Special Effects Pheromone - Chap 80
Chap 80
“I don’t know why he called himself my ‘ex-boyfriend’ to Tang Ke and asked to meet. But I think, maybe it’s because he thinks such a title is easier to impress people.”
　　You Zhao thought so too, but asked, “Is there some story between you and him that he dares to say that?”
　　”Story? What story is there?” Qu Jing replied lightly, “We just had a few meals and met a few times.”
　　You Zhao said, “Since you met him once, and you met him a second and third time, you are considering developing a relationship, right?”
　　After all, this is a blind date, not an ordinary meal. If there is no intention, they probably wouldn’t have met so many times.
　　Qu Jing couldn’t refute this, so he simply said frankly: “Indeed, my parents were urging me to get married at that time, and I thought it was okay. The plan at that time was to get along with each other first, understand each other, and develop slowly. But it has not yet developed to the stage of ‘dating’. I can guarantee that he and I have never had any contact beyond the rules… I, I am not a casual person!”
　　You Zhao remembered what Qu Jing said, “I am not a casual person”, but they were “casual” many times at the beginning.
　　”Then why didn’t you get to know each other further?” You Zhao asked in detail.
　　Qu Jing’s answer was very simple and direct: “Of course it’s because I met you.”
　　Qu Jing met You Zhao, so he didn’t “get to know” other OMEGAs.
　　He didn’t have such an idea, and he didn’t think it was necessary.
　　”Is that so?” You Zhao listened to Qu Jing’s words and felt that there was nothing wrong with it, and it was consistent with what Tang Junyun and the marriage agent said.
　　Qu Jing has never concealed anything. He admitted early on that he was going on blind dates and had many choices, but he finally chose You Zhao and married You Zhao. They lived harmoniously after marriage and assumed the responsibilities that a husband should bear.
　　And You Zhao obviously knew all this.
　　”I remember…” You Zhao seemed to remember something and looked at Qu Jing, “You said that after you met me, you have been thinking about my pheromones…”
　　”Yeah.” Qu Jing reached out and stroked the back of You Zhao’s neck, which exuded the sweetest smell for Qu Jing, “Yes. If I hadn’t met you, I might still think that I am suitable for blind dates step by step.” Qu Jing
　　emphasized that he was not a casual person, and this might be the case. He went on blind dates through a marriage agency, got to know each one, and developed slowly. He dated Tang Junyun several times, but he didn’t become closer. But Qu Jing didn’t think there was anything wrong. Maybe everyone is like this, and it’s better to establish a relationship after getting to know each other slowly. Unexpectedly
　　, the appearance of You Zhao completely disrupted Qu Jing’s pace.
　　Qu Jing couldn’t help but love You Zhao and decided to take You Zhao home quickly.
　　You Zhao stared at Qu Jing quietly, and he could feel Qu Jing’s undisguised love in his eyes. It was as if he was really a rose, and Qu Jing was a bee or butterfly attracted by his fragrance.
　　Hua Shi also told You Zhao that since you are so compatible with him, you don’t have to worry about anything. From a biological point of view, Qu Jing will like you as much as a bee likes honey.
　　You Zhao leaned his head on Qu Jing’s shoulder and sighed slightly. Qu Jing said, “By the way, you just said that Tang Junyun came to you, what did he say?”
　　You Zhao paused, and said hesitantly, “He said… he was in a hurry for money and wanted to be a surrogate for us.”
　　Qu Jing’s eyes widened: “Why would he bring up such a thing?”
　　”It seems that Duan Keyi has spread the news that I can’t have children.” You Zhao said with a wry smile, “He has also put a lot of effort into it, always keeping his eyes on me.”
　　Qu Jing said, “Why doesn’t he take care of himself first? He always interferes in other people’s family affairs, but he can’t even take care of his own family.”
　　You Zhao shook his head and said, “Forget it… let’s not talk about him. He is also very pitiful.”
　　”You are willing to pity him.” Qu Jing touched You Zhao’s head helplessly and said, “I have always hated him because of you, but you don’t care.”
　”There’s nothing to hold a grudge against.” You Zhao replied, “He is a very pitiful person.”
　　Qu Jing said, “Forget it, it’s hard to say anything about him. But Tang Junyun was willing to do something like surrogacy for money?”
　　”Well. Speaking of which… his physique is very suitable.” You Zhao glanced at Qu Jing hesitantly, but then said, “But I took the initiative to reject him.”
　　”What kind of ‘take the initiative’ is this?” Qu Jing was puzzled, “No normal person would agree to it, right?”
　　”Really?” You Zhao was stunned, “I thought you… you might be interested.”
　　You Zhao sat by the window, and the sun was slowly sinking outside the window. The golden light of the sunset sprinkled on the ends of You Zhao’s hair, as if it was gilded. But You Zhao’s expression was gloomy.
　　Qu Jing looked into You Zhao’s eyes and sighed silently: “Why?”
　　You Zhao said: “I just think… you might want a child of your own.”
　　Qu Jing held You Zhao’s hand and said: “Actually… I am not my parents’ biological child… I really don’t mind this kind of thing.”
　　This sudden confession made You Zhao shudder: “You… why do you suddenly say this?”
　　Qu Jing looked at You Zhao’s face and was also a little puzzled: “You don’t look surprised? You knew it a long time ago? Did your mother tell you?”
　　”No…” You Zhao hesitated for a while, and said, “I… Gao Bohua told me.”
　　Qu Jing smiled embarrassedly, and said: “Is it him? No wonder he always comes to you to show his courtesy, so this is the case.” As he said, Qu Jing frowned again, with a bit of confusion: “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
　　The first sentence that came out of You Zhao’s mind was: Then you didn’t tell me either!
　　But You Zhao never dared to blame him so loudly in front of Qu Jing, so he could only force a smile and answered in a low voice: “This… I saw you never mentioned it, so I was afraid it would be rude to ask rashly.”
　　”This…” Qu Jing paused, and said, “We are not… The truth is that mother always hurts herself and blames herself for this. Like you, she thinks it is her fault that she can’t have children. So we never mentioned it. It’s not that I deliberately hid it from you.”
　　”I understand.” You Zhao nodded slowly, “Now that you are willing to bring it up on your own initiative, I know I was overthinking it.”
　　”Overthinking?” Qu Jing frowned, “So have you always felt uncomfortable?”
　　”I…” You Zhao choked.
　　Qu Jing said, “Then why don’t you ask me? I always feel…”
　　”What do you always feel?” You Zhao couldn’t help but ask back, “What’s the matter?”
　　Qu Jing sighed heavily and said, “I always feel that you are not very happy, and you always hide things in your heart and never tell me. Just like when we went to Maldives before, and just like when we took wedding photos before, you didn’t tell me about things you didn’t like. I pay attention to what I can pay attention to, but if I can’t pay attention to something, do you also endure it? With my personality, there are probably many things that I can’t pay attention to. Are you feeling aggrieved?”
　　You Zhao was speechless when he heard Qu Jing say this, and he didn’t dare to look at Qu Jing. He slowly turned his head to look at the vase on the table.
　　Qu Jing stretched out his hand and held You Zhao tightly. The strength was so heavy that You Zhao cried out in pain. Seeing You Zhao like this, Qu Jing quickly retracted his hands, and then folded his hands on his knees awkwardly, looking uneasy: “I ask you a question, you must tell me honestly…”
　　You Zhao looked into Qu Jing’s eyes, and a stronger sense of uneasiness surged in his heart: “Well… please tell me.”
　　Qu Jing asked: “Can’t you believe me?”
　　You Zhao was like a pedestrian walking on the school playground who was suddenly hit on the back of the head by a basketball flying from the basketball court next to him. He was shocked and his entire back of the head was in pain.
　　Qu Jing’s words were the basketball that came like a sudden disaster.
　　Looking at You Zhao’s expression, Qu Jing understood the answer.
　　Silence and shock are both answers.
　　Qu Jing was disappointed, but not surprised.
　　He put his hands on his knees, and rubbed his fingertips gently against each other, as if rubbing a non-existent piece of paper. His expression was calm and his eyes were restrained, as if he was reading a non-existent book.
　　The golden light of the setting sun sprinkled in the eyes of the two, rippling like waves.
　　Qu Jing slowly raised his head, his eyes were as watery as a lake.
　　”I…” You Zhao read the disappointment in Qu Jing’s eyes, and then he dug out a kind of pain in his heart, “I… am trying.”
　　You Zhao’s voice trembled a little: “I really… tried very hard…”
　　As he spoke, You Zhao’s eyes also shone with tears.
　　Qu Jing suddenly sighed and said, “I feel it to some extent.”
　　As he spoke, Qu Jing stretched out his hands to hug You Zhao, and patted his back gently: “I hope you can be more honest with me and trust me more. Nothing else.”
　　You Zhao leaned his head on Qu Jing’s shoulder, smelling the scent of white sandalwood that made him feel at ease. The sourness in his nose was soothed, and his breathing became much smoother.
　　Qu Jing added: “But you said you were trying, so I must believe it.”
　　”It’s true…” You Zhao sniffed, like a child trying to prove himself, his tone was a little anxious, and his words were confused, “But I hide my thoughts… It seems to have become a habit. It’s very natural… There are some things that I feel cannot be told to others, and telling them will make others unhappy… Do you understand what I mean? I am afraid that you will be unhappy… I always feel that I should be more careful… It is right to treat you like a boss.”　”Treat me like your boss?” Qu Jing was stunned. “Is it necessary?”
　　”Of course it is necessary.” You Zhao said, “As if this would prevent you from being offended.”
　　”But we are lovers, why should we be afraid of offending?” Qu Jing was puzzled. “I didn’t consider this issue when I OOed you. If it really is an offense, it is me who has offended you many times!”
　　You Zhao shook his head: “No, you are the boss.”
　　Qu Jing felt amused: “No, I am the husband.”
　　You Zhao looked at Qu Jing quietly, his expression a little depressed: “But… I don’t know how to get along with my husband.”
　　”Haha!” Qu Jing laughed easily and smoothed You Zhao’s frown with his fingers. “You have always done a good job.”
　　You Zhao said: “I always pretend that I am getting along with the boss.”
　　”…” Qu Jing was speechless.
　　You Zhao then slowly said: “I will listen to your opinions seriously, respect you very much, obey you, appreciate you, never disobey you, and never do things that make you hate. Isn’t that good?”
　　Qu Jing listened to You Zhao’s peaceful introduction, and couldn’t think of a rebuttal for a moment: “This… this doesn’t sound bad.”
　　”Right?” You Zhao lowered his head awkwardly, “But you still don’t seem satisfied?”
　　”Yes.” Qu Jing nodded seriously, “I’m not satisfied.”
　　”What went wrong?” You Zhao looked eager to learn.
　　”If you treat me as your boss, you are putting me in a higher position. At the same time, you are also lowering yourself.” Qu Jing suddenly hugged You Zhao from the waist and lifted him up. You Zhao was startled, put his hands on Qu Jing’s shoulders, stared at Qu Jing with wide eyes. Qu Jing looked
　　up at You Zhao and said with a smile: “But I hope you can do this sometimes, look down at me from a high place, from this angle… am I more lovely?”
　　You Zhao pursed his lips and looked down at Qu Jing.
　　Qu Jing is taller than himself, and You Zhao usually keeps a low profile consciously, so he rarely looks at Qu Jing like this.
　　You Zhao gently reaches out his hand and touches Qu Jing’s eyebrows like touching rose petals: “Looking like this… it seems that his eyes are bigger… his chin is more pointed… it’s cuter than usual.”
　　Qu Jing shook You Zhao’s body, threw him on the bed, and said: “Then don’t treat me as your boss from today, okay?”
　　You Zhao was confused: “But if I can’t follow the pattern I’m familiar with, I may not even know how to speak…”
　　”Why?” Qu Jing asked, “Are you afraid of saying something that will make me unhappy?”
　　”Yes.” You Zhao nodded.
　　Qu Jing pondered for a while, then said, “I’ve thought of a way…”
　　”Yes.” You Zhao nodded, “Please go ahead.”
　　Qu Jing supported his chin with one hand: “How about this, you think telling me the truth may make me unhappy, right? Then tell me a serious truth that you think is likely to make me unhappy.”
　　”Ah?” You Zhao was extremely surprised, “Why should I do this?”
　　Qu Jing folded his hands in front of his chest, and said in a lecturing tone like a class teacher: “If I can accept even your worst ideas, then you will be relieved to believe me.”
　　You Zhao was still hesitant: “What if my truth is really too much…”
　　”How could that be?” Qu Jing replied, “You are the one I love. You can tell me any sincere thoughts you have.”
　　You Zhao gritted his teeth: “But… if you are really angry…”
　　”That’s possible,” Qu Jing said, “Sometimes, lovers get angry with each other. But they will definitely forgive each other. If you are really wrong, just beg for my forgiveness.”
　　Then, Qu Jing said seriously, “I will forgive you anyway.”
　　The sunlight gradually dissipated outside the window. As evening came, You Zhao’s eyes became clearer.
　　”Then, can you tell me?” Qu Jing pointed at You Zhao’s chest, “What is the truth you hide in your heart that you are most afraid of me knowing?”
　　You Zhao took a deep breath of the fragrance of white sandalwood and exhaled it again, as if he had used up all his strength and used a shovel made of willpower to dig out the deepest and most impossible words in his heart to tell Qu Jing: “I went on a blind date with you… and went to the United States to find you, not because I loved you…”
　　Qu Jing’s eyes suddenly widened, and his chest seemed to be shot by an arrow.
　　Looking at Qu Jing’s embarrassed face, You Zhao was also very frightened and fell into deep regret again-how could he tell Qu Jing this fact! Is he stupid?
　　Out of panic and fear, You Zhao even began to look for the Qu family’s special keyboard for kneeling and the special pineapple for apologizing.
