Overbearing School Hunk Begging Me to Turn Back - Chap 208
”You can go wherever you want, you don’t have to worry about it,” Jiang Yi didn’t look back. He put on his school uniform casually, with the zipper unzipped, and the night wind rushed into his body. If he said it wasn’t cold, he was lying.
”Go back to the dormitory.”
Xu Xian took a step forward and put his hand on Jiang Yi’s shoulder. Jiang Yi turned around and shook it off hard, “I told you that I don’t care what you are following me for! I used to skip classes like this, and I have nothing to do with you? I don’t care. Who do you think I am?”
Because of the large swing, the collar of the school uniform slipped from his shoulders. He pulled it back casually. Xu Xian grabbed his clothes and shouted coldly: “I want to be who you are, but are you willing? I don’t want to care about it. I can’t help it.” I’m just worried that you and I will be a bitch!”
Jiang Yi fell silent, held Xu Xian’s wrist and pushed it away.
Xu Xian didn’t force him and just wandered slowly with him, “If you don’t go back, I’ll stay with you until dawn.”
”Don’t you remember that we broke up with each other?”
”Remember, you are unilateral.”
Jiang Yi stopped paying attention to him and just walked around the streets and alleys. Occasionally, wild dogs would come out and bark at them. Xu Xian would block his side. Sometimes it didn’t take much to drive away the wild dogs, just a look that was extremely cold. It can be forced back, and the instinct of animals to detect danger is sharper than that of humans.
Who made Xu Xian’s mood so bad?
He didn’t know how long he had been walking, but Jiang Yi squatted down on the side of the road, with his hands on his knees and hanging casually. The dying man was not as lifeless as he was, and the shadows around him also stopped beside him.
”Can you please stop following me? You’ve seen it too. I just want to walk around casually without committing suicide. If there’s anything I can follow, can’t you just leave me alone?”
”Why are you in a bad mood?”
”I’m not in a bad mood.”
”Even a blind man can see it,” Xu Xian lowered his eyes and landed on the side of Jiang Yi’s face, “If I ask you if it’s because of my engagement, you will definitely deny it, but other than that, I can’t think of anything else that you would The reason for my bad mood, do you know that you are making me very anxious too?”
”Delaying your engagement?” Jiang Yi glanced sideways at him and snorted.
”No delay,” Xu Xian blurted out and stabbed him.
The calm man suddenly became furious, and the word “Go” roared out of his chest. After the roar, Jiang Yi felt that his heart was about to pop out of his mouth. His head was aching from being kicked, and he might have a concussion.
The elongated shadow moved little by little and gradually disappeared from his sight.
Xu Xian left again.
Turning his head, the seat next to him was really empty. He stared at a certain point in the air without focus. After a few seconds, he suddenly kicked his feet violently. The light shook slightly, and then he still stood proudly. He was the only one in pain. His own feet and his heart were constantly being crushed in a meat grinder.
He is becoming less and less like himself.
In annoyance, he grabbed his hair with both hands and tore it into a mess. His vented roar echoed in the night, and finally became calm and powerless.
”You haven’t left me alone today…”
He just saw the messages on his phone. He scrolled up one by one. Lin Shuo had called him and sent messages. There were more messages from Xu Xian. The last message stayed at the sentence “I’m sorry”. The sourness in his heart surged and turned into something moist. Swirling in the eyes.
Then he squatted down again, this time wiping his tears and crying silently, like a poor abandoned puppy.
Someone approached from behind and sighed, “I didn’t leave you behind today.”
Although Jiang Yi’s words of complaint were very soft, the street was quiet and Xu Xian still heard it. When he came back, he stood at the corner a few steps away, leaning against the wall, quietly watching Jiang Xiaosi lose his temper. I am very unhappy, but I have to look super unhappy and say that I am not unhappy at all.
I really don’t know what to do with him.
The sobbing paused, and Jiang Yi raised his head from his arms, his face dripping with tears and snot, as ugly as he wanted.
”Why are you back?”
”I went to buy you something,” Xu Xian pulled him up and put a bottle of drink in Jiang Yi’s hand. Jiang Yi grinned. The drink was cold and ice-cold.
Drinking this late at night will make your heart cool and make your heart fly?
”I’m not asking you to drink it,” Xu Xian pointed at his face, “I asked you to apply it on the corners of your mouth and eyes, otherwise it will swell into pig heads tomorrow.”
”You’re a pig!” Jiang Yi threw the drink back.
Xu Xian caught it and put another bottle in his hand. The temperature was very warm. It was Jiang Yi’s favorite Wangzi. “This is for you to drink.” After saying this, he pinched Jiang Yi’s chin with two fingers and lifted it. The iced drink was gently placed on the tear-stained face, “What do you want me to do? You insist on forcing me to get engaged, and you have to be unhappy alone. Do you have any feelings for me?”
Jiang Yi looked away, clutching the milk in his hand tightly, and said stiffly: “No, I don’t feel it at all.”
”Then you got angry today because you were full?”
”Yes, what I gnawed last night were all stones and I couldn’t digest them!”
”Jiang Yi?”
”I don’t know!” Jiang Yi yelled suddenly, his eyes trembling, “Can you stop asking a lot of questions? I don’t know anything. I can’t understand myself. How should I answer? you!”
”Jiang Yi, I don’t need you to give me an answer right away. You don’t need to be my boyfriend now. We can still start as friends. You can tell me what you are struggling with and what makes you uncomfortable. I will cooperate with you and follow your footsteps. Take your time, no matter how slow you are, even if you don’t accept me for ten or twenty years, I will accept it, I have plenty of time to give you.”
”Shit time!”
Jiang Yi smashed the milk on the ground, and milk stains burst out of the flattened can. It was like smashing a heart on the ground and breaking it into pieces along with his own.
Xu Xian stared at him blankly, with deep powerlessness and helplessness in his eyes. He slowly raised his head to look at the sky, because his tears were about to fall if he didn’t raise his head.
