My Beloved Fool - Chap 109
Chapter 109: Troubles left and right
Jian Sui Ying crossed the long corridor of the hospital at dusk. It was quiet and depressing.
He pushed the door to the ward and saw Zhao Yan sitting in front of the bed, looking up at Jian Sui Lin, with care and heartache on her face.
The two people in the room heard the door open and looked at the door in unison.
Jian Sui Ying stood at the door expressionless.
Jian Sui Lin opened his mouth and whispered, “Mom…”
Zhao Yan looked at Jian Sui Ying, got up, walked out of the ward from him, and closed the door behind him.
The needle silence fell in the room.
It would be better for Jian Sui Lin to open his mouth first, and he said in a mute voice, “Brother, come and sit down.”
Looking at Jian Sui Lin lying half-dead in bed, he could not feel panic or resentment. He habitually tried to take out the cigarette in his pocket and remembered that this was a hospital. Clapping his pocket, he walked up to the bed and sat in the chair Zhao Yan had just sat in.
Jian Sui Lin’s face was so white that he could hardly find any blood, and his lips were abnormally grey. He looked very weak and seemed to struggle to speak.
Jian Sui Ying looked down at him, his face not waving.
Jian Sui Lin looked at his eyes, still full of attachment, but he knew he had to die, he said harshly: “Brother, I know it’s wrong, forgive me.”
Jian Sui Ying said lightly, “What about forgiving you? Forgive you for scamming in my company, or forgive you for raping me or forgiving your attempted murder? ”
What did you do that deserves forgiveness?
Jian Sui Lin’s eyes were wet. “Brother, I thought I would never regret doing anything if I could get you. But in fact, I regretted it long ago. I would rather you treat me as your brother all your life. At least you would talk to me, laugh at me, and be willing to call me, rather than hate me so much”.
Jian Sui Ying’s indifference and hatred for him made him fall into a crazier situation. He could not tell whether he loved Jian Sui Ying more or hated him more. But when he rushed to him, he knew that he would rather die than hurt his brother.
How he wanted to protect this man all his life, but the harm he did to him was the deepest and heaviest.
He regretted it long ago.
Jian Sui Ying whispered: “You get well. I don’t want to run the company for you. I’m busy. You get up early and don’t burden me anymore.”
Jian Sui Lin stretched out his hand to grasp Jian Sui Ying’s hand, but Jian Sui Ying avoided it without trace.
Jian Sui Lin choked and said, “Brother, sit with me for a while. You’re too far away from me, I can’t reach you, even if… Even if you’re with Li Yu, I’m still your brother. Don’t do this to me. Forgive me. Please, forgive me.
At last, Jian Sui Ying could not help pulling out his cigarette.
He used to be less addicted to cigarettes and only had two cigarettes on the scene. But now he hardly leaves his hands without smoking. His pressure is too great. In order to stay awake, he can’t drink too much. Besides smoking, he doesn’t know how to relieve it.
Jian Sui Lin finally grasped Jian Sui Ying’s hand and held it with his greatest strength, so that he could not let go of his sweating palm.
Jian Sui Ying sat in his chair, and let Jian Sui Lin hold his hand. If he hadn’t grasped his hand with the strength of an adult man, he would have thought that he was being held by a child, like a toy that had to be held in order to fall asleep.
After Jian Sui Ying finished smoking, he also pulled his hand back.
He gave Jian Sui Lin a cigarette, and he was amazed at his kindness.
He threw his cigarette into the garbage can and stood up. “Remember what I said, get up quickly, and don’t burden me.”
Jian Sui Lin endured tears, his hands were empty and his heart was a wilderness.
When Jian Sui Ying came to the door, he suddenly paused and held the door handle. “I’m finished with Li Yu early, so don’t mention him in front of me later.” He left without looking back.
Jian Sui Lin’s days in the hospital were really tough.
Everything at home and abroad is carried by Jian Sui Ying alone. There is a huge gap in the project funds, which forces him to have meeting with finance almost every day without stopping. The comfortable and warm Mayday has sunburned him.
Jian Sui Lin was idle in the hospital, often texting him, but dared not call him.
He never returned the text, nor did he visit him again.
He knows that when Jian Sui Lin leaves hospital, sooner or later he will still want to squeeze into his life. He has no time for him now.
Occasionally in his spare time, he would think of Li Yu.
Li Yu has completely disappeared from his life since the hospital was separated.
He had no news of Li Yu, had never seen him again, nor would anyone mention Li Yu in front of him. It was strange that a man walked so thoroughly as if he had never been there before.
Sometimes Jian Sui Ying has a trance illusion that he has had a messy dream. In fact, it’s like there has never been Li Yu. He is just too busy with his work and has an illusion.
Sometimes when he dream back in the middle of the night, he feels that the s.p.a.ce around him is not at all like the carefree life of Jian Sui Ying.
Xiao Zhu called him and pretended to ask him if he wanted to come over for dinner.
“I don’t have time,” he said directly.
He really had no time, no other meaning, but maybe he was too tired and had a hard tone. Xiao Zhu stopped talking there immediately and stammered, “I see.”
Jian Sui Ying could hear his sadness even though he was far away from a receiver.
Jian Sui Ying immediately explained, “Don’t think too much. I’ve been really busy lately.”
Xiao Zhu whispered, “I understand.”
In the end, Jian Sui Ying was not sure whether he really understood or not, and what he really understood. After that, Xiao Zhu did not contact him, and he was too busy to think about Xiao Zhu.
Jian Sui Ying has never been so worried about money since he was a child, but now what he lacks most is money.
In the past, the company’s projects have been started, and it is eager to continue to inject capital. Now the company’s projects are well planned, waiting for the funds to be put in place, and the guarantee company in partnership with Li Wen Xuan needs more money to operate.
Now, as soon as he opened his eyes, he was full of ideas about where to get money and how to get it.
There are also many former underlings and staff in the company, as well as several relatives of him. Seeing that the project is going to be unable to go on and face more serious losses, Jian Sui Ying helplessly injected the funds, which was intended to be invested in the guarantee company into the project.
Jian Sui Ying has a long-term perspective. Although his business has suffered losses for the time being, if he can get through this difficulty, the value of the project will definitely increase dramatically, and then he can use it to finance many problems. Now that the company has fallen back into his hands, he will not work for others in vain. He Jian Sui Ying does not mean that he can walk away unless he can earn enough money.
In this way, although the urgent need was solved, he could not fill the gap in the guarantee company for a while and a half. During this period of time, his abnormal and operational stagnation finally attracted Li Wen Xuan’s attention.