Silent Lover 2 (Tanhua) - Chap 50
Chapter 50 I Can’t Love You Like Aijun Qiyu
Song Liqing was helped into the carriage, and the carriage slowly drove away from the palace gate.
Jun Qiyu was in a trance for a while, he thought he could control everything. The reason why he acted recklessly in the past was because he was sure that Song Liqing couldn’t leave him, even if he made peace with him, Jun Qiyu was confident in chasing him back.
But he just discovered that the world is not all up to him, and Song Liqing will not wait by his side forever, there is no one who can’t live without anyone.
Instead, he couldn’t do without Song Liqing.
Jun Qiyu followed the carriage unconsciously, and he didn’t know what he was going to do, he just followed eagerly, until he followed outside the general’s mansion.
There was a person standing at the door, the person Jun Qiyu didn’t want him to appear in the Song Mansion the last time, Pei Xingxu.
As soon as Pei Xingxu saw Song Liqing’s carriage, he smiled warmly, walked up, and personally led Song Liqing down.
For Jun Qiyu, this is enough stinging picture of him.
Pei Xingxu looked at Song Liqing’s face and said, “Liqing, your complexion is not very good, the emperor announced you into the palace…”
“I met Jun Qiyu.”
Song Liqing looked a little depressed, Jun Qiyu exhausted him physically and mentally.
Pei Xingxu immediately became apprehensive.
“He went to find you? Threatened you with violence again?”
Song Liqing shook his head: “No.”
“That’s a bit of a measure of him.” Pei Xingxu said worriedly, “I’m afraid that he won’t be able to bear the humiliation, and he will come to you for trouble again. I also know his temper, and he will ignore it when he is crazy.”
Jun Qiyu’s temperament is indeed like this, it’s rare that he didn’t have too many embarrassments today.
“He came to me…he admitted his mistake.”
Song Liqing’s heart sank.
“Can he know his mistake?”
Pei Xingxu didn’t believe it, but he was more concerned about Song Liqing’s attitude.
“Liqing, you won’t…soften your heart, will you? Don’t be fooled by his few words. He hurt you like this, and you can repent in one day? It is written in your sage books that you can change your nature easily. It’s hard to move, don’t be fooled by his momentary bow.”
“I won’t.”
Song Liqing calmed down after being disturbed by Jun Qiyu. He and Pei Xingxu walked into the mansion together.
“Mr. Li!”
Jun Qiyu’s voice sounded from behind, Song Liqing didn’t expect him to follow all the way.
Jun Qiyu stepped over the steps, and when she was about to get close to Song Liqing, Pei Xingxu blocked her.
“Pei Xingxu, what do you mean?”
When Jun Qiyu met Pei Xingxu’s gaze, he suddenly became hostile.
“You are a disaster to Li Qing, the farther he is from you, the better.”
Pei Xingxu confronted him not to be outdone.
Jun Qiyu frowned, her eyes sharpened.
“Liqing can say this, but it’s not your turn.”
Pei Xingxu fought head to head this time and did not back down.
“Jun Qiyu, don’t forget, Li Qing is free now, I have the right to protect the person I admire, but you, what identity do you have to come to him?”
Jun Qiyu was wrong, but he just couldn’t see Pei Xingxu’s kindness to him.
“Even if we are separated for a while… I won’t let you play tricks, I won’t allow you to appear beside Li Qing, understand?”
“Liqing can say that, but it’s not your turn.”
Pei Xingxu returned the same words to him.
Jun Qiyu’s face was gloomy, and his jaws were creaking. If Song Liqing was not there, he might not be able to bear the tyranny in his heart.
“Pei! Xing! Xu!”
Jun Qiyu squeezed out the name between her teeth.
“Despicable! Shameless!”
Song Liqing felt bad when he heard Jun Qiyu’s angry tone.
“Jun Qiyu, in broad daylight, if you want to lose face, go ahead and make trouble.”
Jun Qiyu looked at Song Liqing who was behind Pei Xingxu, and the awe-inspiring aura on her body subsided a lot in vain.
“Liqing…I didn’t come to make trouble, and I won’t do anything, but can we talk calmly? I’ve been thinking about you these days, and I don’t want you to go, really.”
Jun Qiyu spoke sincerely, but Song Liqing was unmoved.
Song Liqing took a step closer, and held Pei Xingxu’s hand under Jun Qiyu’s gaze.
“Xingxu, let’s go in.”
Jun Qiyu’s eyes widened, her mouth opened, she looked extremely shocked, and then she burst into extreme anger.
Even Pei Xingxu was surprised. Song Liqing hadn’t seen him in the past few days. Pei Xingxu could understand that he had just left Jun Qiyu’s life, and he must be suffering in his heart, and he would not accept other people for a while.
But he took the initiative to hold his hand.
Pei Xingxu felt the sweat in his palms and the slight trembling.
“Liqing!” Jun Qiyu chased after her, roaring angrily, “You can’t…you can’t treat me like this!”
Song Liqing’s voice was muffled: “I have nothing to do with you anymore, Jun Qiyu, you don’t care who’s hand I hold. Besides… I decided to try to be together with Xingxu, right? Xingxu?”
Pei Xingxu froze for a moment, he looked into Song Liqing’s eyes, there was a faint pleading inside, at the same time Song Liqing pressed his fingers a little harder.
“Yes.”
Pei Xingxu answered him with a smile on his face.
Jun Qiyu rushed up and grabbed Song Liqing’s shoulders. Under his anger, he didn’t pay attention to his strength for a moment, and Song Liqing was pinched painfully.
“When! When did you tell me! You told me that you were innocent with him, and we had only been separated for three days, and you… you got entangled with him?”
“Jun Qiyu!”
Pei Xingxu shook off his hand angrily, and embraced Song Liqing in his arms.
“Don’t you know that he is weak now? He can’t stand your mess! I took the initiative. I fell in love with him at first sight. I even proposed to the emperor at the Banquet of Nations. If you want to get angry, just rush at him!” I come!”
Song Liqing rubbed his shoulders, and replied loudly: “Jun Qiyu, are you only allowed to be courteous everywhere, and I am not allowed to find another new love? You can say that I am in Qin Muchu, or I am easy-going, as long as I am no longer your person. You have no right to accuse me of half a sentence.”
Jun Qiyu felt empty for a while.
He was dazzled by anger, but he could tell the clues just by thinking about it. The Song Liqing he was familiar with was by no means such a person.
“No! You lied to me! You are not a frivolous person… You are trying to drive me away, to get revenge on me. I know you won’t change your mind so quickly, Li Qing, I will change in the future, and I will never go to Hu Nu’er, I won’t go to anyone, okay?”
Song Liqing didn’t let it go, but it aroused his nausea.
Jun Qiyu knew that she cared, but she didn’t know how much it would hurt Song Liqing if he brought Hu Nuer back to the Qilin Mansion and kept him under Song Liqing’s nose?
But he really didn’t have the strength to argue anymore, Song Liqing turned and walked into the mansion gate, his footsteps were weak, Pei Xingxu hurriedly put his shoulders on his shoulders, letting him borrow his strength.
Jun Qiyu was still shouting hysterically, until Song Liqing disappeared behind the screen wall, and Jun Qiyu no longer saw him.
“Liqing…you really…don’t want me anymore?”
Jun Qiyu’s last words made Song Liqing’s heart tremble.
How could the mighty Jun Qiyu condescendingly beg?
It sounded like the arrogance and domineering arrogance of the past was gone, and it was a little pitiful.
He is so terrified, is he really afraid of losing him?
After Song Liqing returned to her room, she couldn’t speak for a long time.
White light came in from the window sills, and his vision was foggy, as if he had left Jun Qiyu, and his heart was so at a loss.
Pei Xingxu was by his side, his face was facing out of the window, the autumn sunlight was so clear that it could almost see through Song Liqing’s fair skin.
Pei Xingxu’s heartbeat quickened a lot, and he will never forget this profile.
“Liqing, you have been avoiding me all the time, and I can’t even say something to you.” Pei Xingxu took the initiative to speak.
Song Liqing lowered his eyes and stopped looking at the hazy white light.
“sorry.”
His thin lips that didn’t have much blood were slightly parted, and he said three words bitterly.
Pei Xingxu felt pain in his heart, and said, “You didn’t apologize to me.”
Song Liqing said guiltily: “I used you, and…”
Pei Xingxu interrupted him directly: “I know you said that to prevaricate Jun Qiyu, so that you can get rid of him.”
Pei Xingxu knows everything, and always defends and accommodates him.
Song Liqing’s eyes became hot and humid again, maybe it was because God punished him too much that he arranged Pei Xingxu to be by his side.
“But I was really happy…even if it was fake.”
Pei Xingxu’s bright smile gradually disappeared, and he couldn’t hide his loneliness.
“It’s not fake.”
Song Liqing stood up and hugged Pei Xingxu.
A drop of tear soaked Pei Xingxu’s skirt.
Pei Xingxu’s pupils shrank, and his heart jumped for joy, but his reason suppressed the ecstasy.
“You don’t have to do this, Li Qing.”
Song Liqing raised his head, feeling uneasy.
He asked softly; “Do you think I… not clean?”
“You know I’m not.”
Pei Xingxu held Song Liqing’s thin and sharp face, rubbed it lightly, wiped away the tear stains on his face with his thumb, he is now seriously ill, his eyes have turned blue, and the meridians on his forehead are clearly visible, like a jade fetus that is about to break , Pei Xingxu’s heart was only full of pity.
“I know what you think. You feel that you don’t have much time and you owe me something, so you have to pay it back with yourself.”
Song Liqing was numb for a while, but he couldn’t think of how to repay Pei Xingxu.
Whether it’s love or life, he has always owed Pei Xingxu.
Pei Xingxu said warmly: “I could have not exposed you, and being with you has fulfilled your wish. But I can’t, Li Qing, I can’t be the second person to hurt you. I just want you to be happy in the days to come. Whoever flatters and flatters who flatters and whoever pays back.”
Song Liqing covered his face, tears streaming down his face.
He is not sad, but gratified that there is finally someone in the world who understands his difficulties, tolerates his flaws, and appeases his grievances.
Pei Xingxu is like the blue water in the same lake, and like a distant star in the sky, always accompanying him, watching him, willing to be silent, willing to be thousands of miles away.
“Xingxu, you are really good.”
Pei Xingxu let him cry on his shoulder while stroking his hair.
“I’m sorry… I can’t love you like I love Jun Qiyu.”
Song Liqing cried and said.
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