Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life (Living Life Over) - Volume 2 (13)
Chapter 13 Losing control
Zhou Shuo carefully scooped up a spoonful of hot porridge, blew on it gently, then handed it to Xia Liang’s mouth, looking at him piously.
Xia Liang was not used to being served like this, so she turned her head to avoid it, but the spoon in Zhou Shuo’s hand followed him reluctantly.
There was no choice but to take a bite from Xia Liang’s spoon and swallow it tastelessly.
Just as he was about to open his mouth to say something, Zhou Shuo handed over another spoon, with that earnest look in his eyes that really made him unable to resist.
”It’s better… I’ll do it myself.” Xia Liang raised his hand to take the bowl and spoon, but Zhou Shuo stubbornly avoided his hand.
Xia Liang raised his head and glanced at Zhou Shuo. He wondered if it was an illusion. Although Zhou Shuo was taciturn in front of him, he gave people a very strong sense of presence. This sense of presence even made him feel afraid and uncomfortable – this was different from the past. The unknown Zhou Shuo who is often ignored is completely different.
For some unknown reason, Xia Liang did not continue the stalemate with Zhou Shuo. He opened his mouth obediently and slowly ate most of the bowl of hot porridge with the spoon handed over by Zhou Shuo.
”Okay, I can’t eat anymore.” Xia Liang raised his hand, with a hint of tiredness on his face, “I want to sleep for a while longer, you should go back to the company first.”
Zhou Shuo sat there, staring at Xia Liang’s lips, without moving for a long time. “…What?” Xia Liang felt inexplicably weak from his stare.
”Your…” Zhou Shuo stretched out his hand and gently wiped the corner of his mouth. He picked up a little porridge juice with his index finger. Then, as if he was possessed, he stuck out his tongue and slowly spread the porridge juice. Licking it in.
Xia Liang stared at him dumbfounded. If this person hadn’t looked at Zhou Shuo’s face, he would have almost suspected that the other person was sexually harassing him…
However, before he could finish his thoughts at this moment, he saw Zhou Shuo slowly leaning over, his eyes always locked on his lips, and there seemed to be flames burning in his deep pupils.
The distance between them was getting closer and closer, so close that he could almost hear Zhou Shuo’s suppressed breathing and the other’s hot breath on his face.
Xia Liang finally realized that something was wrong, and raised his hand to resist Zhou Shuo’s approach, but the other party grabbed his wrist first.
”Zhou Shuo, what are you doing?!” Xia Liang reprimanded sternly, but at this moment, his body was too weak, and his expression was more like refusing to welcome.
”Liang…” Zhou Shuo’s voice was low and hoarse, and the flame of desire in his eyes burned hotter and brighter, almost burning his reason to ashes.
Slowly and irresistibly, he pushed Xia Liang onto the bed, his lowered eyes slightly narrowed, as if a leopard with a tight body was staring at its prey, waiting for the moment to attack.
”Zhou Shuo, you…” Before Xia Liang could finish his words, he suddenly felt something hard hit his lower abdomen, and then a strange electric current rushed up from his lower abdomen, causing him to tremble all over. The vibrato seemed to be some kind of secret hint. To Zhou Shuo’s ears, it sounded like the sound of nature, but also like deadly poison.
The last trace of reason in Zhou Shuo’s mind snapped. He gasped loudly, and finally couldn’t help but lower his head and bite Xia Liang’s lips.
Xia Liang began to struggle subconsciously, and his mind, which was not very clear to begin with, was now even more chaotic.
He had some doubts that the man in front of him, who was chasing him for kisses like a beast, was still the dull-tempered Zhou Shuo he had grown up with.
He wasn’t even sure whether this puzzling out-of-control scene was a ridiculous dream caused by his drowsiness. However, this moment of distraction made his unruly stubborn resistance become even more vulnerable.
Soon Zhou Shuo took complete control of the entire situation, and the kiss gradually changed from the initial violent siege to gentle teasing and caressing.
Xia Liang’s already limp and warm body suddenly seemed to be ignited by clusters of flames, making his whole body hot and his blood gushing. The desire that had been imprisoned for many years began to rise instinctively.
He gasped hard amidst the endless sucking kisses from the other party. The only trace of reason he had left ordered him to stop all this absurdity immediately, but the desire gushing out from deep in his body forced him to cater to it involuntarily. Looking at the other person, this contradictory pleasure made him feel ashamed, and at the same time he was ashamed and lethargic.
So this sudden love gradually evolved from a one-sided compulsion into a voluntary indulgence.
Xia Liang didn’t remember how long he had been tortured. He only remembered that before he finally fainted, it seemed like something was stuck in his body. The pleasure that hit his soul made him want to die, but he couldn’t get rid of it until He was filled with a wave of heat, and finally fell completely into darkness and lost all consciousness.
… …
When Xia Liang opened his eyes again, he found that the indoor door was closed, the light was dim, and everything he could see was in a mess. The depressing aura lingered for a long time, as if to silently remind him that what happened between him and Zhou Shuo before was not just A dream.
He pushed himself up with difficulty, and viscous liquid immediately flowed out of his body.
His body stiffened slightly and his face was as pale as paper, but he still pursed his lips tightly to prevent himself from losing control on the spot.
Zhou Shuo knelt in front of the bed, his head lowered and motionless. His silent and decisive confession gesture seemed as if Xia Liang could immediately die to apologize with just one word from Xia Liang.
This scene perfectly overlapped with the dream he had seen twice before, which made people think deeply.
But Xia Liang still forced himself to remain calm. He stared at Zhou Shuo expressionlessly for a moment, and said in a hoarse voice: “Raise your head.”
Zhou Shuo moved slightly, and then slowly raised his head, as if he had spent his whole life’s courage to meet Xia Liang’s angry and cold eyes.
”You just…don’t have anything to explain?” Xia Liang’s voice sounded very weak, but its quality was as cold as a knife, “Zhou Shuo, I only give you one chance to defend yourself.”
Zhou Shuo closed his eyes and said, “I have nothing to defend… I was just deluded and I deserve death.”
This answer was completely different from what Xia Liang expected. He would rather believe that Zhou Shuo had been drugged than accept that Zhou Shuo actually had disgraceful intentions towards him.
After another period of suffocating silence, Xia Liang said tiredly: “Go out.”
Zhou Shuo hesitated for a moment: “But your body…”
”Disappear from my eyes, immediately! Immediately!” Xia Liang finally couldn’t help roaring, almost exhausting all his strength.
In fact, he knew that this was not entirely Zhou Shuo’s problem. He himself also had unavoidable responsibilities. However, at this moment, he couldn’t control himself from expressing his anger.
Zhou Shuo looked sad and looked at Xia Liang silently for a long time.
Based on his understanding of Xia Liang, this was Xia Liang’s greatest tolerance for him. However, the pain in that part of his heart was still unbearable.
He had no intention of repenting for the sins he had committed today. He had suppressed them for too long over the years. Even if he had not lost control this time, he would have done the same heinous thing one day in the future.
He was just a little regretful that everything happened too suddenly and he was forced to leave Xia Liang’s side before he was fully mentally prepared.
He wanted to tell Xia Liang to take care of his health, stop working overtime day and night, and stop deliberately neglecting or even sacrificing everything for his family.
But he knew that he had lost the qualification to say these words. Xia Liang was probably disgusted with him now and didn’t want to hear anything he said anymore.
In the end, he said nothing, opened the door and left without saying a word.
Well, during this sensitive period, we won’t take the expressway. Let’s use our imagination to make up for the skipped parts~
