Sweet Desire! The Cold Lord God, Who Can Tease, Coax, and Act Coquettish. - Chap 1857

January 1, 2019

Today is New Year’s Day. My roommates either went home or went shopping with their partners, but I have nowhere to go.

My home is far away, and it would take three days to go back and forth. Moreover, A Yuan has been very close to another boy recently. Although he didn’t do anything excessive, he looked very ambiguous. When I was having dinner with him, I even didn’t forget to reply to his messages.

I was very sad, but I knew that I had no right to ask questions. Only if I was good, Yuan would not break up with me.

He doesn’t love me, so I always lose miserably. 】

[January 2, 2019, sunny

A Yuan actually took the initiative to invite me to watch a movie, in a private cinema.

The bed used for watching movies is a round bed that can be raised and lowered automatically.

My face was red as I lay beside him, coaxed by him. I had no idea what the movie was about. I only remembered that when the two male protagonists were kissing, he turned around, held my hand, and kissed me as well.

This was the first time he kissed me after being together for two months. It was my first kiss, and I gave it to the person I loved the most.

I was dizzy from his kiss and could hardly breathe.

When he let me go, he saw my eyes full of tears and asked me, “Jinjin, why are you crying?”

I didn’t know how to answer. I just heard from my friend that he had a fight with the person he was having a crush on yesterday. The specific reason was unclear, but I was very clear that this was why he came to see me today.

It was as if the grievances that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly burst out. I hugged his neck tightly and said with sobs: “I love you, I love you.”

He seemed shocked by these words, stunned for a long time, then leaned over and bit my ear harshly, leaving me completely powerless, before speaking.

“I see.”

I thought, maybe this is a promise, a promise that he is trying to love me. 】

Nie Linyuan did not take off the bronze mask on his face. He still looked so cold and unapproachable, but his hands were shaking slightly as he turned the pages.

This year is our 22nd year. Jinjin was always so well behaved when applying medicine. How much better must he have been four years ago when he was at that age and knew nothing.

Nie Linyuan continued to read.

Next, it was basically some sweet daily life, until…

[March 8, 21, cloudy

I don’t know why Yuan chose a cloudy day to propose to me, but as long as he is there, no matter what day it is, it is the best day of my life.

This means that the childhood crush, the companionship in college, and the days and nights spent together for these thirteen years will all have a result.

But the moment he took out the ring, he was treated as a representative of the city and sucked into the world of rules.

My dream was also shattered. 】

【August 8, 21, cloudy

On the same cloudy day, A Yuan was declared game over.

Correspondingly, the orphanage ghost story engulfed a quarter of the city. Although he had clearly died, he seemed to have become the target of public criticism and a sinner for all eternity.

I want to save him, I want to find him. 】

September 3, 22, heavy rain

I don’t know why there was such a heavy rain in early autumn, but fortunately, the second representative also failed the game, and I came here as the new representative.

It was scary, but I could stick with it for him.

I’m wearing a security uniform, and I don’t know what kind of weird things I’ll encounter. I’m so worried. 】

Nie Linyuan continued to flip through the pages, and when he reached the latest page, his knuckles paused and his pupils suddenly shrank.

There were obvious bloodstains on it, which were obviously from a new wound on the hand. The blood was irregularly stained across the entire page, which was shocking.

The above is what Jinjin just wrote——

[September 4, 22, cloudy

Good news: I met A Yuan.

Bad news: He doesn’t love me anymore, he wants to kill me. 】