My Beloved Fool - Chap 123
Chapter 123: The hard fought for love
Jian Sui Lin looked back and forth on the faces of Jian Sui Ying and Li Yu, and finally said calmly, “Dad’s drinking. I had to pick him up.”
Jian Sui Ying nodded silently and helped his father into the car. After Jian Dong Yuan sat down, Jian Sui Lin rolled up the window and the car slowly drove out.
Just as Jian Sui Ying breathed out, the car suddenly stopped.
The car quickly stalled and Jian Sui Lin opened the door and came towards them.
Li Yu clenched his fist and looked at Jian Sui Lin with some caution. After all, this man has posed a great threat to him and Jian Sui Ying. Just watching him approach Jian Sui Ying, Li Yu’s heart has become restless.
Jian Sui Lin walked up to Jian Sui Ying. Although the light at the entrance of the hotel is not very bright, he saw the ring on both hands at a glance. His eyes are tightened and his heart is almost out of breath.
“What else are you doing?” asked Jian Sui Ying.
Jian Sui Lin looked at him longingly. “Brother, can I have a word with you?”
Li Yu’s face was twitching and staring at Jian Sui Lin.
Jian Sui Ying looked at him for a while. “Say this way.” After that, he went to the shade on the other side.
Li Yu hesitated to raise his legs to follow, but was stopped by Jian Sui Ying’s eyes.
They went into the dark, Jian Sui Lin had not spoken, Jian Sui Ying preemptively preempted, “You see, I and Li Yu are inseparable, if you do not want us to be like the enemy, you should not move to make any distortions.”
Jian Sui Lin’s mood suddenly got out of control. He opened his red eyes. “Brother, I know I can’t change anything. I just want to ask you a question. Although it sounds silly, I just want to ask you.”
“You ask.”
Jian Sui Lin choked and said, “If there were no Li Yu, if I were better to you than him, would you…”
“No.” Jian Sui Ying said firmly, “Little Lin Zi, listen carefully, I will not like you. It has nothing to do with Li Yu or anyone else. It is impossible for us to have what I have with Li Yu, because you are my brother. I will not like my brother.”
Jian Sui Lin’s tears flapped down. “Then why do I love you so much? Why are we brothers? Why are we blood relations? Why can I love you so much? You won’t look at me.”
Jian Sui Ying was upset. “I’m different from you. Go find someone you can get along with. Don’t put your mind on me again. If you want us to go back to the past, from now on you will man up and play the role of my brother. I Jian Sui Ying is not big-minded. I seldom tolerate people in my life. For the sake of your near death, I won’t care about you. Don’t let me continue to hate you.”
Jian Sui Lin cried and said, “Do you really think I can like someone else?”
Jian Sui Ying growled, “So you think if you like me, I will agree to fool around with you? I have my life, I have a person I like, you will always be my brother, if you want to be my brother, you will be normal, and otherwise you will get out of my life.”
“Brother!” Jian Sui Lin jumped up and hugged him. “I love you, I really love you, love you more than anyone else in the world. You don’t understand, you don’t understand.”
He can only love such a person all his life. If he loves such a person, his heart will die completely. This person will never belong to him. He only has other person in his eyes. He is doomed to die in the pain of not having to ask for it all his life.
Is this his life? Why? Why is he his brother?
Jian Sui Ying lifted his neck slightly and sighed deeply. He rarely felt intolerable about life, but now he really felt intolerable.
It is not clear to Jian Sui Ying whether he has more pity or hatred for him. He can’t understand why some people have feelings for their brothers and relatives, which is too weird for him to accept.
He raised his hand and patted him on the head. “Don’t cry, you don’t look like a man. And that’s not what you want, where there is such a good thing, I would like to ignore the past, you should be grateful for that. You don’t have to hate Li Yu anymore. Who knows when Li Yu and I can end up? Maybe I will love him all my life. But I’m sure I’ll be your brother all my life. I don’t think your mother will be born. Is that satisfactory to you?”
“Your mother can’t be born, I’m your brother.” This kind of comforting words, I’m afraid only Jian Sui Ying can say, but it’s just like this, and it’s also the gentleness that Jian Sui Ying has never had before. This makes Jian Sui Lin’s tears as come as floods, and he was even more unable to stop. He held Jian Sui Ying in his arms and cried very hurt. The heart is helpless.
Tears can’t be exchanged for anything, just emotional catharsis, but Jian Sui Lin still needs this reason to hold his beloved brother one second more, even one second more.
Jian Sui Ying did not have the patience to coax people, but he also had the patience to coax them. On the one hand, he also hoped for family harmony, otherwise there would be a lot of headaches. On the other hand, he did not want to see his brother driving to hit Li Yu. At that time, he felt his heart was going to stop beating.
Over the past year, too many weird things have happened, which makes him tired physically and mentally. He just wants to rest for a period of time, hoping that the chaotic things will not happen again, and he can live a good life from now on.
Li Yu stood not far away and looked at them in silence. His heart was full of mixed tastes.
After seeing Jian Sui Lin and his father off, he and Li Yu also went to the parking lot. Jian Sui Ying’s mood was somewhat affected and he did not speak all the way.
After they got into the car, Jian Sui Ying sighed and stared out of the window.
Li Yu crossed the driver’s seat and approached him. He said softly, “You’re all right.”
“Not bad.” Jian Sui Ying closed his eyes and he whispered: “What do you mean by that?”
Li Yu put his arm around him. “It’s not your fault.”
Jian Sui Ying said to herself, “I’m absolutely in danger of losing my virginity. It’s my mother’s fault that she gave birth to me so well.”
Li Yu rubbed his forehead against his cheek and said with a light smile, “Yes, it’s not your fault either.”
A joke didn’t make him feel half as heavy as a joke. Jian Sui Ying’s face faded again. “We Jian Family have two sons altogether. It’s not normal to expect him to carry on his ancestry, and we don’t know whether we can count on him or not. Depend on me, am I born to be gay?”
Li Yu tightened his arm and m.u.f.fled, “I won’t give you up to anyone else anyway.”
Jian Sui Ying said absently, “Is your eldest brother all right?”
Li Yu cried and laughed, “My eldest brother is normal, because he is busy working all day, they keep talking about a few girlfriends, my family is also very anxious.”
“That’s good, that’s good.” Jian Sui Ying is really afraid that this thing will be contagious. That’s too bulls.h.i.t.
Li Yu pulled his face and said, “Don’t think about it anymore. It’s not your fault. I had to experience life and death, he should also be able to think about some pain, I can understand how much he is afraid of losing you, so he must let himself think about it.”
They looked at each other for a few seconds with their foreheads on top. Finally Jian Sui Ying touched his lips. “You’re right. Little Lin Zi is a smart man. He can… Alas… We can go home.”
“Well, let’s meet some people from the decoration company tomorrow. Let’s go to the apartment and have a good design.”
Before Li Yu started school, they finalized the design plan and then started the work.
Li Yu was busy at the beginning of school, and Jian Sui Ying was not idle at work. Anyone who could empty out would surely come and stare at the decoration. They wanted to make the house the most in line with their expectations.
Jian Sui Ying basically goes to work during the day and comes out in the afternoon to pick things up with Li Yu. His previous house was satisfactorily looking at the design drawings and then handing them over to others directly. He never personally decorated a house. He added a swimming pool on the upper and lower floors. It has a footprint of more than 500 square meters and what kind of tile floor to be used. All kinds of messy things in doorframe and curtain have to be chosen by themselves, and they have tossed about enough.
Finally, Jian Sui Ying can’t stand it anymore. After all, Li Yu is more relaxed when he is a student. When he is free, he goes to the building materials market by himself. Sometimes he can’t make up his mind, he takes some pictures and lets Jian Sui Ying choose with him.
After half a year of tossing and turning, the house was finally decorated. The furniture and electrical appliances inside were completely new. When they went to the house for a stop, even the formaldehyde smell coming from their faces was full of the joy of their newlyweds.
“Fxck, didn’t you say that pure natural, zero pollution does not contain formaldehyde?” Jian Sui Ying wrinkled his nose and took a breath. He was immediately disappointed.
“Advertis.e.m.e.nts you believe, can only say that the content of it is relatively low, where there are decoration materials really do not contain any.” Li Yu touched the smooth wall with his fingertips and looked at their masterpieces over the past few months. He was overjoyed and proud.
Jian Sui Ying slumped against a hand-carved wooden table just airlifted from Italy. “I still think after the renovation, the first thing I want to do is to come in and have a good time. As a result, the taste of a new house is really disappointing.”
When Li Yu heard this, he began to hate the smell. “Let’s go to the hotel and go now.”
“No, it makes me feel bad and dull.” Jian Sui Ying stood up and said, “Check it out, the windows should be opened, let’s disperse the smell quickly.”
Li Yu’s face collapsed immediately. He looked upstairs and downstairs and opened the doors and windows. “You can move in in in a month.”
Jian Sui Ying looked up at the new chandelier and exclaimed, “Well, it’s beautiful.”
Li Yu hugged him from behind and muttered, “You really don’t want to do it?”
“Slow down, maybe I’ll be more energetic after dinner.”
Li Yu laid his chin on his shoulder. “The first thing we should do when we move in a month later is to have a good time.”
“That’s it. Do it in every room.” Jian Sui Ying licked his lips and laughed.
Li Yu rubbed his lips against the lines of his chin. “I feel really happy now.”
Jian Sui Ying leaned relaxedly on him. “It’s necessary. You’re not satisfied with that. That’s hopeless.”
“Brother Jian, can I stop calling you Brother Jian?”
“Ah? What do you want to call?
“Xiao Zhu and the kittens can call you Sui Ying.”
“Hey, I didn’t say I wouldn’t let you call me that. You didn’t have to ask me.”
Li Yu immediately changed his words, “Sui Ying.”
“Well… It doesn’t matter what you call me.” Jian Sui Ying deliberately falls back and puts all his weight on him.
Li Yu held up his body and smiled softly and says, “Whatever you call it?”
“What do you want to call?”
“Can I call you my wife?”
“Bulls.h.i.t, call me husband and I’ll agree.”
Li Yu bit his ear and nimbly licked his ear with his tongue. “Call you that at home…”
Jian Sui Ying was rubbed by him for a while. He stood up straight. “Come on, don’t poke people around here. Go away, I don’t want to be poisoned by the air.”
Li Yu relentlessly let go of him. “Come on, go to dinner.”
They went downstairs with a happy mood. The sun was shining and the years were quiet outside.
“By the way, do you remember what you said in his ear the last time you sent my grandpa away from here?”
Li Yu chuckled. “It’s nothing important.”
“What on earth did you say?”
“That it I just said, I will take care of you and he can rest a.s.sured.”
“That’s it?”
“That’s it.”
Grandpa, you can rest a.s.sured that Brother Jian has such a bad temper that others can’t bear it, but I will take care of him for life.
Oh, yes.
—— Completion of the story——
