My Beloved Fool - Chap 82
Chapter 82: The one who is there always!
After Jian Sui Ying returned to his car and closed the door, he couldn’t even breathe.
He leaned on the back of his chair and gasped, forcing himself to calm down. There was a strong sense of frustration and anger at this moment that surpassed the sum of the past. He had an impulse to destroy everything he saw.
He, Jian Sui Ying had not been afraid of anything in his life, but at this time he was at a loss on how to move forward. The road ahead was so long that everyone tripped him up. He never felt so lonely.
As he drove away from the hotel, he had a splitting headache with all kinds of noise echoing in his mind. In today’s isolated and helpless situation, he did not think about it except grinding his teeth and holding on. No matter what Jian Sui Lin wants, he won’t let him do it. He wants to let two fools, Jian Sui Lin and Li Yu, roll their heads out of his life.
Jian Sui Ying first called the manager of Bank X who was in charge of his loan project and asked someone out to see how much money or time the bank could give him.
After the discussion, he immediately went to see General Yang, two people continue to analyze the material, considering how to fight the lawsuit.
Lawsuit now seems to be the only way, and Jian Sui Ying changed his mind, in any case he cannot always turn his face and cross Yang at this time, he was the most passive one, he cannot have so many enemies at the same time.
He’s like an explosive depot in his body. He has to keep looking for time to divert his attention. Otherwise, his whole body will explode.
After dinner with Yang in the evening, he drove home.
When he arrived at the gate of the community, he looked up and saw that there were only a few buildings with lights on in the twentieth floor.
The house price here is too expensive, and there are few real purchases and accommodations. Most of them are used for investment. Jian Sui Ying used to think that there are few and clean people here. Now he thinks that this place is like a fxcking ghost house. Can he live in it?
The thought that he was going back to the empty place, cold and full of his memories and Li Yu’s, gave him a strong retreat.
He didn’t want to go back alone.
After thinking for a long time, he finally turned the steering wheel and drove to Xiao Zhu apartment.
When he arrived, he rang the doorbell twice and waited for a while, but no one answered. There was a fury in his heart, and he pressed it several times, but there was still no movement in it.
Jian Sui Ying felt his emotions burst out suddenly. He put all his anger on the finger on the doorbell floor. The doorbell urged him to ring continuously. Even if he followed a door, he felt harsh.
Open the door! Open the door! What the hell’s going wrong! Are you doing anything against Laozi!!
Jian Sui Ying roared in his heart, and as he stepped back to kick the door, there was a panic of footsteps. “Who’s coming?”
The door closed in front of him suddenly opened, and the room warmth. The warm light in the room hurt his eyes.
The slender and beautiful boy looked at him with big eyes in horror and worry.
Jian Sui Ying slammed his fist on the door and shouted at him, “You’re fxcking dead in the house! You can’t hear the doorbell!”
Xiao Zhu shook his shoulders in horror and looked at him tearfully. “I, I was taking a bath…”
Jian Sui Ying saw his bare feet from his wet hair, and a manic rage spiraled madly around his chest. He closed his eyes forcefully to suppress the rising mania.
He lifted his foot and stepped into the room. He said in a mute voice, “Go and make me a pot of tea.”
Xiao Zhu sucked his nose, closed the door and ran barefoot to the kitchen to make tea for him.
Jian Sui Ying sat down on the sofa, his strength was as empty as he was, and he was too lazy to move a finger.
After a while, Xiao Zhu came over with a pot of tea and sat next to him carefully, daring not say a word.
Jian Sui Ying opened his bloodshot eyes, looked at him, reached out and touched his ears. “It scares you.”
Xiao Zhu nodded stiffly and shook his head again.
“Come here.” Jian Sui Ying held out his hand to him.
Xiao Zhu came over and sat on his lap, and he was hugged by Jian Sui Ying.
Jian Sui Ying held him tightly. He needs to hold something warm and popular to let him know that he is not alone and has not been abandoned.
He buried his face in Xiao Zhu’s clothes and breathed slowly.
Xiao Zhu hesitated to reach out and hold him.
“It frightens you… I can also be angry with you. I’m so fxcking sick. This time I was scammed…“ Jian Sui Ying hardly felt that he was talking to others. He just spoke out what he wanted to say. A man listened and did not say a word. He slapped himself in the heart and warned himself that the appearance of his eggs would never appear on Jian Sui Ying again.
“This time I was scammed… Why? Because I think highly of myself… I thought I was pushing the bull. I thought I wanted something… Who wants to…? Who thought nobody took me seriously? Didn’t you think about it? I didn’t think about it. Nobody took me seriously. No one… My mother takes my Jian Sui Ying seriously!”
Bai Xin Yu, Jian Sui Lin, Li Yu… Nobody takes him seriously. In these people’s eyes, he’s a chicken. He’s nothing!
Xiao Zhu’s tears trickled down his cheeks, he was holding Jian Sui Ying tightly. He has seen this man in all kinds of moods, each of which makes him infatuated, admired and intoxicated. But Jian Sui Ying’s subdued charm has been seen by too many people in the world. Only this disappointed and fragile appearance, perhaps only he has seen, makes him feel flattered at the same time filled with heartache.
He never dared to expect anything from Jian Sui Ying. He gave the apartment to him. He didn’t have the right to ask for extra. Jian Sui Ying could cry silently one day, he was holding him like this, and he felt that everything was enough.
He didn’t know whether Jian Sui Ying was crying or not. After that, Jian Sui Ying did not say a word again. He just held him in silence and breathed with his clothes clinging to him. Every time it was so heavy and deep, it made his skin tremble and his heart tremble.
Things were even less optimistic than he had imagined.
Soon all the shareholders, both the company and the relatives, knew about the seizure of the land. For a moment, people panicked. Jian Sui Ying clearly felt the “instability” when he was in the company.
When he was on business, he received a short message from Li Yu: Jian Sui Ying, you haven’t been home for four days.
Jian Sui Ying remembered that the locks in his house had not been changed yet. He wanted to delete the text, but then he returned a reply: I am happy in my little baby’s place so get out of my house.
He felt his hands trembling after the sending was done.
Half a day later, when Jian Sui Ying thought Li Yu would never return his text, his cell phone rang again: Let’s talk. I’m ready. I promise you, Jian Sui Lin won’t do anything to you.
Jian Sui Ying sneered at it.
If he still believed even one punctuation mark Li Yu said, he might as well go back to the furnace and recreate it and burn himself.
His fax machine dripped, he pressed the receive button, and after a while, data came one by one.
He picked it up and saw that it was Jian Sui Lin, who passed it on. It was all about the debt.
This is putting pressure on him.
There are only a few words on the last piece of paper: Brother, let’s talk.
Talk to your mother. Jian Sui Ying scolded in his heart.
He wrote a text and sent it back to Jian Sui Lin: Laozi is in debt, and you shouldn’t want to touch my things. If I make you live better than a bastard in the next half of my life, I’ll change my name to a son of a bxtch.
After a while, the cell phone and fax machine stopped, he thought the whole world stopped, and then his landline rang again.
He got a call from the third person who wanted to talk to him today, this time his father.
