Please No Cure For Me - Chap 240 Eros’ Perspective (END)

But he didn’t..

Because there is only one ending to that.

That’s what Gayan will definitely fight back.

By then, the two of them will definitely be injured in the fight, and even Gayang will have to be injured more seriously to completely subdue him.

He didn’t want to hurt Gayan.

Especially if you do it to him yourself.

He didn’t even want to see the disgust and hatred for him in Gayang’s eyes.

He would rather stay as he is now.

But Eros miscalculated one thing.

That is, as time goes by, his feelings for Kayan are not still at that level, but are uncontrollably deepening day by day.

Although God’s emotions are very weak, after billions of years have passed.

Eros’s feelings for Gayan have gradually turned from a small puddle into a deep sea as rich as ink.

Although the sea surface seems calm.

But beneath it, deadly beasts are surging that may emerge at any time.

But no other Chaos God knows.

Because apart from Eros’s cold expression that has remained unchanged for hundreds of millions of years, he has rarely seen Gayan in these years.

The most recent time was tens of millions of years ago.

After all, there are so many planes and worlds in the universe now, and they are monotonous

The past is different.

It’s normal not to meet.

Even Kayan thought so.

But what he didn’t know was that Eros stood in front of his own temple window almost every night, looking in the direction of the Gayan Temple.

At this moment, there was a sound of footsteps coming from behind.

“Brother Eros.” The God of Wisdom cupped his hands slightly and said.

“Um.”

The God of Wisdom was a little uneasy.

He didn’t know what Brother Eros wanted from him.

Because of the shadow of being almost strangled before he was born, he is now a little afraid of this Eros brother.

“I will go through the calamity in ten days.” Eros opened his lips lightly.

The God of Wisdom was surprised.

But it also felt normal.

The reason why he was a little surprised just now was because he didn’t expect that Brother Eros would also need to survive the tribulation.

After all, Brother Eros and Brother Gayan have different identities.

In addition, they have lived for such a long time and have never experienced a calamity, so the other Chaos Gods thought that the two brothers were not within the scope of the calamity.

Because some of the other Chaos Gods came back from their second calamity, but Brother Eros and Brother Gayan did not go through the calamity once.

But now God Brother Eros is going to go through the tribulation?

but……

Why is Brother Eros telling him this?

This made the God of Wisdom a little confused and at the same time a little confused and nervous.

“How is he doing?” Eros asked.

“…Are you asking Brother Kayang?” the God of Wisdom tried.

“Um.”

“Brother Gayang has been playing in the plane world he created recently. He has created some new plane gods, and he seems to like them very much.” The God of Wisdom said truthfully.

Eros stood with his hands behind his hands and said nothing.

The tense atmosphere made the God of Wisdom slightly uneasy.

After a while, Eros calmly said: “That’s good, this way he won’t be alone.”

Now the God of Wisdom was even more confused.

He had no idea what Brother Eros had called him to do today.

And he didn’t know if it was his imagination, but he always felt that the temperature around him was very cold.

A few seconds later, a pale light flashed across.

Immediately afterwards, rows of files condensed with divine power appeared in front of the God of Wisdom.

Eros said indifferently: “These are the records of all worlds. You will manage them on my behalf after I leave.”

The face of the God of Wisdom changed.

Brother Eros can be said to be the top model worker among all the Chaos Gods.

He is not worthy of the priesthood of the God of Order and Death, and manages all planes without any mistakes with his iron-blooded and cold hands.

Because those who dare to disobey will basically die.

Even the gods he created with his own hands were unavoidable.

Therefore, every plane world quietly operates according to the plane laws created by Brother Kayan.

But he is not as powerful as Brother Eros.

Thinking of this God of Wisdom, his eyes turned white.

But this was what Brother Eros told him, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and said: “Yes, Brother God.”

“Go down.”

Although it is a bit like throwing it away after use, for the God of Wisdom, he would rather leave the temple of Brother Eros as soon as possible.

So he breathed a sigh of relief as if he had been granted amnesty, and said, “Yes.”

After the God of Wisdom left, Eros closed his eyes heavily.

When he opened it again, his eyes had returned to their former look.

In fact, Eros had sensed that his experience was coming a long time ago.

But he pressed on.

Because he can sense that the calamity he has experienced is the calamity of love.

And with his current feelings for Gayang, he would never come back, so he suppressed them again and again.

I just want to spend more time with Gayang.

Even if Gayan doesn’t meet him, it’s fine as long as they are in the same universe and chaos.

But now, he couldn’t hold it anymore.

Eros slowly closed his eyes, but there was still that dead silence in the palace.

Until a while later

, a blue light flashed across.

Hong Bing appeared with a whisper. It looked at Eros and said, “Master, do you want to say goodbye to the God of Life?”

As the natal sword of Eros, Hong Bing also felt that this experience was very dangerous.

It is very likely that the owner will never come back.

So it also wants to see Xuan Bing again.

Eros lowered his eyelashes slightly and said, “No need.”

He was afraid that if he saw Gayan, he would change his mind.

Why bother.

Let Gayang continue like this.

He didn’t want Gayang to think that he fell because of him.

Now that you have decided to let go, let it go completely.

Hong Bing was a little disappointed, but it didn’t force it. Instead, it transformed back into its sword body and disappeared again.

The time is coming soon.

Gayan also learned the news that Eros was going to experience.

But he didn’t say anything. He just thought it was a very ordinary experience and didn’t take it seriously.

What’s more, he thought that Eros went through the calamity because of the favor of God the Father, so Kayan had already sneaked into the Law System Department at that time.

He didn’t know that Eros was going to die this time.

In addition to the sadness of the love crisis, Eros himself did not expect to get through it smoothly.

He lost all his power and soul.

This time he went to experience the calamity, and he had no intention of coming back.

Because now Eros can no longer control himself, and almost every day his mind is filled with Kayan.

The desire to get Kayan is getting stronger day by day.

He didn’t want to lose control of himself one day and actually do it.

If that’s the case, let’s solve it completely.

Killing himself, a threat to Kayang’s existence, was the last thing he could do for Kayang, who was still barely able to remain calm and rational.

But what Eros didn’t expect was that the second he left, Gayang also left the chaotic universe. The splitting of the soul into countless fragments is very painful.

But Eros didn’t have much emotion about this pain.

He reincarnated in the world of countless planes, and his consciousness gradually dissipated.

until–

He met someone.

At that time, Eros, who had already been reincarnated many times and completely lost his memory, saw Gayan again.

He no longer remembers Gayan.

But when he saw those bright eyes with a smile that seemed to fill the sky with stars, Eros suddenly felt that his heart was shaken like he had never felt before.

It was as if the Dead Sea came alive for an instant.

“Hello, my name is Bonner Gayan. My father is General Delton. Can I make a friend?”

Eros looked at Gayan in front of him, he slowly stretched out his hand, and then said ‘ok’.

Since then, Eros’s eyes have been fixed on Kayan.

It feels as if the heart that has been living in no fixed place has finally found a place to live and has become quiet.

But Kayan’s character is a bit unruly.

He likes to do some outrageous things.

Especially to myself.

But Eros couldn’t explain why he was so tolerant of Gayan.

No matter what Gayang did to him, he was never impatient.

He even said that he liked Gayang like this.

At least, all his attention is on himself every day.

until–

Gayan has a girlfriend.

at that moment

Eros felt as if his whole body had gone cold. He looked at Gayan in front of him and wanted to kill him for a moment.

Eros himself was shocked by his fleeting thoughts.

He tried his best to suppress it, and then pretended to say calmly: “Congratulations.”

Then he turned and walked away.

Because he doesn’t know what he will do if he continues to stay.

Fortunately, Gayan broke up with the girl within a few days.

This made Eros’s gloomy eyes clear up a little.

But what he didn’t expect was that the second and third followed one after another. But Eros still suppressed all his emotions.

It was as if he was used to suppressing his emotions like this.

He still looked indifferent.

Even able to communicate calmly with Kayan.

After all, Gayang’s girlfriends all changed within a few days, which at least meant that Gayang didn’t really fall in love with any of them.

It’s better than nothing, a point of self-comfort.

During this period of time, Eros has been calming down his emotions repeatedly.

He needs to accept it.

After all, Gayan will get married in the future.

Calm reason told him that he must face this reality.

He actually vaguely knew something about his father and Kayan’s father. It seemed that his father killed General Delton’s wife and caused them to turn against each other.

Eros didn’t want him and Gayan to become like that.

But all this was broken.

On the Zerg battlefield, countless fleets were scattered.

Although Eros was directing the battle, his attention was somewhat distracted.

He is worried that something will happen to Gayang.

Sure enough, the message came from Gayang.

At that moment, Eros had no other thoughts. He directly handed over the command, got on the mecha and went to find Gayan as quickly as possible.

It was so fast that he didn’t even think about why Gayang ended up on that coordinate planet.

After all, that area is simply inaccessible.

But the words ‘save me’ destroyed all Eros’ calmness.

Even if it was true, Eros would still go just in case. He could bet on anything.

But Kayang was the only one he couldn’t gamble with.

But what he didn’t expect was that when he arrived on the planet, what he would get in exchange was a shot from Gayang and a cold knife.

The dagger inserted in his chest felt a little cold, and Eros stared blankly at Gayan in front of him.

“It’s because Beina likes you.” Gayan said expressionlessly.

Bena?

It turned out that he was doing it for Bena.

For a moment, the beast that had been buried deep in Eros’s heart seemed to wake up.

Those pale eyes seemed to be stained with blood at this moment, and they were dazzling and horrifying.

Gayan still had no expression, or maybe he was casual.

He raised his hand and shot his mecha to break it. Then he took back the gun and said with a cold look: “Don’t blame me. If you want to blame, blame yourself.”

After saying that, he prepared to get on the mecha and leave.

“Gayan.”

Eros’s voice was extremely hoarse.

Kayang’s back paused for a second, and then continued to lift his steps towards the mecha as if he hadn’t heard.

“You will regret it.” Eros’ voice was hoarse and low.

Gayan turned his back to Eros, and he sneered without looking back: “I have never regretted these two words in my dictionary. Goodbye, Eros.”

The mecha rose into the air.

Eros looked at Kayang’s back and called Kayang’s name again.

But apart from the response from the wind, there was nothing else.

Eros’s eyes gradually dimmed, as dark as ink.

“Ah.”

Eros raised a self-deprecating smile, and his eyes were like a wounded and bloody beast at this moment, with a trace of sadness in the pain and despair.

Many dense Zergs gradually flew from the sky, following his blood trail.

Eros didn’t move.

His eyelashes were slightly drooped, covering his eyes, and you couldn’t see any of his emotions.

When the heart is dead to the extreme, there is no desire to survive.

see.

It doesn’t matter whether he lives or dies.

He even hoped that the Zerg would kill him, but contrary to expectations, he survived.

Eros woke up from the hospital bed with cold eyes.

He silently looked at his gun placed on the coffee table in the ward, which Gayang had chosen with him.

But at this time, Eros’s eyes did not waver at all.

Even terrifying.

When the Zerg swarmed in, Eros did not resist and left the decision of life and death to God’s will.

If God wanted him to die, then he would die like this, which would be his last tolerance for Kayan.

But if he hadn’t died.

So……

Eros whispered Kayan’s name in a low voice, his eyes like the god of death coming out of hell, making people feel chilled all over.

What followed was a two-year search.

Kayan seemed to disappear out of thin air, leaving no trace whatsoever.

But there was a sense in Eros that told him that Kayan would appear.

Sure enough, he found Gayan.

Gayang was embarrassed when he appeared in front of him again.

He looked pale and weak.

You can see how frightened he has been these past few days.

It turns out that he still knows how to be afraid.

Eros looked at Gayang’s pale cheeks and thought calmly.

“I…” Gayan tried to explain.

Eros’ fingers moved to Kayan’s Adam’s apple, and the warm body temperature caused ripples to appear in Eros’ eyes.

He’s wanted to do this for a long time.

Gayan was obviously a little uncomfortable. He subconsciously wanted to hide back, but he groaned in pain when Eros suddenly tightened his grip.

“I…” Gayang wanted to continue explaining.

But his explanation was of no use to Eros.

Whether it’s the code or other Eros, they have already been investigated clearly. He doesn’t care about this, this is not the answer he wants.

Gayan lost this bargaining chip. His face was pale, his body was wet with sweat, and he huddled at the feet of Eros, looking extremely embarrassed.

Eros sat in his chair and looked at him.

He still held the tube of light blue potion in his hand.

After a long time, Gayang could not hold on and fainted completely.

Eros looked at Kayan on the ground.

A few seconds later, he got down from the chair and walked to Gayang. He brushed away the sweat-wet hair with his hands, revealing Gayang’s handsome and charming face.

His hand rubbed Kayan’s pale, almost chapped lips.

After a while, Eros suddenly grabbed Kayan’s collar and pulled him up fiercely.

This action made the already scarred Gayan even more painful.

He fell into Eros’s arms, and the groggy Gayan subconsciously grabbed Eros’s clothes, as if trying to calm down some of the pain in his body.

After a long time, with slightly uneasy nerves, he realized that it seemed safe, and then Kayan continued to fall asleep.

Looking at Kayan buried quietly in his arms, Eros whispered: “Gayan, why are you forcing me?”

But at this time, Gayan could not answer Eros.

And Eros didn’t expect Gayan to answer.

He slowly lowered his head and pressed a kiss on Kayan’s lips. This was a touch that Eros had imagined countless times in his mind.

But it is still not as shocking as when the truth comes.

But unfortunately these are all fake.

He stole it.

Eros lowered his eyes slightly,

He looked at Kayan one last time before getting up and leaving the torture chamber.

When Kayang woke up again, they had flown to the planet back then.

He asks Gayan to jump down.

Gayan’s face was pale, but Eros’s eyes were calm.

He knew it would hurt, but what he didn’t tell Gayang was that he would not let Gayang go down alone.

Perhaps, this is the most perfect ending between them.

If they die together, it means he owns Gayang.

But what he didn’t expect was that he heard what Gayang said.

“If I didn’t do this, you’d never notice me,” he said.

Gayan will never know how Eros felt when he heard those words. Although Eros, who came back to his senses after a second, knew that Gayan was lying, the trembling and exciting joy had already filled his entire chest.

Eros’s fingers turned white.

He looked at Gayang who fainted in his arms after saying that, then slowly held his waist and whispered: “Don’t lie to me.”

Even if it is a lie, you must lie to the end.

Otherwise, you will regret it.

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