Pathological Trapping - Chap 142
 ”No! Really not!”
  Mu Jian pinched his waist, raised his head, and blocked the moonlight from Li Dezhuang’s eyes.
  Li Dezhuang pushed him, and Mu Jian grabbed his hand and pressed it firmly to the ground.
  Rub the back of your hand on the ground.
  The back of my hand was burning with pain, probably because the skin was rubbed off.
  Mu Jian leaned against his ear and laughed in a deep voice.
  ”Li Dezhuang, do you know that I miss you so much? I really miss you so much! If it weren’t for the need to stabilize the power in the court and my concern for your safety, why would I wait until today?
  I dream about you every day, and I miss you so much that I want to prick myself with a needle to stop myself from sending someone to tie you back.”
  Li Dezhuang took a deep breath.
  This guy is really good at self-torture.
  Mu Jian laughed and whispered in his ear.
  The burning breath penetrated into the ears.
  The voice was low and seductive, “You don’t know, several times, the needles didn’t work, I issued a secret summons and tied you back to the capital. I stabbed myself and told myself that if I make you unhappy again, we’re done.”
  Li Dezhuang dodged his lips.
  Fortunately, you are still smart.
  He sighed and his voice softened, “My hand hurts, let go!”
  Mu Jian sighed, sat up, pulled the man up, and took a look at his hand. The back of his hand was rubbed and blood was oozing out.
  He lowered his head and blew away the dust. “Staff Officer Ji even got a little skin scraped off and he yelled in pain. He’s so delicate. How can he go to the battlefield?”
  ”I have a plan.”
  Mu Jian laughed meaningfully and ignored him, focusing on the wound on the back of his hand.
  Half of Li Dezhuang’s body felt a little numb.
  He looked away and coughed in embarrassment.
  ”I’ll regret it if I don’t go.”
  Mu Jian ignored him.
  ”If you let me go, I will return to Beijing with you after the war is over.”
  Mu Jian paused and tightened his grip on Li Dezhuang’s hand little by little.
  This is undoubtedly a huge temptation.
  Li Dezhuang: “Mu Jian, I am a man. I have responsibilities that I should bear, and I am capable. I am not a silkworm that lives by you. I don’t like to be anyone’s appendage. I have to be a person first before I can like you.”
  Mu Jian stared at him intently, and after a long while, he only heard, “I like you.”
  He laughed, “You admitted that you like me.”
  Li Dezhuang pulled his hand away from his palm and stood up.
  Mu Jian looked up at him in amazement, his eyes seemed to be locked on him. He was as perfect as a piece of porcelain made by the gods themselves, emitting an extremely moving luster under the moonlight.
  Li Dezhuang: “Maybe I’m used to it, used to you. I think of you when I feel the wind in Yanmen Pass, and I think of you when I see the flowers in Yanmen Pass.
  I would think about the first time I met you, and if only you hadn’t killed those people and hadn’t done that excessive thing to me, I wouldn’t have needed so much time, nor would I have needed to engage in a psychological struggle, and I would have been able to tell you openly that I can’t let go. ”
  Li Dezhuang: “I hated you, and I also hated myself for not being able to let go and forget you. I tried not to think about it. But when I tried to do it, I was already done for.”
  Li Dezhuang took a deep breath.
  ”Mu Jian, you bastard, you succeeded! You are despicable! You have to be responsible to me!”
  Mu Jian laughed, as if he was hit on the head by the joy that fell from the sky. He laughed a little foolishly in the moonlight, “I am despicable, I am responsible.”
  Li Dezhuang kicked him and said, “What fun!”
  Mu Jian was of course happy and held Li Dezhuang tightly.
  ”Guard Li, Guard Li…”
  Li Dezhuang took a deep breath.
  ”My name is Ji Enxu, not Li Dezhuang. Don’t call me by that name.”
  Mu Jian didn’t care.
  Whether it is Li Dezhuang or Ji Enxu.
  It’s all good for him.
  ”Xuxu.”
  Ji Enxu got goosebumps, “Don’t scream so disgustingly.”
  Mu Jian changed his words, “General Ji.”
  Ji Enxu: “General Ji wants to go to the battlefield!”
  Mu Jian: “No.”
  ”No, what I just said doesn’t count. I won’t go back with you either. If I die here, you can just wait for me to collect my body and be a widow for the rest of your life. Or, you can kidnap me and take my body. It’s your choice.”
  Mu Jian snorted twice and bit his lips angrily. His voice sounded aggrieved and unfair.
  ”Xu Xu knew exactly how to get me. It was the worst. You said those words on purpose to disturb my mind so that I would let you go.”
  Ji Enxu admitted it frankly.
  ”Yeah, that’s right.”
  Mu Jian pinched his chin, his eyes were dark, as if he wanted to swallow Ji Enxu.
  ”But I just fall for your tricks. I’ll give you a chance and see how you perform. If you perform well, I’ll give you the tiger talisman and you can mobilize as many troops as you want.”
  Ji Enxu raised his eyebrows.
  ”That’s what you said.”
  ”I said so.”
  A word is as good as gold.
  It’s useless…
  It’s really useless.
  Ji Enxu held the tiger talisman in his hand, feeling like a migrant worker who had worked hard for a whole year and finally got his hard-earned money.
  He originally thought that as long as he liked the yandere and followed his lead, he would suffer less. But he completely ignored the fact that Mu Jian, the yandere, was good at pretending and could endure.
  But he’s still a yandere!
  ”tyrant!”
  Ji Enxu pointed at Mu Jian who was getting dressed and accused him.
  Mu Jian walked forward with a smile and squatted beside the bed, “General Ji, can you still ride a horse?”
  Ji Enxu wanted to slap him.
  Make you proud!
  But as soon as he raised his arm, he gasped in pain.
  I can only pretend to be strong, “Yes! I can!”
  Mu Jian didn’t expose him. He poured him a glass of water and fed him to drink.
  ”Although I agree to let you go to the battlefield, you must bring more people with you. I will give you my secret guards.”