
How could his good friend do this?
How could his brother do this?
How could they do this?
His heart was churning like a raging sea, and Yan Ji couldn’t calm down for a long time. He always felt that he had missed a lot. He stared at Li Li, feeling both
It was uncomfortable and a little painful, a feeling he had never experienced before. “Cao’er, why is it my brother?”
Li Li originally wanted to cover it up with some light-hearted words, but after seeing the pain in his friend’s eyes, he was stunned and speechless for a moment.
“Why did you choose him to help you? Why not choose me? What he can give you, I can also give you.” Yan Ji touched his chest, “You just said
I don’t really like you. I think you are wrong. I am sincere. When I found out that you were with my brother, I couldn’t believe it.
I feel bad, very bad, very bad, because I know that I don’t even have the chance to hesitate with you. I can only be your good friend in this life.
Further development.”
Facing Yan Ji at this moment, Li Li knew that he could no longer be perfunctory. Even though he always told the other party that it was just possessiveness between friends, as a person who was being watched
The person who was there could actually feel Yan Ji’s feelings.
If you are sincere, you are sincere even if you are hesitant.
Therefore, he couldn’t tell the other party that he was the one he chose in the first place.
Because that was indeed a missed opportunity due to some coincidence, but it would definitely not be the result.
Two people can be friends for a lifetime, but if they are in love, it will never end happily.
“I like mature men.” Li Li no longer avoided his gaze, and said in a serious and sincere tone, “I have experienced many times of struggling alone, so
I hope someone can protect me from the wind and rain. Awen’s appearance made me fall in love with him at first sight, and his character made me like him even more. Aji, I can treat you as the best.
My friend, but you never made my heart beat.”
Liking someone is a mysterious thing. For some people, just meeting them once is enough, for some people, love will arise after a long time of getting along with them, but for some people, you only treat them as friends.
Unable to generate love.
Yan Ji stared at him in shock and hurt, “You mean I’m not mature enough?”
Li Li smiled and said, “Maturity requires the accumulation of age and experience. When you reach your brother’s age, I believe you will also mature.
Become a man who makes people feel safe and reliable.” He sighed softly, “But before that, I had already met your brother.”
There was tenderness in his eyes, and a faint smile on his cheek when he thought of that man, which made Yan Ji dazed for a moment, but he suddenly let go.
Because I realized that I could never give him such emotion.
After a moment of silence, Li Li spoke first: “Actually, I feel bad for keeping it a secret from you, but I just don’t know how to tell you, so I
I hope you won’t be angry.” He looked at his friend, “Aji, are you still angry now?”
“It’s easy for me not to be angry.” Yan Ji raised his chin, “Call my brother and ask him to compensate me.”