The Cold Commander Cried When He Kissed - Chap 193
Chap 193
Do you know what the language of camellia is?
“Xiao Shiji.”
Dean Hertz smiled helplessly, “I don’t know what the little emperor is doing.”
He handed over a cup of warm tea.
“Thank you.” Shi Ji took it and took a sip slowly, “I thought you knew everything.”
Dean Hertz laughed charitably.
These little guys always come to him when they have problems, but in the end he also has reasons that he can’t explain.
“Everything is interdependent and mutually exclusive, and everything has its own laws. The balance can never be easily broken.”
Dean Hertz persuaded gently, “Don’t worry about it, just let it go, Xiaoshiji.”
This was not the first time Shi Ji heard this from him.
He said calmly, “The balance has been broken.”
In his lost memories, someone once crossed the vast distance of time and dealt a heavy blow to fate.
“But it eventually forms a closed loop, and you forget the memory that you should have had.”
Meeting Dean Hertz’s old and gentle gaze, Shi Ji calmly put down the teacup.
“You always seem to be trying to persuade me to give up on pursuing everything.”
The diplomatic embassy is still covered with green grass, the afternoon sun is pouring down, and the whole world is filled with the warmth of spring.
Dean Hertz didn’t say anything and continued to pour the tea.
Suddenly, Shi Ji spoke leisurely, “You were the one who cleared my memory, right?”
With a “click” sound.
Dean Hertz dropped the teapot in his hand onto the table, and the rich aroma of tea filled his nose.
Shi Ji leaned back casually, the corners of his lips slightly raised, “I guessed right.”
There are not many people in this world who can erase his memory.
Excluding the possibility of himself, the only one left is Dean Hertz, who has been studying his genes since he was a child and knows his body structure better than he does.
Dean Hertz: “…”
He wiped the tea gently, picked up the tea leaves carefully and brewed them again, which was very similar to the gentle Admiral Susan.
Shi Ji looked at his movements and spoke after a moment of silence.
“Actually, I came to the Eighth Galaxy not only to find Xie Zhuo, but also to find you, right?”
The most familiar person in his memory is the dean, the first person he saw when he opened his eyes, and the dean who selflessly showed him countless kindness when he was young.
He is a heroic figure like a father whom he would want to rely on when he is isolated and helpless.
“Why do you want to erase my memory?”
Dean Hertz remained silent.
When Shi Ji was so disappointed that he thought he would not speak, Dean Hertz said in a hoarse voice, “To save you.”
“Someone told me that if your memory is not erased, he will force you to use up your last useful value.”
“He doesn’t want to, and neither do I.”
It would be good for him to forget everything after all.
Let all those despicable things be crushed into the dust of memory.
Isn’t it the best ending that he leaves the main galaxy and remembers nothing?
“It’s a pity you didn’t expect that there is another person in the Eighth Galaxy.”
Someone who will help him regain his memory.
When he landed in the Eighth Galaxy, all the people in his memory gathered together.
Dean Hertz only then realized how powerless he was.
All things are interdependent and mutually exclusive, and the balance can never be easily broken.
Even he can’t do it.
Shi Ji asked calmly, “Who is that person?”
Dean Hertz took a deep breath and finally accepted the fact that fate could not be changed.
“Grand Elder.”
…
It was not until it got dark that Shi Ji left the diplomatic embassy.
They spent the afternoon drinking tea and playing chess as usual. Shi Ji asked if Cang had woken up.
Dean Hertz shook his head, “He never woke up again.”
“I don’t know if I’ll be able to hear him speaking in my ear again in my lifetime.”
Shi Ji stood up and said goodbye to him, “I will.”
“Xiao Shiji.”
Dean Hertz called him over. The old man looked dim and asked him softly, “Do you hate me? I betrayed your trust. I lied to you for so many years.”
The painful memories that had tormented him for a long time actually came partly from the dean he trusted the most.
Shi Ji didn’t say anything and took out a candy from his trouser pocket.
It was a piece of fruit candy that the dean hid in the chess piece as an apology.
The young man in white shirt and black pants stood in the spring night of February, unwrapped the candy wrapper and put it in his mouth, smiling with a faint curved lip, “Hate can never be stronger than love, it cancels it out.”
Dean Hertz’s back was bent, his eyes cloudy with tears.
“That’s right.”
Shi Ji turned his eyes slightly to look at the buds on the branches that were about to bloom, and said to him with a feeling, “Dean, spring is here, and the flowers should bloom.”
He did not wait for Dean Hertz’s reply and left the diplomatic embassy without looking back.
After returning to the palace.
Shi Ji noticed that the atmosphere in the palace was unusual, excessively tense and serious.
The last time the atmosphere was so solemn and as if facing a formidable enemy was on the night of the palace coup.
That little beast has finally angered the ministers and is about to be overthrown?
Shi Ji stopped a soldier casually and asked, “What happened?”
The hurried soldier met his gaze, and suddenly, as if he had been pardoned and reborn, he quickly took out a loud speaker from behind and shouted at the top of his lungs: “Your Majesty!!! Please come quickly ~ I’ve found the person ~!!!”
Shi Ji: “…”
Then the mighty imperial army arrived in an orderly manner.
Shi Ji narrowed his eyes and looked at the situation. What was the little beast doing?
The little bastard himself stepped out from behind the army.
The black and gold imperial robe reflected the moonlight, his face was cold and emotionless, his silver hair was flying in the night wind, and his whole body was filled with the breath of surging waves.
He searched the entire palace for his Omega.
But he never found it.
“Where have you been?”
The furious little emperor had a cold expression on his face, as if he had searched the entire palace.
“Go to diplomacy…”
Before Shi Ji finished speaking, he was embraced in an almost forceful manner. Xie Zhuo’s Adam’s apple rolled and wrapped him in his breath, then he began to examine him.
I finally breathed a sigh of relief after making sure that the person was safe and sound.
“Why didn’t you tell anyone?”
Shi Ji heard his almost questioning tone and replied coldly, “I don’t need to report where I’m going to anyone.”
“Did you report to me when you left every day?”
The hand on the shoulder was gently brushed away.
Xie Zhuo’s fingertips trembled, and he realized that he had lost control. He subconsciously apologized, “I’m sorry, brother, I…”
Shi Ji looked at him calmly. The little emperor hesitated and finally said nothing.
Shi Ji was used to his concealment and said calmly, “Stop it.”
Then he took the lead, passing Xie Zhuo and walked towards the palace.
He is fine, he is still angry, and things are developing in the direction he hopes.
But Xie Zhuo pursed his lips, feeling uncomfortable in his heart. Finally, he turned around and strode forward, picked up the cold and tall man on the spot, and carried the silent princess towards the palace.
Shi Ji: “?”
Imperial soldiers: “……!?”
Lu Yao covered his eyes with his hands and said, “Oh no, oh no, can I see this?”
Ryan saw the commander was relieved and bumped the pretty girl with his butt, “Aren’t you going to send videos to your Alpha?”
It’s not worth mentioning.
Lu Yao snorted, “A few days ago, I accidentally sent a message that put my life in danger.”
Ryan blinked his round green eyes, “And pinch?”
Lu Yao smiled confidently, “Then I blocked him hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!”
Hearing this crazy laughter, little Ryan found it noisy and covered his ears with Tan Xing’s hands.
Suddenly I looked towards the entrance of the palace and saw a tall, silent figure with his hands clasped coldly.
Ryan: “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”
Lu Yao was stunned. How could there be someone crazier than him?
“What are you laughing at, little green-haired boy?”
Ryan: “Hahahahahaha guess hahahaha?”
Lu Yao scratched his head curiously, then raised his head sharply, and met the figure who was glaring at him coldly. The man was wearing a slender and straight special training uniform, with an oppressive aura. Who else could it be but Captain Thunder?
“What the hell!!!”
He didn’t forget to kick Ryan before running away, “Laugh, who can laugh more than you, you living father!”
Then he ran away.
Ryan: (乂｀д′) Stop!!!
Chu Tanxing’s hand fell empty, and he reluctantly withdrew it, looking at the people at the gate of the palace, “What a coincidence.”
All E people ran away.
The two ice cubes felt awkward when they greeted each other.
However, Captain Lei Ting was most surprised by someone else. “Xie Zhuo seems to have changed.”
Very different from the frivolous boys in that league.
“Nothing has changed.”
Chu Tanxing looked at the direction where he disappeared in the distance, “He is just trapped temporarily. We will always be the best teammates.”
There should have been something beautiful on the boy’s shoulders, but he was trapped in the darkness.
After piercing the dark sky, he will be greeted by the dazzling day.
…
“Thank you!”
Shi Ji was carried by him all the way from the gate of the imperial palace to the palace, and was forced to accept countless stares at night.
“What are you crazy about?”
The cold-faced little emperor always spoke two degrees softer to him, “…I’m not crazy.”
He feels wronged?
“Why did you bring me back?” Shi Ji asked coldly.
But no matter how cold his voice was, he still relied on her subconsciously during the imprint period, and his eyes were filled with a faint red and moist light when he was angry.
Why bring him back?
Xie Zhuo also wanted to know. Didn’t he say that he would avoid him tonight?
“Because I want to sleep with you.”
Xie Zhuo kicked the door open with his long legs, then pushed the man onto the soft bed, kneeling down beside his white shirt waist.
Shi Ji couldn’t help but turn his head away, “Nervous, stop messing around.”
“I’m not kidding.” The voice buried in the neck suddenly became hoarse.
“I just want to sleep with you. I want you to be mine forever.”
Obviously he is lucky enough to have everything.
But he didn’t dare to mark him, didn’t dare to hug him, and didn’t even have the courage to look at him tonight.
“Brother, Commander, I have liked you for a long, long time.”
The sweetheart he had admired for so long finally fell in love with him.
He thought they would have a happy ending.
“I thought I could be with you forever, I thought I was the happiest person in the world…”
The hot tears fell into his clothes, and Shi Ji’s eyes calmed down.
She stroked his trembling shoulder blades gently, “Little crybaby.”
Shi Ji asked him softly, “How come you have lost so much weight after only being emperor for a few days?”
Xie Zhuo’s lips trembled slightly, and he was choked with sobs and unable to speak. He buried his messy silver hair deeply in his arms.
Tell him the prepared speech.
“But I’m grown up now, brother. In fact, I’m not even…”
I can’t say it.
I can’t even say it.
He simply couldn’t say that he didn’t love the commander. He wanted to say he loved him ten thousand times every day.
Xie Zhuo never hides his love in his heart, he is clean, open and passionate, and he will say it every day.
But he would never see his little kitten again.
Shi Ji placed his palm on the back of his neck and rubbed it gently.
“So what?”
“…”
The helpless young emperor buried himself in his arms, his tears soaking half of his clothes.
Shi Ji called him softly, “Xie Zhuo.”
“Um.”
“Do you know what the flower language of camellia is?”
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The flower language of camellia – How can you underestimate my love for you?
No more torture, no more torture, the decisive battle will be tomorrow!
