Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life (Living Life Over) - Volume 1 (26)

　　Song Yan left without saying a word, seemingly irritable and angry.

　　But Xia Lin actually couldn’t quite understand what made him angry.5

　　After Song Yan left, Zhou Shuo walked into the ward and looked at Xia Lin, hesitant to speak.

　　Xia Lin knew that Zhou Shuo heard his conversation with Song Yan outside, but he was not worried.

　　In the previous life, Xia Lin was very relieved about Zhou Shuo. This man had a somewhat dull personality, but that didn’t mean he didn’t understand. It was just that he kept his duty as a bodyguard and would never say a word that he shouldn’t say.

　　In the previous life, Zhou Shuo found out that he was gay. It seemed that after Song Yan confessed to Yu Luotong, Xia Lin hid in the bedroom alone and cried very sadly. At that time, Zhou Shuo was the only one by his side. He seemed to understand everything, but He just silently handed Xia Lin a tissue.14

　　Xia Lin always felt that he was a little ashamed of Zhou Shuo. Zhou Shuo had followed him for more than twenty years. Even during the difficult days when he left the Xia family and was cut off from all sources of income, Zhou Shuo still protected him secretly. , and even funded him.

　　But at that time, he only had Song Yan in his heart. He didn’t take it to heart or care at all about how other people treated him, including Zhou Shuo, Xia Liang, and his grandmother who loved him the most.

　　After reviving his life, when he opened his eyes from the emotional quagmire and redefined his life, he discovered how narrow and selfish he had been.

　　Song Yan failed him, and he failed everyone around him who loved him.

　　He knew that Zhou Shuo would still tolerate and protect him unconditionally in this life, but he didn’t want to be as confused as in the previous life. He should give Zhou Shuo the most basic respect back.

　　”Please don’t tell my brother about this yet.” Xia Lin looked at Zhou Shuo and begged him sincerely, “I know you are worried about me, but I have my own thoughts. When the time comes, I will tell my brother personally. honestly.”

　　Zhou Shuo nodded, obviously relieved.1

　　He walked to the bed, took the instant food bag that Xia Lin was still holding in his hand, opened it, looked at it, and asked him: “Black rice porridge, do you want to eat it?”4

　　Xia Lin looked at the well-sealed and still warm bowl of black rice porridge, imagining Song Yan buying the porridge for him. He got lost in thought, shook his head and said, “Forget it, I won’t eat it.”

　　After that, Song Yan never showed up again until Xia Lin was discharged from the hospital.

　　After Xia Lin returned to school, the atmosphere between the few people became very strange.

　　Song Yan’s seat is right behind Xia Lin. In the past, he would often kick his stool to chat with him, but now he is as quiet as a ball of air. He is either in a daze or sleeping every day. He was caught and scolded by the teacher several times, always lowering his head and sulking. The one who said nothing didn’t know who he was competing with.

　　And his attitude towards Yu Luotong also became very strange. Every time Yu Luotong came to see Xia Lin, Song Yan would show a irritable attitude, knocking on the table from time to time and stamping his feet, making some noise, but he never stopped. Say a word.8

　　Yu Luotong felt very aggrieved. After being dumped by Song Yan again, he secretly asked Xia Lin: “Is Song Yan homophobic? Why does he have this expression every time he sees me?”2

　　Xia Lin is also confused by this question. There is no reason for a homosexual who was able to bend himself in his previous life to turn 180 degrees and become a homophobe in this life, right?15

　　Then he thought that after the bar incident, Yu Luotong’s attitude towards him suddenly became very attentive, giving people the illusion that he was pursuing her – would Song Yan be resentful because of this, thinking that she had robbed him? The limelight took away his sweetheart?6

　　The drama of an ex-lover turning into a love rival for no apparent reason was so ridiculous that Xia Linguang felt his hair stand on end just thinking about it.5

　　But during the recent period, Yu Luotong’s attitude toward him was indeed a bit suspicious. He didn’t want to get involved with Yu Luotong’s unexpected beauty before the bad relationship between him and Song Yan was resolved.

　　As an adult, Xia Lin felt that it was necessary to cut through the knot quickly and nip the emotions that should not have arisen in the cradle to prevent Yu Luotong from falling deeper, which would be of no benefit to both parties.