My Beloved Fool - Chap 78
Chapter 78: Calming of the mind after too much hate
Jian Sui Ying woke up and made a scene in the club.
Li Yu had disappeared. He was so angry that he had no place to vent. He smashed his compartment in half.
The manager watched him smash quietly with several security guards beside him. As long as he didn’t smash people, they were comforted.
No one knows what happened yesterday. Later in the night, when the manager dared to come in, Jian Sui Ying had fallen asleep on the bed covered with a quilt, but he thought with his knee that he must have had a bad time with Li.
Yesterday, he knew that it was wrong to leave them alone. It was also wrong to put let the man in. Jian Sui Ying had to settle accounts with him sooner or later when he woke up drunk. But if he didn’t let people in yesterday, Jian Sui Ying would find fault with him when he was drunk.
However, according to his understanding of this princeling, although his temper is a little bit fierce, but rarely is he an unreasonable person, this room things to him was smashed clean, his temper passed, it will be all right.
Sure enough, Jian Sui Ying was so tired that he sat on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and his hands were trembling. He glanced at several people standing at the door with bloody eyes and said in a mute voice, “Look at the joke, what are you doing here?”
The manager immediately nodded and waited and said, “I’m not afraid that Master Jian will be angry and hurt himself carelessly. You see, are you comfortable? No, let’s change the compartment. You go on practicing.”
As the saying goes, “reach out and just don’t laugh at people.” When it comes to this, Jian Sui Ying just glared at him because he didn’t know how to continue. “Zhang Cai er, you can feed yourself with your mouth.”
The manager laughed and said, “Master Jian, when you praise me, I will.”
Zhang Cai, the manager is a great known name, he is a well-known slippery figure with a smiling face in the circle of Beijing’s voices and colorful life. He doesn’t know how he get away with everything. He sees people talking gossips and telling gossips. He is a straight man himself, but he can train a group of small ducks to be obedient. The secret of the official mall, he knows the sea has gone, the big boss of this club has a lot of originality, and rely on him, the capital’s sons and elder brothers give him more or less respect.
Jian Sui Ying can’t make too much noise. Although he acts impulsively, he seldom breaks through the misfortune that he can’t get away with. He finished happily and can’t find his way down the steps. That’s just a shame.
Half a cigarette was smoked and he pinched it and threw it on the ground. After being silent for a while he said. “This room…” You can charge it to me.”
“Ah.”
“Close your mouth about it.”
“You can rest assured.”
Jian Sui Ying thought for a moment, “Say hello to your big owner and say when I’m free I will invite him to dinner. He’ll leave it alone.”
“You can rest assured, you can rest assured.”
Jian Sui Ying sighed, grabbed his coat from the sofa and strode out.
His surname, Jian, was so big that for the first time tasted the feeling of insecurity.
He felt that everything around him was singing against him. Everyone around him was ready to hurt him with green eyes. What made him most uncomfortable was that he thought he was very strong. If it was going to be windy and rainy days, there would be nothing he lacked to support himself. In the end, he found that no one really cared about him.
Bai Xin Yu, Jian Sui Lin, Li Yu. A person whom he thought he was trusting, they all betrayed him one by one. Jian Sui Ying felt that he was not an absolute evil person. He was the most bully. Is this the retribution?
He put his heart to someone else’s hand, but it was ruthlessly stepped on by a few feet and thrown into the garbage dump, like it was cheaper than a fresh pig’s heart.
Bai Xin Yu, a nearly son-like upbringing student, was able to ignore his family warnings for money. Although he was unable to get close to him, he thought that his brother, who he had fulfilled his elder brother’s responsibility for, had saved a little fire of hatred for more than ten years and retaliated against him behind the scenes. And Li Yu, the first rare person of his age, who he had stepped back and forgiven him for everything, was not in his heart, not only was he not in his heart, but also that heart is filled with others. Even in order to please his sweetheart, Li Yu slept with while shaming him. To this extent, Li Yu, a person who has hurt him, really opened Jian Sui Ying’s eyes.
He remembered what happened last night. He suddenly felt nauseated when he thought of the little things that happened between him and Li Yu.
Li Yu made him sick.
He Jian Sui Ying was too blinded to see such a dog-like animal.
Jian Sui Ying pounded several steering wheels hard, and the car horn gave vent to an inarticulate roar.
He had no idea how to dispel his anger and sadness, even if he killed Li Yu, he could not forget that he had once liked such a thing, but liked a person, but made both money and lost him empty. This kind of thing on any man would be remembering for a lifetime and the ultimate humiliation.
At that moment, his heart was vast and sad, and he did not know how to describe it.
He only knows that the more he is hurt and frustrated, the more he straightens up his waist and resists. He will never, never bow his head in front of those who want to see his jokes.
Nothing can beat him… he is Jian Sui Ying. He wants Li Yu to be a nobody to him and go away for a hundred years. He’s blind. He’s got his brain squeezed by the door at that time. He’s going to live a clear life with his eyes open and see the real face of the ungrateful wolf.
Jian Sui Ying spent two more days at home, but he was not idle. He asked Secretary Liang to move his job to his home and prepare for the most important board meeting at the end of the year.
Christmas Day was especially busy. Jian Sui Ying lived more than twenty floor up and he could hear fireworks exploding in the sky. This festival, which he had carefully prepared several months ago, has nothing to do with him now.
He remembered the warning he had left in his office. He decided to go to the company another day and throw the ring away. He really doubted that he had a brain problem to do such a foolish thing. But since knowing Li Yu, he has done a lot of foolish things in retrospect. He really wants to make a list, giving him the ring is not in the top ten.
Although he hates the festival from his heart now, it’s not just Christmas. He hates all the busy days now. But he still felt uncomfortable when he looks through the floor glass at the traffic jam outside and the endless fireworks in the sky.
Although he received dozens of messages of good wishes this day, he did not open his mouth and say a word to anyone all day.
At this time, he should talk to someone, but who should he call?
Jian Sui Ying thought for a long time and dialed his grandfather’s telephone.
The old man answered the phone with a vague voice in his sleep.
Jian Sui Ying found out that it was more than ten o’clock, and the old man went to bed early.
The old man seemed a little nervous. “Sui Ying, what’s wrong with you calling so late?”
“Ah, everything is all right…” Jian Sui Ying smiled. “Is this not a holiday? How can I not give you a call?”
“Westerners’ festivals, what are we going to do with it, Sui Ying? Are you busy?”
“No, what can I do for you? Your grandson can stand it. I haven’t seen you for a long time. Called to say hello to you.
The old man was silent for a moment. “Sui Ying, you are still young, but you can’t spend too much money. Sometimes, don’t be too hard for yourself. It’s important to be happy. How much do you earn?”
Jian Sui Ying looked at the brilliant stars and listened to the voice of the old man on the other side of the microphone. His eyes suddenly grew sour. “You can rest assured, Grandpa, I’m making money but I haven’t delayed enjoying life. You don’t know how happy I am.”
“You should take the heart matter, too. Find a good guy… Hey, now I just want to be idle, I’m too lazy to pay attention to your affairs, men who love men, women who love women, anyway, you must find a person with stability, who can take care of you sincerely, don’t take romance as the only importance thing, there is a day romance will make you regret.”
For a few seconds, Jian Sui Ying couldn’t speak. He managed to suppress his emotions and laughed and said, “I take good care of myself. It depends on fate. Let’s talk about it later.”
The old man said “Hmm”, but he was not relieved to ask, “Are you really okay?”
“No, I just forgot you always went to bed early.”
“It’s all right… Holiday on New Year’s Day. Come back and stay for a few days.
“No problem. I’ll go to you on New Year’s Day. I will stay with you for the whole holiday.”
They chatted casually again, and when his grandfather yawned at the other end, he hung up.
Remembering his grandfather’s big garden, he felt a lot better.
The day after tomorrow is going to be the board of directors meeting. If he can pass the resolution, he will strive to sign the contract and transfer things before the Spring Festival. The project can be officially launched next year, which bodes well for the whole year of next year’s work.
He’s going to put all his energy into it.
