Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life (Living Life Over) - Volume 1 (33)
The next day, Song Yan went to school early in the morning. He had two thick dark circles on his face because he hadn’t slept well all night.
When he arrived at the classroom, he saw Xia Lin sitting on the seat by the window, just like every morning, lowering his head and concentrating on writing English words silently.
The spring morning light shone through the window in an orderly manner on half of his face. Between light and dark, the curvature of his face was clearly visible, making his skin fairer and more delicate.2
Song Yan was in a daze for a moment. He wondered why he had never associated Xia Lin with the word “good-looking” before.4
Xia Lin has been inseparable from him since childhood. They skipped school together, played pranks together, and even took off their clothes and splashed in the water together… In his concept, Xia Lin was like another one of himself, and they were so good that they were almost inseparable. divide each other.3
But since when did Xia Lin start to alienate him? Was it after he came back from Australia, or when Xia Lin no longer wanted to take a bath with him a few years ago?1
Perhaps distance really brings about beauty. When Xia Lin pushed him further and further away, he suddenly realized that Xia Lin’s appearance was no longer what he remembered. He was taller and thinner than before. , and a little more charming.3
Song Yan just stood at the door of the classroom and stared blankly at Xia Lin until the other party finished reciting a set of words and raised his head with a sigh of relief – the two looked at each other, and there was a subtle awkward atmosphere in the air.
Xia Lin looked at him silently for a moment, then lowered his head like a stranger and continued to memorize the next set of words.
Song Yan suddenly came back to his senses, remembered the purpose of his trip, took a deep breath, strode to Xia Lin’s desk, and said in an awkward tone of “Xia Lin, let’s talk.”
Xia Linfu raised his head and looked at him again, saying neither yes nor no.
Zhou Shuo stood up from his seat consciously, walked to another girl in the classroom who had arrived early, and said expressionlessly: “Can you come out with me?”3
The girl suddenly looked up, her face suddenly turning red.2
Zhou Shuo looked at her strangely and repeated: “Classmate, can you come out with me?”3
”Okay… okay.” The girl seemed a little nervous. She subconsciously pulled the hem of her school uniform, and then followed Zhou Shuo out coquettishly.3
After everyone else had left, Song Yan stammered and said, “Zhou Shuo told me…about what happened the night before last…actually…”
”I know,” Xia Lin interrupted him coldly, “You are drunk, how could I argue with a drunkard.”
Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt aggrieved: “Since you don’t care anymore, why did you blacklist me?”
Xia Lin looked at him: “I don’t care, it doesn’t mean I don’t want to blacklist you.”
”Damn it, how can you be so unreasonable…”1
”Why should I reason with you?” Xia Lin tilted his head and looked at him provocatively, “The phone belongs to me, and I am free to block whomever I like. Do I need your consent in advance?”3
Song Yan was dumbfounded when asked, and was speechless for a moment.3
Xia Lin’s simple and crude way of breaking off friendship simply refreshed his world view.2
The two were in a stalemate in silence for a long time, but Song Yan finally gave in: “Xia Lin, can we talk properly? You have to give me a reason…”
”Because I’m gay and you’re not.”
”What’s wrong with being gay? I don’t even mind, but you still…”
”Birds of a feather flock together, and people flock together. We are not the same kind of people, and we don’t follow the same path.”2
Song Yan was about to explode with anger and began to speak indiscriminately: “Okay, Xia Lin, if you insist on dividing it like this, fine, from today on, I am also gay and I also like men. Are you satisfied with this? ?!”3
Xia Lin looked at him with a half-smile, as if looking at an unreasonable child, but what he said was extremely cold: “Do you think homosexuality is just children playing house? Have you ever understood this group? Have you experienced it? How difficult is this road? Can you imagine how much hurt your family will endure after learning about your sexuality?1
”No gay person would take the initiative to harm his or her family. They are all forced to do so. They are marginalized people in this society. They also want to integrate into society, but they are not allowed or accepted.12
”Song Yan, if you are still straight, then cherish yourself as you are now. There is no need to push yourself into that dead end, otherwise you will regret it one day.”
