Silent Lover 2 (Tanhua) - Chap 69
Chapter 69 Don’t Ignore Me, Okay?
When Song Liqing said this, Jun Qiyu became flustered.
“Let’s not talk about this…it’s unlucky.”
Jun Qiyu said in a low voice.
Song Liqing chuckled lightly, and said with emotion: “Jun Qiyu, you have a heart higher than the sky, and you always follow my orders, why do you believe in these superstitions?”
“That’s because I wasn’t afraid of anything before.” Jun Qiyu said in a low voice, “I’m afraid now.”
Song Liqing sneered: “Is there anything else you are afraid of?”
Jun Qiyu blurted out: “I’m afraid of losing you.”
Song Liqing’s heart skipped a beat.
He had been numb for a long time, and suddenly felt a little bit reluctant.
“It’s not easy to get better…” Song Liqing muttered.
“What?” Jun Qiyu didn’t hear clearly.
“It’s nothing.” Song Liqing didn’t want to mention it again.
Jun Qiyu wrapped the cloak around Song Liqing and asked, “Liqing, are you still awake? It’s already very late.”
“I’m not sleepy, let’s talk later.”
They leaned against each other, like very ordinary lovers, talking all over the world and staying up all night.
It wasn’t until early in the morning, when tiny fish-belly whites appeared on the horizon, and the fog condensed on the warm spring became thicker, that Song Liqing felt that his strength was gradually fading away, and he felt tired even when he supported his body, so he hugged his legs and rested his chin on his knees.
“Jun Qiyu, I don’t blame you at all for bringing me to the desert. In fact, I’ve wanted to come here for a long time. When I saw those records of mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, I yearned for it. If it wasn’t for this opportunity, maybe I wouldn’t have come here in my life.” Will come to the Western Regions… This is my second happiest time.”
Song Liqing’s tone was soft and soft, with a lazy breath and a nasal sound.
He hates Jun Qiyu so much, but his most free and undisciplined time is actually accompanied by Jun Qiyu.
“I’ve been doing nothing all my life. I’ve just blinded my eyes. I can’t be an official or write poetry. I don’t have a place in the history of my name. I’m far away from being happy. If I die in such a breath In a room in the capital, it’s not worth thinking about it, I should thank you, Jun Qiyu.”
Song Liqing said it easily, but Jun Qiyu’s heart was getting heavier and heavier.
He felt that there was something in Song Liqing’s words, and he even had a will to die…
“If you like it, I will take you all over the world in the future.” Jun Qiyu swore, “Liqing, this is my promise, I will definitely do it, as long as you don’t hate me anymore…”
“Later… later…”
Song Liqing considered these two words.
“I don’t hate anymore.” Song Liqing shook his head, “I don’t hate anymore.”
Jun Qiyu got what he wanted, but he was not happy at all.
Song Liqing said no more hate, did he really stop hating, or… no time to hate anymore?
Song Liqing suddenly laughed and said, “I have a pretty good temper. Even the people who bullied me when I was young have become friends with me.”
“Qi Miao and the others?” Jun Qiyu said unfairly on his behalf, “That’s because you tolerated it. If it were me, I would definitely take revenge.”
At that time, Jun Qiyu was still a little devil who did all kinds of evil, and the first time his heart softened was when he saw Song Liqing shed tears.
For the first time, Jun Qiyu knew how to love others.
Those aristocratic children who were older than Song Liqing in the academy abused Song Liqing’s father as a bustard, called Song Liqing a rabbit son, and robbed him of his meals. What’s more, whenever Song Liqing passed by, someone threw stones at him.
The stones were sharp, and Song Liqing was always hit with bruises and wounds.
So Jun Qiyu, who was young but with brute strength, stood up for him and beat those people so hard that they dared not do it again.
Jun Qiyu didn’t know that her five-year-old self was the first person to stand in front of Song Liqing and be his backer.
Song Liqing’s eyelids started to fight, and he rubbed his eyes to stay awake.
Song Liqing asked casually: “Jun Qiyu, when will the sun come out?”
Jun Qiyu looked to the east, counting the time to answer.
“The sun will rise in about half an hour.” 【tao*huang】
“Okay, when the sun rises, I’ll take a good look, if you can’t see clearly, tell me.”
Jun Qiyu agreed: “Okay.”
Song Liqing yawned and stretched again.
“But I can’t hold it anymore, I’ll squint for a while, and when the sun comes out, remember to wake me up.”
“You sleep on me.”
This time Song Liqing did not refuse, he was really sleepy, as if someone was dragging him down.
Song Liqing leaned on Jun Qiyu’s thigh and closed her eyes.
Jun Qiyu looked down at his profile, the thin and sharp jaw, the two thin lips closed, his slight breathing brought out the white mist, everything was as peaceful and gentle as he used to be.
such a nice person…
Jun Qiyu thought to himself, for such a good person, he has never even seen Song Liqing angry, he never argues with others, never had a dispute.
Lovers and enemies, he has never failed anyone, even if he is a servant, he treats them with equal respect and tenderness, even if it is an enemy, he has never hated or revenged.
How can there be such a gentle person in the world?
Jun Qiyu stared at the east, and the sky became a little red.
He felt that the time for sunrise was extremely long today, and he couldn’t wait for it, and Jun Qiyu became anxious.
“A quarter of an hour at most…”
Jun Qiyu glanced at the sky, then at Song Liqing, waiting for a long time.
“Soon…you can see it soon.”
When a round of rising sun finally appeared on the top of the snow-capped mountain, Jun Qiyu finally showed a smile on his face, and the entire vast snow-capped mountain and thousands of miles of frozen lake were dyed golden red by the rising sun.
“Li Qing! Li Qing! The sun is out, can you see it?
Song Liqing did not answer.
Jun Qiyu said again: “Liqing, you must have never seen such a magnificent sunrise.”
Jun Qiyu’s eyes softened, and his hand holding Song Liqing remained motionless.
“Are you sleepy? I’ll tell you when you wake up.”
Jun Qiyu looked at the sun on the snow mountain, rising slowly, without blinking his eyes, trying to remember every minute, so that when Song Liqing woke up, he would have words to describe.
On the edge of the lake, Jun Qiyu hugged Song Liqing and remained motionless, as if he had become an ice sculpture.
“His Royal Highness.”
Su Zhao, who had been tied to the saddle all night, struggled to make a sound.
But Jun Qiyu didn’t have time to talk to him, she was still staring at Rizhao Jinshan in a daze.
“His Royal Highness…” Su Zhao shouted even louder.
Jun Qiyu frowned and turned her head to boo, and said with a low voice: “Don’t make noise, wake him up.”
Su Zhao was silent for a moment, then whispered three words abruptly.
“he died.”
These three words are like a Hong Zhong, and Jun Qiyu’s calm expression immediately sank, three points colder than Frost.
“Don’t talk nonsense, I’ll kill you.” Jun Qiyu said angrily.
“I’m serious, he’s really dead…” Su Zhao argued, “Look at him, he’s not even breathing.”
Jun Qiyu’s body froze, with a terrible evil spirit radiating from her body.
“Shut up!”
Jun Qiyu was like an enraged lion, with a low growl in his throat.
Su Zhao was so frightened that he didn’t dare to speak anymore, because Jun Qiyu was too scary, if he dared to say one more word, he might be torn in half by Jun Qiyu.
Su Zhao could only beat the drums in his heart: “He has… obviously died, why don’t people say it?”
Jun Qiyu has been hugging Song Liqing, how can he not feel that his breathing is getting shallower and his pulse is getting weaker and weaker?
But he dared not admit it, nor could he accept it.
He would rather believe that Song Liqing was sleepy and fell asleep.
As long as he sleeps well, he will wake up again, as usual, by his side.
“He won’t.”
Jun Qiyu lowered his eyes slowly, and he looked at the transparent and crystal-clear hoarfrost condensed on Song Liqing’s eyelashes.
“Li Qing… I know you are just asleep, I will wait for you.”
despair–
Jun Qiyu didn’t even notice that a tear fell on Song Liqing’s cheek.
He wiped Song Liqing’s cheeks in a panic, for fear of waking Song Liqing up.
Then he wiped away his own tears, but no matter how he wiped them off, his tears kept flowing down, as if they were endless.
“Don’t cry… why are you crying? Li Qing, he didn’t…he won’t die!”
Jun Qiyu picked up Song Liqing, and pressed his face heavily against her own.
The cold touch stung him.
The stabbing made Jun Qiyu wake up from his dream.
“Liqing…don’t do this, you said you would never leave me on your own initiative, you can’t break your promise. I was wrong, I was wrong, this time I really know I was wrong, don’t ignore me, don’t Treat me okay…”
Jun Qiyu murmured subconsciously in his mouth. If you look carefully, you will find that his lips have turned blue and are trembling involuntarily.
His hot tears fell and turned cold again.
By the boundless lake, he finally went from crying silently to choking uncontrollably, and finally weeping uncontrollably.
“Liqing, don’t leave me, I can’t live without you… woo woo woo…”
At this moment, Jun Qiyu lost any pride, disregarded her image, and cried uncontrollably.
Jun Qiyu, who is self-willed, never thought that there would be a person who could enter his heart so deeply and take root in his heart, so when he pulled away, it would hurt so much to uproot him.
When Song Liqing was betrothed to him, Jun Qiyu never thought that he would fall in love with him, even when Song Liqing reconciled in the court, he was not so painful, but more angry and annoyed.
Some people only know how important it is when it is really irreparable.
This pain of loss is boundless.
Just like night, once it falls, the world will lose its color and all will be plunged into darkness.
Because there is nothing you can do.
Jun Qiyu hugged Song Liqing, and the two bodies were pressed together.
The winter was shrouded in dark clouds, and snow fell on the lake again. Jun Qiyu protected Song Liqing under her body and nourished him with her own warmth, as if Song Liqing was still alive.
Jun Qiyu’s body was covered with a thick layer of snow, and he didn’t know how long he hadn’t moved.
“Hey…” Su Zhao couldn’t hold back his words at last, “You’re like this…he’s really dead.”