My Beloved Fool - Chap 115
Chapter 115: Fear of the unknown
Jian Sui Ying was in a particularly complex mood.
He remembered the worries he had in his heart when they separated a month ago, which have become clearer and heavier in his mind when he was able to breathe freely.
How did Li Yu manage tens of millions of dollars in cash in just one month? That’s not the right thing to think about.
He should know something about Li Yu, but what is his position?
Even if Li Yu padded him with the money, he did not feel that he owed Li Yu, who had taken more from him than that. But he just can’t get rid of that uneasiness.
He thought about it for most of the day while he was resting at home. This is not consistent with his Jian Sui Ying’s personality. He is decisive and never so mother-in-law. However, he is still confused about whether to go to Li Yu or not.
Finally, he felt that he shouldn’t interfere in Li Yu’s affairs. He has been busy for so long and tired for so long, so he should find a place to relax, instead of thinking about his old lover who has gone away.
After making this decision, he immediately asked his secretary to arrange a vacation for him and stay here again. Sooner or later, he had to think about everything. It was too fxcking upset to go out for a vacation and rest.
After making up his mind, he thought about whether to find someone to accompany him or go to the place to find another romance.
In the past year, to find a pleasant and slow-paced place to rest for a week after concentrating on hard work, and to find a beautiful little boy in the local area is his fixed way of leisure.
But after nearly half a year’s empty window, he suddenly felt confused and strange when he thought of rolling the sheets with a person he never knew.
He did not know how to describe the feeling that is, feeling uncomfortable. He Jian Sui Ying has never had a conservative concept since he was so old. He can’t explain why he hesitates to break even this point, which makes him feel worse and worse.
Finally, he decided to find an acquaintance to accompany him. He called Xiao Zhu.
Xiao Zhu quickly answered the phone. The voice was a bit of an impatient surprise. It was always a good feeling to be remembered. Jian Sui Ying felt a little better.
But when he offered his invitation, Xiao Zhu hesitated and said, “I can’t go.”
“Why? It’s up to you to decide where you want to go, it’s just for a week.”
Xiao Zhu was silent for a few seconds. “I still have cla.s.s. I can’t ask for leave.”
“What can’t you ask for a leave, or can I get someone to write you a list of hospitalizations?”
“No, no, Master Jian… I really can’t go. I’m glad you could call me, but… I can’t go.”
Jian Sui Ying was stunned for a few seconds. When Xiao Zhu spit out “Master Jian” from his mouth, he understood what he meant.
He hanged up with a little emotion. He knows that his relationship with Xiao Zhu is really over.
So, who to look for?
For the first time, he realized how lonely it was to be unable to find a person who accompanied him on vacation and enjoyed the mountains and rivers scenery. This means that no matter how beautiful the scenery he sees or how wonderful the scenery is, there will be no suitable person to share it with.
Continuous nostalgia for flowers, people around us come and go, after a short period of satisfaction, is more difficult to fill the void. His grandfather is right. Sooner or later, he will feel tired.
Unfortunately, the man who made him want to settle down gave him a head-on blow.
He remembered Li Yu again…
Sure enough, it is right to fill oneself with work, otherwise once idle, he still cannot completely free himself from the feelings of failure, he will still have the idea of upsetting him like that. When he has no job, he really has nothing to do. This feeling is really sad.
If it weren’t Li Yu, he didn’t know he had so much emotion.
The secretary chose Malta, a small vacation country in the Mediterranean for him. He wanted to go by himself. It was good to have a quiet and relaxing time.
After eleven hours of flying, he finally got to the place. After the taxi took him to the hotel, he rushed into a shower and fell asleep. Being too tired, he slept soundly until he was woken up by the phone.
He opened his dim sleeping eyes and turned out his mobile phone. It was Li Xuan’s phone.
He wanted to hang up as usual, but his fingers didn’t listen and he pressed the answer b.u.t.ton.
Li Xuan’s voice was filled with suppressed urgency. “What are you doing? Called you and you turn it off all the time.
“What do you want?” said Jian Sui Ying in a mute voice.
Li Xuan whispered: “I need you to go to Guangzhou.”
Jian Sui Ying frowned. “Am I your errand runner?”
“No… You have to go to…
Like Li Xuan, a wise, calm and steady person, but also one day will be too anxious to speak clearly, Jian Sui Ying finally felt something was wrong, after all, Li Xuan will find him, 100% it will be Li Yu related.
“What’s wrong? You make it clear.” Jian Sui Ying got up from his bed and, with his dizziness, took a gla.s.s of water and drank it.
Li Xuan breathed deeply, he whispered: “Li Yu has an accident.”
Jian Sui Ying grabbed the quilt’s phalanges and the joints were white because of excessive exertion.
“You, make it clear.”
“He has been away from home for several months and has been travelling between Beijing and the coast. Now he should be in Guangzhou. My dad was angry, he didn’t let us contact him, he didn’t take the initiative to contact us, his family, and in the end, there was almost no news… But lately, I’ve heard some news that he’s…”
Jian Sui Ying only felt his heart beating abnormally fast. His worries were coming true. Li Yu was really doing something unlawful.
Li Xuan said harshly: “It is said that he smuggled contrabands in the coastal areas, his business is very big, has been targeted by the government, so we cannot afford to have him continue less all of our family fall with him, absolutely cannot afford to, we must find him and make him immediately stop, and find ways to remedy it.”
Jian Sui Ying just felt his brain buzzing and talking as if he had leaked air. “Why are you…? Why are you looking for me?”
“He changed his cell phone and n.o.body knows where he is. I’m checking his whereabouts now, but even if I find him, he won’t listen to me anymore. Only you can stop him. Jian Sui Ying, I don’t care how much you feel about my brother, even if you despise him, even if you hate him, but you can’t watch him go on like this. He’ll definitely have an accident. He’s done enough now to end up shot with a gun!” Li Xuan’s voice choked a little. “You must stop him and bring him back. Then you and the Jian Family, carry this with me. I can throw my future. But I can’t watch my brother get killed. If my brother end up in an accident, I will never let you go for a lifetime. Don’t tell me how much he is sorry he has caused to you. If you didn’t provoke him, he will not get to what he is today. You don’t get to get out of it! ”
Jian Sui Ying was trembling with heartache. He sat slowly against the edge of the bed and could not breathe for a long time.
Li Yu… You…
Is he doing it for him? In order to put out one after another of the funds, so desperate to take risks…
Jian Sui Ying couldn’t think any more. He was so frightened that even his fingertips were trembling. If something really happened to Li Yu…
He changed his clothes, picked up his unpacked luggage and hurried out of the hotel to the airport. He entered the country for only four hours and left in a hurry.
Because of the time constraints, he could not buy a direct ticket from Malta to Beijing, so he had to fly to Frankfurt and then change planes. With such a twist, he flew for 22 hours straight to return to Beijing.
At that time, he was tired and sleepy, and his eyes were almost drooling close.
The first thing he did when he got off the plane was to try to call Li Yu’s previous number, but he couldn’t get through.
He stood at the airport where people came and went, never before has he been so confused and fear slowly climbing to his heart.
After half a day in silence, he looked out a long-time unrelated person from his telephone book, who he knew was now doing business along the Southeast coast.
“h.e.l.lo, Shao Qun, it’s me, Jian Sui Ying.”