Please No Cure For Me - Chap 182
Gayan was silent.
Because besides silence, he didn’t know what emotion to feel.
He had no way of answering this question!
To Gayang, this is like asking if you want white silk or poisonous wine? !
Gan!
But it was impossible not to answer. Looking at Jing Yi’s dark eyes in front of him, Gayang’s throat rolled up and down. After a long while, Kayang said: “You…”
Because the person in front of him now is Jing Yi.
This was all he could answer.
Otherwise, he will only die faster.
Gayang thought this answer should be enough, right? Unexpectedly, Jing Yi stared into Kayang’s eyes and said, “Why are you hesitating?”
Gayan: “…”
“Hesitation means that you have another choice in your heart. So, what you said before was lying to me, right?” Jing Yi looked at Gayang expressionlessly.
Seeing him like this makes people feel very panicked.
For a moment, Gayang was about to get angry, but thinking of what would happen if he offended Jing Yi, he quickly calmed down.
That’s all.
A good man does not suffer immediate losses.
Gayan began to think of solutions in his mind.
But just leaving Jing Yi alone wouldn’t work.
So Gayang stood up, and then he suddenly grabbed Jing Yi’s collar and kissed him, intending to find something for him to do first.
Let Jing Yi shut up first.
Jing Yi was obviously a little surprised when Gayang threw himself into his arms.
However, he did not refuse, but took advantage of the opportunity to catch Gayan.
Kayan kissed a little absent-mindedly, because he was thinking about countermeasures.
Jing Yi noticed that Kayang was distracted and bit him gently. Gayang frowned in pain, his expression became slightly more focused, but his mind was still wandering.
Wait until about two or three minutes pass.
Gayang’s eyes lit up when he finally thought of something, and he signaled Jing Yi to let go of him.
But Jing Yi naturally didn’t kiss him when he wanted to, or let go when he didn’t want to. So the moment Jia Yang deliberately pushed him away, Jing Yi’s eyes darkened.
Immediately afterwards, he pressed Kayang’s shoulders hard, then turned his back and went straight in, catching Kayang off guard.
Everyone was almost suffocated by the sudden storm.
When Jing Yi let go of Kayang, Kayang blushed and coughed for a long time.
The countermeasures that had just been thought of in his mind disappeared due to lack of oxygen due to the kiss.
Gayan: “…” Shit!
Jing Yi looked at Kayang who was breathing heavily, and said lightly, “Have you thought of the answer now?”
Gayang didn’t expect Jing Yi to say this as soon as he opened his mouth. Apparently he saw through his purpose of delaying time by kissing him.
Kayang closed his eyes in frustration.
Then he slowly raised his head, looked at Jing Yi in front of him and said complexly: “Why do you have to force me?”
“Am I forcing you? Gayang, it was you who said you loved me before.” Jing Yi said in a gentle tone.
“Yes, I said it, and I have never regretted it. But Jing Yi, I also want to ask you, do you love me?”
Jing Yi’s eyes gradually deepened.
Gayang continued to look at Jing Yi and said: “You love me, but you can’t control yourself. It’s possible that you are still you one second, and he is him the next second. I can’t even handle you, so I will naturally handle you.” Not sure about him.
It is conceivable that I will be the one to suffer when the time comes, and neither of my choices is right, so I hesitated.
But even so, in a situation where you may pose a threat to me as a lover at any time, I haven’t left you even half a step. Can’t you really see it? ”
Gayang said these words hoarsely, with a bit of self-deprecation in his tone.
It sounds like your lover doesn’t understand you, so you feel very uncomfortable, which makes it sound particularly touching.
Although the real situation is that he had already thought of countless ways to leave, but nothing worked, so he had to ‘stay’.
But no matter what, Gayang’s answer can be called a textbook perfect answer.
Even the system couldn’t help but applaud.
Gayang was startled when he suddenly heard the sound of the system: [Are you back? 】
[I’ve been back for a while, and I happened to hear the male protagonist asking you a question. My host is amazing. I used to wonder why humans break up so much. Only now do I know that this is also related to IQ. 】
It’s like masters competing against each other, you come and I go.
Anyone who can’t answer will either die or break up in the next second.
Looking at it now, Kayan and the male protagonist are a perfect match, a match made in heaven.
Gayang was silent for a moment after hearing this.
He ignored the system and looked intently at Jing Yi in front of him.
Jing Yi kept looking at Kayang, and he didn’t speak after Kayang finished speaking.
It wasn’t until Kayang’s scalp felt numb from looking at him that Jing Yi raised his hand slightly and touched Kayang’s face. Then he pulled Kayang into his arms and sighed.
: “My wise Kayan.”
Kayang’s heart was slightly shaken and he said nothing.
Jing Yi said: “This question is indeed a bit difficult for you. I’m sorry, I should control myself and not anger you.”
Even if Gayan was touched by someone else, it was not his fault.
Although that person is also himself.
But he was still a little jealous, very, very jealous. Jealousy made him unable to control himself and wanted to do something else.
Gayang felt that there was something wrong with Jing Yi’s tone of voice.
In Gayang’s impression, Jing Yi has slightly greater emotional ups and downs among all the male protagonists, just like the violent look in his eyes when he first woke up.
But now he…
No, it should be said that during this period of time, Jing Yi became calmer day by day.
It felt like he and Eros had become one.
Especially the last two sentences he said were a bit like Eros’ speaking style.
No, maybe not just Eros.
Before Gayang could think about it, Jing Yi spoke again.
“I’m actually lying to you,” he said.
Gayang raised his eyes in confusion: “What?”
“‘He’ has disappeared. I just lied to you.” Jing Yi repeated it again and again.
He gently wrapped his arms around Kayang’s right hand, and his strength, which was neither light nor heavy, contained strength and possessiveness that he had not even noticed.
Gayan suddenly fell silent.
He looked at Jing Yi in front of him and smiled angrily: “Do you think you have a sense of humor?”
Jing Yi looked at Gayang’s furious expression and couldn’t help but curl his lips. He slowly hugged Kayang, and then buried his head on Kayang’s neck. The low muffled laughter coming from his chest made the ears of everyone who heard it feel numb.
“Sorry.” Jing Yi said again.
Gayang ignored him.
Hold!
After working on it for a long time, it turned out that I was lying to him.
Oh shit.
He still has cold sweat on his back.
Jing Yi hugged Kayang for a short while, and after about half an hour, Jing Yi said: “But I didn’t lie to you, I am indeed going to die.”
Gayang was a little stunned when he heard this.
He looked at Jing Yi in front of him and said, “…What’s going on?”
Jing Yi didn’t answer.
He even let go of Gayang, no longer holding him, but returned to his driving seat and looked quietly into the distance.
He seemed to be thinking about something.
When Gayang saw this, he suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.
He subconsciously grabbed Jing Yi’s arm. Jing Yi felt the touch and turned his head to look at Gayang.
Gayang said: “What’s going on?”
Jing Yi said indifferently: “It’s nothing, but you may have to go alone in the future.”
Speaking of this, Jing Yi’s thoughts seemed to go back to the long past.
He seemed to have thought of something and said slightly: “Actually, back then, I went out to the base every day to kill the zombies around me. I didn’t go back until I was exhausted to protect the people in the base.”
“Um?”
Jing Yi’s eyelashes trembled and his tone was calm: “At that time, I was afraid that I would not be able to help but do something to you, so I wanted to spend all my energy outside. Even at that time, I was thinking, if I accidentally died, Maybe it’s not such a bad thing.”
Gayang seemed to understand these words, but also seemed not to understand them.
He looked at Jing Yi stiffly, not knowing what he wanted to say for a moment.
It’s like it’s stuck.
After a long time, Jing Yi slowly withdrew his gaze and lowered his head.
He glanced at his arm, and then said: “I didn’t avoid it.”
“What?”
“When you pushed me into the zombie group, I didn’t actually avoid it.” Jing Yi said calmly.
Gayang’s expression suddenly changed.
He grabbed Jing Yi, his pupils trembled slightly and asked, “What do you mean?”
“If you want me to die, I will do it for you.” Jing Yi looked at Gayang and said slowly.
“I…” Gayang’s thin lips trembled, “I, I actually didn’t think about it at the time…”
“I know.” Jing Yi’s eyes remained calm, “But you don’t want me anymore, right?”
Gayang felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart for a moment.
This discomfort made his fingers turn white uncontrollably.
He looked at Jing Yi and wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, he didn’t know how to speak.
“So I have been ‘dead’ for a long time. You have always wanted to know what my second power is. In fact, my second power is ‘regeneration’, although the cost of using this is a bit high.”
Kayang’s heart trembled.
He said hoarsely: “Why don’t you hide.”
“Why hide?” Jing Yi rubbed the end of Kayang’s eyes with his fingers and said, “There is nothing to hide.”
Gayang closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were full of complex and expectant expressions: “Is there any hope? Isn’t it time that your superpower is regeneration?”
“No more.” Regeneration means resurrecting a little bit each time.
Use all your strength to block and maintain the human body.
Even though every second of living is like a needle prick.
But after knowing that Gayan appeared, he had exhausted all his strength to come back.
Gayang slowly lowered his head and said dejectedly: “I’m sorry.”
Jing Yi looked at Gayang, gently held him in his arms, kissed his hair gently and said, “I have nothing to be sorry for. This is my own choice. I just don’t want to… don’t want to see you leave again.” ‘s back.”
After Gayang left, countless scenes similar to this scene flashed through Jing Yi’s mind.
The intense despair made Jing Yi seem to lose all his ability to move.
It was like a balloon that had been completely popped.
He just stared blankly at Kayang’s leaving figure until he completely disappeared from his eyes.
It’s like I’ve been through this situation countless times.
But every time, the heart-wrenching feeling deepened. Jing Yi was in pain as if his heart had been torn apart, his flesh and blood were blurred, and his blood was dripping.
Gayang felt very uncomfortable at this time.
The strong feeling of guilt even made Gayang think that if he was fucked by the male protagonist again, he would endure it.
He doesn’t hide anymore.
Consider it a debt repayment.
It was all over with gritted teeth left and right.
It was much better than the pain he inflicted on the male protagonist.
Jing Yi’s body seemed to be gradually stiffening and cooling down, but he didn’t care and just kept kissing Gayang’s hair lowly.
Because Kayang felt guilty all over his heart, he was rarely quiet and didn’t hide at all.
Let him take whatever he wants.
When Jing Yi’s body became colder and colder, Kayang couldn’t help but his eyes became slightly warm.
He whispered sorry again.
But this time, Jing Yi did not comfort Kayang, but whispered: “If you really feel sorry for me, Kayang, can you promise me something?”
Gayan’s spirit suddenly rose.
He immediately said: “Say what you say! Anything is fine.” Even if it means going up a mountain of swords or into a sea of ​​fire, Gayang will agree to it all at this moment.
Jing Yi said indifferently: “I know I will meet you again.”
Kayang’s body froze slightly.
Although he was shocked that Jing Yi knew that he could travel to other worlds, it wasn’t surprising if he thought about it carefully.
After all, the system said last time that all the male protagonists seemed to be merging.
He suppressed his inner emotions, looked at Jing Yi and said, “What do you want me to promise you?”
Could it be that he was told to stop hiding this time?
Or is it something in bed? Or is it to drink milk? !
Kayang’s eyes kept changing.
That’s all, he recognizes even these
.
“Don’t let that ‘I’ touch you.” Jing Yi said.
“…What?” Everyone in Gayang was dumbfounded.
Jing Yi stared into Kayang’s eyes, as if he wanted to imprint Kayang into them. He said word by word: “I don’t want anyone to touch you, not even ‘me’. Do you understand?”
Jing Yi bit the last word ‘you’ very hard.
“I don’t blame you for what happened before, but if you sleep with someone else again in the future, Kayang, I will put all the blame on you.” This sentence contained a cold threat, making it clear that Jing Yi was telling the truth. .
Gayan: “…”
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Gayan: Do you think I like being fucked by you?
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