Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life (Living Life Over) - Volume 1 (45)

　Xia Lin returned to the dormitory after dinner, opened his laptop, and found that Yu Luotong had added his following on Weibo and sent him a private message: “Continuously, this is Song Yan’s Weibo account, know this account There aren’t many people here, so don’t tell Song Yan that I told you secretly.”

　　Xia Lin muttered in his heart that he was still playing a small role and made himself look like a star. He went back to Yu Luotong’s Weibo, and then searched and entered Song Yan’s Weibo account.

　　There are a lot of posts on this Weibo, but there are very few fans and followers. There is almost no interaction under each Weibo. It is all Song Yan talking to himself – it does seem like a private person who deliberately keeps a low profile. account.

　　Xia Lin’s mouse hovered over the attention button for a long time, but he still didn’t click it.

　　He didn’t know the purpose of Yu Luotong giving him Song Yan’s Weibo account. He didn’t want to have anything to do with Song Yan anymore. Even if he knew that the other party and Yu Luotong had broken up, it was none of his business and he couldn’t interfere with Song Yan again. Reasons to live.

　　But now that he already knew Song Yan’s Weibo, he seemed to be unable to do so if he pretended not to see it and turned a blind eye.

　　Curiosity drove him to read the contents of Weibo page by page, like a voyeur, silently peeping at every detail of Song Yan’s life in the past few years.

　　In the beginning, his Weibo content was mainly reposted, and the reposted content was relatively miscellaneous, ranging from international news to common sense of life. Later, he slowly began to post some original content, sometimes it was a photo, sometimes it was a piece of chicken soup, sometimes it was his thoughts after watching a movie, sometimes it was his thoughts about someone.

　　This person caught Xia Lin’s attention, because from the beginning to the end, Song Yan did not mention him by name, but always used the second person. It can be seen that Song Yan cares about this person very much and often mentions this person when he is depressed. For example–

　　20XX-XX-XX [It rained suddenly in the afternoon, and the originally scheduled football match was ruined. I hate rain. …I don’t know if it’s raining over there today. The weather in City B is much humid than here. 】1

　　20XX-XX-XX [I just cut an apple, but I actually cut my finger. It really hurts. My roommate laughed at me for being a rough guy, cutting an apple, and eating it with the skin on, which made me moan like a bitch. Actually, I want to practice my skills. Once I’m done, I’ll go back and cut them for you to eat. 】2

　　20XX-XX-XX [I bought a sun umbrella, red, like a fool. I think I may have had a brain twitch for a moment. On the way back from outside, I saw a couple walking together holding a red umbrella. I felt a little envious… I don’t remember if we had held an umbrella together before, I guess not. , when it rains, we run wildly, when it rains, we run wildly, and when the sun comes… we don’t even hold up an umbrella. 】2

　　20XX-XX-XX [I had a fight with the old man, so annoying! One moment he told me to study hard and not fall in love at school, and the next moment he arranged for me to meet alone with the daughter of a certain boss. I must be schizophrenic! I miss you especially when I have insomnia at night. Did you sleep well at night? Don’t stay up late reading again. 】2

　　20XX-XX-XX [I don’t know what happened recently, but I always suddenly think of some things from the past. We were so good friends before, so why did we become like this? 】1

　　…

　　Xia Lin flipped through the pages one by one, conjuring up a picture in his mind of Song Yan’s depression because he and Yu Luotong were separated from each other and had a long-distance love affair.18

　　In the previous life, Song Yan and Yu Luotong were able to love each other for many years and have a strong relationship because they had been together for so many years from the time they met in the third year of high school until they came out as gay after college.1

　　But in this life, for some unknown reason, the two of them did not choose the same university. One went to City D and the other stayed in City B. The one-way train journey takes several hours. Yu Luotong usually has to work to earn living expenses, so he certainly cannot go to City D often. Song Yan; and Song Yan lived under his father’s nose. Whenever he had a break, his father would drag him to the company for internship. I’m afraid he wouldn’t have the chance to return to City B to find Yu Luotong.

　　The relationship between them had not yet stabilized and could not withstand the test of being separated. It was reasonable for Yu Luotong to be seduced away by someone who was lonely.3

　　Thinking of this, complex emotions arose in Xia Lin’s heart. He felt some sympathy for Song Yan who had been missing Yu Luotong, but at the same time, there was also a hint of pleasure in watching with cold eyes.4

　　In this life, he had no involvement in the relationship between the two people, but their love still did not end well. This can only be said to be Song Yan’s fate.

　　Returning to Song Yan’s Weibo homepage, the moment the page was scrolled down, a new Weibo message suddenly appeared.

　　20XX-XX-XX [I heard someone say that they saw you walking out side by side with a man. It looked like you had a good relationship… Is that man your boyfriend? Is he handsome? More handsome than me? I was in a bad mood, you know? 】9

　　Posted just two minutes ago.

　　Xia Lin stared at it for a long time, and the Chinese man named David whom he saw at the entrance of the affiliated hospital this afternoon came to mind.1

　　Could it be that…Yu Luotong hasn’t told Song Yan about him and David yet? He had already decided to immigrate, but he didn’t tell Song Yan?

　　Xia Lin slowly covered his eyes. The groveling and humble gesture revealed in the text on Weibo made him feel dazzled.6

　　No matter in the previous life or this life, Song Yan’s accommodation and tolerance to Yu Luotong have never changed, and Yu Luotong can always be more decisive than Song Yan.

　　He sympathizes with Song Yan like this, but also hates Song Yan like this.

　　After feeling down for a while, he took a deep breath and regained his composure.1

　　It has nothing to do with him whether the two of them can get back together and break up in the end, so why should he take it lightly?5

　　Xia Lin closed Weibo, cheered up, opened the document and started writing a course paper.