Subordinate Doting - Chap 167
But the only thing he didn’t remember was that he himself had actually experienced such torture that was worse than death.
”sorry……”
I forgot all this…
Ji Tingyu lowered his head and buried his face in his warm shoulder.
”The quilt is scattered.”
A dry voice that hadn’t spoken for a long time sounded in my ears.
The cat was stunned for two seconds, then suddenly raised its head.
The moment her eyes met his, her goldfish eyes were soaked with tears again: “You wake up, I, I’ll go call the doctor.”
He wiped his eyes and got out of bed.
An arm pressed up from behind the waist, and the warm palm held the buttocks and lifted them up.
He Zhuo held him in his arms, their chests pressed together without a gap, their heartbeats sharing one another.
”When I first opened my eyes, I thought we were in a wind tunnel, and you were naked and sitting in my arms, sweating for me.”
He Zhuo simply hugged him in the quilt, with one hand on his waist and the other hand reaching up to completely grasp Ji Tingyu’s slender neck.
This is a gesture that can strangle a person to death in just three seconds. It represents control and threat, as if if the person in his arms moves away from him for a moment, he will do something irreparable.
But Ji Tingyu was not afraid, he enjoyed He Zhuo like this.
He tried to lighten the mood: “There are no beds in the storm shelter.”
”Well, if there was a bed I would have done you right then.”
The cat pursed its lips and lowered its head.
If it were in the past, he would either beat someone up or at least retort, but today he just lowered his head and was as obedient as a little mushroom.
It seemed that as long as He Zhuo could wake up and not be half-dead like he was in the past two days, he would be willing to do anything.
”Shouldn’t you give me an explanation?” He Zhuo stroked his face and slowly approached him, as if he wanted to kiss him: “Why do you know Mr. Zang?”
When Ji Tingyu heard these three words, his heart began to twitch.
”The day I went to see you, I had a car accident.”
He Zhuo’s expression suddenly became panicked and he reached out to untie the quilt.
”It’s okay, just a concussion.” Ji Tingyu held him down, “I was in a coma. I don’t know if I was dreaming or what. I was taken into many, many spaces and couldn’t get out. I saw our… past lives.”
He Zhuo moved his lips in surprise.
Ji Tingyu said: “I saw you accompany me when I was very young. You helped me defeat the creeper monster at sunset, stayed outside the window in the rain all night to accompany me when there was thunder, praised me and encouraged me, and wore the first little red flower I got on my head to show off to other children.”
”You accompanied me through the loneliest years of my childhood, but I forgot about you when I grew up.”
”I also saw you mutilating yourself in the attic. You prayed for your life in front of a small shabby temple. Your legs were broken, your ears were pierced, and you set yourself on fire. You used wolf hair to make a kitten for me, saying that this was my complete body. Then, then you jumped off the mountain. I couldn’t stop you. I couldn’t do anything… I tried my best to call you but you couldn’t hear me. I—”
”Okay Xiaoyu, stop talking, your heart is beating too fast.”
He Zhuo covered his mouth and patted his back to help him breathe more.
Ji Tingyu’s mood became worse and worse. He spoke incoherently and gasped.
He Zhuo pinched his neck and asked him to take a deep breath.
But he was about to be swallowed up by self-blame, and he kept crying like a child who had done something wrong: “I’m sorry, I forgot everything. You did so much for me, but I didn’t know anything. I shouldn’t have forgotten. I also said a lot of hurtful things to you.”
”It’s okay, Xiaoyu, don’t think about it, just get out of this, okay? You’ll be starving if you cry.”
He Zhuo lowered his head and laid him on the bed, then took some water from the cup on the bedside table and poured it on his forehead.
”Come, look at me. I’m fine. I’m fine. Do you see that? Replace the images in your mind with me now. It’s all in the past.”
Ji Tingyu closed his eyes in pain, his chest heaving up and down from crying, and he reflexively wanted to raise his hand to slap himself in the face.
He Zhuo knew that he was ill, so he covered him, grabbed his wrists, and replaced his slaps with kisses.
”Okay, take a deep breath, I’ll do it for you.”
She kissed him on the face for every word he said, rubbed her noses affectionately for every word he coaxed, and said she was going to hit him but fed him a spoonful of honey mouth-to-mouth.
Ji Tingyu’s emotions gradually stabilized, the rise and fall of his chest slowly slowed down, he opened his eyes and looked at him: “Kiss me again, I miss you so much…”
It was the first time he expressed his feelings so bluntly, but He Zhuo did not feel secretly happy, only distressed.
He rubbed the cat into his arms, covering him completely, kissing and rubbing his hair and ears, with an overwhelming tenderness, but his sturdy arms kept his wrists pressed above his head, like he was imprisoned in an iron cage.
He Zhuo kissed her deeply.
First, hold two pieces of jelly in your mouth and suck them carefully. Use the tip of your tongue to trace the full contours of the lip beads, then gently open them and go straight in.
The agile and powerful fish broke into the coral reef and kissed him until his mouth was on fire. Ji Tingyu whimpered, not knowing how to cooperate.
”You won’t move anymore?” He Zhuo teased him.
The kitten drooped its ears in shame, but said something it would never say before: “If you don’t teach me, I can’t kiss you well.”
He Zhuo’s eyes were filled with heat. He lowered his head and kissed and bit him at various angles. The muscles in his arms became more and more tense, and his shoulders were raised high. From a distance, it looked like a beast was covering him and eating him.
Through the gap, you can only peek at the cat’s flushed face, which seems to have been kissed melted.
The crystal liquid flowed down the corners of his lips. He Zhuo stepped back and kissed it off for him. Taking one look at his distracted look, he wanted to stop, but he deepened the kiss again.
They kissed for nearly half an hour, and the temperature in the quilt was getting higher and higher. Ji Tingyu’s lips had long lost feeling and were swollen and numb.
He Zhuo raised his head and kissed the wound on his forehead for the last time.
”Xiao Yu, I want you to be free from suffering and live a carefree life. I will remember the hatred and help you get revenge.”
