My Beloved Fool - Chap 37
Chapter 37: Let’s Stop Here
There were very few cars on the road to the New Year. Jian Sui Ying returned to his place of residence within the first half hour, and then waited for more than half an hour before he heard the sound of the key opening.
In the first half of this year, Li Yu would come at least once a week, and he decided to give him the key.
The room was already heated by the radiator, and Li Yu wore a heavy black down jacket and came in with a cold chill.
Jian Sui Ying walked over, he frowned and touched his red ears, and felt they were cold. “Didn’t you drive over, how can you freeze like this?”
Li Yu pulled the jacket zipper down, but didn’t take it off. “I took a taxi because if I opened the garage it will cause too much noise and I was afraid to wake my family up.”
Jian Sui Ying said as he licked his ear. “You could have just called me, I would have picked you up.”
“No…” Li Yu slowly grabbed his hand and stared at him with a dark squint. “I told you something, I have to go do after I finished.”
Jian Sui Ying had a particularly bad feeling in his heart. He let go and looked at Li Yu. “You said.”
Li Yu sighed. “The relationship between the two of us, you know that it is not open. I think that you are not so boring at this age, but what do you mean by what you did today, my brother was also there, Sui Lin was also there, the two are not stupid, are you not afraid of what they would see?”
Jian Sui Ying laughed at him and said: “Fuck, I thought it was a little daring. They didn’t have a long perspective. How can they see what we are doing across the table? I was joking with you. Aren’t you brave? ”
Li Yu didn’t smile, but his expression was very serious. He said hard, “Things are just a matter of course. You can’t do less of this daring thing.”
Jian Sui Ying was also a bit of an annoyed. “I have done it all, how can I do it? If you are older than the New Year, you will come to me for this fart. I am not happy.”
Li Yu cold said: “I don’t think it’s a trivial matter.”
Jian Sui Ying wad irritated and wanted to slap him. “How are you so irked by it, are you old one of the ladies?”
Li Yu ferociously glanced at him and pulled the zipper on the jacket and turned to leave.
Jian Sui Ying pulled his clothes, and said: “You come back!”
Li Yu pushed his arm.
Jian Sui Ying grabbed him again and he even ridiculed him this time. “What the hell are you thinking, is it that you want for me to apologize to you.”
Li Yu looked at him coldly. “You thought about me? You may not want to hide your shame I have to save my face.”
This sentence completely irritated Jian Sui Ying. He slammed Li Yu’s collar on the door and yelled at him in anger: “You fucking who said I’m shameless! You say that again.”
Li Yu cold eyes stared at him and said “released.”
Jian Sui Ying pulled him and stared at him: “Old Li er, are you coming to Auntie? I can’t see this being a thing, what the hell are you running here for? I don’t have any weight. Is it because of a joke with you, look at you like this, is this New Year not interesting?”
Li Yu eyes were full of anger, “I came to tell you what I wanted to say, now let go.”
Jian Sui Ying looked at Li Yu’s eyes and realized that he was really angry. Jian Sui Ying hasn’t seen Li Yu anger for a long time, and it’s usually not a good thing. Li Yu is more sensible than him. Most of the time he doesn’t follow his destructive ways. He felt boring, and the contradiction is gone.
But this time is different. He felt that Li Yu is deliberately looking for it, and it is really annoying.
Jian Sui Ying knew that he has overdone it.
Although he felt that Li Yu is really a big problem, it is too unfamiliar but Li Yu’s concerns are justified. After all, he is still young, and the pressure of his father and brother’s eyes on him is still very effective for him. He has not gone through too many storms. It’s justifiable for him to show a sense of panic.
Jian Sui Ying thought so and thought that Li Yu was also very pitiful. Estimating his own behavior today, and it seems what he did may have given the child’s nervousness.
Jian Sui Ying adjusted his mentality. He thought that Li Yu would first make concessions to him. Today, he has to come up with some adult style to let Li Yu calm down.
Although he felt that he was right.
Jian Sui Ying sighed and relaxed the strength of his hand, whispered said: “Little Li Zi, don’t bother, don’t worry about the New Year, can you forget this?”
Li Yu’s eyes flashed a bit strange this was not the usual Sui Ying.
Jian Sui Ying gives in first, that will make the sun will come out to the west, and it will really ruin him for a while.
He had already prepared what he had to say before, and it was stuck in his throat.
Jian Sui Ying stared at his lips. “I have done this page and turned it over. I will not do that in the future. I saw you nervous. Come and take off your clothes. You are not enough.”
In fact, Li Yu is already sweating. He was cut halfway down and his anger was thrown away by Jian Sui Ying actions, but he still had doubts and looked at Jian Sui Ying with a glance.
Jian Sui Ying laughed at said: “Why, I am so unreasonable in your eyes.”
Li Yu muffled said: “How many times have you said that?”
Jian Sui Ying pinched his tender face. “Who told me to be rare, I really didn’t take you.”
Li Yu had an indescribable feeling in his heart. He looked at Jian Sui Ying and turned his eyes away.
Jian Sui Ying was still stuck in front of Li Yu, holding his forehead against his forehead and smiling slyly. “You didn’t want to come to me these days.”
Li Yu watched him and he was not talking.
“I don’t want you to tease you today.” Jian Sui Ying put his hand into his clothes and stroked his back, licking his lips, he whispered said: “Wanna do it.”
Li Yu pushed him to the opposite wall, licking his lips and sucking them violently.
Jian Sui Ying climbed his shoulder, his fingers clasped into his thick black hair, swaying with his lips.
The two seem to have endless energy, as long as they touch each other, they can easily explode.
Li Yu’s JB action today was a bit rude, making Jian Sui Ying very uncomfortable. He couldn’t stand it doing it for the second time. He wanted Li Yu to get through the matter and cum already. As a result, Li Yu didn’t hear it. His movements were getting faster and heavier, and Jian Sui Ying kept whining hoarsely.
When Li Yu was done, Jian Sui Ying was already a little awake and lying in bed.
After a while, he heard the sound of the water in the bathroom. After a while, Li Yu got dressed and came out.
Jian Sui Ying asked him in a hoarse voice: “You are leaving?”
“Ok.”
“Let’s stay a little longer, what time is it?”
“It’s getting brighter.”
Jian Sui Ying got up from the bed and sat on the bed. “Take me to eat something I am hungry.”
Li Yu checked the bed from the jacket, “You wait for the day to brighten I will call something, I have to go back.”
Jian Sui Ying puller a cigarette and his hands were shaking. “You fxcked me for three hours, and it is hard for you to make a meal for me?”
Li Yu paused and took off his clothes again and went to the kitchen without saying a word.
After a while, Li Yu took the bowl of noodles and put it on the bedside table. “I am leaving.”
Jian Sui Ying looked at the bowl of noodles, and the rising heat on his face smothered his eyes. He waved his hand and hit the bowl of noodles on Li Yu.
Li Yu stared at him blankly and picked up Jian Sui Ying’s jacket and wanted to hit him. When he saw Jian Sui Ying’s eyes, his fist stopped in midair.
Jian Sui Ying whispered, “Li Yu, you are a bastard.”
Li Yu slowly loosened his collar and finally said what he wanted to say tonight. “Let’s stop here.”
Today, Jian Sui Lin’s sceptical, cold eyes suddenly woke him up.
He deceived himself and Jian Sui Ying in this unclear state, thinking that things can always be within his control, and the result was he was suddenly awakened, the relationship with this person has become more and more uncontrollable, he cannot imagine the consequences the direction this thing is constantly moving forward.
What Jian Sui Ying did today, made him know that their secrets will be known to everyone sooner or later. Sui Lin, his brother, and even his family, will sooner or later discover that it may have been discovered by accident, perhaps by Jian Sui Ying thing today.
In short, with his increasingly close relationship with Jian Sui Ying, there will be a day in the morning and evening that things will come out.
As soon as he thought of this, he was worried.
He didn’t know how to deal with it if that day really came.
This half year actually went so fast, it was almost time for him to get used to living with a man. He has become more and more comfortable with Jian Sui Ying’s life, and even felt that he is very happy. But habit is a very terrible thing. It had ground his principles and warnings in a slowly transitioning time. So he had to make a break before things got out of hand.
Today, in this day, what happened made him suddenly wake up, feel pressure, and then decide decisively today is a suitable day to break things.
Jian Sui Ying eyes were bloodshot and he looked at him with a grin.
A pissed of Jian Sui Ying he would be able to fight and he will not be too uncomfortable. At this time, because he is too uncomfortable, he can’t even speak.
In fact, he knows subconsciously that Li Yu will soon want to clear his relationship with him, but he did not expect that day to come so fast.
He also hoped to have more time to get along with each other. Maybe Li Yu will fall in love with him then, but now it seems that it is really far away, not only in the foreseeable future, but also will soon become impossible.
He is really reluctant.
He lived for more than 20 years. For the first time, he was so kind to a person. He actively tried to please him to accommodate him. He even compromised on the bed.
His concession is nothing more than him hoping to pull Li Yu closer and pull closer, until Li Yu can like him as much as he likes him.
In the end, he got a so-so-smooth phrase “stay far away.”
He really regretted that he had not given Li Yu a medicine to rape in the first place. Can there be any broken things in the back? As long as he satisfied his wishes at the time, he might not want to step closer to Li Yu for the camp, trying to conquer him, and he was particularly stupid to trap himself. If he can come back, he will make himself so gray-faced and uncomfortable.
Really fucking shame, Jian Sui Ying. He gave the little girl a half-year shackle, he didn’t catch anything, and was smashed in the bed.
This is too inconsistent with his own principle of being a man. He is not willing, how can he be willing.
It’s just that he’s in a mess now, he doesn’t know what to say, what to do, from what Li Yu said, he’s messed up, he’s only looking at Li Yu, he’s watching it, watching it. Li Yu.
Li Yu couldn’t look directly at Jian Sui Ying’s eyes. He didn’t see himself in a pattered ground soup. He grabbed his coat and ran away.
Jian Sui Ying lingered for a long time, then violently pushed all the objects on the bedside table to the ground.
