Subordinate Doting - Chap 106
Her whole body felt weak, her heart was burning, and her mouth was swollen and almost numb. She could only turn her head to let him kiss her ears and cheeks, but she found that there was a mirror standing next to them, and the angle was just right to reflect He Zhuo’s hands.
The hand was so big that one hand could pinch half of his pig. The sight of both hands deeply sunk into it made Ji Tingyu feel embarrassed to watch.
It was so fierce… It was like he was going to be crushed…
The more she looked, the more distracted she became. Her eyes gradually lost focus, and when her chin was pinched and she turned her head back, her pretty face had already flushed red.
”You’ve turned into a little fool.” He Zhuo kissed him lovingly.
He no longer kissed me passionately, but just touched my mouth and forehead tenderly, and asked softly, “Are you really going to give it to me?”
Even though Ji Tingyu had vaguely agreed, He Zhuo still wanted to confirm it again.
He was really scared. He didn’t want to be like on his wedding night in his previous life, when he was full of passion and self-righteously asked for sex, but was poured with a basin of cold water. The shadow of that night was still tormenting him.
Ji Tingyu’s eyes were blurry and his mind was unclear. It took him a while to react. Suddenly he wanted to do something evil: “If I say no, what are you going to do?”
He Zhuo was stunned, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.
”I will continue to wait.”
Ji Tingyu: “What if I never give it to you? What if I want you to be a monk with no desires?”
He Zhuo suddenly stopped talking, lowered his eyes, and stared at him expressionlessly.
It was not until Ji Tingyu’s scalp was numb from being looked at that he spoke casually: “Are you testing me? Using this kind of thing?”
”But you know the answer. Let alone becoming a monk, I can even become a wandering ghost, as long as you are alive and well.”
Ji Tingyu’s heart trembled suddenly.
He saw He Zhuo frowning, his eyes full of sadness.
This made him feel strange and frightened.
Because from the first day he met He Zhuo, he always had a confident and relaxed attitude. He was a person who took everything lightly, like a lazy wolf king lying on the top of the mountains and looking down on the world.
But when he sets his eyes on something, his unstoppable gaze and aura are intimidating, as if any obstacle will be crushed by him.
Ji Tingyu hated his confidence at first because he was the target.
Later, his dislike turned into fear, because there were many mysteries about He Zhuo that always made him unable to figure him out.
Later, fear and disgust turned into liking and attachment, and before he could react, he was already deeply trapped.
But now, He Zhuo lowered his head, helped him put on his clothes, pulled the bath towel to cover his disheveled body, and said in a hoarse voice: “If you still don’t want to, you can tell me directly. I will wait until the day you accept it, or… change myself in the way you like, don’t keep me hanging like this…”
Ji Tingyu panicked for a moment, feeling that he had committed a heinous crime.
”I’m sorry.” He grabbed He Zhuo’s towel and, like a child who had made a mistake, confessed all his thoughts in one go.
”I didn’t mean to test you with that! I really didn’t. I have eyes and I can see clearly how much you like me. I just wanted to see you hold it in once in a while, to see you choke, and then I would lift your chin and say to you: ‘Hahaha, I don’t want you to be a monk’, because you have always been teasing me, and I have never succeeded in teasing you once, and I feel so unbalanced in my heart-”
His voice stopped abruptly here, and he found that there was no sadness in He Zhuo’s eyes. He just looked at him with a stern face, as if he was trying not to laugh.
”Just laugh.” The cat muttered and lowered his head: “I’m so stupid…”
He Zhuo couldn’t hold it in any longer and burst out laughing. He swallowed the heart that had risen to his throat silently: “Just to tease me?”
The kitten hung its head in dismay: “Ah…”
He Zhuo pinched his face and asked, “Are you stupid?”
The kitten felt ashamed: “I’m not stupid in front of others.”
He only reveals such a childish side in front of He Zhuo. It would be fine if he just wanted to tease him, but he even designed such cheesy lines for himself. Thinking back on it now, he was so embarrassed that his toes dug into the ground.
”Can you please turn over this? I’m almost exhausted…”
”You wilted, and my heart almost sank.”
”You still have something to say!” Ji Tingyu made a bitter face and glanced around, trying to find something to change the subject. Suddenly, he glanced at his coat that was thrown aside, and a small bottle rolled out of his pocket.
That was the sugar jar that He Zhuo had prepared for him, a short, transparent glass bottle containing two leftover chocolates and a red jade-carved date.
Ji Tingyu was a picky eater and never ate his meals properly, so He Zhuo prepared this small jar for him, which contained various candies and chocolates, and occasionally two beautiful little stones.
The sugar was originally prepared out of fear that he would have hypoglycemia, but the kitten’s mouth would itch when he saw the sugar jar, and he would usually finish all the sugar in less than a day. He would also take out the beautiful stones and put them in his sleeping bag, leaving the empty jar on the table. Early the next morning, He Zhuo would fill it up for him.
This is a tacit little secret between them. The sugar and chocolate are different every day, but ruby dates are permanent guests.
Ji Tingyu never thought of asking, “Why put dates in there? We can’t eat them. Are you showing off that you have a lot of gems?”
He Zhuo kissed his eyes and said he hoped he would “come back soon”.
Ji Tingyu thought it was quite interesting: “What about the gardenia?”
The day after He Zhuo moved into his dormitory, he spread a layer of dried gardenias under his mattress. They had a faint fragrance, which made him feel uncomfortable at first, but later he felt sleepy just by smelling the scent.
”Good sleep.”
He Zhuo replied in a light and calm voice.
Ji Tingyu didn’t find it amusing anymore. He seemed to remember something and hurriedly took out his coat. On the inner layer, close to the left side of his heart, there was an amulet that He Zhuo had sewed for him.
It is the size of a palm and as flat as paper. No one knows what material is inside it. It is not painful to the flesh and is very hard. Even bullets cannot penetrate it. He has one in every piece of clothing.
