Silent Lover 2 (Tanhua) - Chap 61
Chapter 61 I miss you so much
The next day, Song Liqing opened his eyes and saw a hazy light. He put his fingers in front of his eyes, feeling the flickering and dimming of the light.
“Li Qing, are you feeling better?”
It was Pei Xingxu, his voice was gentle and soft, and could always calm Song Liqing’s impatience and sadness, while Jun Qiyu’s voice was mellow and deep, with an irresistible strength.
Song Liqing nodded: “Well, I can see some light.”
“Then what am I like now?” Pei Xingxu asked.
Song Liqing looked in Pei Xingxu’s direction.
Song Liqing smiled and said, “It’s a mass of shadows.”
“As long as you get better, you will be better soon.”
Pei Xingxu sat down and held his hand.
A look of joy appeared on Song Liqing’s face, maybe someday he could really see the light again.
Song Liqing’s body was cold, and his hands were always cold in this cold winter. Although Pei Xingxu was better than him, he was not warm.
“Your hands are cold too.” Song Liqing said.
“I just came in from the outside, and my hands are still not warm.” Pei Xingxu told him what he saw today, “It snowed again this morning, and the moat has been frozen for three feet.”
“Are there plum blossoms?” Song Liqing asked.
“No, plum blossoms like dampness. In a place like ours that is bitterly cold and dry, it is rare to see them.” Pei Xingxu paused and said, “But wait until April next year, and I will take you to the Valley of Apricot Blossoms to see the apricot blossoms all over the mountains and plains.” , not inferior to plum blossoms.”
“okay.”
The two fell into silence, and the charcoal basin in the room crackled and burst a spark.
“That’s great.” Song Liqing said calmly, “I like Loulan. There are not many people here. Unlike Jingguo, there are people everywhere, and there is no quiet place.”
Pei Xingxu blurted out: “You can keep it if you like!”
“Huh?” Song Liqing smiled slightly, “I plan to stay for a while.”
“No, what I mean is, no matter what kind of favor you answer, I refused that day because you had too much burden in your heart. Today I bring it up again because I love you…” Pei Xingxu no longer hesitated, and said decisively, “Mr. Li, You marry me.”
Song Liqing was startled: “What?”
Pei Xingxu said earnestly: “Marry me and be my queen. We will live in Loulan for the rest of our lives and have nothing to do with the world. We will raise the officials and students well.”
Song Liqing did not speak.
This kind of day really fascinated him.
But the past is vivid in his memory, but he is not prepared to meet a new love at all.
He and Pei Xingxu, is it love or gratitude? Is it the love of a lover? Or the sympathy of friends?
Song Liqing couldn’t understand these things.
On Jun Qiyu, he put all his love hastily and naively into it, not only failed to satisfy Jun Qiyu, but also bruises all over his body.
So Song Liqing could only become cautious, not daring to recklessly decide who to fall in love with like when he was young.
After a long time, Song Liqing slowly opened his mouth and said: “Xingxu, I told you before that I may not be able to love you like Aijun Qiyu, do you remember?”
“Well, I remember.” Pei Xingxu insisted, “but I don’t care.”
Song Liqing opened his lips slightly, his heart softened.
It is impossible for anyone not to be moved by the appearance of a person who loves himself so much.
“Don’t you think it’s cruel?” Song Liqing asked him, “Especially to you.”
Pei Xingxu denied: “You know, I was lucky to meet you, so what’s so cruel?”
“It sounds cruel, but it’s actually sad.” Song Liqing said bleakly, “The human heart is the most unforgiving thing to deceive. You can say you don’t love with your mouth, and you don’t have to think about it in your head, but your heart will always remember it. How much love has been given, how much injury has been suffered, it is very clear, a piece of white paper can only be painted once, and if there is a second time, it will not be a painting, it will always be sloppy, incomplete regret…you Your love is pure and spotless, and I… I am not worthy.”
Pei Xingxu clenched his hand a little harder.
He feels sorry for Song Liqing’s trade-offs, he always thinks of others first, and never thinks about himself.
“I’m not urging you, Li Qing, tell me the answer after you think it over.”
…
After nightfall, Song Liqing was still thinking about this question and couldn’t fall asleep.
There was a sound of the door opening slightly. Song Liqing thought it was blown open by the wind, so he got up and fumbled to close it, but just took two steps, but bumped into a generous chest.
Song Liqing was startled and fell back, and was held in his arms by the other party.
There was a smell of alcohol.
“Mr. Li…”
Jun Qiyu hugged him, her head drooped weakly, and her face was buried on his shoulder.
Song Liqing was still in shock, he rejected Jun Qiyu, but this man was tall and big, his body was dead, and his appearance of drunkenness made Song Liqing almost unable to hold on.
“Jun Qiyu, what are you doing?”
“I’ll sleep with you.” Jun Qiyu hiccupped and said, “Northwest is very cold at night. I… the year I first came here, my hands and face were cracked. You must be afraid of the cold, right? I’ll come Warm your bed…”
“I do not need!”
“what you want.”
After Jun Qiyu finished speaking domineeringly, she immediately hugged Song Liqing.
It’s just that he himself was staggering and staggering drunk, so he walked to the bed, and rolled onto the bed with Song Liqing.
Song Liqing was shivering all the time, except for being cold, it was mainly because of anger.
Jun Qiyu said drunken indistinct words, pulled up the quilt, covered them together, then took off her coat, and hugged Song Liqing tightly.
A strong warmth spread all over the body, Jun Qiyu was like a little sun, and the temperature on her body was a little higher than that of Song Liqing.
Perhaps because of drinking, Jun Qiyu’s face was also hot, and she kept sticking to Song Liqing’s face.
Song Liqing admitted that Jun Qiyu was much stronger than him physically. He was under ten years old when he came to the Western Regions, but he survived such a harsh environment. Putting it on Song Liqing, he might really not be able to do it.
He is sleeping now, and the quilt is cold all night.
If Pei Xingxu hadn’t asked the maid to change Mrs. Tang for him every hour, he really wouldn’t be able to survive this cold and long night.
“Still… still cold?”
Jun Qiyu asked, his legs were raised on Song Liqing’s body, almost half of his body covered Song Liqing, and then he forcibly took his hand and stuffed it into his arms.
Jun Qiyu’s skin was unbelievably warm, and Song Liqing’s frozen hands stuck to it, which was even more effective than Tang Pozi.
“Liqing… your hands have frostbite, and your health is not good. I will sleep with you and warm your hands every day…”
Jun Qiyu held his hand and rubbed it, and the itchy frostbite on Song Liqing’s hand actually felt much better.
“Jun Qiyu, don’t pretend to be crazy to me! You can’t get drunk at all.”
Song Liqing poked him coldly.
“Get out of here.”
After Jun Qiyu was reprimanded by him, she really stopped moving.
“You know me too well, I can’t hide it from you…”
Jun Qiyu was no longer as drunk as before, her tone was soft, softer than ever before.
It’s like a person who has suffered a lot.
“Hurry up, or the guards I called will take you out!”
Jun Qiyu said angrily, “The guard at the gate was knocked out by me.”
Song Liqing was so angry that she couldn’t breathe well, Jun Qiyu still used brute force to do things, and she didn’t use her brain if she could!
But brute force always works.
“There will always be patrolling guards who can hear it!” Song Liqing threatened him.
“Wait! Li Qing! Listen to me…”
Jun Qiyu panicked and hurriedly explained.
“three.”
“I don’t do anything, I just warm your bed.”
“two.”
“Really, can you just treat me as a soup lady?”
“one.”
Song Liqing’s patience reached the limit, and she opened her mouth to shout.
But Jun Qiyu turned over and pressed up, directly covering Song Liqing’s mouth with her lips.
Song Liqing’s eyes widened and he was almost dizzy with anger.
“You… um… get lost…”
Song Liqing was gagged and could only spit out incoherent words with his face twisted.
Where is Jun Qiyu willing to relax, she kisses him regardless, not letting him speak.
Song Liqing had no choice but to punch and kick Jun Qiyu.
But he didn’t have much strength in the first place, and Jun Qiyu resisted the beating, and beating him hurt even more, Jun Qiyu didn’t move at all, and wasn’t affected by it at all.
Maybe Jun Qiyu was afraid that he would make a noise and attract people, so she clamped Song Liqing’s leg with her two long legs, and grabbed his hands that were beating indiscriminately, interlocking her fingers, imprisoning him to death.
Song Liqing was desperate, what could he do?
After arguing for a long time, Song Liqing evaporated all his strength, and Jun Qiyu still easily subdued him.
But being pressed down like this was really uncomfortable, Song Liqing broke out in some cold sweat and gasped for breath.
“Well……”
Jun Qiyu saw that he stopped struggling, and the two of them looked at each other. Although Song Liqing couldn’t see him, Jun Qiyu hadn’t looked at him so closely for a long time. These clear and cold eyes, even now angry attractive.
Jun Qiyu couldn’t restrain her love.
He moved his lips and began to kiss.
No matter how much Song Liqing resisted, Jun Qiyu forcefully squeezed Song Liqing’s lips away, and then smoothly pried open the white teeth with the tip of her tongue.
Just as Jun Qiyu was immersed in love and desire, the sharp pain on the tip of his tongue made him finally let go of his mouth, sucking in the cold air from the tip of his tongue with a grim face.
“hiss–”
Jun Qiyu was in so much pain that he didn’t speak for a while, he swallowed again, only to find that the tip of his tongue was bitten off, and some blood flowed out, and a fishy-sweet taste filled his mouth.
“Liqing, you are really good at talking.”
“Do you think I’m flirting with you?!”
Song Liqing was furious, his chest heaved and he wished he could bite Jun Qiyu’s tongue off before he was reconciled.
“Mr. Li…”
Jun Qiyu’s eyes were fiery, and he actually had a lot of things to say in his chest, but at this moment he hugged Song Liqing, and only uttered four words.
“I miss you so much.”
After finishing speaking, Jun Qiyu lowered her head. The emotion he had suppressed for so long was aroused by the pain, and his whole body became irritable.
This is the person he has missed for a long time, and now he has finally returned to his arms.
Jun Qiyu’s eyes were warm, and she searched Song Liqing’s slender and elegant neck.
“I miss you so much…Li Qing…I miss you so much…”
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good night~
